Jade blinked and sat up straight, wondering if her eyes, or maybe it was the whiskey, were deceiving her. While she'd been lost in the daydream, a strikingly handsome man had sauntered over, leaning against the bar diagonally from her. She flushed in embarrassment at the mere sight of him, subtly combing any flyaways from her hair. He wasn't the type of man she expected to see in this dump.
He had a billionaire tycoon look to him, without the pot-belly or ridiculous tophat. Maybe he was the owner? She sighed. Who was she kidding? There wasn't a chance in the world he'd ever notice her, not with how she looked at the moment. None of that matters, she thought. She was fresh out of a relationship and there were so many other things she needed to focus on.Jade tried her best to ignore his presence and her interest in it. His deep voice barely carried across the room as he casually chatted with another man. A friend, maybe? They appeared well acquainted. They both let out a loud laugh, which made her glance up. Through the smoky haze of the room, his smile glistened in near perfection. He looked like he came straight off the conveyor belt at a Ken Doll factory. She dreamily watched with interest as he stroked the stubble along his jaw and then— Shit. He glanced over, catching her gawking.Jade looked away in embarrassment, trying to hide her smile. She couldn't help but laugh at herself. Keeping her head down, she pretended to stir her drink. It was just melted ice cubes by that point. She could feel his eyes observing her. She cleared her throat and waited for the bartender to get within ears' reach. "Can I get another?" She raised the glass towards him, displaying the empty cup. He nodded in acknowledgment at her request. Jade tried to play it smooth, watching from the corner of her eye as the attractive man raked his fingers through his dark wavy hair. He glanced over at her, and their eyes met for just a brief moment before she bashfully looked away. He tried to appear interested in what his companion was saying, but through the mirrors behind the bar, she watched as a smirk formed across his lips. Was he laughing at her? He patted the shoulder of the man he was speaking with, seemingly dismissing him. She gulped as he strutted confidently around the bar towards her, dodging a group of rugged bikers, with his left hand casually tucked into his pant pocket.
Jade internally tried to collect herself; she wasn't expecting him to actually reciprocate the attraction. Was he attracted to her? There was no time to listen to her internal monologue. He straightened the scarlet tie around his neck and then smoothly leaned against the bar beside her. "How is it that such a beautiful woman like yourself is drinking alone at this bar?"
She blushed. It'd been so long since anyone had really flirted with her, that she wasn't sure how to respond. There was a sudden realization in the back of her mind that even though this encounter would probably lead to nowhere, there were other men out there besides Jonathon. He wasn't the be-all and end-all to her love life, she did have other options; in the distant future of course. The bartender placed the drink in front of her, saving her from having to answer his question. It wasn't a topic she wanted to discuss at the moment. Before she could reach into her pocket for payment, the man slid his credit card across the bartop as if he was some big shot. "Go ahead and put that on my tab," he confidently asserted. "So, what're you drinking anyway?" his jaw nodded towards the amber liquid in front of her."Whiskey." She held the small glass up between two fingers to thank him for the drink. She took a small swig of it and then swiveled the stool towards him, giving him her undivided attention.
"That'll put some hair on your chest," he grimaced. "So, what's a girl like you doing in a place like this anyway?" He rephrased the previous question. She knew he was only trying to strike up a conversation, but she wanted to roll her eyes at how persistent he was being. "A girl like me?" she playfully scoffed, going along with him. She could play the ditzy flirt if she needed to; that was her specialty. There were many times when she'd played the role of Jonathon's empty-headed arm candy.
The man shook his head apologetically as if to say he didn't mean to offend. "I just meant, that people who come here aren't usually the Burberry-wearing-type," he gestured towards her shoes. Jade glimpsed down at the expensive sneakers and felt her brow furrow. "That's rich, coming from the guy who looks like he's auditioning for a role in Men In Black."
He smoothed out his coat and shrugged, "Auditioning? What makes you think I'm not an actual quasi-government agent?" he asked with a cheesy grin beaming across his face.
She gave a fake laugh, hoping the display would cover up her genuine thoughts. If he hadn't been wearing the suit, he probably would have just been another face in the crowd. Jade knew designer clothing and could spot expensive taste from a mile away. She guessed that's why he'd been on her radar, to begin with. It wasn't intentional, but being brought into Jonathon's social circle had changed her life in various ways.
