CassidySebastian hadn't turned up to work yesterday, so I had nothing to do but research on a potential client he had visiting today.So I sat at my desk as the floor was empty beside my breathing, and I fantasised about the things that happened over the weekend.My fingers itched to fall into my knickers, to rub out an orgasm that I'd denied myself all Sunday evening. But I just about escaped the day by the skin of my teeth.It's safe to say by the end of the day; I had soaked a patch into the desk chair that I was ashamed of.And I find today I've come to work on time, and instead of waiting for him as I had last week, I travel alone to get things set up for him.His desk is lined with paperwork in order of clients, their folders waiting for him to skim through before their meetings; the coffee machine is spurting out the latte I know he likes, and I'm standing right by the office door as he walks out of the lift in an expensive black suit that clings to all the right places.He do
SebastianI've been giving the cold shoulder to Cassidy all week, hoping to push her to the point of revealing her hand so I can help her out of the hole she found herself in with my father.I know there must be more to it; surely she wouldn't just sign the contract for no reason.She's scared, Seb. An anxious fucking mess... of course, she would. The worst part of all this is the fact she's been wearing clothes that I can only imagine peeling from her body, her curves presenting ideas enough actually to jack off.Yeah... yeah, I got over that hurdle; just two nights ago, I had to try because I was aching so damn much. I had to do anything I could to get her out of my head, starting on my bed as I closed my eyes, taking my cock in my palm as I remembered tasting her pussy. Mhm, yeah... I walked to the shower, turning the water to almost boiling. Steaming the fuck out of the bathroom as I stroked myself at the memory of having her on her back where I ruled over her body and mind.I s
"I said don't let go, that's five more... do it again, and it'll be ten.""Sebastian," she whimpers, making me sober to the fact I don't think she gets this lifestyle, that she probably hasn't stepped a foot inside the sexual pleasure that is related to BDSM. But I have to do this; I've been craving it ever since I opened that private fucking file on her.This is who I am, and if she can't accept this side of me, there's no way forward for us. Because I've tried living a life without these cravings, and that never bode well the last time. "Say red, and I'll step away. I won't touch you. You can go home early, and we'll discuss this when I'm in a better frame of mind."She shakes her head, and I smile. Fuck, do I smile?"Don't let go again, no matter what I do, do not uncurl one finger from my desk.""O-okay," she murmurs unsurely."Good girl..."I sit back down, reaching for the hem of her skirt that's riding to her mid-thigh by itself.I'm happy to report, as I push it higher, that
Cassidy"Did you know about my father's wishes when you first came to work for us?" Sebastian asks as I lay on his lap like a child needing to be cradled. The need for such closeness has never resided in me as it does right now, so I cling to him as hard as I can to ensure he holds me back. He just... just spanked me, each slap getting firmer, more painful. Yet, with every passing second, I grew wetter and wetter, and I realised now that my reading habits might have ruined me.Derek was always so soft, always jumping straight in the deep end with no foreplay and really no change in routine. Sex almost seemed like a chore with him, just another thing to tick off our never-ending list of things to complete before sundown.It was always... just sex with him.Yet this isn't the first of foreplays that Sebastian has taken part in with me."No, it was around a month ago; he told me of a new job role I could work my way through much as he before. Gave me one of two choices: accept it or be
The change in his demeanour enlightens me to the fact this is very important to him, and I'm waiting with bated breath to find out what he's going to say."Melody is fragile; she lost her mother, and she craves for me to bring someone home for her to replace my wife. And that's why we will have to tread carefully. Very fucking carefully... I can't hurt her if this doesn't turn out good. I don't know when I'll be ready for you to come and meet her, and I really need you to understand that no matter what... no matter the feelings we might build between one another, that my daughter will always come first. You will always be second to her needs, and that will never change."I swallow harshly, barely able to stop myself from swooning on his lap, which I'm still lying upon.It's my turn to reach up to his face, cupping his cheek as I turn his gaze down to mine, cognisant that he avoided eye contact the whole time he explained that. "Sebastian. I wouldn't want you to ever... ever put me be
CassidyI'm a bag of fucking nerves as I sweep through my flat, cleaning every surface to rid any dust that might have accumulated over the years that I've only half cleaned the place when I could be bothered.It's not as if I entertain, and I barely live out of the bedroom alone.I've placed away my one plate and one set of cutlery, I've hoovered twice, mopped twice too, and now I'm on my hands and knees with a bucket of disinfectant water and a cloth cleaning the woodwork, picking up so much dust I hadn't even seen before today. I woke at six am to start this, and it's almost eleven-forty now. Meaning I have just enough time to shower and dress before Sebastian gets here for twelve-thirty.My anxiety is playing havoc with me, and despite being told to eat before he gets here, I forgo that demand, chucking the dirty water down the toilet before packing away the bucket and mop on the kitchen cupboard before I head to my room and stand below the warm water that cleans away my sins and
