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Rejection Vs Desire Ambitions Vs Responsibilities
While Darrian was busy playing with fire as Eutychus had insinuated, on the other side of the Pack, Regina was waiting for her lover, her Alpha in their love cave. She had done everthing she could to keep the apartment as their sacred space. She had even gone so far as to convince Alpha Finnian that it would be best for the future Luna to stay at the residence and as a result, Eutychus did not need to be told twice what was right. Sometimes she wondered why Cas was so obedient to his father, they were both Alpha’s the least he could do was try to resist, even by a little bit. Now, after letting herself in the lavish apartment, she went to get ready for her lover. Taking a quick shower to freshen up, applied some of the perfume and lotions that drove Eutychus mad with want. That had been a skill she knew she would need if she ever wanted to be more than just some secretary. Looking down at the thread of text between her and Cas, she grew restless but hopeful at the same time. One thin
Rejection Vs Desire Devoted Mate
Darrian strode out of the mansion, more agitated than he had gone in. “Were you able to find it? ” Darrian asked his driver as soon as he got back in his jeep.“No sir, it wasnt in the Alpha’s office, neither was it in Eutychus’ office,” Mark replied, his face downcast. This was the second time he had let his boss down. “Mark, you know I hate incompetent servants, right? ” Darrian asked while the car drove away from the Alpha’s residence.“Yes boss... ” the driver replied, his eyes fixed on the road ahead, mentally he was prepared for Darrian’s reaction but he knew instead of fists, Darrian could only chew him out, well that was as long as he was still driving. “I did not sit through hours of boring conversations with those greedy men for nothing. you had one job and one job only? to retrieve the bank statements and invoices before he saw them. And now what I am hearing is, you did not find them? '' Darrian’s words were cold as ever. luckily the driver knew better than to speak at
Rejection Vs Desire Wildest Dreams...
Every single part of Isadora’s body ached, a sore reminder of what had taken place last night. I wasn’t like anything she had ever experienced. Eutychus had been all but wild when they had sex. Isadora turned over and saw Eutychus practically passed out next to her. she could see the scratch marks on his shoulders and the hickies that peppered his neck and parts of his exposed chest. He hadn’t been the only wild one. This was the first time she slept in his bed for the night and a giddy feeling was pooling up in her chest.Apart of her wasn’t impressed that she had given in so easily to his advances. She clearly remembered the conversation they had and what had triggered his anger and simultaneously powered his passion. Had she meant it when she said she wanted to go? Or was it just jealousy? She wouldn’t know and it did not matter anymore. After last night, she was convinced they would be on the right track. It was clear that he wanted her, he had said so in all the times he came, an
Rejection Vs Desire Tingles and Tangled fates...
Alaric followed Dianne to the doctors office, unsure of what and why he was there in the first place. in as much as he was willing to take responsibility, he wasn’t sure of the extent of that responsibility. All said and done, he wasn’t a quitter. “Doctor Luca, thanks for seeing me in such a short time. This is Al- ”“Alaric Thorne, I know him. Please have a seat. ” The doctor said , interrupting Dianne as she was introducing them. Of course, the doctor knew him. Doctor Luca had been their family doctor before it had all crumbled to dust. he had been the only pack member that was good to him. He was also he doctor that had catered for his sick mother after she was kicked out of the pack up until she was ready to leave for good. “Oh, then it will make things easier. I want to do a paternity test, and my parents can’t know about it that’s why I didn’t go to the genetic centre. ”Dianne said and Alaric was caught off guard. He hadn’t expected her to ask for a paternity test. He turned t
Rejection Vs Desire Thoughts and Wants...
Isadora had felt the gloom in the air coming from the car parked next to her's. At first, she had thought she was the one oozing sadness but the closer she got to her car, the heavier the air was with that stifling energy, even more stifling that the disappointment she felt inside the doctor’s office. She had done her best to put on a brave face after her consultation with Doctor Luca. Now she wondered why Alaric, as she heard Dianne call him, was in such sour moods, even more, she wondered why she cared, knowing very well they were of two different worlds, literally. Even as she drove off, leaving the less broody Alaric behind, she forced herself to be positive, to forget all that was bothering her and just go for her spa day. A proper steaming in the sauna, a nice massage afterwards and a little pampering would make her feel less crappy. her eyes were on the rear-view mirror as she drove off even further and contrary to her self-warnings, she couldn’t really stop feeling like Alari
Rejection Vs Desire Desire...
By the time Isadora got back home, she was even more tense than she had left earlier. The sharing of assets- more of giving up her assets had really caught her off guard. She couldn’t help but think that maybe that was why Eutychus hadn’t picked a Luna all this while. The whole assets thing must have thrown them off or something like that. “Luna, welcome back. Should I prepare something for you?” Becky asked as s soon as she entered the massive residence, one that she was going to belong to her in a few months. Even that knowledge wasn’t promising. “Just some tea, chamomile, please. I will be in my office. Bring it there.” Isadora said deciding to go work instead of just sit around. She got to her office and went through the pile of work she always seemed to have. Resigned to the fact that she was going to be the next Luna, she put on her glasses and decided it was time she really got deep into the Pack business, starting with the missing money. The tea she had asked for had been d
Rejection Vs Desire Shenanigans...
