161. Don't Deserve Your Forgiveness

Chapter 161

April's POV

He stepped away from me and looked at me with surprise and fearful anticipation. I could almost hear his heart beating at a fearful pace.

I licked my lower lip and his taste lingered on my tongue.

Why did I push him away? Why did I ask him to stop? Was I repulsed by him?

My heart was pounding harder as I continued to stare at him and assess my own thoughts. He had hurt me and now he was kissing me. He had made my life a misery and did he just think that he could kiss his way into my forgiveness?

I wanted to be angry at him for thinking that I could just take him back after everything, but I couldn't. My heart was soft and all I could feel was pain every time I tried to push him out of my thoughts.

"April..."

"Dorian, I... I need to tell you something. It's about the diary."

I felt the atmosphere in the room change. I felt his worry from where he stood and I began to doubt if this was the best time to bring this up. He had just told me that the King was his fa