The van had stopped right in front of the hotel where we booked. It's a grand hotel, usually stayed by rich and prominent people with a high security level. Much safer for me than the other hotels we have checked in the web.
Barack, who was sitting next to me, pulled the door sideway causing the door to crack open. There was a man who was wearing a red upper suit mixed with black on shoulder and a woman in red coat, above knee length skirt and a cute attendant hat who welcomed us with their smiles.
"Mabuhay! Welcome to the Philippines, Mr. And Mrs. Santiolle!" the woman cheered.
"Wow! This is amazing, Mom!" Ethan exclaimed at my back, peeking outside the tinted window. I turned my head to look at him who was now trying to squeeze himself on Elaine for him to get out.
"Ethan, let me remind you to please stay close with us and behave. Okay?" I told him. He immediately nodded and sat up straight beside Elaine. I smiled at him.
I am still quite worried of what may happen for the next few days staying in here. I don't know how to reach out with my parents and my friends. They might have forgotten and disowned me for hiding a long years from them. But, a thought came across in my mind that most of the time shattering my heart. Did they even think of finding me? Or at least worried about me and exerted at least an effort to look for me? And if they do, why did they let me live on my own? They might have been very mad and disappointed at me, really.
Barack, who was now standing outside the vehicle, distubed my thoughts by clearing his throat. He offered a hand to me which I accepted right away. I smiled at him and carefully stepped my foot outside by his assistance. Elaine and Ethan then followed.
"This way to your room, Ma'am, Sir." The attendant extended an arm to guide us to our room. I looked back again to check my son and asked Elaine to keep close to him while the male attendant was dragging our luggages.
"I see a lot of beautiful ladies in here." I shot Barack a sharp stare when he mumbled on my side. It was still dawn but there are a lot of people crossing on the lobby already. Some of them were girls wearing sexy shorts and outfits while taking a photo on the big Christmas tree and the beautiful Christmas decors alongside.
The next few two weeks came Christmas already but we are planning to spend our Christmas eve on our house in Italy as well as our New year's eve. We will do our usual party at home with Ethan and Elaine. Though, it's not as jolly as the Christmas eve here, we are still enjoying and happy with it.
"Barack, may I remind you that I am here? Your fiancee is here," I replied with a roll eyes. He chuckled on my side, placed his arm around my shoulders and drew me closer to him.
"Of course, Mi Amore. You're still the prettiest," he whispered.
I flashed a smile then wrapped my arm at his back. "Good to hear that. Don't you dare leave me Mr. Barack Santiolle," I replied.
He gave me a short smack on my forehead and said, "Yes, future Mrs. Santiolle."
His assurance makes me feel glad and at ease. I don't want to be left again. I can't stand up alone once I fall. It's hard, so difficult to start all over again.
A few minutes later, we arrived at our grand Hotel room. It was wide just as what we have ordered and the environment was welcoming and accommodating. I immediately went straight to our room and throw myself on the bed with my arms spread on its size.
"What a comfort," I mumbled to myself with my closed eyes. The area was calm, silent and fresh making me yawn but was startled when I felt the bed waving up and down.
I opened an eye and sighted my son jumping on my side. He kneeled beside me and pouted his lips. "Mom, can I stroll around?" he asked. I reached for him and caged him by my arms.
"No, Sweatie. Have a rest first and later, when you wake up, we can stroll around," I replied.
He responded to me with a groan so I gave him a warning tone. "Ethan, listen to your mom." He sigh and pulled my hands away from him.
"Alright, then. Promise me that I can go around with you or Ate Elaine later." I smiled at him and nodded. "Yes, captain," I mumbled before I shut my eyes close.
My consciousness brought back when I felt someone gently caressing my hair. I groaned and pulled the comforter up to cover me. My eyes were tired and sleepy, I still couldn't open it as of this moment.
"Yzabelle, the sky is warm and everything is bright here now. Wake up and eat your meal," Barack whispered on my side.
"I'm still sleepy, Barack. Please give me this day to rest," I replied with a moan.
"Alright then, I have a meeting to attend today and I can't look after our son swimming on the pool." I was alerted by his words. My son can't go there alone or with Elaine at least.
I pulled the duvet down and immediately sat upright. My heart was pounding so fast for unknown reason that I thought of being overthinker again. I groaned and leaned my head on the headrest when I felt everything was spinning and my head was cracking.
"You alright?" Barack worriedly inquired. I motioned my hands on my temples and massaged it gently.
"Yeah." I sighed and slowly opened my eyes.
The handsome Barack with Dark Hazel eyes, thick eyebrows, pointed nose and pink thin lips welcomed my morning. He moved closer to me and gave a quick peck on my cheeks.
