With shaking hands. She staggers closer to the hospital bed. To some degree, she bends, with one hand resting on the side edge of the bed. Deep breaths. She holds out her quivering hand, hesitating to touch him.
A month ago
“I am so sorry but your dad suffered a severe heart attack.” a feminine trembling voice said.
The blow to her ears made her knees weak and she dropped onto a couch.
Heart beating out of her chest. Her eyes opened wide in disbelief and her smartphone hit the floor.
“Hello! Are you still there?”
No! My papa? No. Rose zoned out.
“Miss, you have to travel to Bogota immediately please.” the woman said.
Today
Tears fill the surface of her eyes when the memory replays. Papa, please don’t leave me. Panting, she cups his face with shaking hands . I promise, I will do anything to bring you happiness again. Staring at her lifeless father, waiting for a miracle to be resuscitated. I will devote myself to heal your wound. If only she had the means to save her father.
“He survived three heart attacks and this time the damage was severe. Now, he is in critical condition, suffering from heart failure and he needs a heart transplant.” the voice of the doctor iterates across her synapse.
Footsteps make her jump out of her skin and she turns around.
“Dr Kenny—” A heavy sigh eludes her.
“You are still here?” Dr Kenny says in a witty manner.
Rose's smile is wistful. “How is he?”
“Still the same. The inadequate blood supply is a concern and there is something else going on that agitates him.”
“When will he wake up?” Rose says, hugging herself.
“Not soon, we keep him sedated because when he is awake he gets panic attacks and it worsens his condition.”
“Any news on a donor?”her mellow voice comes out weak.
Dr Kenny observes the patient and takes out a pen from the pocket of her white coat to make notes. “Yes, we got a donor but the bad news is he doesn't have the same blood type as your dad.”
Rose covers her mouth, sobs run down . “What am I going to do? I can’t let him die like this...” She moves a mess of her long shiny black hair behind her ears. “He is all I have.”
“Don’t lose hope, he is one of our priority patients. Please go home and rest, you have been here the whole day.”
“He needs me here..I haven’t seen him in almost three years, and now this..”
“I understand, but if something comes up, you will be the first to hear about it, okay.” Dr Kenny says with a bitter sweet smile.
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Rose ambles into the small apartment she is renting out with heavy steps. She casts her body on the bed, lying on her stomach. Tonight, the smell of fabric conditioner does not soothe her tense body.
“How is your dad doing?” A soft raspy voice settles.
“Aaahhhhh!” She rolls off the bed, hits the side of her hip on the cold tiled floor.
“Relax, it's me.”
“What the freak? Are you kidding me?” Her eyebrows furrow, with her hands pressed firm on the floor to attempt to get up.
“Ooops…My bad. I didn’t mean to give you a heart attack. Come on, you are way too young to end up like your paps, right?”
“Demetria, I don’t understand how that’s funny at all.” Massaging the side of her hip.
“Alright sorry. I didn’t mean to upset you. Geez, relax.”
“What are you doing here anyway?” Rose says putting her blow dried hair in a messy bun.
“Ouch! I didn’t think I needed a reason to see you. ‘Little miss too good to be around me now’. ”
“Don’t be shallow. And cut the bull shit. I am in no mood to put up with your tantrums.”
“Bitch. I don’t have tantrums FYI.”
“Then, what is it? Didn’t you say I bore you, huh? And so?”
“Aren’t we best friends? I mean friends fight all the time.” Demetria gets comfortable on a couch with crossed legs and relaxes her arms on cushions.
“Are we ? Because I don’t see how.” Rose folds her arms over her chest.
“You know what, you are right, you have never been my friend.”
“How dare you?” Rose somewhat slant her head .
“Don’t act surprised. You always judge me and nag about how I do things. In reality you only stick around because your life is lonely and boring.”
“Oh yeah? I can’t believe the nonsense coming out of your mouth.”
“Duhhh. Admit that I add some sort of excitement to your life.” Demetria says scratching the top of her nail with a thumb.
“You know what? I have had it. I am done. To hell with you. I regret bringing you with me. You can do whatever you want. Stay away from me.” Rose says, biting the inside of her cheek.
“Insensitive bitch. Goodness, you have become so crabby over that insufferable man that doesn't even give a damn about your existence. Demetria squints her eyes.
“Shut up! Don’t you dare talk about my dad. You hear me?” Rose’s pupil constricts.
