Apparently, my solution is not a solution, because, although it seems perfect to me, I doubt that his pack will like it. Because it was one thing to have children with him in the future to never be able to do it.
“Then, I'll end up being a widow taking care of her children.” I'm just saying.
“A widow? Why would you be a widow? Rain, don't tell me that you have resumed your plan to assassinate him and have killed him.” says my mother and I lower my body more so that the water from the tub completely covers my face.
Perhaps it seems that I am too bad a woman, to the point that my mother does not think twice, when relating my widowhood to a death that I caused to my husband myself.
My mother talks, but I concentrate on relaxing in the tub, while my lungs still resist being underwater. But, just as I'm about to relax, a hand reaches under my back and pulls my head out of the water, without me being able to help it.
“Are yo
Was Lake really being serious or did he just want to annoy me when I'm starting to make up my mind? Because the truth is that I can't keep waiting for someone with whom I'm not interested in formalizing something.“Lake, haven't you had enough? Our meeting was a coincidence, but, everything we did after, it was a decision, one that we used knowing that everything we did would bury the opportunity to be together.” I say and he swallows hard.“I'm without a family, Rain. Everything my father told me about my mother and my sister is nothing but a lie and yes, it's my fault for letting myself be influenced by him, but what would you have done if you were in my place?>> My father protected me a lot, because he didn't want me to have the same ending as my sister, only a small pack of wolves knew my face, that's why and although it wasn't loving, he gave me the only warmth I knew in my life, before you.“Even so…&ldq
Two hours laterI take a deep breath, count to a thousand, because already reaching a hundred is not enough to calm me down. But, even that doesn't help me anymore. So, I sit on the bed where I haven't been able to rest, because I know that Lake is still kneeling in my room.“Don't you get tired of this nonsense?” I ask and Lake sighs deeply.“It's not silly, it's my sign that I'm serious about being different. I will no longer be a burden to you, much less to the babies. I will become strong; I will ask the pack for forgiveness and I will clean up all the mess that my family for years caused.“Will you do all that kneeling in my room?” I ask with sarcasm in my tone of voice.“No, I'm doing this so that you give me some time to at least have enough achievements to confront you and tell you that I'm not a mistake, if not, your best option to link up.“Lake, with everything you said, you would need at
Lake thinks about it for several minutes and I don't blame him, the hatred with which his father saw me the last time, tells me that he has no intentions of apologizing for what he has done. Besides, he doesn't know where he is and the last person who saw him was Klauss.So, the chances of him being dead are high. But, in that case, he must justify the absence of his apology, with the corpse of his father. So, it's complex by any standard.‘If I were him I wouldn't promise it, because the longer it takes to find him, the less sincere his apology will be.’ I tell myself mentally.“I'll do that.” says Lake and I watch him as if he has lost his reason in his mind.Because it would only justify his answer if he has said it out of impulse or emotion and not for reason. Even so, I approach him and in a whisper I ask him, to confirm that I didn't mishear.“Do you really agree with what has been asked of you?“Yes
Lake is not able to make even a movement or speak, so, I look at my family who nods supporting my condition and therefore, I patiently wait for Lake's response.“Rain…“I'm listening to you.” I say looking at the man who sees himself on the edge of an abyss.But, I can't feel sorry for him. After all, for one reason or another, he betrayed me causing me a lot of pain and as a wolf, he rejected me at the altar, causing me to be pointed out as the woman who lost her pride and dignity.So, I implore you not to accept this opportunity, because possibly, you will only suffer a new disappointment for not really fulfilling the promises that you would now accept. After all, we have caused each other enough damage to pretend that nothing has happened and that we are the perfect couple.“I accept it.” says Lake seriously.Everyone starts to murmur among themselves and that's why I make a sign for them to be quiet.