Over the years, her fiance had insisted she blend in. That meant she was expected to attend galas, grand openings, fundraisers, holiday parties, and have lavish girl's days with her friends—which were actually just his friend's wives—and it was a must to look presentable at all times. Appearances meant everything to him. Jade wasn't opposed to relishing in all the luxuries Jonathon eagerly purchased her; she'd just never imagined she'd turn out to be the type of woman who owned a wardrobe filled with dry-clean-only clothes.Before she could respond the man glanced at the entrance and frowned. "Would you excuse me?" he politely requested. Jade couldn't decipher which person he was about to ditch her for, but nodded and took a sip of her liquor.
She only hoped her disappointment wasn't too apparent. Oh well, at least she'd gotten a free drink out of it.She watched from the corner of her eye as he weaved in and out of the crowd. Near the entrance, he stopped to greet a stubby older gentleman that was also wearing a suit; only his threads looked like they came from an estate sale. The men exchanged a firm handshake before they both slip into a backroom labeled 'employees only.'Jade turned her attention towards a group of younger men that were playing darts nearby. She watched as they each took a turn, trying to hit the center target, noting they were pretty good at it. They started another round, and she quietly giggled along with them as they roughhoused and teased each other. She missed having simple relationships like that; with people with whom she could just be herself around. Where her words didn't have to be carefully thought out and she didn't have to put on fake smiles or overthink every interaction. Her entire life had become merely an act filled with meaningless connections.
"Did you wanna play?" a deep voice boomed from behind her, making her nearly jump out of her skin. Maybe it was just because she had been thinking of her life with Jonathon, but for a moment, she could've sworn it was him speaking, and she wondered how he had found her. She spun around on the stool, her eyes connecting with the scarlet tie. She tilted her chin up at him.
"Did you wanna play a game of darts?" He asked again with a reassuring smile.She wanted to play alright, but it wasn't anything like what he was suggesting. She laughed and shook her head. God, she needed to snap out of this. "Oh, no, thank you. I was just watching them," she quickly declined the invitation.
"Not a risk taker then?" He playfully challenged.
She grinned, "Oh, so you wanted to wager something on it?" She questioned in her most daring voice, now trying to flirt back.He shrugged, "Sure, why not? What'll it be?"
Jade had no idea. She felt totally out of her element. "If I win, you buy me another drink," she proposed. She knew it was lame, but it was the only thing she could come up with at a moment's notice.
"Deal, and if I win, you have to tell me your name."
She blinked as it dawned on her that they hadn't been introduced. "Fair enough," she agreed. Although his winnings weren't extravagant either, it still sounded far better than her idea.After the guys had finished their game, Mr. Tie, as she now thought to call him, gathered the darts and handed Jade half of them. "Ladies first," he insisted. She glanced at the cheap darts and shrugged. How hard could it be? She stepped up to the line of worn duct tape on the floor and tried to imitate the guys that she'd been observing. She held the plastic dart between her fingers, leaned her wrist back, and hurled it towards the target hanging on the wall. It torpedoed through the air, and to her amazement, stuck into the bullseye. Whoah. She tried not to let the shock bleed through her poker face.
"Are you hustling me?" Mr. Tie laughed in disbelief.
"Maybe," she lied and moved out of the way, giving him a turn to shoot his dart. He turned and shrugged off his suit jacket before carefully folding it over the back of a nearby chair. Jade bit her lip, reeling in the sight of his broad shoulders and muscular frame beneath the white dress shirt.
A few games and drinks later, and Jade was failing miserably against him, as she knew she would. Not that she wasn't determined in her efforts; it was just more challenging than it looked, and her beginner's luck had quickly worn off.
The time quickly passed by them, feeling too good to be true. Throughout the night, his dark eyes admired her like she was the center of his universe. Their slight awkwardness quickly faded, and their banter flowed effortlessly. Back and forth, they had teased each other, flirted, and joked around. They chatted about nothing of importance, both relieved to leave the worries of their everyday lives behind. There was no denying the chemistry between them.