As if dealing with the fact that he was going to be a father wasn't enough, Nightfall Pack leaders were hellbent on shenanin’ their way into his Alaric’s. They have always shenan’d and Alaric dealt with their shenanigans but this time , they were pushing their shenans a little too much. Taxing the Rogues who work for them all in the name of ‘It all belongs to the Nightfall Pack’ was low even for the self absorbed Pack. .He was going through all his property within the Pack, properties he kept under false names and papers of course, lest the greedy Pack members were tempted to ‘rightfully’ claim them. Now that his child was on the way, he needed to publicly claim his assets so he could pass them down to them.“Moon Goddess, what is this situation? My child is basically going to be an outcast, just like me.” Alaric wasn’t one to call upon the moon deities but there were days when he needed some divine intervention. Like the that day at the parking lot when he was coming to terms that
Rejection Vs Desire Intentions...
The rest of the week was filled with alot of phone calls, documents beings drafted here and there and one on one consultations with the few elders that would give Alaric and his newly formed Council an ear. Letters and emails were sent to packs that interacted with Alaric and his crew. He was shocked with the good reception his future pack was getting. It was almost as if they had been waiting for the news.One particular pack was even willing to merge, he kindly let them know he would reconsider. Others, like the nightfall pack did not take the news well, their responses were rather condescending and threatening even but that was expected. What wasn't expected was the invite to attend the Nightfall Packs’s Council meeting. That was a shocker but he wasn't going to back down, His pack didn't even have a name but here they were already being summoned.“We all know thay want to bring us down, snobbish fucks. '' Sammy said, reading the invite over and over. They still had three
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Rejection Vs Desire Fight or Flight...
It truly was the manifestation of rejection's Ire and desire's flame as Nightfall fell under a dark cloud. Darrian's reign of terror had begun to truly manifest. Pack members suspected of treason, harbouring rogues or anything that did not go according to Darrian’s regime, vanished without a trace and were replaced by Darrian's loyalists. Fear and suspicion choked the once vibrant pack. Those who had fallen for his smooth speech of wanting to protect what was theirs, now wondered if perhaps they had made the wrong choice, but they couldn't air out these suspicions, not if they wanted to go missing. Meanwhile, Isadora languished in her gilded cage, for she was nothing more than a caged wolf, waiting for her master to choose her fate. The luxurious room felt like a prison, the bars forged from Darrian's cruelty. Regina, his ever-present shadow, taunted Isadora with tales of Eutychus' "weakness" and the impending glory of Darrian's new era. She had always hated Isadora and given their p
Rejection Vs Desire End or Begining ...
Alaric couldn't take his eyes off the baby in his arms. As soon as his daughter was placed in his arms, he had become a new person, no. The moment he heard her cry, something in him changed. The risks he was willing to take to protect his Pack were nothing compared to the absolution and conviction to protect his daughter. There was literally nothing he couldnt do for her and that thought scared him. He went back to the conversation he had with Kierran and realized that if anyone or anything threatened his little girl, there wasn't anything he wouldn't do to ensure her safety. Nothing at all. “What will you name her?” Dianne whispered, too tired from the whole birth ordeal, for a second there, Alaric was scared she wouldn't be able to pull through. “Asa, that is the first thing that came to my mind when I heard her scream. Pick her second name. ” Alaric said, moving closer to Dianne so she could be closer to their pup. “ Wilde…. Asa Wilde. Because she will be the one to heal us all”
Rejection Vs Desire Birth of the future...
