~Xyana~
Slowly, consciousness comes to me in painful waves. My body feels heavy like it’s been weighed down by thick rocks, and my mind is foggy, struggling to piece together the last thing I remember. My eyelids feel like they’re glued shut by an external force, causing me to force it open. The first thing I see is a high, vaulted ceiling made of dark wood. I try to sit up, but a sharp pain shoots through my ribs, forcing me back down. A gentle hand presses against my shoulder, and I turn to see a man with kind eyes and a stethoscope around his neck. A doctor, I presume. “You have to take it easy,” he says softly. “Your body is still recovering. What's your name?" "Xyana." I reply. "You're welcome to Gurreo-Valley pack, Xyana. Do you recall how you got here?" I'm at the Gurreo-Valley pack. Goddess! Is this fair or worse than the Crimson pack? In reply to the doctor's question, I shake my head. "What do you remember?" He asks me. I shake my head again. "Nothing, I don't remember anything." I lie, hoping he believes me, while I work on a plan of escape. Everyone says the coming war will be triggered either by the Crimson pack or the Gurreo-Valley pack. The two werewolf packs have been on each other's necks for the longest time, even during the early days when their fathers were still the ruling Alphas. Yet none of them have actually won over the other. The Crimson pack is rumored to be ruled by a heartless Alpha who encourages the Slave trading menace ravaging werewolf communities in this age and time, while the Gurreo-Valley pack is ruled by a beastly alpha and his brothers. None of the rumors have been confirmed to be true, but many smaller werewolf packs are already pledging their loyalty and joining forces with either of the pack while waiting for the brewing war to commence. I don't even know who the bigger monster is among the leaders of the two werewolf packs, but I know I don't want to be here. "It's going to take a while for her to regain her memory. She remembers her name at least. That's a good sign." The Doctor announces, forcing me to look towards the direction of his gaze. My eyes rest on four men standing close to the entrance of the room. Their eyes are fixed on me and they’re all strikingly handsome, each with his own unique presence. Dread overtakes me instantly. I watch the doctor pack up his equipment and promise to check up on me every day. As he walks out of the room, one of the men steps forward. He looks so perfect that I want to gush over his beauty. His beauty and presence can be felt even from miles away. He continues towards me, staring at me dreamingly that I'm so uncomfortable. When he's almost beside me, he voices out, "Mate." 'Great, now some fool is claiming you for himself. From Luna to a whore. How the mighty has fallen. Even your father will be so embarrassed.' Juno, my wolf says, stabbing me with her painful words. But before I can process what’s happening, one of the others cuts in. "She is not your fucking mate, Dion!". He’s a big guy, with muscles that will make one wish to lay on his chest for as long as possible. His blue eyes hold mine, and I feel like he’s seeing straight through me. "He is not your mate." He says, directing his words at me. I flinch at his tone, but before I can respond, Dion interrupts, still insisting on his words. His green eyes are focused on my face when he says, "Xyana is my mate, Declan. I can feel the mate bond My wolf can feel hers, faintly." "Can you feel his wolf?" A third voice sounded in the room. The owner steps forward. He's a solid man, like the solid heart of a tree cut down and set at the bottom for all the heat of the rest to be built upon. And he’s the tallest of the three, with a great muscular build and a jawline that can cut glass. His grey eyes hold me down in an intense, almost predatory gaze that makes my heart race. He smirks, crossing his arms over his chest. "Can you feel his wolf, Xyana?" He asks again. I shake my head, still not speaking because I'm not sure of the words to use. "Why?" Mr. Solid-man asks, but I keep mute. "I don't understand," Dion begins, "I'm very certain you're my mate." "Same as me," Declan says, shocking us all. Mr. Solid-man smirks and comes to stand beside me. "Xyana." He calls and I answer. "Can you feel my wolf?" I open my mouth and shut it again. "Answer me." He urges. His command makes me feel utterly powerless and I'm forced by an invisible force to answer him, truthfully. "I can feel a connection with you, but I can't feel your wolf." "Why? Why can't you feel my wolf? Do you feel her wolf, Declan?" He asks. Declan shakes his head. "Barely. But I can feel