I am aware that I am not in my best position to incite a fight, but, I cannot be weak when I must defend a member of my family and pack. So, I watch him coldly, knowing that it's enough to make him back down.
“So, Brandon, what do you want to do? We can call my father, the current boss and face me, the future boss of the pack.” I mean seriously.
“Now, are you going to tell me that you are so weak that you ask for help from your little sister?
“You seem to know me well, don't you?” I ask smiling.
“Yes, one must know one's enemies well or else one might underestimate them.” he says smiling.
With confidence, I walk towards the man who smiles haughtily, and then speak remembering that I must act as the future boss of my pack, of the family business and of my own family.
“It seems that you are not really learning the lesson of keeping a good eye on your enemies so as not to underestimate them. Becau
The next dayI take a deep breath, while in the house you can't even walk without bumping into someone, because there are so many things in the place, the house looks exceedingly small and suffocating. But, there's no way I can run away.No matter how hard I try to escape from this, I can't even do it. Because this loveless wedding, it's an escape to a life being picked on for getting pregnant by someone I can't even show the pack.'Months before my life revolved around what I was doing in the now, my college jobs, my dating with Shania and my moments with Lake. But, now it boils down to the anxiety I feel about being discovered.’ I tell myself mentally.“You need to smile, ma'am. Today is an incredibly special day for you, lift that mood.” says one of the girls who fixes my nails.“Yes, today is a great day.” I'm just saying.I really want to smile and be able to enjoy everything that my father prepared for me. But,
I drink hard. His message has no logic for me, although he has no spelling mistakes that tell me that he is drunk, he really must be drunk for me to write something like that and the most surprising thing is that he keeps writing.'I really loved you, Rain. That's why we split up. Even if it was painful and you don't understand it now, it will save you a bigger pain.’ Lake keeps writing and what I do is turn off the phone quickly before I end up losing the calm that I don't have. To then throw the phone away from me.“What's the matter? Has something bad happened?” my mother asks.“Lake sent me a message.” whisper and the two women who know my history with Lake from different points of view, look at each other“That bastard... I'm going to kill him.” says my mother walking from one side to the other, while Shania is petrified.“Really, I don't understand why from one moment to another he has called
Although it is obvious that I am not feeling well because of what Lake has sent me, I must concentrate on my current problem. Although I want to have him close and hit him or scream at him because he supposedly saved me from too much pain, I focus on the now because he is part of my past.“Where are my brothers?” I ask looking at my mother.My mother looks at me in a daze because she probably didn't expect me to ask her about my brothers. But, it seems that that relieves him to hear that I have another topic of conversation that helps me to ignore my reality a little.“Well, I haven't seen them today. Possibly, they are still at home or maybe they are doing some important preparations for your wedding.” my mother answers and I wipe away my tears and then get up from the place where I was sitting.“I need to meet with someone and Sergey is going to help me.“You still want to talk to your fiancé before the wedding, d
Time goes by and I watch myself as my mother and the one who designed it help me to place the dress. I look at my reflection in the mirror and I don't find a happy woman. So, I swallow hard and try to smile.“It's a beautiful dress.” says my mother.“I followed the directions of the drawing.” says the designer and I look at her confused.“What did you say?“Mr. Evaniff brought me a drawing made by a little girl, it was you, wasn't it?” curious question.“That drawing…“It's one of the most precious things about your father.” my mother says and I smile, feeling my eyesight getting clouded by the accumulated tears.An eight-year-old girl appears in my mind, with her white dress and her hair perfectly combed, I see the little girl coloring something on a drawing sheet.The emotion of how to do something that I liked, makes me smile in the same way and in my mind I
Time passes and Shania's calm disappears with my mother’s as time passes and I have no response from the designer. My mother, who had closed all the possible exits, with dissimulation, has already opened the door, to be aware of the designer that nothing arrives.My mother, she walks from one side to the other and I leave the room, because it already suffocates me to be sitting looking at nothing. Immediately, they both look at me worried and I refuse to know what they are thinking.“I'm not running away.” I say and they look at me worried.“Rain…“I want to walk, if you want, you can accompany me.” I say with resignation.“You're wearing makeup, I don't think it's a clever idea for you to be walking a lot.“It's good to walk to clear the mind.” I say and they look at me with concern.“There's no way I'm not going to the wedding. It's my only hope.” I say and the
