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Chapter Twenty
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2024-10-29 19:42:56~Haven's POV~
It was finally here! It's the day I lose my virginity to Tristian. I was nervous and yet completely ready for it. I knew this was the right decision.
"You nervous for your date tonight?" Heath asked.
I nodded. "Kind of. But also I'm not. I mean it's Tristian. I don't have to be nervous with him."
"Good. Um, Grace and I heard what happened with the others."
"They don't know him," I whispered. "They had no right to say those things."
"I agree, Haven. But you called Abby Godless?"
"It's true. God is love and she does not spread love. She spreads hate all over the place. That's not right."
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