I try to understand what is going on in Lake's mind and why that led him to that he could kiss me, but, what I find is a conversation that did not end because my family came into my room.“Lake...” I say trying to push him away, but, what I can feel is like the familiarity of his scent as a human, transports me to the past, one where we didn't have so many problems.I mentally smile for remembering those moments, where my only concern was to be the first in my class. Those moments, where we were Lake and Rain and no, the descendants of our families who were forbidden to interact.Nor is the Rain wounded with a pregnancy that does not know how to face it with a position to take and a family to explain the deception in which she was involved, much less, I see the man who betrayed me when I needed it most or rejected me in front of my pack.If not... the two human beings who loved each other and wanted to live their love fully. Those two souls wh
One month laterAlready ready for my medical appointment, I walk to the room where I find my whole family gathered, with several werewolves who, upon seeing me, leave immediately, with fear. Precisely an emotion that gives off so many pheromones that I try so hard not to breathe.“If you are going to give them the order to leave as soon as they see me, remind them to control their pheromones, because with the fear they feel of ruining things, they leave a path of them that is quite annoying.“Withdrawal makes her more sensitive.” says my mother.“Mom!” I mean scolding her.“What? It's true, no matter how I say it, that's what happens to you, only a widow would have to endure such abstinence and I've seen them. So, I can say that your moodiness is related to your partner's pheromone dissatisfaction.“I don't have a partner.” I remember him.My mother sighs deeply about it. Since, you can'
My mind seems to be doing a circuit breaker, because I can't figure out exactly what's going on, because he's disappeared for a whole month, to come back and tell me nonsense like this.“Are you okay?” I ask not understanding how it appears out of nowhere and asks me something illogical.“Yes, don't you see me well?“Well, you don't seem like a sane person. Because, it's not the first thing you say to someone you haven't seen for a month.” I answer.“I wouldn't tell someone that I haven't seen for a month, but, if I told my wife and mother of my children, do you understand?“That's not enough.” I answer, to then try to get into the car, but, his scent is still there.I walk from one side to the other as fast as it is possible for me in my state, while Lake moves away a little when I perceive his aroma a lot and I see him with anger, because he is not helping me.“Why are you alone?
My babies move a lot in my belly, but, I know it's because they feel good about this car and maybe, it's giving the credits to their dad for what he has suitable for the babies.“Why did you come here now? Is it just for the doctor's appointment or is there something else?” I'm asking directly.“You're still a direct woman.” says Lake“Some things don't change even if a lot of things happen to you.” I answer.“That's scary sometimes, because you're so similar to Rain from before and at the same time, so different.“There are things that make you be, Lake and we went through a lot to get here.“Us? You and me?“No, the babies and me.” I answer him and he is silent for several seconds.I can't attribute something to him that he hasn't earned, so, I'm honest, this being my gift to him. Because the last thing I want is to be sweet, just to cushion the blows of someon
One year laterI smile with a bouquet in my hands watching one of the men I love the most waiting for the woman he loves. Sergey, he looks so beautiful in his suit as a boyfriend that I could cry right now like a fool.Sergey, receives his fiancée to start the wedding ceremony, while I enjoy every moment as much as possible, because my children who already walk, run, climb and do everything they shouldn't do if they don't want me to die of frustration, barely keep calm.That's why I didn't want them to come, but Sergey wanted Annie to wear the rings and his brothers to be the ones to throw some stars along the way that light up only when the bride walks on them.The ceremony is beautiful, but, no more than all the happiness I have had in all these months. The Evaniff family has climbed a new step to happiness, with Nikolay with his two babies, Sergey getting married and Lake and I as a normal marriage.Although we have not taken the sexual step, we co
Lake explains everything he did while I was sleeping and I was surprised by how skillful he was in making the decisions that only an experienced leader would make, that's why I thought it was my father who had helped me.“Was it very daring of me to get into the conflicts of your pack, Rain?” asks Lake worried.“No, it's just that…“Everything seemed urgent, that's why they couldn't expect you to react and since we couldn't communicate with your father or your brothers... it was complicated.“Who gave you the authority for the wolves to obey?” my father asks.“I gave the suggestions in front of Mrs. Evaniff and she asked if my ideas would be useful. As it seemed good to them, his wife authorized it.” Lake says and my father sighs deeply.“In the future, order the wolves to look for me. Right now you can't take suppressants or get full properly. So, it's best if I take care of the pack's busine
For hours, the two of us take care of the children, where we talk about everything Lake has researched to help Jheremias deal with his healing. But, the only thing that can help us for sure is to breastfeed him so that he can deal with his own healing.So, with all the love in the world, I take it to be the first one I breastfeed while I do the breast pump does its thing with my free breast. Lake, is in charge of entertaining the babies and even releases pheromones to make them feel a comfortable environment.What I see, makes me feel happy, because although I didn't ask him to stay, it was what I wanted and not because I couldn't live without him, but because raising a little one without the company and support of his father is more difficult than spending my first months of pregnancy without him.Because, although he can't breastfeed the little ones, he can help me keep them calm or take care of them if they need anything else. That's why, although there are no nann
