One month later
Already ready for my medical appointment, I walk to the room where I find my whole family gathered, with several werewolves who, upon seeing me, leave immediately, with fear. Precisely an emotion that gives off so many pheromones that I try so hard not to breathe.
“If you are going to give them the order to leave as soon as they see me, remind them to control their pheromones, because with the fear they feel of ruining things, they leave a path of them that is quite annoying.
“Withdrawal makes her more sensitive.” says my mother.
“Mom!” I mean scolding her.
“What? It's true, no matter how I say it, that's what happens to you, only a widow would have to endure such abstinence and I've seen them. So, I can say that your moodiness is related to your partner's pheromone dissatisfaction.
“I don't have a partner.” I remember him.
My mother sighs deeply about it. Since, you can'
My mind seems to be doing a circuit breaker, because I can't figure out exactly what's going on, because he's disappeared for a whole month, to come back and tell me nonsense like this.“Are you okay?” I ask not understanding how it appears out of nowhere and asks me something illogical.“Yes, don't you see me well?“Well, you don't seem like a sane person. Because, it's not the first thing you say to someone you haven't seen for a month.” I answer.“I wouldn't tell someone that I haven't seen for a month, but, if I told my wife and mother of my children, do you understand?“That's not enough.” I answer, to then try to get into the car, but, his scent is still there.I walk from one side to the other as fast as it is possible for me in my state, while Lake moves away a little when I perceive his aroma a lot and I see him with anger, because he is not helping me.“Why are you alone?
My babies move a lot in my belly, but, I know it's because they feel good about this car and maybe, it's giving the credits to their dad for what he has suitable for the babies.“Why did you come here now? Is it just for the doctor's appointment or is there something else?” I'm asking directly.“You're still a direct woman.” says Lake“Some things don't change even if a lot of things happen to you.” I answer.“That's scary sometimes, because you're so similar to Rain from before and at the same time, so different.“There are things that make you be, Lake and we went through a lot to get here.“Us? You and me?“No, the babies and me.” I answer him and he is silent for several seconds.I can't attribute something to him that he hasn't earned, so, I'm honest, this being my gift to him. Because the last thing I want is to be sweet, just to cushion the blows of someon
I try to control myself, because I don't want to cancel the doctor's appointment because of Lake, but, her pheromones are too strong to be able to control my body and that's why, I back off a little.“Doctor, I can't...” I say feeling that everything is weighing me down and that breathing is difficult for me.“They are not linked, but, she should already be linked to someone else or have close to whom she loves, so that such an episode is not too big. Mrs. Evaniff, do you have someone you love?“Serrano, Mrs. Serrano.” corrects Lake.“What matters the least to me is what they call me. Also, remember that as long as we are not linked or do not love each other, I will not really be a Serrano.” I say with annoyance.Lake looks at me hurt, because maybe he thought that in this situation I would not contradict him, but, I cannot tolerate that he makes such a wrong correction. So, she doesn't talk about what my l
Although it still seems like a bad idea to me, I give him the benefit of the doubt, so that he can prove to me if he has changed or is still just as incompetent. Meanwhile, I howl calling my family and that's what alerts the wolves that are attacking us.Therefore, I prepare my claws and as soon as they get close, I throw my claws at the eyes, while Lake kicks and jumps with me when he should use both his legs. I do not know how it happens, but, while I can, I hit every wolf that tries to approach me and Lake seems to do the same, until several wolves begin to minimize the wolves that attack us.The characteristic smell of my herd, causes me relief, but, the danger is still close, because several footsteps and howls are heard that incite this bloody encounter where the clinic must close its doors so as not to take risks.“Take the lady to a safe place!” cries one of the wolves.Lake nods and walks away with me to the car where I came. There, h
Lake has made it clear, I must settle for this, that he has not completely satiated my discomfort or seek help from someone else. So, with what he has done to me, I have already been able to calm my discomfort a little, so, babies are safe from all this chaos of pheromones and hormones.So, if he stops here, if he's done it for the babies, but, if he continues then it won't just be a baby thing if not, what we did to conceive him. What we enjoyed before being what we are now.“This is too much.” I say and he nods.“You're right, it's too much, it's not nice for your wife to ask to take you to another man for sex, or tell me, Rain, would it be something you would like me to do with you?“You didn't ask me, Lake. You kissed her as if she was the best thing that had ever appeared in your world, and even trampled on my dignity, to the point that I had no choice but to leave with six babies in my belly.>> I asked you to ta