Suddenly, Jade grabbed his arm, surprising them both. She shrieked in excitement, exclaiming how much she loved a song that had started playing over the jukebox. It was a song her father loved that she hadn't heard in years. It was an old-school country song, slow and romantic. Mr. Tie took her hands into his own, trying to persuade her to slow-dance with him. She scoffed at the suggestion and shook her head with a firm no, declaring that she would absolutely not dance in front of all these strangers."Please?" is the only word it took for her to cave in. Very reluctantly, Jade wrapped her wrists around his neck. There wasn't even a dance floor, but right there in front of the pool tables, he held her against his chest as they swayed to the music. She closed her eyes, forgetting about all the people that were most likely staring at them.She knew that there was more to the man than just a handsome face and a hot body. He was funny, charming, a good conversationalist, and also a much better dart player than she was. It was the best night out she'd had in a long time. She couldn't stop smiling, and her sides were beginning to ache from all the laughter. For a moment, she'd even forgotten about her miserable morning or that she looked a complete mess.Jade was so wrapped up in the here and now that she had barely heard the melody coming from her coat pocket. She apologized and checked the screen, her smile instantly fading. Jonathon was calling her. Of course, he would be calling right now. She rolled her eyes and pressed the decline button, tucking the phone away. It rang again, and suddenly she felt like it was burning a hole in her pocket. "I'm really sorry," she frowned and quickly set the phone to vibrate only."You're quite popular," He stated, intrigued by the persistent intrusion.
"Just a guy that doesn't know how to take a hint," she answered his curiosity.
He looked away, his lips falling into a flat line.
Jade gulped, feeling the awkward silence now lingering in the air. She wanted to explain everything to him, to tell him that it was her ex that had been calling but that it was over between the two of them. She was hoping he wouldn't misinterpret the situation and think that it was a booty call. Then again, she thought, did she even owe him an explanation? Despite her disheveled appearance tonight, Jade didn't consider herself ugly; he should assume there are other men interested in her. Surely there were plenty of girls swooning over him as well.
The bartender interrupted the tension, announcing that it was the last call. "Already?" Jade asked aloud and checked the time. She wasn't ready for the night to end just yet, or the thought of facing her new reality tomorrow.
Like everyone else, they chugged the rest of their drinks and ordered another round. "Tequila?" He smiled, but it didn't reach his eyes. She gagged as she swallowed the awful liquid down and quickly chased it with a wedge of lime. "I think I've officially had enough alcohol for tonight," she announced, feeling her stomach burn.
"We should probably get you home anyway, Jade."
Home? The word didn't even sound right to her. Where was home, now? The last time she'd truly felt she belonged somewhere was when she a child, living in a small brownstone on Tuscon Street. She'd called other places her home since then, but none of them ever felt quite the same. Now, she was positive that no place in the world met that criterion.
"I'm not going home," The words blurted out from her mouth before she even realized what she was saying.
He looked at her puzzled."I mean..." Her mind felt foggy. She tried to shake the feeling from her head and rearticulate the words. "Would you like to come with me to get something to eat first?" She asked, hoping it sounded believable. It hadn't exactly been a lie. She did feel that she needed to get something other than alcohol into her belly."Sure, I know just the place," he stated as he placed his hand on the small of her back, leading her outside.
━◦○◦━◦○◦━◦○◦━◦○◦━◦○◦━◦○◦━Jade leaned against the grimy building to keep herself from swaying and watched as Mr. Tie scanned the parking lot with his eyes. The temperature outside had dropped, leaving it unusually cold out for October. She wrapped her arms around herself as the frosty wind bled through her thin jacket.
From where she was standing, she spotted her little, blue, convertible parked amongst the second row of vehicles in front of the bar. She tried to recollect which bag she'd packed her toothbrush in, knowing she'd have to find somewhere to stay for the night. She was far too drunk to even think of driving anywhere, so it needed to be close by. She'd wondered if maybe she could sleep in her car, but realized it probably wasn't the safest area in the city. Hopefully, her vehicle would still be there in the morning.
