Avery Taylor’s
“Cormac. . . Cormac Carter,” I said incredulously. I now focused directly on finding at least a little information about the man. Still, I’ve already spent two hours in front of the computer, and I can’t find anything but his age, date of birth, and a little information about his own company.
“This is frustrating!”
There should be another way. I can’t lose right away on my first try. I need to know every little thing, and I will start that by knowing what the man wants. I wanted this. I need to be more diligent in what I do, especially in considering AFA 2020. What our Editor-in-Chief said was right. The man will seem to be the key to us, to me. If I wanted to win, I just had to wait for the opportunity to take him.
The world doesn’t even know more about him. People will get curious and stumble upon waiting for that documentary of mine.
Ha!“Staffs! His secretary! There should be anyone to call.” I have approximately six months to do the job. One month to convince the guy and five months for the shoot.
I shouldn’t waste time. I must be ahead of other journalists. I immediately picked up my cellphone on my side and quickly dialed the number posted on the said website.
After almost eternal ringing, it was as if a thorn had been pulled out of my throat when someone answered, “Good afternoon. C.C Cars. Who’s this?”I felt my hands water. There’s something inthe man’s voice that I found very uncomfortable. “Is this really the case with that Carter company? People are frigid,” I said to myself.
Maybe a CEO’s life is really different from the way we deal with people every day. It is part of our lives to smile, laugh, carry and prolong the conversations. We need to be very jolly and enthusiastic so that people can really trust us.
I have never seen anyone in the media who always frown—that’s a fact. We have to be very, very cheerful.
“Goodmorning. This is indeed C.C Cars.” I was able to sit up, my hands resting on the table in front of me.
“Yes. Who’s this?”
I could not count my successive sighs afterward. What I wanted to say was already tangled in my mind. Should I ask him where’s his boss directly, or do I need to slow it down first?
“Are you his secretary? This is about Mr. Carter, is he there? Can I talk to him?”
Come on, come on. Tell me the man is at his office, and it has nothing scheduled for today.“This is Cormac, and I am asking for your name,” he said coldly. I can get almost close there if you’re this fortunate, Avery.
“Avery. I’m Avery Taylor. . . Mr. Carter, I need to talk to you,” I said bluntly. It’s up to you. I really think I need to plan this thoroughly, so he is already there, eh. I already talked to him on the other line, so why should I delay?
There’s no harm in trying. And especially for AFA, even if I try a few more times, it won’t matter.
“May I ask why?”
Now, I know why even though so many women stumble upon him, no woman dares to approach him. He is so intimidating! even his voice you will just hate in the extreme cold.
He is also said to be vying for thousands of investors, but only a few can get close.
I mean, shouldn’t he be cheerful too? It will also welcome people and investors.“Can we talk about this in person? It will not be clear if it is—”
I heard deep sighs on the other line, so I fell silent immediately. “Media?”
I almost sank into the seat. How did he predict that right away?
“I. . . I just don’t know how I matter with you guys. I don’t have any issues, events, or conflicts about my company, but you are persistent in contacting me today. Well, of course, the journalists who called me yesterday were excluded. Quit it, alright? I just don’t want to get involved in any media or news agency.”
I was stunned by what he said. Is he mad? Am I really the tenth person from the media to call him? Why? Are they planning to get Mr. Carter for the AFA 2020, too? If that’s the case, I need to speed up my action! I won’t lose this opportunity, especially now that he has the eyes of a few participants.
“Wait, Mr. Carter–”
“Miss Taylor, my decision is final. If this isn’t about my cars, don’t bother calling me.” I was about to speak when I heard that he had cut off the call completely.
This is bullshit!
My brain went blank when I tried to call that phone number again. With each ring, I almost lost my shit. Why do I feel so desperate? If I have not acted hastily, others will be ahead of me!
“Good afternoon. C.C Cars. Who’s this?”
“I’ll get one.”
The man on the other line became quiet. I had to count another ten seconds before he spoke again. “Excuse me?”
“This is Avery Taylor, and I’ll buy any of your cars,” I said.