"Good morning," he greeted then I greeted him back.
"Where's Ethan?" I asked, stepping my foot on the cold tiled floor.
"In the pool with Elaine," he responded.
I nodded at him and went straight to the walk in closet to change my clothes. Since my son was already there, better yet join him on his swim. I picked a pink two piece bikini paired with below knee floral swimming cover up and a sun glasses which I hung on my buttoned cover up before I turned around in front of the mirror then later on left the area.
"Gonna go swimming with my son, want to go with us?" I asked Barack who was sitting on the couch while reading a magazine. I stepped my foot on the table near him to get my phone and took a view at him.
He shifted his glance from the magazine he was reading to me and showed a big smile. His eyes travelled from my head to my toe and looked away with his red face. "You're blushing," I chortled with a teasing smile and tone.
He snorted before taking back his stare. "You're so gorgeous, Mi Amore," he commented and continued, "I will follow you later on." I nodded my head in understanding and turned my back at him.
I just realised and appreciated just now that the place was indeed secured and luxurious. A lot of aged people strolling around and base on their stands, most of them were business tycoons and renowned people. Along my walk, I noticed some famous paintings on the wall such as Spolarium, Starry Night, Mona Liza and The Death of Cleopatra but most of the paintings here are from the Filipino artists. I raised my view above and saw the fascinating chandeliers hung on the ceiling. There was a Candle light, modern pendant, firefly and a Philippine crystal chandeliers around. And on the other sight of the walls and halls were christmas decors.
I was already in the lobby, scanning the area with great admiration when someone bumped into me, making me groan. I took a sight on her and my eyes suddenly widened to the first thing I saw. A woman with a swollen abdomen merely having a five to six months old baby inside. She was wearing a floral fitted dress that gave shape to her abdomen then ran her fingers on her bump.
"I'm sorry," we said in unison. The familiar tone rang into my ears which brings shivers down to my system. My hands were starting to get cold and tremble while watching the unfamiliar figure but familiar voice in front of me.
When I lifted a view, a chubby yet beautiful woman with her black curly hair and usual sassy look surprised me. Her eyes widened in shock, confused and amusement, mirroring my actual expression. She scanned me up and down same as what I did. She gained her weight and changed a lot!
"A-Amber?" she finally said in stutter, still unsure. My heart was pounding, squeezing and at the same time screaming in mixed emotions.
I cleared a throat to relax my senses and prevented my tears to fall down. "Hey, Celestine?!" I replied in hoarse voice.
Celestine, my half sister who was with me during the day when I recovered my memory. The same day when we got ambushed and Blake was shot and later on declared dead in the hospital. The same moment when we found out that I was pregnant. She was also the one who firstly thought of the miscarriage thing, however, helped me to keep my pregnancy as a secret from everyone as what I have asked her to.With tears wel
Shaking hands, watering eyes, trembling lips, heavy breathing, squeezed heart and abnormal pulse rate. Everything was horrible while I'm walking out to nowhere. My mind was empty as I still tried to inject in my system what Celestine and Thunder have said. It was my first day going back in this country yet a lot of unbelievable things just happened.I stopped right beside on a big Christmas tree and looked back, wondering why I left them. Then suddenly my heart jolted when a flashy man wearing his blue fitted polo tucked with his black jeans shaping his firm body and well defined muscles appeared in my sight. His sexy jaw clenched before he flashed his sweet smile which narrowed his fascinating blue eyes. I want to jump and ride on his back while screaming in gladness that he was really alive. But, there was still a part of me pushing that I was only dreaming for the abrupt change of information and part of me hated him for no exact reason. I moved closer
After the long discussion I had with Barack yesterday, he finally convinced me to talk with Celestine as he wants us to reconcile and invite them to our planned wedding. I did a self debate and weighed the situation but Elaine and Barack's idea prevailed. I missed Celestine so much. I miss them, I miss my family. Perhaps and hopefully, it's the right time to catch up with them.