My father starts giving me all the advice on how to be a good woman for both my husband and me. He tells me how important this day is for everyone in the pack and I try not to think about all the guilt. “Everything will be amazing, the decoration of the living room, shows how big the wedding will be and how two amazing alphas are going to unite their lives, their projects and their good wishes in a relationship where everything will be fine.” says my father holding my hand with emotion. “Why are you so sure? “You are my most precious treasure, Rain. I would never give you to a man who does not deserve you. In order to accept this marriage, I not only thought of the best for the pack, if not, if I was handing you over to a good man, Marcelo Belmonte is a benevolent alpha. >> His pack describes him as someone helpful and I have been proofing of how helpful he can be. So, even though I give you away and because of that, you will start having your o
My brother watches my mother without understanding what is happening and that is why he recoils smiling.“Then, I'm going to warn you that you can start everything now.” says Sergey.“Wait fifteen minutes. Certain things have to be tweaked.” says my mother.“I prefer that you call him, we are going to get married and before that, I want to talk to him.” I say and Sergey sighs deeply.“It's not good luck that I see you wearing the dress, besides, she's been at the altar for several minutes already, asking her to come all the way here, so that she can then return to her post, doesn't seem logical to me.“Stop the drama, I doubt a few seconds will ruin things.” my mother says and he denies.“Stop insisting with the same thing and have everything ready, my father is also desperate and it's not a good idea to delay this any longer.” says Sergey, to then leave.I sigh deeply,
My life passes through my eyes and how would the life of my children and mine be if my now fiancé rejects me, as well as, if he accepts it. So, the worry that I had tried not to pay attention to, comes recharged.The fear invades me because I am about to get married and there is no way to delay this, even if I am pregnant with someone else. My father walks beside me towards the salon where my wedding will be and I try not to run away.After all, even if it doesn't seem appropriate for me to get married without telling her that, I also can't back down for the sake of myself and my babies.'You've got yourself in big trouble, Rain and you're going to get someone else in trouble for it.’ I tell myself mentally.Although I have told myself many times why I do it and that even if it looks selfish, I do it for the greater good, guilt does not let me rest. The steps are getting heavier and heavier for me and because of that, I swallow hard and stop my
One year laterI smile with a bouquet in my hands watching one of the men I love the most waiting for the woman he loves. Sergey, he looks so beautiful in his suit as a boyfriend that I could cry right now like a fool.Sergey, receives his fiancée to start the wedding ceremony, while I enjoy every moment as much as possible, because my children who already walk, run, climb and do everything they shouldn't do if they don't want me to die of frustration, barely keep calm.That's why I didn't want them to come, but Sergey wanted Annie to wear the rings and his brothers to be the ones to throw some stars along the way that light up only when the bride walks on them.The ceremony is beautiful, but, no more than all the happiness I have had in all these months. The Evaniff family has climbed a new step to happiness, with Nikolay with his two babies, Sergey getting married and Lake and I as a normal marriage.Although we have not taken the sexual step, we co
Lake explains everything he did while I was sleeping and I was surprised by how skillful he was in making the decisions that only an experienced leader would make, that's why I thought it was my father who had helped me.“Was it very daring of me to get into the conflicts of your pack, Rain?” asks Lake worried.“No, it's just that…“Everything seemed urgent, that's why they couldn't expect you to react and since we couldn't communicate with your father or your brothers... it was complicated.“Who gave you the authority for the wolves to obey?” my father asks.“I gave the suggestions in front of Mrs. Evaniff and she asked if my ideas would be useful. As it seemed good to them, his wife authorized it.” Lake says and my father sighs deeply.“In the future, order the wolves to look for me. Right now you can't take suppressants or get full properly. So, it's best if I take care of the pack's busine
For hours, the two of us take care of the children, where we talk about everything Lake has researched to help Jheremias deal with his healing. But, the only thing that can help us for sure is to breastfeed him so that he can deal with his own healing.So, with all the love in the world, I take it to be the first one I breastfeed while I do the breast pump does its thing with my free breast. Lake, is in charge of entertaining the babies and even releases pheromones to make them feel a comfortable environment.What I see, makes me feel happy, because although I didn't ask him to stay, it was what I wanted and not because I couldn't live without him, but because raising a little one without the company and support of his father is more difficult than spending my first months of pregnancy without him.Because, although he can't breastfeed the little ones, he can help me keep them calm or take care of them if they need anything else. That's why, although there are no nann
