I am aware that what she is telling me is just what I need, but, I am not able to do it, because I know that the babies could be woken up by my crying, which is why, I refuse immediately, refusing to bother my children and my wife.
“If you don't want to cry here, then let's go out.” he proposes Rain and I immediately refuse.“You can't, you've had a difficult birth, you even lost consciousness, so, I won't let you walk so soon.” I say firmly.“I was exhausted, I didn't eat in more than twenty-four hours of labor, so, I fainted because I was weak.” she says, but, that's not enough to convince me.“Really! I´m going to cook you some food so you can eat well, I´ll be right back!” I say running away from the place, because I know how insistent Rain is.When I go out, I realize that no one is sleeping in the house and even, they are talking about everything that has happened in so few hours that they preI don't know how much time I spend crying, because no one stops me, it's my body that tells me that enough is enough because I can't cry anymore. So, I turn to hug Rain who has comforted me when he was able to celebrate that his enemy died.“You don't need to see him as a good person, because he wasn't. He hurt the pack a lot and even did it with me until the end. So, don't pretend it was someone nice, because they might make fun of you for wanting to cheat your memories.” I say and she smiles at me.“I know he wasn't a nice person, Lake. But, I can't hate him like I wish I could. Because even though he made a big mistake, it's thanks to him that you're alive. It is thanks to your upbringing that you know how to be a good person even when someone behaves badly with you.>> You lived seeing a lot of hatred and resentment from your father, so even though you might have hated me and wanted to take the babies away from me when you found out about m
It seems that I have made progress in relation to my faults, but what happens is completely the opposite, because I only take two steps and take several steps back because I know that I do not deserve this gram of happiness.“I don't deserve you to be my partner, after several rejections and getting you pregnant, I don't deserve you to be my mate.” I whisper in pain.“Are you going to reject me again?” she asks with a cold look that prevents me from moving.“Rain…“If you're going to reject me, at least let my children not depend on me. Because this time... now that we've bonded... your rejection could kill me.” says Rain leaving.Her response leaves me stunned, because at no time have I thought about rejecting her. Because even with all that my father and I have done to her, I wouldn't dare turn her away a third time.I have learned from my mistakes and for that, I knelt down asking for forgiveness. My p
Quietly, I hand over the plate of food that she immediately receives. Although she has asked me to leave, she has concentrated so much on the food that she has ignored that I have not left. So, I barely breathe, because, I don't want him to notice me.“It was just what I needed.” she says and I wipe her cheek gently.“I´m glad that the meal I made with your brothers and your father, you liked it.“Stop fraternizing with my family if you have chosen to leave.” he says Rain and I deny.“I don't want to leave, actually, I don't want to put pressure on you because we're a normal couple. That's why I made it clear to you that you can leave me, however, I will never stop choosing you.“What kind of crap are you talking about?” she asks with obvious annoyance.“At no time have I thought of rejecting you. I´ve done it for an idiot in the past, but, uh, your company has cured me of idiocy.&l
We no longer talk about all the mistakes of the past, but rather, we talk about the names that we should give to the babies and what their rooms will be. For hours, we don't think about all the things we did incorrectly, to think about the present.“I´m exhausted.” he says Rain after a while and I smile.“You've been through a lot, it's normal that you want to sleep. So, do it, I´ll keep an eye on the babies.” I tell her and she gets a little comfortable.“You'll be watching, won't you?“Of course I do. It's the least I can do for those little ones you tried so hard to bring into the world.” I answer.Rain gradually falls asleep, while I try to calm the children down and put them to sleep when they wake up. In silence, I observe the most important people in my life, grateful for having them in my life.“They must be good children, their mother and all of us went through a lot for them to be bor
The words come out naturally. It doesn't seem that it will be difficult for me to say them, but everyone present realizes that these are words of comfort that I give myself so as not to suffer so much. That's why they look at me with pity. Because that's what I cause now.Abruptly, I wipe my cheeks moistened by my tears, knowing that no matter how much I cry, things won't change. So, I focus on continuing with the decoration of the other babies and thus, not thinking so much about what I am missing.“Lake...” says one of the Evaniff.“Yes?“Are you aware that the Evaniff are your family now?“I wouldn't dare covet so much. Especially when I´m the son of a criminal who attacked everyone.” I answer.“You're already family. You've been one since before, but, we didn't accept you because we didn't know if you'd be the right person for Rain. Because although they were destined to be together, there are cruel fa
Although her words feel frivolous and distant, her look full of love and happiness, makes me doubt her coldness and celebrate that she is making my decision in the best viable way.“Rain...“Everything is looking beautiful.“Now we're going to assemble the cribs.” his mother reports.“I want to be a part of that. let's do this together.” says Rain smiling and everyone nods in agreement.Rain looks pretty excited to organize the baby things and even, I could say that she looks good despite having had a complex birth. The rest and eating helped him to look better and the wolf healing makes him able to walk better than he did when he went to the kitchen.“I am glad that you are better to the point of being like nothing, but, the best thing is that you rest, those little ones will be awake later and then, you will want to sleep.“I can't do it even if they wanted to, everyone is talking about what happene
Narra RainLake and I are concentrating on decorating as much as we can of the babies. Although being honest, what I do is say how I want things and he takes care of making them come true. So, I am just directing the arrangement that although we did it late, we are doing it correctly.Because I could either order someone to organize it for me or hire someone to decorate the babies' room, but then it would cease to be something valuable that we could share with anecdotes to the babies.On the other hand, now there is no problem that he is here or that his father or Mikhail, come to ruin this moment. Now that they are gone, I feel calmer, freer to be able to enjoy simple things, but, that have a great meaning.“Everything's ready.“For now. I will ask my brothers for help to transfer the cribs to my room, and then I leave the decoration of their rooms to your liking, Lake.” I say and he looks at me in a daze.“Will you really
I keep looking at my mother, feeling like a fool for informing her of something she shouldn't have said. At least now, that I´ve mentioned my support for him to leave for Rome. But, I can't fix what I said anymore.“Rain...” says my mother, to then close her eyes and sigh deeply.“Mother…“The only thing I´m glad about everything that has happened is that nothing would make me lose my sanity like I did when I found out about your pregnancy. Besides, I know you're not marked because then, we'd all know, however, I can't help but feel... worried about the silly thing you might do.“Mother, it's not a big deal.“We allowed you to study outside the country and you ended up with six babies in your womb from a human who was not human, if not, an alpha enemy of the family. Tell me if my worries are an exaggeration, Rain.‘If he puts it that way, he's right. So, the best thing is that I don't co