If only my boss were here, she would have rained on me because I didn’t think right. But then, I am here in this situation. If I let go, I will regret it for a long time. This is disappointing!
It is really up to me where these bad decisions will take me.
“Well. . . I should start calling you, Ma’am, then. I’ll be waiting for you on C.C Main. ”
You should wait for me, patiently, Cormac Carter. I’ll make you to win you, to win the AFA and make my boss and the company proud even after a hundred times.
I don’t care if that may be the hardest thing to do or to mak, I can’t be more excited on my following days with you.
“Are you out of your mind?” My eardrums were shattered by that scream of Ma’am Cassandra, our Editor-in-Chief. The more I got to know it, the more I almost accompanied that shout in my mind. I knew very well what else could she say.When I dropped the call earlier from the C.C Cars, I immediately asked her for a consultation.I also asked about a good car to buy because it looks like I was tempted to buy something in no time then she became mad about it instantly, screaming her lungs out.“Ma’am, you know it’s not a waste. Kuya’s been so addicted to cars. It will be a few months since his birthday. I could send that to him as a gift, right?” I’ve never been so unsure about this.“I just really have no choice, Ma’am. This is the only option I have. If I have a chance to get this, I will definitely be ahead of other
“1991 Black Eagle. . . that baby is mine,” I said proudly. My shameless older brother has very good taste. It looks like this is also the latest release of C.C. Cars, so I will definitely get Mr. Carter’s attention—or maybe I already got it.Firstly, I just have to show him how interested I am in cars. With that, he would also like to talk to me. Men are always like that. When it comes to cars, they become talkative. “You have a nice taste.”I laughed softly at the thought. I told you so; my primary goal for the day is not for the cars. It’s Mr. Carter—I’ll him have a conversation with me.For a reporter like me, time is very important. In a day, we do not only have to be productive. We also need to double or even triple our efforts.It is usual for us to work even 24/7, especially when there is something interesting going on. I find this on
“Go on. Ask me,” the man said calmly as soon as we entered his office. I picked up the little recorder again. It was as if the wind had just blown away everything I wanted to ask and find out.I sat down on the sofa that was there. I have been thinking back and forth about this very neat and nice office. Seriously, there is still this kind of man who’s very clean with things. You will notice that because even the papers he held earlier when I first entered here are stacked on piles. It was not just stacked in place.He seems so organized. All his gestures seem to be calculated.“Last year, I won the Antonio Facundo Awards 2019. That was a great achievement for journalists. My team and I made a documentary with our star, Tanya Tebrero. Do you know her? One of the most famous writers in the Philippines. Our hardships became successful. We won the award for best documentary, and
“Ta Av!” I hurriedly went to Jacques and hugged him tightly. No matter how bad my day is, this kid always brightens the mood. “How’s my Jacques?” He nodded with a big grin and made an okay sign. I loaded it without saying anything, so he laughed and laughed. That’s always what he wanted, eh. “Hey!” I automatically turned to Kuya Jac with sharp eyes his teasing. “Where’s the key, by the way?” I didn’t speak. I dropped the key in his open palm. I just can’t believe this. I spent thirty million on today’s visit. “What is your problem? I mean– what comes to your mind to buy a thirty-million sports car?” I smiled at Jacques again before I lowered my gaze to him. “Shut up!” I shouted before going straight to my room. Now, what? What is my next plan? Am I gonn
“Oh, God! My tummy’s about to blow out!” I was holding my stomach as we made our way out. Levi was by my side, doing nothing but laugh throughout our walk. He’s very cheerful, and I just further proved that he is really the opposite of Cormac now that I am with the young man. Yes, I have also learned that he does not have a girlfriend, but all his sisters are girls. He also explained why he knew how to deal with women, handle them, talk and treat them. I really enjoyed being with Levi. Too bad it was the wrong timing for this meeting, but I’m sure if the moment’s different, we will be good friends. He is also loud like Kuya Jac, but he only releases pure humor, not offending me or anything. We made a walk in the mall for a few hours and decided to eat after carrying a lot of things when we came out. “You really didn’t have to do this but thank you so much.&rdqu
I let out a scream the next time I woke up. From the room where I was, I could see the reckless sunshine. With a loud shout, I tightened my grip on the blanket that was just covering the rest of my naked body.Cormac jumped off the bed, even though he was surprised by my shout and slightly confused, but when he saw the situation of the two of us in the same bed, he was only able to say, “What the hell is this?” I quickly picked up the clothes on the floor, not letting go of the blanket blocking me. When I got it, I went straight to the bathroom, locked it, then only released the smile of success. I just did it! The bomb just exploded. Last night, we actually slept together. I really thought I could not make the plan, so I am very grateful that my brother called around four in the morning. I followed the desperate plan. I slowly undressed him—his shirt, including his pants.