Three days laterNarra RainMy body hurts completely, but, especially, my waist. Dazed, I wake up in bed where breakfast is on the side. Immediately, I look for my children, but, I calm down a little by remembering where I am and where my babies should be.Wanting to go to the bathroom, I enter wishing that the freezing water would calm my tense body. But, as soon as I enter, the memories of how she was pleased, flood my mind feeling completely ashamed because although she fulfilled her promise not to have sex with me, she did give me a lot of oral sex and touches that could be classified as completely satisfying.“What crazy thing did you do?” I ask myself to place my hand on my forehead, understanding that it was complete madness to accept that Lake entered.The memories are so vivid, there's no way I could blame anyone other than myself, because it was me who basically, abused Lake. Although I have to justify myself a little because of my peri
I try to get away from her, my mind tells me to do it, but, my lips are in a fight for who kisses better. That's why the rhythm is wild and passionate, in such a way that we both moan while she clings to my body and I cling to the reason that tells me to leave.This is my moment to flee, because I have the door behind me, but, it is not possible, because my body, as before, does not obey me. But, I celebrate when she pushes me, breaking our kiss.However, what she does is kneel down and without telling me, she invades her mouth with my cock, immediately, I let out a moan while my pheromones come out of my body with such force that they look like rockets going out to light up the sky.But, this time, these rockets that expel my pheromones, what they do is cloud my mind and throw my reason away, because now desire dominated my entire body, to the point that I held Rain's hair so that it wouldn't bother him while he gave me pleasure.‘Is this where my commitme
I start to move my hands around her body, wishing that my touch and my pheromones, help her find pleasure, without me entering her body. Because, although I am the one who desires that the most, I must respect his desire not to get intimate with me.“Lake, please... I need more.” he says Rain and I swallow hard.“It's okay...” I whisper placing my hands on her clothes, to strip her of it.Although I do it slowly, she enjoys it because just as I feel an electric shock with the light touch of her skin, she seems to feel something more than just a shock. That's why she stops asking me to give her satisfaction, because so far, skin-to-skin contact is working.But, when she's already completely naked, we both need more. Our bodies ask us for more than just delicious touches that in my case, makes me remember everything we lived on our anniversary night in the United States.That is the reason that makes me approach her majesty and inhale h
I take a deep breath and count one by one to the two hundredth without being interrupted by Rain, so, I imagine he has calmed down just rubbing with me. In addition, he has begun to soften his grip to the point that he takes his hands away from my body.‘So, his hormones are already calming down.’ I tell myself mentally taking a step away from her.But, the only thing I manage is to have the prudent distance for her to bury her teeth in the side of my ass. Immediately, I emit a cry of pain, while my pheromones are expelled from my body, by the surprise and the pain I feel.“Rain, why did you do that?!” I ask upset.“You didn't want to give me your pheromones, I had to take desperate measures.” she says smiling.“Now I´m the one who's desperate.” I say rubbing the affected part that although it is healed, it still hurts.“You're cruel, Rain. This is not done.” I say indignant.&
Although I didn't do it with the intention of making things impossible for Rain, I´m ruining everything again. Despite promising not to make things complicated for Rain, I´m making everything complicated again.‘It sounds like you have an amazing ability to make life difficult for your wife, Lake.’ I tell myself mentally.“You've got to be kidding me.“I´m really sorry, I got distracted with the Jheremias situation and now I can't move. Your hormones have completely paralyzed me.“Then call one of your men to take you outside.” says Rain and I hit my head on the wall, because that's not possible.“They wouldn't let them in because you're like that, that's why I asked them to go away.” I say and that makes Rain curse.“Why are you doing this to me, Lake?! Is this your way of speeding things up?!!“I won't touch you, Rain.” I say for sure.But, what I´
His words stay in my mind repeating over and over again, gradually increasing my happiness at the same time that my eyesight is clouded by the accumulated tears that show how excited I am to hear something like this.“Doctor, is everything really okay with them?” I ask in a voice thread.“At least with this little one I perceive some visible damage. However, I am going to find out about it in all babies so that I can be sure about it.” says the doctor.“Oh, Moon goddess, you have heard our prayers.” says Mrs. Evaniff very gratefully.“It seems that this overflow of energy that they have, is just a sign that everything has improved for them.“So, although they have been sleeping less a few days ago, the complete improvement has happened since yesterday, since, it has been the day when they have been moving more as they do now.The doctor nods as he continues with the examination of each of the babies. Howev