The sun was already shining so bright outside which made my son so excited. He slept very early last night so that he would wake up early also. I am now dressing up my black jeans and white fitted long sleeve shirt which I paired with my gladiator sandals. I nervously smiled in front of the full length mirror then swiftly tied my hair in a messy bun when someone knocked on the door.I raced my foot on the doorway, twisted the steel knob and pulled the door open. Celestine's new figure with her floral dress welcomed me."Good morning, come in." I invited her.She stepped her foot in while scanning our place. "Where's your fiancé?" she asked as soon as I pushed the door close."He was out. Business meeting," I replied while picking up the toys which Ethan scattered on the floor earlier."I thought I'm going to meet him now," she mumbled disappoi
There was a deafening silence that covered the corners of the house. Mom and Dad were still both speechless while watching Ethan on their front. I don't know what exactly they are feeling right now as I can't see any trace of emotion on their faces other than their widened eyes and parted lips."Ma'am the—"The seemingly frozen time suddenly took back on its track when Charie spoke and stopped awkwardly when she realised the situation. I shot Charie a face and she replied a sorry smile. When I looked back, all eyes are already directed to me."Hey?!" I greeted in a hoarse tone, fidgeting my hands in nervousness. My parents who still hadn't recovered under shock were surprised by my presence."Mom, are we lost? Seems like they don't recognise us," Ethan innocently said with a pout.I extended my arm to invite my son who immediately hopped from my mom'
After our heart to heart talks, we ate our lunch together as a family with our little Ethan. Mom and Dad were having fun talking and playing with my bubbly son that they wanted him to stay at home for the rest of the night. Unfortunately, I can't agree with them since I'm not used of having Ethan nowhere to be seen before I close my eyes at night. While my parents attention are all directed to Ethan, Celestine and I had a story telling of what happened between her and Thunder which was so hilarious. To be fair on her side, I told her about how we met Barack, how I worked and eventually become his fiancée.It was a light feeling that finally the burden inside my heart was now set free. I was so delighted that my mission has been unlocked already. But, as much as I wanted to stay for long, I can't. Barack called me earlier and invited for a family dinner date which I can't say no. Besides, I am also so excited to tell him the good news.&
"Oh, c'mon Barack, I'm sorry. Please forgive me now." I leaned my head on his shoulder and lifted a view at him with a pout.It's already almost an hour but still we haven't settled this little argument of keeping him wait and rejected him on our date. After the incident on the park, we headed straight back in the hotel and talked to my son about what he had done that might lead him to danger. However, he defensed that the man who helped him was good and gave him a toy as a remembrance.Barack meet my eyes sternly. "Why haven't you called me at least?" he asked again and again. The only thing I hated about him was that he can't understand and consider my explanations most of the time and got mad when his offer or meetings were declined without prior notice."I waited there with my business partner. You don't know how much time we wasted to him," he continued, nagging.I stood
The familiar manly scent that travels to my nostrils which drugged my entire system. The way he talks. His baritone voice. His endearment to me. His stand. His acts. His everything. Surely, the living ghost of my past. Our world stopped on the corner of this hall. Loud drums and music adopts our silence. It was only him and me along with our racing heartbeats. Until his glittering fascinating blue eyes which used to be my favorite spot, locked to mine."I'm not, Amber. I'm not. I'm alive and breathing here across you. I survived for you. I fought life and death for you. I gambled everything… All for you." His voice cracked and in an instant my tears streamed down to my face.The hate and fear that lurked in me for a long time suddenly vanished away, exchanged by longing and sorrow. I missed him so much. Time and distance separated us but my traitor heart still recognised him. Still wants him and still adoring him.
When someone says ‘adulting’, it means backpains. Earlier when I woke up, my lower back was seriously aching. I didn’t know how did it happen because I was just watching movies the whole time yesterday and it seems like so impossible that a couple of minutes while carrying my son was the main cause.I was stretching my body in front of the mirror when Barack disturbed me. “Mi Amore, you all right?” he asked then gave me his morning kiss. He knotted his hands around my waist and looked at me through the mirror’s reflection.“I’m having a backpain.” I held his hand. “But I’m all right. Your comfort eases the pain,” I said with a sincere smile.He kissed my shoulder and lifted his Dark Hazel eyes. “What did you do yesterday? I mean, have you played? Worked? Or carried heavy loads? That might be the cause,” he worriedly inqu
The bumper to bumper traffic tested my patience a lot. The usual fifteen to twenty minutes ride became almost an hour and a half because of rush hours and road interruptions. I texted my son’s phone immediately when we arrived at the condominium, waiting in the lobby. I decided to wait him here to avoid long chats with Blake and waste time as Barack was waiting us in the hotel. A minute after I sent the message, my phone beeped.“Come here upstairs, mom. I am still playing with dude,” it says. I smirked and typed my response. “Don’t use your scheme on me, Blake. My son doesn’t know how to read and type. Bring him here because your extended time is up.”Ethan doesn’t know how to read properly at his young age. He prioritized his play but he thinks very mature than a usual five-year-old kid. The only reason why I put phone on his bag was that for emergency and he can ask someone to read my
Amber’s POV“Hey, Amber!” We got startled when Thunder greeted from our back. Celestine and I were staying here at the living room, planning for a movie marathon while I was patiently waiting until it’s time to pick up my son. Mom and Dad were not around, it was so boring that I have to listen Celestine’s blabbers for the whole time.Thunder gave a short kiss on my cheeks before he sat on Celestine’s side and kissed her baby bump. What a sweet scene that I haven’t experienced during my pregnancy. “Amber, are you the only one who got here? Where’s Ethan?” he asked, shifting glances from Celestines swollen stomach to me.“He’s with Blake,” I replied casually that made his eyes grew in circles.“Did I hear that right?” He tapped Celestine for confirmation which she only answered with a single nod.
