Chapter 45: Doubts

My life passes through my eyes and how would the life of my children and mine be if my now fiancé rejects me, as well as, if he accepts it. So, the worry that I had tried not to pay attention to, comes recharged.

The fear invades me because I am about to get married and there is no way to delay this, even if I am pregnant with someone else. My father walks beside me towards the salon where my wedding will be and I try not to run away.

After all, even if it doesn't seem appropriate for me to get married without telling her that, I also can't back down for the sake of myself and my babies. 

'You've got yourself in big trouble, Rain and you're going to get someone else in trouble for it.’ I tell myself mentally.

Although I have told myself many times why I do it and that even if it looks selfish, I do it for the greater good, guilt does not let me rest. The steps are getting heavier and heavier for me and because of that, I swallow hard and stop my