April's POV"What if your Alpha never comes back?"His question sent ripples down my spine, and my heart beat rapidly. My hands were shaking slightly, but I hid them behind my back before he could see them.No. I couldn't let him know that Dorian was back and he was safe. Ivar was right. We couldn't trust him for now. There was clearly still some enmity between him and Dorian. I had to be careful around him, just like I was with Susan. I had to trust my instincts. "Please, just reconsider." I continued to plead with him. The stakes were high. We couldn't let the Royal City get involved in this. We can have a meeting with the pack and let them decide what they want. It is best that we get their take on the matter."My hands had stopped shaking, and I crossed them behind my back, praying that the goddess would change his decision."I understand that you want peace, April. Outside leadership, the natural harmony of the pack is vital."I continued staring at him, my eyes moist as I begge
April's POV"April!"Ivar and Jacob lunged after me as I tried to run to Jacob's place. I had only one thing in mind. I needed to see Dorian"April! April, calm down! Get a hold of yourself!"I was struggling and kicking, but finally, I quieted down and looked at Ivar. The beautiful gold of his eyes was back, and they filled my soul with warmth and calmness."April, listen to me. I understand that you are excited and a little emotional. I know you really want to see Dorian, but we can't risk it right now. Conrad just spoke to us and for all we know, he could be tracking you. I suggest that you go home and rest and you can come and see Jacob in the evening. Seeing the three of us together is a little suspicious. Dorian isn't going anywhere. Please just listen to me.I looked at him and felt tears fill my eyes again. My heart wanted to see Dorian. I wasn't sure how he was going to treat me, but I wanted to see him all the same. "Ivar's right," added Jacob. The three of us can't afford
April's POVHis lips warmed mine, and he pulled me to himself. I was confused by the feeling. I had pinched myself, but this couldn't be real. Maybe it was the cedarwood. Was it an aphrodisiac as well?My body was a raging fire, and I could feel myself slipping further into his grasp. No. I couldn't continue like this.I pulled away and stared at him in his beautiful green eyes. I was already out of breath, and my body was itching for him to kiss me again. My emotions were haywire; something was wrong with me."Why are you acting like you didn't enjoy it? You have always wanted this, haven't you? You've always craved his attention. You've always wanted to be his little princess again. And now that you are, you doubt yourself."The voice in my head tried to justify this crazy swirl of emotions. I had always wanted him to love me and care about me, but now that it seemed like he was doing that, it all felt unreal. I had lost hope for so long that it all seemed impossible. "You are righ
Dorian's POV I was finally holding her in my arms. Her body was soft, and her blue eyes sparkled. The enchanting smell of the cedarwood encircled us. Her scent, mixed with its fragrance, filled my lungs.There was no better time to talk to her. I was going to tell her. "Thank you for the care, but I want to talk about us..."I could feel my passion oozing out as I stared into the beautiful face of the person who had saved me. I didn't deserve this kindness, but it was probably the Moon Goddess who thought I deserved another chance to make this right.Suddenly, I felt her hands on my arms, but they weren't endearing. She pried my hands off herself and took a step away from me. "I'm sorry, Dorian, but there is no 'us'. This... This is wrong."My heart retched in pain. No. Was I... Was I really too late?I watched her as she left and closed the door behind her. I fell to my bed and held my head in my hands. The April I held wasn't the April I knew. I had tried to ignore it before, bu
April's POV "Dorian, what are you doing here? You should be rest..."He cut me off and walked up to Jacob and me. His eyes were filled with fury and hate; his breathing was erratic and deep. "You are not going to the Royal City, and we are not hiding from Conrad..."A sigh of relief escaped my lips, and I felt my tense muscles relax. This was good. This meant that Conrad had nothing to do with... "... Because I want to take that bastard on by myself. I want him to dare to take me on so openly."I watched his fist clenched and his knuckles cracked, shaking with the thought of violence that glowed in Dorian's green eyes.My heart sank, and my head began to spin. What was he saying? Was he saying that Conrad had something to do with this? Was he the one who had attacked Dorian? Or was this still the misplaced hate that had come from the time he came to the school?I had to take a seat so that I would fall to the ground. I looked up at Jacob, and he was as confused as I was."What are
April's POV "April? April?"Dorian gave me a light shake, and I was violently pulled from my turbulent thoughts. His bright, olivine eyes startled me; he was looking right at me, almost searching his soul for something."April, I don't think you need to worry about it. I think that it's fine that it's gone. I will be able to move on from what has happened. I don't have to bury myself in the book, reading it every day, giving myself new motivation to hate you. I have forgiven you, and I want us to go back to how we used to be..."He pulled me closer, and I put one hand on his chest to steady myself."...maybe even become proper mates."I looked at him in shock. My eyes darted all over his face, taking in his expression. I was focused on every wrinkle and muscle twitch. Mates? Did he just say mates? After all that had happened? His eyes were soft, and the sincerity in them was without about. But I couldn't accept his apology. How could I? How could I accept him after all the hate, the
April's POVJacob glared at us both from the top bannister. There was no need to tell him to leave. My discussion with Dorian was over. We had nothing to talk about.I looked at his face and saw his expression was neutral and relatively calm. He didn't shout at me or try to hurt me, something that he hadn't done in a long time.He listened to me the entire time and let me cut him off when I felt my range and disdain brim to the top. His eyes were stern and slightly angry, and there was no irritated tick in his jaw. For the first time, I felt like a bad person—a feeling that was short-lived, as he deserved everything that I had said to me. It was too late to take any of it back. "Well, I just wanted to say that I was sorry for everything I did. We don't have to be at loggerheads anymore. We have a common enemy, and the only way that we can work this out is if we work together. We are on the same team now, April." I glowered at him. His words struck a spot in me. The stern look in his
April's POVDorian's surprised expression meant nothing to me. My eyes rolled over him with hate, and I dashed to the door without even waiting for his reply.I turned the knob, and just as I was about to dash out, I stopped and saw Ivar standing at the door. I could only imagine how long he had been standing there.His eyes seemed sad, and he looked at me with a plea. I realised that he had been standing outside the entire time and heard my conversation with Dorian.I turned away from him. I could bear the look in his golden eyes, pleading for someone who didn't deserve it.I saw Jacob standing behind me, and he looked concerned. He had heard almost everything that I had said to Dorian."April, you are going about this all wrong..."He grabbed my arm and attempted to pull me away from the door, but I pushed him aside and dashed past Ivar. No one was going to stop me. I had made up my mind. I wasn't going to stay in a pack where my own brother still thought me to be the monster that h