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Thoughts and Wants...

Author: River Jasmine
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Isadora had felt the gloom in the air coming from the car parked next to her's. At first, she had thought she was the one oozing sadness but the closer she got to her car, the heavier the air was with that stifling energy, even more stifling that the disappointment she felt inside the doctor’s office. She had done her best to put on a brave face after her consultation with Doctor Luca. Now she wondered why Alaric, as she heard Dianne call him, was in such sour moods, even more, she wondered why she cared, knowing very well they were of two different worlds, literally. Even as she drove off, leaving the less broody Alaric behind, she forced herself to be positive, to forget all that was bothering her and just go for her spa day. A proper steaming in the sauna, a nice massage afterwards and a little pampering would make her feel less crappy.

her eyes were on the rear-view mirror as she drove off even further and contrary to her self-warnings, she couldn’t really stop feeling like Alari
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