Blake’s Point of View Amber had been my life since we’ve met. She was my childhood best friend and my first love. I even proposed to her when we were seven at their wide garden where we usually play. However, a day after, I heard that she and her sister got into accident. That was also the last time that I saw her lovely face. Starting that day, I always get worried, hurt and anxious when I hadn’t saw her for days. I always make a time to peek on their wide metal gate to see if she was already home but years passed by, no Amber-- no Aly, showed up. I became a shit during my freshmen years. Alcohols, cigarettes, gangs and gang wars have been part of my life but never girls. I didn’t cling with women not until my dad let me transfer a school. Few days of my stay was quite boring as I tried to avoid fights for some reasons making some shit of men conclude that I am a fucking gay. Thankfully, I was gifted with masculine body and
I couldn’t explain the extreme gladness that covered me when I saw how happy Ethan was after seeing the sleepy face of Blake. He immediately ran to him and encircled his arms on Blake’s feet. Unable to process the situation, he made a facepalm and blink a few times before he realized that it was all real then he lifted my son and caged him on his arms.“Dude, it’s almost noon and you just woke up? Don’t you have any work to do like my Dada?” Ethan asked. Blake smirked and patted his head. “I have loads of things to do but I prioritized cleaning the place last night because I assumed that my Son will be here soon.” He met Ethan’s eyes. “I didn’t expect it to be an early visit,” he continued with a half-smile.We were visited by an awkward silence for a while before Blake broke it. “Can you please slap me?” he ordered which made our forehead scrunch
It's already late in the evening when I decided to check on my son before I go to bed. Earlier today, when we arrived at the hotel, the three of us talked that no one would tell anything to Barack. We will just let the moment pass and after this, we will forget everything. I mean, I'm not being dishonest to my fiance but I just wanted to be at peace. It's better that he would know nothing about us— Blake, Ethan and I.I reached the cold steel door knob as soon as I found my son's room and twisted it open. What welcomed me was a young man happily playing with his new toys. A smile suddenly made its way to my lips while stepping my foot towards his direction."Still up? Aren't you getting tired for the whole day?" I asked before plopping myself on his bed.He turned his head to meet me. "I love these toys, mom! Dude really is a nice guy because he brought everything that we like! And t
There are times in my life when I thought Blake was dead, I wished that one day he would meet my son or at least Ethan would meet him. I imagine how lovely it would be to watch them together like a divided fruit having the same looks. I am always wondering how it looks like seeing Blake carrying his son in his arms while swaying and humming until he gets into a deep sleep. I am curious on how they would behave with each other and how they would bond together. All of those thoughts came across my mind, I admit. But, now when it's going near from reality, I'm taking it back.I'm not happy. It's not a good idea. It's a fvcking bullish!t and the start of a battle."Hey, why are you fighting here in front of other people? In front of your son? Seriously, can't you settle it privately and maturely?" Celestine suddenly croaked out.I shot her a cold stare. I want to blame her for what happened but I can't. She
The announcement was like a que of a marathon where Ethan was our finish line. I suppose Blake was heading to the same place I am going to but I wish not. However, he wasn't stupid of not to think and be curious of a lost kiddo with as name as his. I heaved a deep breath and tried to erase the thoughts running on my mind. I was one floor away to my son's location with
My heartbeat once again lost on its track as soon as I heard Elaine's worried voice. I tried to keep calm and pulled some strength by looking at Celestine who was seriously staring at me, yet it didn't work."Don't tell me such kind of jokes. Not a good catch to me," I warned."I'm not kidding, Yzabelle! I just left him for a while outside the ladies room but when I came back, he was already nowhere to be seen.""I'm coming now. Locate him right away!" I replied in great frustrations before I ended the call.I was about to run when Celestine grabbed my arm. "Where are you going?" she inquired. "Emergency," I answered, short. Her eyebrows scrunched. "What emergency?""Ethan was lost. My baby was lost, I need to find him!" This time, I wasn't able to keep my nerves in comfort and started breaking down. The mall is wide and there are a lot of people inside. I am af