“You should be lucky I even paid attention to you in the first place.” Demetria says.
“I should be lucky? You are so diluted it's annoying. What do you want from me, huh? Is it not enough that you lied to me, huh?
“Don’t you dare accuse me. I tried.” Demetria rolls her dim narrow hazel eyes.
“You chasing trouble , is helping me? I don’t see how.”
“I did it for you, ungrateful bitch.” Demetria raises her tall skinny figure.
“Well, if the shoe fits then…” Rose shrugs her shoulders.
“Is that so? After I risked my life to help you pay your despicable father’s medical bills. This is how you repay me?”
“Excuse me, point of correction, it was a loan. So don’t act like you were handing it out. Besides, don’t pretend you were doing it for me. You were already involved in God knows what, way before I asked you for money.”
“I swear you are going to regret treating me like this, dear sweet Rose.”
“Enough! Get out! I can’t keep going back and forth with you.” She moves past Demetria to open the door.
She stares at her feet, fighting the sting in her eyes as she waits for Demetria to leave.
A cell phone chimes.
“You forgot your purse—”
“I figured, Sherlock.” Demetria paces back for the purse.
“Hello!” she answers.
“You better respond to my calls on time.” A broad voice speaks from the end of the line.
“Babe, please relax, okay.”
“Don’t call me that. We need to talk right now. You have a lot to explain”
“Well, maybe some other time, I am leaving—”
“Can you continue your conversation elsewhere?” Rose interrupts.
“Wow! The new Rosalia Nuñes is something else. Who do you think you are talking to me like that?” Demetria says, covering the phone with a hand. “Babe, I have to go.” She stomps out. And Rose slams the door shut.
A week later“Beep, Beep, Beep.” The microwave shakes her out of sleep. She gets up from the kitchen table disoriented. Goodness, the modest kitchen is filled with smoke and the burned smell overwhelms her nostrils, and she coughs with a closed mouth.She rushes to switch off the microwave. How could I have fallen asleep like that? Posing at the open window with her hands clutch on the sink. The haze caused by smoke disappears and she gulps. Relieved, it could’ve gone worse.Abrupt movements from the living area develop. Rose takes big steps to close the window and runs up the stairs. With swift movements she enters the bedroom and locks it. The room is filled with silence and she exhales. Stop being paranoid. Everything is fine. Maybe It’s Demi? Ahg! Nevermind. She poses to close the silk curtain, and the glance of the sky brimming with stars makes her smile. Tonight they are sparkling more than usual.Footsteps accelerate her heartbeat. She walks backward, towards a corner. A pine w
Hand prints stick on the wide window as she leans on it, with her soft hands pressed against it. And the hole in her heart widens.She gulps in a large amount of air when someone barges in the room. Toe to heel, he struts towards her with his hands buried in his pockets.“Where is Demetria Jordan?” his husky voice comes out salty. Rose pushes her back against the cold glass, her jaw muscles are convulsing.“I asked you a damn question.” He clutches his hands on one of her arms, so hard it hurts.Her eyes shut. And a thousand moans bolts from her.“Where is she?” He shouts.Say something. Don’t be a coward. You didn’t do anything. Her lips quiver. Her vocal cords are strained, no words come out.Leo pins her against the wall with his strong hands pressing at both palms. The power in hands is enough to break a board. Rose writhes, but she is no match for him even with a bandaged hand. Screams escape her mouth, as soreness sinks in.Feeling him so close to her, his mint breath tickling t
With heavy steps, he strolls around the ocean in silence except for the soothing sound of waves crashing against the shore. And cool air that messes up his hair, when they blow in his face. Soft giggles pacify his eardrums, he swallows hard and turns to follow the sound.A little boy is racing towards the ocean with his mom and dad running behind.“Tommy! Please slow down, darling” His mother shouts.“Come on, bud, listen to mommy, okay.” His dad says.Little Tommy reaches the shore with a grin and a wave washes over him. Soaked. Water drips from his silk hair down to his khaki shorts. “Yeahhhhh..” his soft voice dances with excitement. A spark ignites in Leo’s eyes as he watches the clueless young fella. Little Tommy begins to cross the shallow water to a deeper part.“Get back!” Leo removes his shoes and sprints towards him.With one lift his strong hands pull him out of the water.“Hey, I want to go under the water…” Tommy says with regret.Leo’s pupil cautiously dilates when T