He heads us that way as if he already knew the floor plans of my flat. The door opens silently; my carpet comes into view before I fly through the air, landing softly on the bed with a bounce. But I also move down the bed towards Sebastian as he stands like some type of god before me, using my ankles to bring me toward him. "Are you ready for me?" He asks."Mmhmm," I nod, my legs falling apart slightly at the promise he might fuck me hard. Which is exactly what I've been fantasying about all night. He's obviously grinning, noting my reaction, which only makes him rush to undress.The pale blue button-down comes off after only two buttons are undone, the expanse of his chest making me pant. The hard planes of muscle lead my gaze down to the v that disappears into the jeans he's fumbling with, all whilst he never takes his eyes off of me.That delectable 'v' I've never seen in real life before paving its way introduces me to the member who springs free of the confines of the pale blue
SebastianI hadn't known how we would get here in her bed, but finding ourselves here so quickly is a welcome fucking happiness.I watch her come down from the first orgasm I plan to give her, her eyes fluttering open and shut as she stares blankly into the space that is her bedroom.I barely looked around the place, only noting the small Ikea shoe cupboard which she placed the vase upon and the white walls that led me here to her bed. The carpet is plush and deep, yet I didn't care for it once I saw the furniture that led me right here to between her legs.I grin, pulling up to kneel between her legs as she's still somewhat out of it as her orgasm keeps her under its spell as I rid my boxers, knowing I can't wait a moment longer.My cock springs up, and I take it in my palm, moving forward to rub the head of my penis through her slick folds. This movement sobers her, bringing her attention from her own pleasure to me, and she finally leans up to look down at the one place I don't t
Sebastian comes to stand beside me, and Tina lets go of my hand to pick up the little girl I've only seen in photos up until now.She's beautiful, looking just like Sebastian. Thick brown hair, gorgeous eyes, and a cheeky grin that she greets everyone with as if she knows she is an extraordinary girl. Which she is, don't get me wrong.Until she looks at me standing beside her father, and she frowns."What's your name?" She asks me, obviously not having recognised me, and she appraises her father-Sebastian. His hand is around my waist, holding tight as he usually does.I don't know why, but knowing she doesn't know who I am hurts just a little."I'm Cassidy," I tell her. Reaching my hand out to shake hers as if this were a business meeting. She takes my hand in her own and shakes it firmly before grinning so beautifully that I think my heart breaks at her beauty. "Melody," she tells me, then turns away and struggles down to the floor.Charlotte puts Jordan down, too, and the pair of t
CassidySebastian and I explore our relationship on the weekends as Melody spends time with her grandparents. It's been around four months now since that day he spanked me in his office, and I've enjoyed getting to know him on a deeper level.And the sex... yeah, I've never had sex like the sex Sebastian offers me.Some days, he'll love me like a typical boyfriend. On other days, he ensures I feel every single bit of pleasure he can rake through my body as I'm bound or held up against a wall like an object to be devoured.I hate to say it, but I prefer those times. The pleasure leaves me feeling complete and whole.He also showed me his caring side, and though I was upset that he paid off my mortgage in total, I saw that as him showing me he would care for me.I both hated and loved the way he ensured my housing safety. But things are about to change; Sebastian wants me to meet Melody, and I'm petrified.He made plans for today, Saturday. It's Josh's son's birthday, and Sebastian pl
"Without your agreement, there wouldn't be scenes; there would be no punishments or rewards. Without you... there would be no us," I murmur quietly, pushing her back on the bed where she falls, her legs instantly parting for me."Why do you like BDSM?" She asks."Many reasons. Pleasure, pain... control. Watching you coming undone beneath my fingers only for me to put you back together again.""How do I have control?" She asks."You give your body to me," I grin, lying between her legs, kissing along the inside of her thigh. "That pleases me to no end. But the pleasure I give you makes me needy; it makes me feel powerful.""And the punishments?""Did you like it when I spanked you in my office? Did you like receiving my pain in that way?" I chuckle."Mmm... yes, I did. Very much so.""I took that hurt out on your body, and we both climaxed for it," I smile, crawling up her body and catching her free hand."Why bind me?""Control, again, only to pleasure you. Us. The both of us. Do you