I look at him intently and I recognize that I am looking at the Lake that I met in the United States. The gentle look, the confident and strong man, appears smiling at me. Also, with the appearance of his father and that he already knows how to defend and protect me, he has shown me a notable change.But, none of that, compensates for the risk to which I will be subjecting myself, because that is exactly what I am going to realize by being linked to a man for whom is not reliable.“Lake…“I understand that you have a lot of doubts, Rain. I am also afraid to give myself completely to you, when you are not the woman I met in America, but, Rain, if at that moment, we got to the top where we even hesitated to go back, I think we can move forward.>> If we put our mind to it, we can take a step where we will manage to solve every problem that arises, without feeling alone or that we can't, because we will be together. I'm trying hard a
The car moves towards our new destination, where Lake looks around before leaving, showing himself alert to any possible danger, which he did not do when he was entering the clinic.“Stay in the car. Because of the insulation, they won't know you're in the car. So, let me find out if it's a safe place and then I'll come for you.“What if it's not?“The driver has the order to take you home or at least, close to it. This way, your own people will be able to protect you from what may happen and you don't need to worry if the car resists or not, because they took their time in creating it to protect you from those situations.I nod at his explanation and transform into a wolf, in case it's necessary to run, although I doubt that in my state, I'm faster than a beta. Because with this state... nourishing six babies... I'm almost like an omega who has a tough time recovering her energy easily.Time passes and I prepare for the worst, fo
Her words and the way they say it, make my body prepared for something that I shouldn't prepare for, because I don't want to bond with Lake, I still don't feel safe to do it with someone with a past that is full of spite, pain, and wounds.But, his voice... and knowing what he is going to do to me, makes me feel that he is the right person to sin, that he is the devil with whom I want to challenge myself every night to the point that we are the best that each one expects from the other.As if that wasn't enough, he moves away from his mission of pampering my belly by placing moisturizer on it, too slowly go down to that part where everything feels warm. Therefore, I take a deep breath and try not to wait too long, although my body is exactly what it needs in that part, too much attention.“Are you ready?” Lake asks.'No, I'm not ready, much less sure that this is really a clever idea, but, it's what I need and I can't deprive myself of this, w
One year laterI smile with a bouquet in my hands watching one of the men I love the most waiting for the woman he loves. Sergey, he looks so beautiful in his suit as a boyfriend that I could cry right now like a fool.Sergey, receives his fiancée to start the wedding ceremony, while I enjoy every moment as much as possible, because my children who already walk, run, climb and do everything they shouldn't do if they don't want me to die of frustration, barely keep calm.That's why I didn't want them to come, but Sergey wanted Annie to wear the rings and his brothers to be the ones to throw some stars along the way that light up only when the bride walks on them.The ceremony is beautiful, but, no more than all the happiness I have had in all these months. The Evaniff family has climbed a new step to happiness, with Nikolay with his two babies, Sergey getting married and Lake and I as a normal marriage.Although we have not taken the sexual step, we co
Lake explains everything he did while I was sleeping and I was surprised by how skillful he was in making the decisions that only an experienced leader would make, that's why I thought it was my father who had helped me.“Was it very daring of me to get into the conflicts of your pack, Rain?” asks Lake worried.“No, it's just that…“Everything seemed urgent, that's why they couldn't expect you to react and since we couldn't communicate with your father or your brothers... it was complicated.“Who gave you the authority for the wolves to obey?” my father asks.“I gave the suggestions in front of Mrs. Evaniff and she asked if my ideas would be useful. As it seemed good to them, his wife authorized it.” Lake says and my father sighs deeply.“In the future, order the wolves to look for me. Right now you can't take suppressants or get full properly. So, it's best if I take care of the pack's busine
For hours, the two of us take care of the children, where we talk about everything Lake has researched to help Jheremias deal with his healing. But, the only thing that can help us for sure is to breastfeed him so that he can deal with his own healing.So, with all the love in the world, I take it to be the first one I breastfeed while I do the breast pump does its thing with my free breast. Lake, is in charge of entertaining the babies and even releases pheromones to make them feel a comfortable environment.What I see, makes me feel happy, because although I didn't ask him to stay, it was what I wanted and not because I couldn't live without him, but because raising a little one without the company and support of his father is more difficult than spending my first months of pregnancy without him.Because, although he can't breastfeed the little ones, he can help me keep them calm or take care of them if they need anything else. That's why, although there are no nann