Mr. Tie punched a number into his cell phone and held it up to his ear. Jade could overhear the faint sound of the line ringing on the other end and assumed he was calling them a cab. Maybe they'd go back to his place? She bit her lower lip and immediately felt guilty that the thought of it had excited her. She
hadn't even been broken up with Jonathon for all of 24 hours, and she was already thinking of getting into bed with another man.She heard the recording of an automated voicemail before he quickly tried the number again. "Answer your phone," he swore under his breath. A small puff of air dissolved into the night sky as he sighed in frustration and typed something into the keyboard. He shoved the phone into his breast coat pocket and turned his attention back towards Jade, trying not to seem annoyed. "You ready?" he held out his hand suggestively and waited for hers. The butterflies swarmed in her belly as their skin connected. Wherever they were going, they were going to have to walk.
They trekked side by side along the paved walkway, the streetlights glowing overhead as the purring of motorcycle engines faded into the distance behind them. He wrapped his arm around her shoulder as she huddled close to his chest, soaking in the warmth from his body. The faint smell of his cologne still lingered on his dress shirt, and the aromatic scent of sandalwood and saffron danced in circles around them. It seemed that the missed calls to her phone earlier had long been forgotten.
She knew the last shot of tequila had officially kicked in. She was slipping away into a drunken stupor. That's why she never drank tequila; it never ended well. She wanted to stop it, but couldn't. With each step, her feet began to feel heavier and heavier, almost as if the earth had a magnetic pull. She kept pushing herself to walk forward, forcing one foot in front of the other. She listened to the scraping of their shoes against the concrete, the echo of a dog's deep bark in the distant sky, a car's engine humming past them. She could hear it all, but couldn't see it. Her eyelids felt like the weight of bricks, and each time she forced them open, she felt dizzy. Why did she have to drink so much?
"We're gonna get you some coffee, okay?" Mr. Tie's voice sounded muffled, almost as if they were underwater. "What?" she asked him, only she wasn't sure if the word even formed.
The bell hanging above the doorway let out a jingle as they stepped inside the diner. The room felt warm and cozy, swamped in the scent of breakfast and roasted coffee beans. Jade could hear the scraping of forks against plates, laughter amongst a crowd of unfamiliar voices. Mr. Tie slowly untethered himself from around her and it forced her eyes to open, viewing the change of scenery. She truly hoped that coffee would wake her up. She was groggy and off-balance. Her eyes followed a blurred figure of him as he requested a booth from a waitress wearing a frilly pink and white uniform. The room seemed to seesaw back and forth, and Jade braced herself as she felt her body sway a little too far to the left. She knew that she needed to sit down. She tried to move forward towards an empty chair but lost her footing. The world spun around her.
"Jade!" She heard him cry out in a frantic voice, but she couldn't respond. The room fell into silence as everyone turned their heads toward the thud of her body hitting the cold checkered-tile floor.
She wasn't unconscious, even though her eyes were closed. Mentally she had been very aware of what had just happened to her and how it probably looked to all the bystanders right now— just another idiot girl who couldn't handle her liquor. Jade could remember when it happened to other girls all the time at the college parties she had attended. She and everyone else would either roll their eyes or laugh at them. On any other typical given day, Jade would be mortified. She never wanted to be that girl, but right now, she was far too drunk to care. It's not like she could do anything about it now; she just had to go along with it and pray for the best.
His arms delicately scooped up her limp body and cradled her against his chest. She nuzzled her face into the crook of his neck. The scent of his woodsy cologne seemed to keep her tethered to the world around them. She wanted to thank him and tell him that he smelled nice, but instead, the words "God, I'm such an idiot," came out in a jumbled slur. She wasn't even sure if he could understand her.
"I think you've just had a bit too much to drink," he replied with a light chuckle.
She couldn't even rationalize it, but at that moment, she had felt entirely content just lying there in his arms. Intoxication had taken control over all of her senses, her coordination, her everything. She was utterly vulnerable, her fate now resting in his hands. Yet somehow, she felt safe with this man. She felt happy. She knew it was just the booze that had made her feel like that, but happy felt so wonderful to her right then and there.