"C! Why are you late? I'm already jealous of your work!" The men burst out laughing, except for Cormac. Because of what Raz said, I also couldn't help but laugh. Because Stoney is so serious, I didn't think his friends are bullying him. He still looks like a bully. Stoney, the bully. "Why the hell are you laughing?" It was as if I swallowed my laughter when he suddenly spoke, it was weak, so I'm sure he just whispered that to me. It looks like this guy is used to his friends' bullying. He was sitting next to me because that was the only one with ample space. Levi and I were in the middle. The boys were noisy as usual. They talked about anything, about office, work, and occasionally have fun teasing each other. While the man on my left was busy. . . being 'stone'. I want to laugh at myself, becoming a bully. "What are you doing here? Why are you still with that man? Does
Before I went home, I prepared myself for my brother’s lecture, but I still couldn’t help but get bored. I know I did not do well, but all of that has a purpose. That thing can’t define what I exactly did! “Quit it, alright? Quit that job!”I quickly followed my brother, who was about to walk out. It’s good that Jacques is busy playing with the nanny, so he won’t pay attention to our fight. “You’re unreasonable!” I shouted back at him. I will not allow him to stop me now. I just want everything to end up with nothing. Also, we don’t have any choice. What are we going to present to the public then? “You’re the one who’s being unreasonable! You are doing too much for that man, Av. There are more–” “Why can’t you understand the fuck out of me?” I couldn’t help but get angry.
The AFA 2020, or the Antonio Facundo Awards, is a competition for journalists like me. It is also usually open to writers and directors. Unlike usual, here we take a subject, someone who is very popular with people. . . we published to viewers how that person’s life was. We know the life of whoever is chosen just to win. But after all those struggles on getting the right person for the documentary, I imprinted in my mind that I would be the winner. I promised I would do everything for the documentary, especially now that I have something I want to prove to the public. That I am more than the murderer’s daughter they once called. “Avery!” I confronted the woman who called me.. It was Ma’am Cassandra, running her way to me. This boss of mine nearly cried because she said she missed me so much. “The gem of the documentary!” It was as if this was
The court found my father's case guilty. Aside from his confession about what he did, the watch was still there, and some evidence had already come out after murdering Jandro. That was the hardest and the most painful decision of all — opening your eyes to each of those hearings. My father will spend twelve years in prison and mommy can't stand the truth. To help her feel at ease, Kuya Jac and I took her abroad. The public had criticize our family hard that we can’t even chew our food. My older brother was left in the Philippines to continue what dad left in the company. I knew it would never be an easy fight for kuya because the incident affected the state of the company and the people there. Almost everyone left, and it was like we were back to the beginning. Although I don't want to leave Kuya Jac there, I know it woul
“Avery? Dad!”For a few minutes no one spoke, even though the three of us were already in that room. Even though I was just looking at Kuya Jac and daddy, my heart was full of speculations.I can not believe what’s happening. I can’t. . . and will never accept these.In what ways was daddy involved in the murder of Cormac’s parents fifteen years ago?“Avery. . . ”“Please don’t act like this,” I said bluntly. “Please tell me I am imagining things!”Kuya Jac was the one I tried to face this time. Frustration was clear on his face. Fear of what I might say, do, and think. “What is this? Is this what you are hiding from me?”The words tangled at the tip of my tongue. I can’t seem to mutter a word.“Kuya, Daddy, what’s this? Why is it like this? How did it happen?!”I must be dreaming! My daddy w