Three days laterNarra RainMy body hurts completely, but, especially, my waist. Dazed, I wake up in bed where breakfast is on the side. Immediately, I look for my children, but, I calm down a little by remembering where I am and where my babies should be.Wanting to go to the bathroom, I enter wishing that the freezing water would calm my tense body. But, as soon as I enter, the memories of how she was pleased, flood my mind feeling completely ashamed because although she fulfilled her promise not to have sex with me, she did give me a lot of oral sex and touches that could be classified as completely satisfying.“What crazy thing did you do?” I ask myself to place my hand on my forehead, understanding that it was complete madness to accept that Lake entered.The memories are so vivid, there's no way I could blame anyone other than myself, because it was me who basically, abused Lake. Although I have to justify myself a little because of my peri
I try to get away from her, my mind tells me to do it, but, my lips are in a fight for who kisses better. That's why the rhythm is wild and passionate, in such a way that we both moan while she clings to my body and I cling to the reason that tells me to leave.This is my moment to flee, because I have the door behind me, but, it is not possible, because my body, as before, does not obey me. But, I celebrate when she pushes me, breaking our kiss.However, what she does is kneel down and without telling me, she invades her mouth with my cock, immediately, I let out a moan while my pheromones come out of my body with such force that they look like rockets going out to light up the sky.But, this time, these rockets that expel my pheromones, what they do is cloud my mind and throw my reason away, because now desire dominated my entire body, to the point that I held Rain's hair so that it wouldn't bother him while he gave me pleasure.‘Is this where my commitme
I start to move my hands around her body, wishing that my touch and my pheromones, help her find pleasure, without me entering her body. Because, although I am the one who desires that the most, I must respect his desire not to get intimate with me.“Lake, please... I need more.” he says Rain and I swallow hard.“It's okay...” I whisper placing my hands on her clothes, to strip her of it.Although I do it slowly, she enjoys it because just as I feel an electric shock with the light touch of her skin, she seems to feel something more than just a shock. That's why she stops asking me to give her satisfaction, because so far, skin-to-skin contact is working.But, when she's already completely naked, we both need more. Our bodies ask us for more than just delicious touches that in my case, makes me remember everything we lived on our anniversary night in the United States.That is the reason that makes me approach her majesty and inhale h
I take a deep breath and count one by one to the two hundredth without being interrupted by Rain, so, I imagine he has calmed down just rubbing with me. In addition, he has begun to soften his grip to the point that he takes his hands away from my body.‘So, his hormones are already calming down.’ I tell myself mentally taking a step away from her.But, the only thing I manage is to have the prudent distance for her to bury her teeth in the side of my ass. Immediately, I emit a cry of pain, while my pheromones are expelled from my body, by the surprise and the pain I feel.“Rain, why did you do that?!” I ask upset.“You didn't want to give me your pheromones, I had to take desperate measures.” she says smiling.“Now I´m the one who's desperate.” I say rubbing the affected part that although it is healed, it still hurts.“You're cruel, Rain. This is not done.” I say indignant.&
Although I didn't do it with the intention of making things impossible for Rain, I´m ruining everything again. Despite promising not to make things complicated for Rain, I´m making everything complicated again.‘It sounds like you have an amazing ability to make life difficult for your wife, Lake.’ I tell myself mentally.“You've got to be kidding me.“I´m really sorry, I got distracted with the Jheremias situation and now I can't move. Your hormones have completely paralyzed me.“Then call one of your men to take you outside.” says Rain and I hit my head on the wall, because that's not possible.“They wouldn't let them in because you're like that, that's why I asked them to go away.” I say and that makes Rain curse.“Why are you doing this to me, Lake?! Is this your way of speeding things up?!!“I won't touch you, Rain.” I say for sure.But, what I´
His words stay in my mind repeating over and over again, gradually increasing my happiness at the same time that my eyesight is clouded by the accumulated tears that show how excited I am to hear something like this.“Doctor, is everything really okay with them?” I ask in a voice thread.“At least with this little one I perceive some visible damage. However, I am going to find out about it in all babies so that I can be sure about it.” says the doctor.“Oh, Moon goddess, you have heard our prayers.” says Mrs. Evaniff very gratefully.“It seems that this overflow of energy that they have, is just a sign that everything has improved for them.“So, although they have been sleeping less a few days ago, the complete improvement has happened since yesterday, since, it has been the day when they have been moving more as they do now.The doctor nods as he continues with the examination of each of the babies. Howev