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(31) Wait for me
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2020-12-04 02:24:41You'd think for all the days I've known you
That I would have you memorized by now
With every question answered,
Every single-paged turned
But you keep me on the edge somehow
And every day with you is still a mystery
With the sweetest story falling from your lips
I hold on to every word
Like it's the first one that I've heard
It's the only time I've ever felt like this...
I hummed along Hunter hayes singing 'still falling', he's one of the best singers who write with so much emotion. Most of his songs just speak to me, it's the best feeling listening and doing work. I imagine Liam working with me smiling and laughing, I would never tell anyone about this but most of my time I spent my days fantasizing about Liam and me.
Jamie and I would be goin
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