My life passes through my eyes and how would the life of my children and mine be if my now fiancé rejects me, as well as, if he accepts it. So, the worry that I had tried not to pay attention to, comes recharged.
The fear invades me because I am about to get married and there is no way to delay this, even if I am pregnant with someone else. My father walks beside me towards the salon where my wedding will be and I try not to run away.After all, even if it doesn't seem appropriate for me to get married without telling her that, I also can't back down for the sake of myself and my babies. 'You've got yourself in big trouble, Rain and you're going to get someone else in trouble for it.’ I tell myself mentally.Although I have told myself many times why I do it and that even if it looks selfish, I do it for the greater good, guilt does not let me rest. The steps are getting heavier and heavier for me and because of that, I swallow hard and stop myMy mind has short-circuited and I'm sure that of everyone here too. My father tries to find the necessary words to speak to the man who seems to be proud of what he is doing.And I'm trying to process how it's possible that the Lake Palma who was my boyfriend and who even wrote to me hours before, is here saying that he's not my fiancé Marcelo Belmonte and that besides that his real name is Lake Serrano.It's crazy, a complete and fucking madness, which seems to me impossible for it to happen. Because of so many people in this world, it is impossible that I have not only become involved with a forbidden family for me, but that the man I believed to be a simple human is a werewolf."You lied too, Rain. Like him, you used your first name, but, not your family name, like him, you pretended to be human and most importantly, as he did, you were his girlfriend, while you were engaged to someone else.’ My mind tells me.It's true, I had lied too, be
With the intervention of my father, we took the prudent distance, so, the tension between the two, disappears. But, it increases when my brothers are with their murderous looks, ready to finish with that man who played with me and very dirty.“I don't know what it is you want, but, you thought wrong if you thought you were going to make fun of my sister and get out of this alive.” says Sergey taking Lake by the neck.“Do you really want to cause an unnecessary war?” asks smiling Lake.The tension that was only due to looks full of anger, is complicated more by feeling the scent of wolves that are not from the pack. That's why, firm footsteps are heard and even, several werewolves come out from parts where no other members of my pack should be.“This is an incredible day to die, isn't it?” says a smiling man, with his gun in his hand and another on his hip.‘What if it's just a theater she's created to cancel the wedd
I feel like this is a very tasteless joke. Because in what nightmare did the human for whom she was willing to sacrifice everything turn into a wolf? No, he was always a wolf, but why should he be a wolf from the pack with which we have always been enemies?No, the worst thing is: Why is the father of my babies that man? I have tormented myself so much in these few days, that I have felt them as decades of life. Sometimes I thought that marrying my fiancé would solve everything and at other times I felt guilty.But, with this happening, where do I stay? Not only was my start with Lake a sham, but there's no way my fiancé is going to help me with my kids, because my fiancé is the father of my kids and the generational enemy of my pack.“I don't think…Before I can say anything, I shoot. But, Lake is fast and that is why, the shot, only hurts his ear, while he remains in one of the arms of his people.Everyone crouches down, b
In the situation I'm in, I don't know if it's possible to get out quickly, but I have to. I need to get out of here for my babies. Even if it's her father who's going to kill me, I have to get out of here alive.“Who would have thought, Rain? After having such a wonderful time when we pretended to be only human, now we want to kill ourselves by showing our true nature.” says Lake.“It seems that the evil of humans is nothing compared to the generational hatred between packs.” I say, while I bring my hand to my belly.‘So, will my babies be in the middle of that pack hate?’ I ask myself mentally.“It's true, or maybe, the love we promised each other to give wasn't that, if not, a simulacrum of feelings.” Lake says and I smile.“It says who was unfaithful to me. Tell me something, Lake, how many fiancées do you really have? Because by that time, I was your girlfriend and as a werewolf, I wa
Knowing that right now the least thing that favors me is arguing with my father, after what is happening in the pack for a wedding that from the beginning I should have canceled.If I had thought things through better, I would have refused marriage, instead of acting rebellious to the point of giving myself to a man I really didn't know. My whole life was already a mess.But, now that my so-called fiancé was a fraud like my boyfriend, everything gets more complicated, because cheating takes months and I was not smart not to notice the web of lies until it was too late.‘What should I do? How am I going to tell my brothers and my father that that man who humiliated me for the second time? He not only made fun of me and humiliated me in my human version, but also as a wolf.’ I tell myself mentally.“You must be stunned, aren't you, sister?” Sergey's voice asks.“I'm fine.“We need to talk about this.