the mate bond." "I'm confused, why would she feel your wolf, Clifton?" Dion asks the solid man. "Because she's my mate." The room falls silent, the actual meaning of his words hanging heavily in the air. My heart skips a beat, and I feel Juno laugh mockingly. Dion lets out a humorless chuckle. “You’re both delusional." He says. "She’s clearly mine. So whatever this is, the both of you should stop it.” The tension in the room grows so big that I feel like there's going to be an explosion between them. The three of them are now standing in a tense circle, their eyes locked on each other, their fists clenched at their sides... “That's enough!” another voice cuts in and the three men freeze, turning to look at the owner of the voice. “This is not the time nor place for this. She’s injured and needs rest. You can settle your… differences later.” When I turn to the owner of the voice, I remember him instantly. After the incident in the woods, I woke up briefly in his arms. He told me I was safe and that he saved me from the bad guys. His assurance was all I needed to fall back into unconsciousness. His dark eyes lock onto mine, and for a moment, I forget how to breathe. The man is a hot piece of man. “Stay out of this, Alpha,” Clifton, the solid-man snaps. “This doesn’t concern you.” “It does when you’re causing a scene in my pack house,” Gaston retorts, his eyes flashing with a warning. Juno is mocking me with heart-wrenching laughter, and I'm overwhelmed by not just the fact that these men are arguing because of me, but also because my wolf is making a mockery of my predicament. "The three of you should leave." Gaston commands. For a moment, it seems like the three men are about to argue or disobey his command because none of them move a limb. But then, one by one, they turn and storm out of the room, each slamming the door behind them with unnecessary force. The silence that follows is deafening. Gaston sighs, running a hand through his hair. He looks at me and says quietly, “I’m sorry about that, they’re just... All of this is a lot right now. I can assure you that my brothers are very accommodating and playful. And their existence is part of the reason this pack is still standing.” 'His brothers?' So does that make him the Alpha of this pack and those men, the Alpha brothers that are rumored to be as powerful as their beastly brother? Wait, he's the beastly Alpha? If that is the case, then this is worse than I thought. I need to escape this place. "Why can't they feel your wolf, though?" Gaston suddenly asks. I shake my head, "all of this is a lot right now..." "That's understandable." Gaston interrupts, "It's been heard that one is mated to twins, triplets, quadruplets, but never brothers. So this might be hard on your wolf, I can understand that." Juno hisses, 'Why don't you tell him you're still mated to a real man, an Alpha from an honorable pack.' She sighs. 'Pathetic' I nod at Gaston's words, not trusting myself to speak. My mind is spinning, trying to make sense of everything that just happened. Three men... three mates? How is any of this possible? And why can't I feel the mate bond? Gaston steps closer, his eyes softening as he looks down at me. “Rest now,” he says gently. “One of the maids will come later to move you up to a room. We’ll figure out the rest later.” I close my eyes, exhaustion washing over me. But just as I’m about to drift off, a thought occurs to me; what if I don't get to feel their mate bond? Does that mean they will reject me and send me away? If they do, where will I go? I don't even feel strong enough to stand on my own two feet. That only means that I'm healing slowly, too slowly. 'Juno isn't helping me heal. Goddess!' There's only one thing to do; pretend that I'm certain the three men are my mates. That would give me enough time to heal. Then I'll escape before they find out my lie. 'Aside from being worthless to our mate because you're a weakling, you want to add pretense to your portfolio too? Bravo!' Juno mocks me as I shut my eyes, wishing not to exist in this world anymore.~Xyana~Two days later, I wake up feeling better than I did a couple of days ago. The memory of my first day here is still fresh in my mind.'Is any of this really happening or is this just the Moon goddess trying to play tricks on me?'Alpha Kedar denied me almost a week ago and now I have three men fighting over me. The only word to describe any of this is 'surreal.''You think you're special now?' Juno laughs at me, 'keep being stupid.'"Whatever did I do to you, Juno? I'm not the reason Alpha Kedar refused to acknowledge us. He just didn't want to."'He told you why.' Juno insists."He said I'm worthless, and I'm not!" I yell. "It's okay if he chooses Oksana as his real mate. But I'm not worthless, neither am I spineless."'But you're an Elephant, a Pig, fat...' "Don't say those words to me, please." I plead with my wolf.She snorts and starts sinking back inside, 'suit yourself, Pig.'I shut my eyes as the pain of her words hit me. She's waiting, watching, hoping that I'll count
