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Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another chapter 50 - The last few weeks
Jaxon's POVBeing the Alpha of the Midnight pack it is my responsibility to ensure that all the pack members are emotionally fine, that they are physically healthy and are up to date with any checks they need. My pack is my family and I would do anything to protect them. But lately, I have been feeling helpless towards Esme and the feeling doesn't subside when she smiles because I know it's not a genuine smile. When Esme gave birth to our beautiful daughter, Delilah three weeks ago she has started to become a little distant towards everyone. Would often lock herself in our room and speak only when needed to and since then, she has been struggling to settle back in at the pack house or even her routine."Jaxon we have to do something she isn't herself and you know that" My dads the first to speak. Yes he's right but no I can't just assume this is what I think it is and make her talk.Esme and I were both ecstatic when we found out that we were going to be parents the first time and the
Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another chapter 51 - Love
Esme's POVIt's been 4 weeks since I started therapy and my medication for my depression, and today just seems to be a bit of a bad day. I woke up feeling exhausted, even though I had slept for a full 7 hours. My mind was working overtime and I didn't like it, constantly replaying negative thoughts and memories of my life prior to the pack, then giving birth or being in my old pack and giving birth. The worries I keep facing is hard enough when I can think clearer but today I can't even form a simple question without repeating what I want or need. I could feel the weight of my depression crushing me and I know it isn't my fault, It's a normal thing but I don't want to feel this way anymore. It's making it harder for me to do even the simplest tasks. But I knew I had to push through and get out of bed, or else I would never be able to face the day ahead.As I made my way to the kitchen, I could hear the sounds of pack and their mates getting ready for the day. I tried to put on a smile
Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another chapter 52 - New beginning's
Jaxon's POV In the sprawling halls of the pack house at 7:30 am, which is classed as the rush hour when every one gets ready for the day ahead, kids go to school and parents begin their usual work, I watch as Esme emerged from her our room carrying Reggie on one arm and a coffee in her other hand, her spirit was now beginning to flicker with newfound light and energy which was always good especially on these types of days.As our eyes met across the room, I felt a surge of warmth and gratitude. Esme had been through so much, but her unwavering strength and determination had guided her through a dark period of her life and once again she will bounce back slowly, stronger and better. Now, with the support of our family and the love that the pack gives her on a daily basis, she was slowly finding her way back to herself.Over the past month since her medication has started to kick in a little better, she had made a conscious effort to engage with the pack. She attended gatherings again,
Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another chapter 53 - Past likings
Esme's POVI never thought that the day my parents decided that me and Finley were old enough to be living on our own would be the worst day of my life. We were both regular pack members at the ages of 13, Literally 13, it was our birthday when our father was raging about something, and living in our small but tight-knit community, everyone could most likely hear him. But everything changed when our parents sat us down, well not even our parents it was just our mother and she told us that we were no longer welcome in our own pack house.It was a cold winter day, just a few days before Christmas. Finley and I were sitting by the fireplace, enjoying the warmth and each other's company as we always did. We were both excited for Christmas, and growing up we was always overhearing conversations about presents and what each of us got. Little did we know, the reason behind our parents' decision to kick us out was much more heart-breaking and cruel to both of us.I still remember the words th
Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another chapter 54 - Finley
Jaxon's POV It has been nearly a year since Esme and Finley moved to our pack house from the homelife they had previously. I still remember the day they arrived, with their tired eyes and worn out clothes. They weren't running away from their past because in some ways their past followed them everywhere they went, but they was more seeking refuge in our pack. And little did I know, their arrival would change my life forever.I have always been a firm and strong leader, I have never needed to be told what to do since the moment my father stepped down as Alpha, but when I found Esme the way I did my heart took a big leap out of my chest at the thought of someone hurting her the way they did and my mind never got over how she looked when I first saw her. The fear in her eyes and the anxiety of ever being loved. Even to this day she sometimes has doubts about someone loving her but she places a lot of these emotions down to her tablets and I can probably agree because on bad days is when
Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another chapter 55 - Twin's birthday
Jaxon's POVToday is the day that my mate and also my best friend Esme turns 19 years old and I couldn't be more excited. As the Alpha of our pack, it was my duty to make sure that her birthday was celebrated in the grandest way possible as we do with big birthdays for anyone in the pack. A party is held, gifts are handed out and food is always a bonus. Esme was not just any ordinary member of our pack, she was the Luna, the one who completed me and made me a better Alpha as well as keeping most of us all happy with day games and planning things that anyone can join in with. She was the missing piece I needed in my life.When I first met her as you know she wasn't in the best place, She wasn't wanting to find anything more than stability and a place to call home, I didn't want to rush things with her, I wanted her to feel comfortable to come to me and eventually, she did. Thankfully.I had been planning her and Finley's surprise party for weeks now. The outdoor hall was beautifully de
Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another chapter 56 - Summertime Happiness
Jaxon's POVIt was a warm morning and I was glad that we were heading into a good summer, which meant for a summer morning everyone ate outside or played outside all the time, the children had every chance to go inside throughout the day but once the weather gets too warm but once the pool gets put up in the centre of the gardens or the BBQ gets brought out there is no hope that any of them will go inside. Today's morning was no different, the sun was shining, and the birds were chirping. I woke up with a smile on my face, looking down at Esme who was fast asleep and cuddled into me with her legs locked into mine. I give her a gentle kiss on her head which only gives me the biggest erection going because she moves and instead of moving backwards she moves forward...into me. Opening her eyes she looks up at me as she slides her hand down my boxers and into what I can only assume is central heaven for her right now. Getting woken up this way properly is the best feeling in the world a
Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another Chapter 57 - Truths
Esme's POV This morning has been nothing but chaotic in the pack house, Me and Finley are heading over to the Grey stones pack for a meeting with their Alpha. Alpha Luca Jones I believe his name is, he doesn't know my surname I just said Esme in my email. From the response I got he doesn't sound to bad but I couldn't be assured until I had met the man. Briefly I had met him before, he came to our pack to talk business with our old former pack leader. Robert Langley also known as Bobby Langley but we never spoke, I just heard Robert greet him by his name that's how I knew him. I put on my best outfit which was causal skinny blue jeans, a vest top tucked into my jeans and a nice top over my vest and then headed to the kitchen were I was welcomes by my family and pack members. "Good morning princess" Jaxon says as he circles around me to feed Reggie.After breakfast me and Finley got into the car Jaxon told us to take and we headed 35 minutes south to the Grey stone pack. My nerves were
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