Alaric paced restlessly along the Genesis border, the whimper from a suffering wolf a constant thorn in his side. He focused, pushing his senses further, the fragmented images that returned painting a horrifying picture. Someone was calling out to him. Suddenly, Kierran burst into the clearing, his face pale and etched with worry. "Alpha, we have some news… bad news." Alaric's heart plummeted. His mind raced to Dianne, his mate, and their unborn child. Had something happened to them?"What is it, Kierran?" Alaric's voice was a low growl as he started walking towards his home. “Fuck! ”Kierran took a deep breath. “It's Nightfall, Alpha. Darrian… he's overthrown Eutychus and their Luna … she's been captured.”A wave of anger crashed over Alaric. The ambition that burned within Darrian had always been a threat, but this blatant betrayal transcended Pack politics. It threatened the fragile peace between Genesis and Nightfall, a peace Alaric had strived so hard to maintain.But amidst the
Rejection Vs Desire Sleeping Beauty
Isadora awoke to a suffocating darkness. Panic clawed at her throat as she realized her eyes were bound with a rough cloth. Disoriented and bound to the bed, she tried to piece together the fragmented memories of her day meeting with Genesis Pack Luna. She tried releasing her claws in a half shift, anything that would assist her in setting herself free from the bindings and blindfolds. A sharp laugh sliced through the silence. "Finally awake, Sleeping Beauty?" The voice, laced with venomous amusement, sent a shiver down Isadora's spine.The blindfold muffled her vision, but she could sense someone approaching. "Who's there?" she demanded, her voice trembling slightly."Oh, don't worry, Luna," a voice dripping with sarcasm replied. "It's just Regina, here to welcome you to your new… accommodations as per Alpha Darrian’s request of course." Isadora's breath hitched. Regina, a constant thorn in her side. What did she have to do with this? She felt Regina approach, and seconds later the
Rejection Vs Desire Betrayal in the Pack
Things in Nightfall were changing slowly under everyone's nose rather, people couldn't tell the shift in power within their pack. One night, the pack's enforcers were doing their regular patrols along the pack borders and the next, they were surrounding the Alpha’s residence, no one could tell whether it was for protection or assault. Another group of enforcers surrounded the council hall, with all the important members of the pack in it. “What is the meaning of this, Darrian, care to explain why was- ” an elder, angry and almost red in the face spat but he was pushed back to his chair forcefully. “I don't recall asking you to speak. '' Darrian sneered at the elder as he moved up to the Alpha’s designated seat, taking his time to look at the shocked faces of those in attendance. Once satisfied, he pulled out a wad of papers from his suitcase with the Alpha's seal. He put the items on top of the conference table and yet again let his eyes wander around the room. “Ladies and gentlem
Rejection Vs Desire Power and control...
“Did he admit? ” Dianne asked Alaric when the nightfall Luna had left. “Yes and no. Darrian claims that he did it under Eutychus’ orders. I didn’t believe him. My Half brother may be arrogant but never this stupid. Something is off.” Alaric said he couldn't shake off the daunting feeling he felt when they were in the office with Darrian. He was impressed with how Kieran had managed to keep his emotions in check and hadn't jumped on Darrian as soon as he walked through the Pack borders. “So where do we stand? You know I will support you through whatever you choose.” Dianne said, standing up to stretch a little. “It will depend on how they take my message from today's meeting. This isn't really about the assets my mother left me. It's more of control and power. Eutychus feels threatened, and I am not about to sit and let him think he can walk all over us.” Alaric said. “Oh I just wish they would try us… it's been a minute since I-” Kierran stopped himself from finishing the sentence
Rejection Vs Desire All for you...
Isadora Saying those words out loud felt foreign to her. It's not like she had never thought about them but rather that was all they were supposed to be, meaningless thoughts. And now Darrian, the man at the center of it all, had made her speak those words, giving them life and truth… desire even. She looked away from Darrian’s almost silver eyes and focused back on staring outside the window. The trees were more interesting than this conversation. ‘Why in the blue moon did I call him mate?’ Isadora chastised herself as the car ride proceeded with no response from Darrian. “What if, I could give you - ” Darrian seemed to have found his voice but Isadora couldn't let him finish. Dreams were one thing, but promises?“This is not the time for ‘what ifs’ Darrian. You rejected me and I chose Eutychus. I am your Luna and you serve me as my Beta. We made our choices.” Isadora replied. There was nothing Darrian could give her right now other than his loyalty as her Beta. Darrian did not sa
Rejection Vs Desire Dumb Dreams and Second Chances
Today was one of those days Darrian hated the most. They had a briefing right before lunch and after that he and Eutychus would be heading to the casino for business. He sat in the large conference room and waited for Eutychus to arrive. Isadora always came in later. However, this time it was she that arrived first and took the usual seat, one that was away from both he and Cas. “Afternoon, Dora.” Darrian cleared his throat and said his greetings. “Afternoon. ” she gave her single worded response, Darrian hated it. He wanted to hear her speak, laugh get angry or even release that intoxicating scent. “Are you guys still having your couples fight? Whatever it was about, deal with it quickly, your brooding attitude is suffocating.” Darrian said the only thing that came to his mind, hoping to rile her up and get some kind of reaction from her. “I don't see how that is any of your business. '' she glanced up from her tablet and fixed her gaze on him, just like he had anticipated. “Whe
Rejection Vs Desire Fuck Ups
To say Darrian had fucked up would be an understatement. He may have just started a war between Nightfall and Genesis packs. Alaric’s pack may have been in its infancy stage but the power they held was enough to make him worry. He sprinted back to Nightfall's territory, using a back route that had a stream. He bent down and washed the sweat off his skin and the remainder of the scent blocker he had on. He found his car where he had parked it and drove back to the ceremony. He would use the time to come up with an excuse because he would be getting questions since he had missed a bigger part of the ceremony. He couldn't erase Leo’s petrified look from his mind, the way he had begged for his life and how mercilessly he had been knocked out. There was no telling what the future for Leo was but Darrian knew he would be tied to him. It wouldn't be long before Alaric would seek vengeance and he would. He pulled up at the pack gates and drove straight for the ceremony. He could still hear t