~Xyana~"I can't feel my mates," I say out loud, the distress in my voice, evident as I pace the room I'm assigned to.Breakfast was hectic and I don't even blame any of my mates if they're upset. If the Moon goddess deemed it fit to give me second chance mates, that only means she understands perfectly that right now, I'm so alone with no one in the world to turn to.But I'm failing them; I'm failing my mates; I'm failing the Moon goddess, and it's all because of Juno, my wolf, who has refused to do her job."How long do you plan on shutting out our mates, Juno?" I ask her. She yawns and stretches out a bit, acting unconcerned. "Juno?"'As long as I wish.' she snaps."You're pushing them away. Their wolves are trying to connect with you and you're shutting them out."'So? What should I do with that information?.'"But you're a part of me for crying out loud. We ought to be working together, hand in hand." I try to make her see things from my own perspective.'The Moon goddess forbid
~Xyana~"You're winning," Oona says grumpily. I wasn't so eager to play chess with a pup her age, but her Nanny reassured me that Oona always plays and is good."She's good at the game," Declan says from the door. "She truly is," I reply to him. I may be winning the game, but Oona isn't making it easy for me either. He walks into Oona's game room and takes a seat, all smiles. "I've been meaning to spend quality time with you, Pretty. But the pack is preparing for the annual mating ceremony which happens yearly for us. So, we're working harder on getting more warrior recruits to toughen security." He explains."An annual mating ceremony? When will that be?""You would be surprised, because it's still a few months away. About three months and a couple of days.""And the warriors are already taking their training seriously?" I ask him."Yeah. Can't remember that stuff they say about powerful preparation." He winks at me as Oona packs up the chess board.She walks past me with the boa
~Xyana~"You have to answer me," Clifton says, climbing on the bed and pinning my arms above my head while his frame towers above me. "Your wolf called me an Abomination, didn't she?""I'm going to scream." I let out the only words that came to my mind."And you think that would stop me? Was it your wolf, Xyana?" He presses on."Gaston says to follow my cue and not to overwhelm me," I tell him instead. "It looks like your presence..." "I'm not playing this game with you." He growls, cutting me short. He lowers his body and whispers in my ear. "You are my fucking mate. I have the right to know."My heart skips a beat as I feel his breath in my ear, making me mewl softly. "And you, mine," I say, panting inaudibly."You believe so?" I nod. "So as your mate, can you listen to me by letting me go?" I try another approach.He chuckles, "nice try, Baby. In case you have no idea, it's going to take a while before my brothers finds us. So, I have all the time in the world."Alarm bells ring
~Declan~All my life I've longed for my mate. The one-woman created to be my everything. Love has never meant a thing to me until the day I set my eyes on Xyana.I thought my heart would explode. Everything about her is perfect and I decided while she was still recovering that there is nothing I won't do to protect and keep her safe.My joy was in excess because I'd found my mate. Not until Diony said she was his mate, and Clif said the same. I've never been mad at the Moon goddess like I was that day.But after taking my time to think about it, I realized I was neither ready nor willing to give her up. My Wolf Lucas was smitten as I was and nothing in this world would have made him agree to rejecting our mate.Even when he couldn't reach Xyana's Wolf, he didn't give up. We've been waiting for this all our lives, and at that point, I was willing to accept my brothers being with my mate as long as I got to be with her, too.As long as she doesn't reject me, and she lets me do right by