“I’m going home,” I announced to the man when I talk to him for breakfast.A few minutes after I read that text, the man just left the room. He doesn’t know what I had just found out and whatever I was thinking.He was shocked when he faced me. “What? Wait, Av, why?” Cormac asked.I was still drowning in my thoughts, especially since the truth had suddenly been thrown at me.What did that really mean, then? What about the watch? What if my daddy had such a watch then? Did they already know about the identity of the murderer’s ally?How about my brother? Is he suspicious of our father as well? Why do they have to hide that thing from me?Dad.I have to go to my father.“Avery?”“I have to do something. . . at–at work,” I replied. Take care of whatever else he might think.How did they keep this matter a secret from me? Wh
“Of course,” I said reluctantly and then explicitly messed up my hair. “Of course, you don’t really have anything to look for! What an excuse.” After a few minutes of waiting for what the man would say after arriving in Batangas, I just gave up. This is frustrating! I still thought there would be something, and I would know today. “Cormac!” The man frowned when he turned to me. “Come on, Av. My legs are tired. We have a lot to go to on the first day of our itinerary. Av, you need to walk faster.” Itinerary? I was already left behind. Apparently I preferred to rebel, and I didn’t follow what Cormac was saying. I will never move here until it tells me what Kuya Jac and I are hiding from me. Even if night or darkness overtakes me here, I swear to all god
Two months passed so quickly. Happiness for Cormac and I had continued. That’s exactly what I was worrying about. . . everything seems falling into its proper places. Cormac laughs often, as if he never thought of his parents again. I would definitely say that I’m happy for him.a happiness I can’t hope for anything as I feel a happiness in my heart that I see him laughing, taking time to talk to my parents. There will be days they’ll go out for dinner or lunch, even if Kuya Jac didn’t invite us at all. I love that thing, because from the very beginning, I wanted Cormac to really find a new family—a family that will love and care for him. My mom and dad are the best parents of all time. They love Cormac as their son as well. I’m happy with that thing, but what I just can’t quite figure out right now is why I hear
I have questioned life several times before. Life is unfair. . . I would say that. I don’t know the reasons that your trials have to happen, your difficulties. When I self-pity, I think I am the most oppressed in the world. I always thought there was no hope — nothing would ever change that. Yes, I suffered a lot too. How many times have I wanted to give up on life? Losing my own memories is not as easy as what people think. There are tons of frustration I face every morning I wake up, hoping maybe the next time I’ll wake up remembering all of it. But when I found out all that Cormac had been through, how could the man resist just to get to where he is now? I couldn’t imagine the experiences — I was suddenly embarrassed to complain. I stood up as Cormac violently ran away. I immediately called him out, but the man ignored it. It runs even faster. “Cormac!” 
The next morning, I almost turned the house upside down without being able to fumble with the sketch I had watched last night. When Ma’am Cassandra and I finished talking, she told me not to go to the company first because she would take care of it and I should go straight to my parents’ house to stay there first. When I arrived, Kuya had already left, and they had already discussed that I will stay with my parents the whole night. Drowsiness did not immediately visit me, so I distracted myself by drawing. That sketch is exactly the person I see myself in mind. I’ve searched my room, it’s not in the kitchen nor in the living room. I should go by now. I couldn’t go to the office last night so I told myself I was going after having breakfast today. But without that sketch, I don’t know how I will probably deal with Cormac, as
Life can be cruel to us every time. Sometimes we think nothing good is going to happen—that’s where we go wrong. That we are waking up each day, that we are surviving, we can be the happiest person in the world. Waking up is a chance, to make a difference, to do what we want to do. . . to love ourselves and to be true. The first day I opened my eyes with no memories at all, I felt like my life had stopped as well. It was as if I was dead, but I can still feel the pain in my heart. The first day, I couldn’t answer questions about myself. It was like I was being gradually killed. The moment they ask me about my name and I can’t answer. When I woke up, I could no longer remember the people who had been waiting for me to wake up. It was beyond the pain and frustration. One day became a month. . . years. One year t