However, wherever I go, Lake's scent haunts me telling me that it was an unbelievably bad idea to come with a man I can't stand. Therefore, I stay in the room where I watch a little TV, while Lake watches me in the same place where I left him.
‘It's a bad time for the walls to be transparent.’ I tell myself mentally.
“Go have fun, Lake. You can do whatever you want here if it's not related to me.” I say from my post.
“Actually, I just want to be around the babies.” Lake says and I take a deep breath.
'I wish I could give him what he wants without him being around me.’ I tell myself mentally.
I try to concentrate on what's happening on TV, but that's not possible with Lake's steady gaze. So, I call him with my hand and he comes like an obedient dog. Something that is nothing like how violent and bloodthirsty he was in the confrontations.
“You can stop pretending. Be cynical, cheeky, and annoying
The next dayI did not want to leave my room, although I was supposed to come for a little walk, the wound on my leg that has not completely healed yet, tells me to take a break, besides, I do not want to meet Lake.So, I stayed all the rest of the day in the room, but, I don't think I can do the same today. Since, staying here bored is just as annoying as doing it in the main mansion.Therefore, I leave my shelter, to later walk to the dining room where I wait for breakfast. Not perceiving Lake's scent, I look around, but, I can't find it.“Are you looking for something, ma'am?” the butler asks and I refuse.“No, I'm just looking at everything in detail.” I say feeling embarrassed for being caught looking for Lake“The gentleman is feeling better now. He has removed the stitches and even went for a little run.” says the butler.“So fast?“He knows that alphas recover easier from their injuries.&
One week laterI have really been able to reach the crucial point of relaxation, because, the problems of my pack, although it is something that I know from the communication I have with them as a pack leader, it is something that they address immediately.So, having delegated functions is something pleasant for me, especially because the pressures I had been living with prevented me from enjoying my babies and now I can do it.I've even authored stories and drawn things that come out of my mind and help me feel better. So, I am really isolated from problems and that has helped me smile more.“Rain, is it possible for me to have lunch with you?” Lake asks at some distance from me.I nod at his question, because, although I am still affected by his pheromones, it is something that I can control a little. Besides, we haven't eaten together for days, since he and I have set limits that no one has dared to pass.Also, Lake has been going out, to
When Nikolay told me about this possibility, I sometimes felt too naive because it was impossible for a mistake of this magnitude to be maintained for so long.But, now that one of those affected tells me something like that... it makes me think a lot of things. Since, now more than ever I want to solve these doubts that are becoming more noticeable.“Repeat what you said.” I implore wanting to confirm it.“It wasn't you, Rain. My sister did not die at his hands.” Lake says and I take a deep breath.My babies move a lot and I complain by alerting Lake, who immediately gets down on one knee wanting to help me with the babies.“Does anything hurt? What should I do so that you don't feel bad?” Lake asks worried.“They are moving a lot; it seems that they are also surprised and excited that their uncle did not kill their aunt.” I whisper and that makes Lake hide his face on my leg.Soon I he
Lake stands next to me, to eat in silence, although it is evident that he is not well emotionally, I cannot tell him what he wants to hear. Lake has done a lot of negative things that I can't overlook and that's why it's important to make that clear right away.“Is there anything else you want to tell me?“If things are as I think, we will soon stop being sworn enemies and all resentment, hatred, and pain that I concentrated on your brother and your family, will die immediately.>> I will try to repair all the damage caused and rise from the ashes with my pack, to give it an environment where my children can grow up. As will be evident, I will have to apologize to your family and promise more than a simple agreement.“I hope that happens.“So, I hope that when that happens, you will be willing to turn the page of pain that we have nurtured when we were not the ones who caused damage directly.“But, we were
It is obvious that having two alphas with the same love interest and similar aroma nearby is not a clever idea because these things can happen, but I did not think that it would happen to a man who is as rational as Mikhail, that's why I had not changed doctors although he confessed to me.“You are not going to fight here like animals, although you have an animal part in you, you must also remember that you have the ability to be rational and therefore, it is possible for you to control impulses.>> So, I order you to stop any intention of harming yourself and I do not order you as the leader of a pack, because it is evident that none of you are part of mine, I order you as your wife, Lake and as your patient, Mikhail.Neither one of us moves even a little, so, I take a deep breath and get up, as soon as I do, they both let go and step back, to give me the space to walk, while they extend their hand to help me in it.“I'm not going to ge