The frosty air creeping up the back of her shirt had stirred her awake. Was she asleep? She couldn't recall. Her insides bounced around uncomfortably as Mr. Tie quickly shuffled along the sidewalk, carrying her close to him like an infant.
"Where are we going?" Jade managed to mumble as she tried to focus her eyes. It finally dawned on her that she should actually care about her personal safety. She'd watched enough of the news to know that hundreds of people were raped and murdered in Philadelphia each year, and she didn't want to be the next one. It didn't matter how attractive she found him to be. Hell, everyone had thought Ted Bundy was hot too, and look how that turned out!
"I'm taking you to a hospital," he huffed, exasperated from hiking the incline of the street.
"Huh?" she grumbled, trying to sit up in his arms. A hospital? "No, I'm fine. I just drank too much," she explained.
"You sure about that?" he asked, not convinced.
"I'm one hundred percent sure that I drank way too much," she moaned and held her queasy stomach.
He let out a low chuckle, "I meant, are you sure you don't wanna get checked out? What if you have alcohol poisoning? You also hit your head pretty hard."
Jade didn't even care what he was saying at that point. Her stomach was beginning to feel like a ball of rubber bands being tossed around inside of her. A wave of nausea had hit her harder than her face to the tile floor. She beat on his arm, "Oh God, put me down," she demanded and wriggled from his grasp. Her feet struggled to work as she zig-zagged towards a nearby patch of overgrown grass.
Jade hung onto the earth, flustered and dry heaving. She wanted to get this toxicity out of her, but her body simply refused. If he hadn't been around, she would've forced a finger down her throat. The light breeze felt miraculous against her dampened skin as she finally gave up and sat on the grass. She watched as he scratched his head and then gazed around awkwardly. She just wanted him to go away, not see her like this. She thought that this was the worst first impression she could've ever made.
"Look, I had a great time hanging out with you tonight, but you don't have to stick around, I'll be fine," she snarled in annoyance. She dug her phone out of her pocket and stared down at the screen, trying to get her eyes to focus. Everything was still a blur, but she thought it had read 3:00 A.M. Jade didn't even know where to go at this time of night. Where were all of the hotels? It was downtown; they should've been everywhere!
She stood and then plopped herself onto the edge of the sidewalk, trying to contemplate what to do next, but it was too hard to concentrate when everything kept spinning around her. They both glanced up as a white Honda Civic crept by at a snail's pace, its speakers vibrating the trunk of the car. "Yeah, I'm not leaving you out here, alone like this," Mr. Tie stated firmly as he took a seat next to her on the cold slab of cement.
She looked over at him, noticing for the first time the exhaustion dwelling under his eyes and she gulped back the lump of guilt in her throat. "I'm sorry for being snappy and getting this drunk," she apologized and continued, "I don't ever get like this. I've just had a terrible day." She felt so incredibly stupid. "Honestly, I just need to sleep this off for a few hours until my friend wakes up," she yawned, "She's expecting me in the morning," she added, just in case he happened to be the sweetest serial killer ever.
He thought about her words for a moment before responding. "Well, do you want me to walk you home or call a cab for you?"What no invite back to your place, Mr. Nice Guy? She gave him a warm smile. "Thanks, but as of yesterday — I'm currently homeless. It's a long story, but needless to say, I'll be adding apartment hunting to my to-do-list." She snorted and rolled her eyes at how pathetic her life sounded. In retrospect, she thought, it wasn't that long of a long story; he just didn't need to know the details.
"Oh," he uttered.
"Could you maybe just walk me to a hotel?" she finally suggested.
(Hi everyone! I'm sorry for any misunderstandings. When I began writing this story, each chapter was between 2700-6300 words. Due to the cost associated with the lengthiness, I've had to divide the word count up to make them more affordable on this app. As you can imagine, this has caused far more chapters than I intended.)