SebastianI hate to admit it, but I understand where Josh comes from. He feels betrayed by Cassidy, and he can't keep his opinions to himself for fear something would happen on his watch, and he hadn't said anything. I'm upset; of course I am. But I'm also honoured that he'd try to protect me.But I won't allow him to hurt the girl I'm most certainly irrevocably in love with.Christ, I don't know how I fell so hard and quickly, but... it's there dictating my life at every corner as she invades my senses, my decisions... my concentration. I search for Cassidy, catching her leaving the foyer and heading outside, so I follow in a hurry. Her hair flows behind her as I watch her bottom shake with that jiggle I love."Cassy..." I call her as she walks through the gardens full of trees and flowers that have bloomed bright and smell wonderful."It's okay, Sebastian.""It's not, I'm so sorry he's being such a dick...""I lied, and that must have hurt you. He's only being a good friend to you
"I'm sorry..." Josh notes, looking at me with troubled eyes as Sebastian makes him wither in his gaze. "I didn't mean to make it seem as if you didn't matter; I was just making it known that I don't thinkyou'll cope well with the paps that follow Sebastian's every move. And trust me, after four years of staying out of the public eye... they're hungry for a story. Any story, and I don't see your relationship being kept under wraps.""Just remember she's a person too," Sebastian growls unhappily, changing the dynamic of our interaction as he demands Josh act differently around me."It's okay," I soothe Sebastian despite agreeing with him that Josh hurt my feelings."It isn't. Besides, I love this shy girl..." he pointedly talks over to Josh as if those words aren't momentous. I still, again, not knowing what to do with those three little words that he hadn't muttered to me. And I think Josh and Charlotte know that, too. And for a long moment, I see the realisation hitting them smack b
CassidySeb closes the room door almost as soon as we pass over the threshold, dumping the bags in the little nook obviously placed for them and then he stalks towards me as if he's starved and needs to touch me. I'm up and wrapped around his waist, my ankles crossing over to keep me in place as I press myself to him in a moment of need.We kiss like we have been doing for weeks, our mouths open and our tongues exchanging saliva as he presses me against the wall of the bathroom."I want to try something new..." he tells me through kisses to my neck, pulling away as if he might be planning my demise by way of orgasms."What is it?" I sigh breathlessly, grinding my clit against him to find any friction possible."I want to tie you up..."And that has my anxiety jumping up a notch, and I'm grasping for any excuse not to lay on the bed and allow him to have his kinky way with me.I just can't be trapped... that scares me more than anything else we've tried together."We have afternoon te
Sebastian"It's so pretty here," Cassidy grins up to me as we sit on the moist grass atop a hill through my favourite wooded area, not a twenty-minute drive from my home.She's wearing a white silk blouse and suit pants that she shouldn't have worn for a place like this, but I never told her our destination, and I don't think she believed we would be sitting in the chilling night air watching the stars float in the sky above us.This is one of the most honoured places that Beth had shown me, and now I'm showing Cassidy on the night that I asked her to be mine.I've been procrastinating for an age, sitting here quietly as she looks out over the expanse of deep night sky."It's a special place for me.""Thank you so much for bringing me here then," she tells me despite me not elaborating on why I find this place special.It's been a week since she admitted about my father's involvement to make her help me get over Beth, and it's been an upsetting seven days having the knowledge she's mi
"No.""Then you see, I had to go about things a little... less favourably.""I like her, father. I really like her, but you're hanging over us like a looming fucking guillotine. I can't trust you with her now.""Nonsense, I've known the girl's family for years. Do you not remember the Drew's?" He asks me, walking to his bookshelves, where he pulls a photo album from one of the top shelves."No..." I murmur, but I'm looking back through my life now, wondering if I know Cassidy.He thrusts a book toward me, opened on a page of a young couple with a little girl standing in our yard at one of the dinner parties my mother used to throw.I don't recognise the little girl, but I do recognise the couple. I hadn't seen them that long ago... and it's now I realise that the woman on Cassidy's phone is the same as before me right now."They were at Beth's funeral," I murmur aloud when the memory surfaces. They were in my house, telling me how utterly sorry they were that Beth was gone. But Cassi
SebastianI had every intention of leaving Cassidy last night to head home, but she had other ideas, and so we found ourselves on her immaculate sofa that felt as if it had never been sat on.She was clinging to me as if her life depended on it, and we cuddled as I lay behind her, watching a show on Netflix she was obviously into.But that quiet time gave me time to think and overthink I did.I'd jumped that hurdle, was able to have sex without emotional feelings of guilt or upset, and I enjoyed every time we fucked. But I didn't bring condoms, and I know that was a huge mistake on my behalf. One that I wouldn't be repeating.I'd love another kid, but the thought of doing that now when I have the predicament of allowing my two worlds to collide already is something that scares me.I love my daughter, and though Melody is gagging to have someone like Cassidy to call mum, I know I need to protect her from the heartache of losing someone else.So, as I pressed my hand below Cassidy's tho