After lunch, we walked a little in order to make a better digestion, while I describe the place and how much fun I had as a child. Something that causes the hostility of his pheromones to dissipate and finally, he does not feel.“It's time for the review.” Mikhail says and I nod.We return to the house, where Mikhail gets ready, while Lake makes sure I feel comfortable in bed. Something that is surprising, but, I can't say that I enjoy having.It is somewhat uncomfortable, since it is not customary, and even less, with everything we have experienced, but, I try not to give importance to the person who is doing it to me, if not, how good it feels to me so much attention.“Well, let's get started.” Mikhail says and immediately, Lake sits next to me waiting to be told something.“I'm ready.” I say and Mikhail starts to put the cold gel on my belly.“Do you want to know if they are boys or girls? I think
Two days laterI had communicated with Nikolay during these days, but, I have not been able to get information from that herd that seems to have been swallowed up by the earth. So, my days have been few interesting.Lake has been busy, exercising, and devising plans in his room, while Mikhail, just greets me on the phone, since, he hasn't been back since that day. Without the three of them, my father busy with Sergey in the pack and my mother perhaps on her own affairs, the days pass too slowly and torturously.“If only I could ride them.” whisper in front of the horses“You know it's not a clever idea. Your pregnancy is careful, ma'am. Riding a horse with such an advanced pregnancy is not a clever idea,” says Brisa, one of the employees who escort me.“I'm fine, things with my little ones are fine. I'm an alpha and her dad is too, we're strong, you don't need to worry too much.” I say and the smell of Lake, make
Lake just stares at me, not daring to tell me anything, but, clearly, it's not possible for him to believe me without having evidence and I don't blame him for it, because I'm basing my suspicions on speculation.But, I have something in my heart that tells me that things are not right with him and that's why, I'm going to be careful, while I find out what is happening with him and if it is related to the slander towards my family.“What makes you think that?“He's hostile to my family. When I met that man, I sent him to investigate and he is quite suspicious.“In what?“I don't know how to describe what's going on, but please be careful.“So, you think he's lying to me? Rain, Klauss has been a good friend of mine since the beginning.“Did you show him a picture of me when we were in America? Or did they become friends after that?” I ask wanting to solve the doubts in my mind.Lake is silent for
One year laterI smile with a bouquet in my hands watching one of the men I love the most waiting for the woman he loves. Sergey, he looks so beautiful in his suit as a boyfriend that I could cry right now like a fool.Sergey, receives his fiancée to start the wedding ceremony, while I enjoy every moment as much as possible, because my children who already walk, run, climb and do everything they shouldn't do if they don't want me to die of frustration, barely keep calm.That's why I didn't want them to come, but Sergey wanted Annie to wear the rings and his brothers to be the ones to throw some stars along the way that light up only when the bride walks on them.The ceremony is beautiful, but, no more than all the happiness I have had in all these months. The Evaniff family has climbed a new step to happiness, with Nikolay with his two babies, Sergey getting married and Lake and I as a normal marriage.Although we have not taken the sexual step, we co
Lake explains everything he did while I was sleeping and I was surprised by how skillful he was in making the decisions that only an experienced leader would make, that's why I thought it was my father who had helped me.“Was it very daring of me to get into the conflicts of your pack, Rain?” asks Lake worried.“No, it's just that…“Everything seemed urgent, that's why they couldn't expect you to react and since we couldn't communicate with your father or your brothers... it was complicated.“Who gave you the authority for the wolves to obey?” my father asks.“I gave the suggestions in front of Mrs. Evaniff and she asked if my ideas would be useful. As it seemed good to them, his wife authorized it.” Lake says and my father sighs deeply.“In the future, order the wolves to look for me. Right now you can't take suppressants or get full properly. So, it's best if I take care of the pack's busine
For hours, the two of us take care of the children, where we talk about everything Lake has researched to help Jheremias deal with his healing. But, the only thing that can help us for sure is to breastfeed him so that he can deal with his own healing.So, with all the love in the world, I take it to be the first one I breastfeed while I do the breast pump does its thing with my free breast. Lake, is in charge of entertaining the babies and even releases pheromones to make them feel a comfortable environment.What I see, makes me feel happy, because although I didn't ask him to stay, it was what I wanted and not because I couldn't live without him, but because raising a little one without the company and support of his father is more difficult than spending my first months of pregnancy without him.Because, although he can't breastfeed the little ones, he can help me keep them calm or take care of them if they need anything else. That's why, although there are no nann