Rose comes out, behind her is the designer woman. Wearing tight black cargo pants that do justice to her curves, in a way her thighs appear like full chicken drumsticks. With a polyester cream top that contrasts her warm tan skin and insinuates her small waist, hair swinging from side to side as she promenades.“Look what the cat dragged in!” Alonso’s jaw-drop.Leo shoots her a lingering gaze, scrutinizing her petite structure and looks away when her intense eyes meet his. “Damn, you are so hot, it’s a shame you use your beauty to whore around.” Alonso says, biting his lip.“Quit talking nonsense.” Leo taps Alonso’s chest.“Come on, even you have to admit it.”“What? Please, don't”—Leo’s voice comes trembling.“Man..I swear you are a 50 year old trapped in a 26 year old’s body.”“Whatever.” He licks his dry lips.Anger flares in her eyes but she disregards him.“Let’s get going, we have a lot to do and I have to leave for Tierra Bomba soon.” Leo says.“It's best if you go with Reina
Rose has been in the same position for hours. Frustration bubbles inside her. And to think Alonso is unbearable? She rises to stretch, moving closer to the gigantic crystal white window, she leans her shoulder on it. Wishing it will swamp her in another universe, where loathful Leo doesn't exist.“What the hell are you doing?” His demanding tone taps the back of her neck."Am I not allowed to move?" Jaw clenched, eyes penetrating the impermeable wall in his."Did I say you can move? Much less touch the surface of my window." Posing at the narrow door of the study. Who does he think he is?Her tongue makes a clicking sound at the flat statement."Watch your mouth."“I have had it with you! Honestly, you are very impolite, I have been sitting in that same spot for hours, and you are there pretending like I don’t exist." Releasing the tension biting the softness of her skin."Do you really think you exist?" He moves around the office."I demand that you take me back home right now. Gues
Leo punches a wooden canvas painting on the wall and its pieces gravitate on the floor. There goes the sleepless nights. He paces around the office knocking down piles of papers with designs depicted on them. Smacking down fashion portraits from their places like the rage will disappear. I lost everything. Blood leaks from the diagonal cut he sustained on his right palm.I, Leonardo Sal, lost? There is no way. His blood at a boil and the fire in his eyes creates temporary blindness.Has he completely lost his mind?After all the effort I put in this stupid competition? He crumples pages from his design sketchbook and hurls them across the room.Moments later he throws himself on a chair at a corner desk. And reclines his head on the headrest of the modern office chair.So close to reaching the stars! Now this happens. He shuts his eyes and swallows hard. Rocks the chair back and forth with only one wish.Knocking sounds develop, he glares at the door and remains still, in a detached
Rose has been in the same position for hours. Frustration bubbles inside her. And to think Alonso is unbearable? She rises to stretch, moving closer to the gigantic crystal white window, she leans her shoulder on it. Wishing it will swamp her in another universe, where loathful Leo doesn't exist.“What the hell are you doing?” His demanding tone taps the back of her neck."Am I not allowed to move?" Jaw clenched, eyes penetrating the impermeable wall in his."Did I say you can move? Much less touch the surface of my window." Posing at the narrow door of the study. Who does he think he is?Her tongue makes a clicking sound at the flat statement."Watch your mouth."“I have had it with you! Honestly, you are very impolite, I have been sitting in that same spot for hours, and you are there pretending like I don’t exist." Releasing the tension biting the softness of her skin."Do you really think you exist?" He moves around the office."I demand that you take me back home right now. Gues
Rose comes out, behind her is the designer woman. Wearing tight black cargo pants that do justice to her curves, in a way her thighs appear like full chicken drumsticks. With a polyester cream top that contrasts her warm tan skin and insinuates her small waist, hair swinging from side to side as she promenades.“Look what the cat dragged in!” Alonso’s jaw-drop.Leo shoots her a lingering gaze, scrutinizing her petite structure and looks away when her intense eyes meet his. “Damn, you are so hot, it’s a shame you use your beauty to whore around.” Alonso says, biting his lip.“Quit talking nonsense.” Leo taps Alonso’s chest.“Come on, even you have to admit it.”“What? Please, don't”—Leo’s voice comes trembling.“Man..I swear you are a 50 year old trapped in a 26 year old’s body.”“Whatever.” He licks his dry lips.Anger flares in her eyes but she disregards him.“Let’s get going, we have a lot to do and I have to leave for Tierra Bomba soon.” Leo says.“It's best if you go with Reina