Three days laterNarra RainMy body hurts completely, but, especially, my waist. Dazed, I wake up in bed where breakfast is on the side. Immediately, I look for my children, but, I calm down a little by remembering where I am and where my babies should be.Wanting to go to the bathroom, I enter wishing that the freezing water would calm my tense body. But, as soon as I enter, the memories of how she was pleased, flood my mind feeling completely ashamed because although she fulfilled her promise not to have sex with me, she did give me a lot of oral sex and touches that could be classified as completely satisfying.“What crazy thing did you do?” I ask myself to place my hand on my forehead, understanding that it was complete madness to accept that Lake entered.The memories are so vivid, there's no way I could blame anyone other than myself, because it was me who basically, abused Lake. Although I have to justify myself a little because of my peri
I try to get away from her, my mind tells me to do it, but, my lips are in a fight for who kisses better. That's why the rhythm is wild and passionate, in such a way that we both moan while she clings to my body and I cling to the reason that tells me to leave.This is my moment to flee, because I have the door behind me, but, it is not possible, because my body, as before, does not obey me. But, I celebrate when she pushes me, breaking our kiss.However, what she does is kneel down and without telling me, she invades her mouth with my cock, immediately, I let out a moan while my pheromones come out of my body with such force that they look like rockets going out to light up the sky.But, this time, these rockets that expel my pheromones, what they do is cloud my mind and throw my reason away, because now desire dominated my entire body, to the point that I held Rain's hair so that it wouldn't bother him while he gave me pleasure.‘Is this where my commitme
I start to move my hands around her body, wishing that my touch and my pheromones, help her find pleasure, without me entering her body. Because, although I am the one who desires that the most, I must respect his desire not to get intimate with me.“Lake, please... I need more.” he says Rain and I swallow hard.“It's okay...” I whisper placing my hands on her clothes, to strip her of it.Although I do it slowly, she enjoys it because just as I feel an electric shock with the light touch of her skin, she seems to feel something more than just a shock. That's why she stops asking me to give her satisfaction, because so far, skin-to-skin contact is working.But, when she's already completely naked, we both need more. Our bodies ask us for more than just delicious touches that in my case, makes me remember everything we lived on our anniversary night in the United States.That is the reason that makes me approach her majesty and inhale h
I take a deep breath and count one by one to the two hundredth without being interrupted by Rain, so, I imagine he has calmed down just rubbing with me. In addition, he has begun to soften his grip to the point that he takes his hands away from my body.‘So, his hormones are already calming down.’ I tell myself mentally taking a step away from her.But, the only thing I manage is to have the prudent distance for her to bury her teeth in the side of my ass. Immediately, I emit a cry of pain, while my pheromones are expelled from my body, by the surprise and the pain I feel.“Rain, why did you do that?!” I ask upset.“You didn't want to give me your pheromones, I had to take desperate measures.” she says smiling.“Now I´m the one who's desperate.” I say rubbing the affected part that although it is healed, it still hurts.“You're cruel, Rain. This is not done.” I say indignant.&
Although I didn't do it with the intention of making things impossible for Rain, I´m ruining everything again. Despite promising not to make things complicated for Rain, I´m making everything complicated again.‘It sounds like you have an amazing ability to make life difficult for your wife, Lake.’ I tell myself mentally.“You've got to be kidding me.“I´m really sorry, I got distracted with the Jheremias situation and now I can't move. Your hormones have completely paralyzed me.“Then call one of your men to take you outside.” says Rain and I hit my head on the wall, because that's not possible.“They wouldn't let them in because you're like that, that's why I asked them to go away.” I say and that makes Rain curse.“Why are you doing this to me, Lake?! Is this your way of speeding things up?!!“I won't touch you, Rain.” I say for sure.But, what I´
His words stay in my mind repeating over and over again, gradually increasing my happiness at the same time that my eyesight is clouded by the accumulated tears that show how excited I am to hear something like this.“Doctor, is everything really okay with them?” I ask in a voice thread.“At least with this little one I perceive some visible damage. However, I am going to find out about it in all babies so that I can be sure about it.” says the doctor.“Oh, Moon goddess, you have heard our prayers.” says Mrs. Evaniff very gratefully.“It seems that this overflow of energy that they have, is just a sign that everything has improved for them.“So, although they have been sleeping less a few days ago, the complete improvement has happened since yesterday, since, it has been the day when they have been moving more as they do now.The doctor nods as he continues with the examination of each of the babies. Howev