The couple wandered the streets of Philadelphia, migrating towards a touristy strip of the downtown area. Jade thought her guide seemed to be oddly familiar with the inner-city as they moved about. He'd instantly pointed his toes in the direction they needed to travel, knowing every-which-way to turn. Just when she couldn't imagine having to take another aching step, they reached the warm foyer of a Holiday Inn.Her teeth relentlessly chattered as she greeted the receptionist and paid for a room for the night.Mr. Tie pushed the elevator button causing it to illuminate. In an instant, the hum from the motor echoed from behind the wall, and Jade stared up at him with a bleak smile on her face. Inside she felt disappointed, knowing it was time to thank him and say goodnight. She hesitated, wondering if she should give him her number. Would he even call her? She doubted it. Th
"You're not what I expected; you know that?" There was a chuckle in his voice."How so?" She questioned, more curious than anything."I think it was the Burberrys that threw me off.""Do you have something against my shoes?" She looked down at her feet, admiring the beige striped sneakers that she had snagged for a great deal at Bloomingdales. "Just because I'm a female who wears designer brands doesn't mean I'm a snob." "They're my favorite color, and they match my outfit," she added.He nodded his head and smiled. "That, they do.""Well, you're not what I expected, either," she yawned. She wasn't a teenager anymore; her age was long past the nights of staying awake this late."Oh, and what were you expecting?" He asked, sitting up to take his jacket off. Jade wanted to ask why he was making himself more comfortable. Perhaps because he realized she wasn't drunk?"I don't know," she replied instead, "At the bar, I thought you we
Jade gave a shy smile. She couldn't deny the connection she felt as he gazed down at her. She sensed an inviting pull between them. His hand softly cupped her face and pulled her chin closer. He kissed her.Her heart and thoughts raced as the intensity between them grew, him no longer holding back. His mouth and hands wandered, causing a tingle to erupt over her skin; warmth and desire for him were felt in distant places. Jade forced back her subconscious. She was definitely sobering up, coming to terms with the reality of their situation. Her insecurities were now at the forefront of her thoughts. She took in a deep breath, trying to find a way to overcome her fears. It didn't matter how many men told her she was beautiful; she never felt it. Having sex meant that she couldn't hide behind her clothing. He would witness every imperfection. What if he took one look at her body and changed his mind?She closed her eyes, recalling her past relationships. There weren't
Jade's eyes sprung open to a loud, rapid tapping coming from behind the hotel room's closed door. "Housekeeping," a woman's voice announced.She pushed herself up from the soft, feathered pillow, trying to get her bearings together.Yesterday morning, the drive to Philadelphia, the bar, him, walking to the hotel together, what they did— the recollection flooded her mind at once. Her head was throbbing, and the fog of sleep had yet to lift. The clock on the nightstand beside her read that it was past eleven a.m."Just a minute," Jade pleaded, her voice dry and raspy. She sat up and wiped the sleep from her eyes. The room was dim, shadowed by an overcast sky. A sheet of rain drummed against the glass pane of the picture window beside her, the plump beads cascading down it like a waterfall. The other half of the bed was now cold and empty, only a slight indentation of his existence remaining on the pillow. She didn't remember him leaving. She barely ha
Jade wished she hadn't already paid for another night at the hotel but didn't bother mentioning it. She would be more comfortable hanging amongst her friend, anyway. As it grew dark out, they cracked open a second bottle, and Jade divulged what happened after she got off the phone. She spared no detail; every moment of it was too good not to share."You're shittin' me?" Marissa gasped, covering her mouth. The twang of a Georgian accent had slipped through with the wine. She hadn't lived there since she was a child, but it still emerged when she drank. You'd never know otherwise.Jade laughed, "It's not like Jonathon and I never... had sex ... obviously, but last night was just so much better. I can't even explain it. It wasn't so..""Vanilla," Marissa finished her sentence.
