53: Confusing feelings

Demian

The decision to secretly marry Rachel was hers. She woke up in the morning and told her father to urgently get us a date for the civil wedding. She didn’t even consult me. It was her decision, and she didn’t care about what I wanted.

Rachel has always been a person interested in superficial things. She loved luxurious and expensive weddings, wearing a wedding dress with high heels.

When we talked about getting married months ago, Rachel assured me she wanted a wedding that she liked, and I agreed. I don’t know why she suddenly became so desperate to get married. We had agreed to take our time to organize everything.

I couldn’t even decide. I had to do what Rachel said. Rachel noticed my annoyance but didn’t give it much importance. I didn’t want to argue with her because I didn’t want to hurt her feelings. Her negative emotions could affect our child and her high-risk pregnancy.

The civil registry awaited us in the afternoon. My father-in-law organized a dinner at a fine resta