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Twenty-five: Memories came
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2021-07-17 18:42:33Avery Taylor’s point of view
The next time I opened my eyes, I felt my surroundings completely changed.
I can see the same faces but it’s different to feel that their smiles will be reflected on their faces again.
Maybe they just don’t have everything, but they differ from me. I could feel my life. . . breaking into pieces — again and again. That life that I was forced to build and fix after that accident, fifteen years ago, I felt that I have to fix it again now.
Is that all I need to pick up my fragmented self-identity?
I already remember everything. . . Finally, I got what I used to pray to the Lord. If it had been a little earlier, maybe now. I was jumping for joy, but it really felt different.
I became scared to know the truth and I can’t afford to be happy now.
Cormac. . .
I knew there was something in him. So maybe that’s just how I struggle to get to know it and
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