"Oh crap," The words barely escaped Jade's lips before she threw herself over the side of the bed and puked up warm, clear liquid onto the hardwood floor. It was all the water Marissa had insisted she drink before she went to bed last night. A sharp jolt shot through her neck from where she'd been sleeping on it wrong, and her head throbbed with pain."It's about time you woke up," Jade heard from the doorway. She looked up to see Marissa standing there in an oversized t-shirt and knee socks; her braids pulled back into a messy beehive.She didn't even seem hungover.Jade only wished she wasn't either. She felt miserable as she heard the scratching from Marissa's socks, shuffling down the hallway floorboards and then reappearing only moments later. She placed a large plastic bowl onto the bedroom floor and scooted it towards Jade with her foot. "Thanks," Jade muttered before hugging the bowl and heaving again. "What time is it?" she groaned and shifted onto
"Aren't these my pants?" Jade shouted as she walked through the living room, scanning the house for Marissa."They sure are. That's your shirt too," her voice replied from the kitchen. Jade hadn't even recognized the shirt. She wiggled her toes through the fuzzy socks Marissa had given her as she waltzed into the room."How old are these? I can't believe they still fit," Jade gleamed proudly."You left them here when I first moved in, so I don't know. Like a year, maybe?" Marissa shrugged."Oh," She replied, disappointed.Marissa slid a stack of pancakes covered in syrup and slices of banana in front of Jade before asking what her plans were for the day."I have like,thelongest list of things I need to do. I have to change the password to every account I have, find a place to live, find a new job—""A new job?" She interrupted."Well yeah, it would only make sense to find a different job. I only s
"Another crappy day,"Jade thought to herself as she stared from the living room window out onto the front lawn. Through the dawn, she witnessed brown puddles from the downpour quickly expanding, running over and down the edges of the sidewalk and spilling onto the pavement of the quiet street. The crackling thunder had startled her awake. Last night she had fallen asleep thinking of all the plans she wanted to fulfill today. She thought she might do a bit of shopping to personalize her new room, maybe even take a jog around the neighborhood and explore. She could feel herself getting antsy, the weather keeping her stuck indoors for far longer than she liked. She took a sip of warm coffee from her mug and let out a long sigh. She needed to keep herself distracted, and this weather wasn't helping."What're you doin' up this early?" Marissa yawned from the opening of the hallway. Jade turned in surprise towards the figure standing on the other side of the darkling
Grace is the divine power that inspires virtue in humans and gives us the strength to endure difficult times. Grace Elizabeth Santos was born on June 29th at 3:17 pm. The first time Jade laid eyes on her, she believed her daughter was absolutely perfect in every sense. She never truly understood what love was until she laid her eyes on her daughter and cradled her tiny, pink body in her arms for the first time. It was the most magical moment she'd ever felt. Grace came out screaming, wide-eyed, and confused by the strange cold world, but the moment she heard the sound of her mother's voice, she froze and just blinked, listening for her. "I could lay here forever studying her features and adoring every little movement and noise she makes," Jade whispered as she softly hummed to Grace who was sleeping in her arms.&n
"Time keeps slipping away from me," Jade thought to herself, sipping on a cup of morning tea as she gazed out the window. Her drink had already gone cold. Was her memory failing her? How many days had passed? Sunrise, sunset, sunrise, sunset, she tried to count them all, but it was difficult—fuzzy like static on the television. At this point, nothing made sense. One moment it was two in the morning, and she was lying in bed next to Miguel, and the next, she was here, sitting in this chair, having a cup of tea. She didn't know what was real or which memories she could believe.She was losing her mind, just as her mother had.Miguel had to have known that there was something wrong with her, although she attempted to conceal it. There had been no way to explain to him how she ended up in the ocean, drenched from head to toe and nearly frozen to death. She couldn't explain it. She couldn't
The following day, Jade had been medically cleared to leave the hospital. After signing a mountain of paperwork and receiving follow-up care instructions, she began getting dressed. The clothes alone brought a comfort she had greatly missed. Miguel had run out earlier that morning to grab her something to change into for the flight home. She couldn't exactly leave there in nothing but a thin hospital gown, and the clothes she had been wearing were now somewhere in an evidence bag. "One pair of black leggings, slippers, and an oversized t-shirt," Miguel beamed as he placed the shopping bag on the hospital bed, proud of himself. Even if there wasn't currently an assistant around to fulfill the task, he was determined to get them both out of that hospital room. After she was officially discharged, a nurse wheeled her down the elevator to