~Xyana~The constant low beeping of the monitor is the first thing I hear when I open my eyes. I jerk up, finding a familiar figure holding his hand out to me. “Xyana," he offers a bright smile. "It's great to have you join us. You remember me, don't you?"I nod. I do remember him. He's the same Doctor who took care of me when I first arrived in the pack. I clear my throat, my voice sounding raspy when I speak. “What happened to me, where am I?”“You are in the hospital. Your mate brought you in because we thought it best to have you here in case you needed more intensive care." He explains with a smile. "Apparently, you had a wrist injury, and your Wolf wasn’t having such a good day either. So... we've done a few checks. If it's okay, I would call in the Alpha.”I nod, "please, do." He goes to open the door that is hidden by a wall curtain. Once Alpha Gaston steps in, I'm instantly overwhelmed by his scent. This is something I've never experienced before. My nerves instantly go c
~Xyana~ 'PIG,' 'FAT,' and 'UGLY' have become names I'm now accustomed to. I used to think I was beautiful until recently. All thanks to our Alpha's rumored mate, Oksana. Ever since she started deriving pleasure in dehumanizing and abusing me because she thinks I'm too fat for her liking, my life got enveloped in an endless stream of never-ending chores. She'll call me 'Pig' over and over again and I'll always answer her with a 'yes ma'am.' She makes sure I don't get to enjoy a moment of rest during the day. I work at the farms, at the pack daycare, the kitchen, I scrub the floors; I literally do everything. Yet she's never satisfied. ** Mrs. Sal, the pack's Matron, had assigned my best friend, Jiya, and me to clean the Alpha's living room earlier today. As we are focused on our assigned task, I suddenly feel the hairs on my neck prickle. A dull pull follows, drawing me towards the large private balcony outside the room where rumor has it that the Alpha plunges his stic
~Xyana~ I stumble behind Gamma Reeder, shame oozing through me with every step. My mind is still reeling from Alpha Kedar’s words, the disgust in his voice, the name-calling, and the humiliation that burns deeper than the wounds Oksana physically inflicted on me. My wolf "Juno," whimpers in my head, confused and heartbroken. 'He's ours,' she repeats weakly, but I can feel her spirit gradually dying down as if she too is beginning to accept the harsh reality. The pack members whisper as I pass, their eyes filled with cruel amusement. I catch glimpses of mocking smirks, and knowing looks exchanged between them. They revel in my humiliation, every single one of them. "Pathetic," someone scoffs. "How can this fat thing try to fight a real wolf?" Another voice says. "She attacked our soon-to-be Luna." I hear someone else accuse me from the crowd. I clench my teeth, swallowing the lump in my throat. I will not cry in front of them. I refuse to give them that satisfaction. We
~Xyana~The constant low beeping of the monitor is the first thing I hear when I open my eyes. I jerk up, finding a familiar figure holding his hand out to me. “Xyana," he offers a bright smile. "It's great to have you join us. You remember me, don't you?"I nod. I do remember him. He's the same Doctor who took care of me when I first arrived in the pack. I clear my throat, my voice sounding raspy when I speak. “What happened to me, where am I?”“You are in the hospital. Your mate brought you in because we thought it best to have you here in case you needed more intensive care." He explains with a smile. "Apparently, you had a wrist injury, and your Wolf wasn’t having such a good day either. So... we've done a few checks. If it's okay, I would call in the Alpha.”I nod, "please, do." He goes to open the door that is hidden by a wall curtain. Once Alpha Gaston steps in, I'm instantly overwhelmed by his scent. This is something I've never experienced before. My nerves instantly go c
~Declan~All my life I've longed for my mate. The one-woman created to be my everything. Love has never meant a thing to me until the day I set my eyes on Xyana.I thought my heart would explode. Everything about her is perfect and I decided while she was still recovering that there is nothing I won't do to protect and keep her safe.My joy was in excess because I'd found my mate. Not until Diony said she was his mate, and Clif said the same. I've never been mad at the Moon goddess like I was that day.But after taking my time to think about it, I realized I was neither ready nor willing to give her up. My Wolf Lucas was smitten as I was and nothing in this world would have made him agree to rejecting our mate.Even when he couldn't reach Xyana's Wolf, he didn't give up. We've been waiting for this all our lives, and at that point, I was willing to accept my brothers being with my mate as long as I got to be with her, too.As long as she doesn't reject me, and she lets me do right by