Everyone is moving fast, while I'm begging for my kids to be okay, because I really need there to be no more unwelcome news. My dad leaves me in the car, while he orders everyone supervising to move fast.Little is the time I spend alone because my mother and Shania get into the car looking at me with concern, not daring to ask me anything about the man who surely must be dead now.“Rain, tell me I was wrong, please. Maybe it's someone similar who...” says my mother, confusing Shania.“My mom saw my supposed human boyfriend a few days ago. He found out about my love affair and saw it from afar.” I'm explaining to Shania.“It's a tough time, but, I told you I didn't like that man.“Don't tell me you knew he was a werewolf and the son of my family's enemy pack, Shania.” I say sarcastically.“Of course not. If I had known, I wouldn't have allowed their union, but, you know I never liked him. I fou
We arrived at a safe place and my mother is going to bed, feeling bad and not for nothing, her daughter, who had complicated her life, has now been completely ruined by a man who was not worth it.“Rain…“I need you to go confirm that he's dead.” I'm telling you right away.“Rain…“Really, I need you to…“What answer is going to make you feel better, Rain? I know you; I know how much you loved him.“I loved him. I don't love him anymore.” I say firmly.“You hate him, that's for sure. After everything he's done to you, it would be very silly of you not to hate him, but, you haven't stopped having feelings for him.” says Shania and I hate that she's right.“Just find out how everything is over there. I need to know if he really died.Shania leaves and I'm left alone in the living room, watching everything go on, while I've been left at a
I try to process what my mother has told me, but the news falls on me as if freezing water were thrown at me, being scantily clad in the middle of winter. I froze to the bone and although a part of my body felt relieved because I didn't do something so cruel to my children, my life itself gets more complicated.If they really managed to escape, it means that my children are less safe than they were and that only makes me worry more without knowing how I should face all this.“It can't be possible.” I say in a voice thread.“I've asked them to check everything, but they keep saying there's no body.“They were probably close to the explosions and that's why his body disintegrated to the point that they didn't find the body.“Rain, I understand that you want your life to be less complicated than it already is.“Of course, he already is, Mother. I am treading on too thin ice and if it breaks, I will fall to the bottom of
One year laterI smile with a bouquet in my hands watching one of the men I love the most waiting for the woman he loves. Sergey, he looks so beautiful in his suit as a boyfriend that I could cry right now like a fool.Sergey, receives his fiancée to start the wedding ceremony, while I enjoy every moment as much as possible, because my children who already walk, run, climb and do everything they shouldn't do if they don't want me to die of frustration, barely keep calm.That's why I didn't want them to come, but Sergey wanted Annie to wear the rings and his brothers to be the ones to throw some stars along the way that light up only when the bride walks on them.The ceremony is beautiful, but, no more than all the happiness I have had in all these months. The Evaniff family has climbed a new step to happiness, with Nikolay with his two babies, Sergey getting married and Lake and I as a normal marriage.Although we have not taken the sexual step, we co
Lake explains everything he did while I was sleeping and I was surprised by how skillful he was in making the decisions that only an experienced leader would make, that's why I thought it was my father who had helped me.“Was it very daring of me to get into the conflicts of your pack, Rain?” asks Lake worried.“No, it's just that…“Everything seemed urgent, that's why they couldn't expect you to react and since we couldn't communicate with your father or your brothers... it was complicated.“Who gave you the authority for the wolves to obey?” my father asks.“I gave the suggestions in front of Mrs. Evaniff and she asked if my ideas would be useful. As it seemed good to them, his wife authorized it.” Lake says and my father sighs deeply.“In the future, order the wolves to look for me. Right now you can't take suppressants or get full properly. So, it's best if I take care of the pack's busine
For hours, the two of us take care of the children, where we talk about everything Lake has researched to help Jheremias deal with his healing. But, the only thing that can help us for sure is to breastfeed him so that he can deal with his own healing.So, with all the love in the world, I take it to be the first one I breastfeed while I do the breast pump does its thing with my free breast. Lake, is in charge of entertaining the babies and even releases pheromones to make them feel a comfortable environment.What I see, makes me feel happy, because although I didn't ask him to stay, it was what I wanted and not because I couldn't live without him, but because raising a little one without the company and support of his father is more difficult than spending my first months of pregnancy without him.Because, although he can't breastfeed the little ones, he can help me keep them calm or take care of them if they need anything else. That's why, although there are no nann