Their reunion had been long-awaited, but as Miguel sat diagonally from her in an armchair in the corner of the room, sorting through the emails on his cellphone, she couldn't help but feel like there was a rift between them. She turned the television on to watch the five o'clock news. Lieutenant Davidson had mentioned that he would be giving a statement to the press that evening, and he'd even stopped by to ask her if there was anything she would or wouldn't prefer him to mention. She'd decided to give him her own brief statement to read.The top of the screen read 'LIVE' in big, bold red letters. "Are they really outside right now?" Jade questioned, seeing the camera was angled at the front doors of the hospital. Her room was positioned somewhere in the north wing. She wondered how many people had driven all the way to Pittsburg just to film this.She turned the volume up as
Lieutenant Lyle Davidson leaned forward in his chair, rubbing over the scruff around his chin. He was heading into his second double shift, and the week had only started. He flipped the page, scanning over the investigative report one last time. It was unfathomable that this woman was good for it. Her demeanor definitely had him fooled. When one of his detectives had first sent over the file to him, he thought, for sure, the boyfriend had something to do with it. Shit, wasn't it always the boyfriend in cases like these? At the time, it had seemed cut and dry. Some arrogant rich guy gets a chick pregnant, and then she suddenly turns up missing? Babies born out of wedlock could bleed a man dry, and money was one hell of a motive. Hell, it wouldn't be the first time he'd had a case like this come across his desk.A smile crossed his face as he snapped the folder shut. Between the physical and forensic evidence collected at the crime scene and Jade Meadows' affidavit, he had
The sounds of the hospital were unmistakable, and Jade recognized them before she even came to. Machines continuously beeped around her, footsteps paraded in front of the doorway, and an elastic band that was tightly wrapped around her abdomen monitored the baby's heartbeat— swish, swish, swish.She rubbed the sleep from her eyes, glancing around the small room. The walls were painted a flat pale blue, and the miniblinds on the windows let in a beautiful stream of afternoon sunlight. The tables and windowsill were lined with dozens of flowers, cards, balloons, and teddy bears. They'd been pouring in, all sent to her from strangers.The doctors had transferred her from triage to a private suite earlier in the day. From the moment she'd uttered the word 'kidnapped,' it was like she'd set off an alarm throughout the building. It felt like a million p
Jade was startled awake by a thud. Lying on the tiny bathroom rug, she didn't dare move. She was frozen in fear, not exactly sure what or who was out there. She hadn't meant to fall asleep, but it had been the first time in months she'd been without the lock around her ankle. It was so relieving to know that she free from her chains, even if she was stuck in the bathroom. She wondered if Marianna was there. The woman didn't usually come back for several weeks at a time, but Jade thought that perhaps she'd called Eduardo, and when he didn't answer, she'd rushed back.She listened carefully to the surrounding silence, only hearing the vibration of her trembling breath. The house was silent; there was nothing. No footsteps or voices. Just her and the ghost of Eduardo. "Hello?" She finally called out. If it were Marianna, perhaps she would open the door, and then Jade could overpower her.
Jade already knew that he'd allow her upstairs after Nadia had left. They always fell back into their old routine, and as predicted, after breakfast, he unchained her. It made her feel twenty pounds lighter. She'd nearly forgotten about the scissors wedged against her breast and had to stop herself from reaching up and touching them to make sure they were still there. She glanced back at the mattress as they walked towards the stairs, him in front of her. The scissors hadn't fallen out. She thought about pulling the scissors out right then and there and stabbing him but then decided against it. Knowing her luck, he'd probably fall backward on top of her and she'd die under his weight.That's not why she couldn't do it, though; it was because fear had a way of paralyzing you. She'd been here for months and never screamed out to his family for help, never attempted to escape. Why? Because females tended to l
Sometimes it was nice to be able to hear what's going on upstairs, and then there were days where Jade would rather shove sharpened pencils through her eardrums than listen to one more second of Nadia's neurotic voice. The lunatic had woken up bright and early that morning and had been raging ever since. Their voices carried through the walls depending on where they were standing, giving Jade little bits of their conversation. She surmised that Nadia doesn't like his cat. "Well, at least it's not me that she's going all schizo on."Their conversation waded in and out like a tide, "I'm not getting rid of her!" Eduardo declared as the keys jangled in the door. "Ahh! Breakfast, at last." Things never seemed to operate smoothly while Nadia was here. Jade liked that he had a routine. It made captivity easier, not having to question what was going to come next constantly.