Three days laterNarra RainMy body hurts completely, but, especially, my waist. Dazed, I wake up in bed where breakfast is on the side. Immediately, I look for my children, but, I calm down a little by remembering where I am and where my babies should be.Wanting to go to the bathroom, I enter wishing that the freezing water would calm my tense body. But, as soon as I enter, the memories of how she was pleased, flood my mind feeling completely ashamed because although she fulfilled her promise not to have sex with me, she did give me a lot of oral sex and touches that could be classified as completely satisfying.“What crazy thing did you do?” I ask myself to place my hand on my forehead, understanding that it was complete madness to accept that Lake entered.The memories are so vivid, there's no way I could blame anyone other than myself, because it was me who basically, abused Lake. Although I have to justify myself a little because of my peri
I try to get away from her, my mind tells me to do it, but, my lips are in a fight for who kisses better. That's why the rhythm is wild and passionate, in such a way that we both moan while she clings to my body and I cling to the reason that tells me to leave.This is my moment to flee, because I have the door behind me, but, it is not possible, because my body, as before, does not obey me. But, I celebrate when she pushes me, breaking our kiss.However, what she does is kneel down and without telling me, she invades her mouth with my cock, immediately, I let out a moan while my pheromones come out of my body with such force that they look like rockets going out to light up the sky.But, this time, these rockets that expel my pheromones, what they do is cloud my mind and throw my reason away, because now desire dominated my entire body, to the point that I held Rain's hair so that it wouldn't bother him while he gave me pleasure.‘Is this where my commitme
I start to move my hands around her body, wishing that my touch and my pheromones, help her find pleasure, without me entering her body. Because, although I am the one who desires that the most, I must respect his desire not to get intimate with me.“Lake, please... I need more.” he says Rain and I swallow hard.“It's okay...” I whisper placing my hands on her clothes, to strip her of it.Although I do it slowly, she enjoys it because just as I feel an electric shock with the light touch of her skin, she seems to feel something more than just a shock. That's why she stops asking me to give her satisfaction, because so far, skin-to-skin contact is working.But, when she's already completely naked, we both need more. Our bodies ask us for more than just delicious touches that in my case, makes me remember everything we lived on our anniversary night in the United States.That is the reason that makes me approach her majesty and inhale h
I take a deep breath and count one by one to the two hundredth without being interrupted by Rain, so, I imagine he has calmed down just rubbing with me. In addition, he has begun to soften his grip to the point that he takes his hands away from my body.‘So, his hormones are already calming down.’ I tell myself mentally taking a step away from her.But, the only thing I manage is to have the prudent distance for her to bury her teeth in the side of my ass. Immediately, I emit a cry of pain, while my pheromones are expelled from my body, by the surprise and the pain I feel.“Rain, why did you do that?!” I ask upset.“You didn't want to give me your pheromones, I had to take desperate measures.” she says smiling.“Now I´m the one who's desperate.” I say rubbing the affected part that although it is healed, it still hurts.“You're cruel, Rain. This is not done.” I say indignant.&
Although I didn't do it with the intention of making things impossible for Rain, I´m ruining everything again. Despite promising not to make things complicated for Rain, I´m making everything complicated again.‘It sounds like you have an amazing ability to make life difficult for your wife, Lake.’ I tell myself mentally.“You've got to be kidding me.“I´m really sorry, I got distracted with the Jheremias situation and now I can't move. Your hormones have completely paralyzed me.“Then call one of your men to take you outside.” says Rain and I hit my head on the wall, because that's not possible.“They wouldn't let them in because you're like that, that's why I asked them to go away.” I say and that makes Rain curse.“Why are you doing this to me, Lake?! Is this your way of speeding things up?!!“I won't touch you, Rain.” I say for sure.But, what I´
His words stay in my mind repeating over and over again, gradually increasing my happiness at the same time that my eyesight is clouded by the accumulated tears that show how excited I am to hear something like this.“Doctor, is everything really okay with them?” I ask in a voice thread.“At least with this little one I perceive some visible damage. However, I am going to find out about it in all babies so that I can be sure about it.” says the doctor.“Oh, Moon goddess, you have heard our prayers.” says Mrs. Evaniff very gratefully.“It seems that this overflow of energy that they have, is just a sign that everything has improved for them.“So, although they have been sleeping less a few days ago, the complete improvement has happened since yesterday, since, it has been the day when they have been moving more as they do now.The doctor nods as he continues with the examination of each of the babies. Howev