Three days laterNarra RainMy body hurts completely, but, especially, my waist. Dazed, I wake up in bed where breakfast is on the side. Immediately, I look for my children, but, I calm down a little by remembering where I am and where my babies should be.Wanting to go to the bathroom, I enter wishing that the freezing water would calm my tense body. But, as soon as I enter, the memories of how she was pleased, flood my mind feeling completely ashamed because although she fulfilled her promise not to have sex with me, she did give me a lot of oral sex and touches that could be classified as completely satisfying.“What crazy thing did you do?” I ask myself to place my hand on my forehead, understanding that it was complete madness to accept that Lake entered.The memories are so vivid, there's no way I could blame anyone other than myself, because it was me who basically, abused Lake. Although I have to justify myself a little because of my peri
I try to get away from her, my mind tells me to do it, but, my lips are in a fight for who kisses better. That's why the rhythm is wild and passionate, in such a way that we both moan while she clings to my body and I cling to the reason that tells me to leave.This is my moment to flee, because I have the door behind me, but, it is not possible, because my body, as before, does not obey me. But, I celebrate when she pushes me, breaking our kiss.However, what she does is kneel down and without telling me, she invades her mouth with my cock, immediately, I let out a moan while my pheromones come out of my body with such force that they look like rockets going out to light up the sky.But, this time, these rockets that expel my pheromones, what they do is cloud my mind and throw my reason away, because now desire dominated my entire body, to the point that I held Rain's hair so that it wouldn't bother him while he gave me pleasure.‘Is this where my commitme
I start to move my hands around her body, wishing that my touch and my pheromones, help her find pleasure, without me entering her body. Because, although I am the one who desires that the most, I must respect his desire not to get intimate with me.“Lake, please... I need more.” he says Rain and I swallow hard.“It's okay...” I whisper placing my hands on her clothes, to strip her of it.Although I do it slowly, she enjoys it because just as I feel an electric shock with the light touch of her skin, she seems to feel something more than just a shock. That's why she stops asking me to give her satisfaction, because so far, skin-to-skin contact is working.But, when she's already completely naked, we both need more. Our bodies ask us for more than just delicious touches that in my case, makes me remember everything we lived on our anniversary night in the United States.That is the reason that makes me approach her majesty and inhale h
I take a deep breath and count one by one to the two hundredth without being interrupted by Rain, so, I imagine he has calmed down just rubbing with me. In addition, he has begun to soften his grip to the point that he takes his hands away from my body.‘So, his hormones are already calming down.’ I tell myself mentally taking a step away from her.But, the only thing I manage is to have the prudent distance for her to bury her teeth in the side of my ass. Immediately, I emit a cry of pain, while my pheromones are expelled from my body, by the surprise and the pain I feel.“Rain, why did you do that?!” I ask upset.“You didn't want to give me your pheromones, I had to take desperate measures.” she says smiling.“Now I´m the one who's desperate.” I say rubbing the affected part that although it is healed, it still hurts.“You're cruel, Rain. This is not done.” I say indignant.&
Although I didn't do it with the intention of making things impossible for Rain, I´m ruining everything again. Despite promising not to make things complicated for Rain, I´m making everything complicated again.‘It sounds like you have an amazing ability to make life difficult for your wife, Lake.’ I tell myself mentally.“You've got to be kidding me.“I´m really sorry, I got distracted with the Jheremias situation and now I can't move. Your hormones have completely paralyzed me.“Then call one of your men to take you outside.” says Rain and I hit my head on the wall, because that's not possible.“They wouldn't let them in because you're like that, that's why I asked them to go away.” I say and that makes Rain curse.“Why are you doing this to me, Lake?! Is this your way of speeding things up?!!“I won't touch you, Rain.” I say for sure.But, what I´
His words stay in my mind repeating over and over again, gradually increasing my happiness at the same time that my eyesight is clouded by the accumulated tears that show how excited I am to hear something like this.“Doctor, is everything really okay with them?” I ask in a voice thread.“At least with this little one I perceive some visible damage. However, I am going to find out about it in all babies so that I can be sure about it.” says the doctor.“Oh, Moon goddess, you have heard our prayers.” says Mrs. Evaniff very gratefully.“It seems that this overflow of energy that they have, is just a sign that everything has improved for them.“So, although they have been sleeping less a few days ago, the complete improvement has happened since yesterday, since, it has been the day when they have been moving more as they do now.The doctor nods as he continues with the examination of each of the babies. Howev