With heavy steps, he strolls around the ocean in silence except for the soothing sound of waves crashing against the shore. And cool air that messes up his hair, when they blow in his face. Soft giggles pacify his eardrums, he swallows hard and turns to follow the sound.A little boy is racing towards the ocean with his mom and dad running behind.“Tommy! Please slow down, darling” His mother shouts.“Come on, bud, listen to mommy, okay.” His dad says.Little Tommy reaches the shore with a grin and a wave washes over him. Soaked. Water drips from his silk hair down to his khaki shorts. “Yeahhhhh..” his soft voice dances with excitement. A spark ignites in Leo’s eyes as he watches the clueless young fella. Little Tommy begins to cross the shallow water to a deeper part.“Get back!” Leo removes his shoes and sprints towards him.With one lift his strong hands pull him out of the water.“Hey, I want to go under the water…” Tommy says with regret.Leo’s pupil cautiously dilates when T
Hand prints stick on the wide window as she leans on it, with her soft hands pressed against it. And the hole in her heart widens.She gulps in a large amount of air when someone barges in the room. Toe to heel, he struts towards her with his hands buried in his pockets.“Where is Demetria Jordan?” his husky voice comes out salty. Rose pushes her back against the cold glass, her jaw muscles are convulsing.“I asked you a damn question.” He clutches his hands on one of her arms, so hard it hurts.Her eyes shut. And a thousand moans bolts from her.“Where is she?” He shouts.Say something. Don’t be a coward. You didn’t do anything. Her lips quiver. Her vocal cords are strained, no words come out.Leo pins her against the wall with his strong hands pressing at both palms. The power in hands is enough to break a board. Rose writhes, but she is no match for him even with a bandaged hand. Screams escape her mouth, as soreness sinks in.Feeling him so close to her, his mint breath tickling t
A week later“Beep, Beep, Beep.” The microwave shakes her out of sleep. She gets up from the kitchen table disoriented. Goodness, the modest kitchen is filled with smoke and the burned smell overwhelms her nostrils, and she coughs with a closed mouth.She rushes to switch off the microwave. How could I have fallen asleep like that? Posing at the open window with her hands clutch on the sink. The haze caused by smoke disappears and she gulps. Relieved, it could’ve gone worse.Abrupt movements from the living area develop. Rose takes big steps to close the window and runs up the stairs. With swift movements she enters the bedroom and locks it. The room is filled with silence and she exhales. Stop being paranoid. Everything is fine. Maybe It’s Demi? Ahg! Nevermind. She poses to close the silk curtain, and the glance of the sky brimming with stars makes her smile. Tonight they are sparkling more than usual.Footsteps accelerate her heartbeat. She walks backward, towards a corner. A pine w
With shaking hands. She staggers closer to the hospital bed. To some degree, she bends, with one hand resting on the side edge of the bed. Deep breaths. She holds out her quivering hand, hesitating to touch him. A month ago “I am so sorry but your dad suffered a severe heart attack.” a feminine trembling voice said. The blow to her ears made her knees weak and she dropped onto a couch. Heart beating out of her chest. Her eyes opened wide in disbelief and her smartphone hit the floor. “Hello! Are you still there?” No! My papa? No. Rose zoned out. “Miss, you have to travel to Bogota immediately please.” the woman said. Today Tears fill the surface of her eyes when the memory replays. Papa, please don’t leave me. Panting, she cups his face with shaking hands . I promise, I will do anything to bring you happiness again. Staring at her lifeless father, waiting for a miracle to be resuscitated. I will devote myself to heal your wound. If only she had the means to save her father.
Leo punches a wooden canvas painting on the wall and its pieces gravitate on the floor. There goes the sleepless nights. He paces around the office knocking down piles of papers with designs depicted on them. Smacking down fashion portraits from their places like the rage will disappear. I lost everything. Blood leaks from the diagonal cut he sustained on his right palm.I, Leonardo Sal, lost? There is no way. His blood at a boil and the fire in his eyes creates temporary blindness.Has he completely lost his mind?After all the effort I put in this stupid competition? He crumples pages from his design sketchbook and hurls them across the room.Moments later he throws himself on a chair at a corner desk. And reclines his head on the headrest of the modern office chair.So close to reaching the stars! Now this happens. He shuts his eyes and swallows hard. Rocks the chair back and forth with only one wish.Knocking sounds develop, he glares at the door and remains still, in a detached