~Xyana~"You have to answer me," Clifton says, climbing on the bed and pinning my arms above my head while his frame towers above me. "Your wolf called me an Abomination, didn't she?""I'm going to scream." I let out the only words that came to my mind."And you think that would stop me? Was it your wolf, Xyana?" He presses on."Gaston says to follow my cue and not to overwhelm me," I tell him instead. "It looks like your presence..." "I'm not playing this game with you." He growls, cutting me short. He lowers his body and whispers in my ear. "You are my fucking mate. I have the right to know."My heart skips a beat as I feel his breath in my ear, making me mewl softly. "And you, mine," I say, panting inaudibly."You believe so?" I nod. "So as your mate, can you listen to me by letting me go?" I try another approach.He chuckles, "nice try, Baby. In case you have no idea, it's going to take a while before my brothers finds us. So, I have all the time in the world."Alarm bells ring
~Xyana~"You're winning," Oona says grumpily. I wasn't so eager to play chess with a pup her age, but her Nanny reassured me that Oona always plays and is good."She's good at the game," Declan says from the door. "She truly is," I reply to him. I may be winning the game, but Oona isn't making it easy for me either. He walks into Oona's game room and takes a seat, all smiles. "I've been meaning to spend quality time with you, Pretty. But the pack is preparing for the annual mating ceremony which happens yearly for us. So, we're working harder on getting more warrior recruits to toughen security." He explains."An annual mating ceremony? When will that be?""You would be surprised, because it's still a few months away. About three months and a couple of days.""And the warriors are already taking their training seriously?" I ask him."Yeah. Can't remember that stuff they say about powerful preparation." He winks at me as Oona packs up the chess board.She walks past me with the boa
~Xyana~"I can't feel my mates," I say out loud, the distress in my voice, evident as I pace the room I'm assigned to.Breakfast was hectic and I don't even blame any of my mates if they're upset. If the Moon goddess deemed it fit to give me second chance mates, that only means she understands perfectly that right now, I'm so alone with no one in the world to turn to.But I'm failing them; I'm failing my mates; I'm failing the Moon goddess, and it's all because of Juno, my wolf, who has refused to do her job."How long do you plan on shutting out our mates, Juno?" I ask her. She yawns and stretches out a bit, acting unconcerned. "Juno?"'As long as I wish.' she snaps."You're pushing them away. Their wolves are trying to connect with you and you're shutting them out."'So? What should I do with that information?.'"But you're a part of me for crying out loud. We ought to be working together, hand in hand." I try to make her see things from my own perspective.'The Moon goddess forbid
~Xyana~Two days later, I wake up feeling better than I did a couple of days ago. The memory of my first day here is still fresh in my mind.'Is any of this really happening or is this just the Moon goddess trying to play tricks on me?'Alpha Kedar denied me almost a week ago and now I have three men fighting over me. The only word to describe any of this is 'surreal.''You think you're special now?' Juno laughs at me, 'keep being stupid.'"Whatever did I do to you, Juno? I'm not the reason Alpha Kedar refused to acknowledge us. He just didn't want to."'He told you why.' Juno insists."He said I'm worthless, and I'm not!" I yell. "It's okay if he chooses Oksana as his real mate. But I'm not worthless, neither am I spineless."'But you're an Elephant, a Pig, fat...' "Don't say those words to me, please." I plead with my wolf.She snorts and starts sinking back inside, 'suit yourself, Pig.'I shut my eyes as the pain of her words hit me. She's waiting, watching, hoping that I'll count
~Xyana~Slowly, consciousness comes to me in painful waves. My body feels heavy like it’s been weighed down by thick rocks, and my mind is foggy, struggling to piece together the last thing I remember. My eyelids feel like they’re glued shut by an external force, causing me to force it open. The first thing I see is a high, vaulted ceiling made of dark wood. I try to sit up, but a sharp pain shoots through my ribs, forcing me back down. A gentle hand presses against my shoulder, and I turn to see a man with kind eyes and a stethoscope around his neck. A doctor, I presume.“You have to take it easy,” he says softly. “Your body is still recovering. What's your name?""Xyana." I reply."You're welcome to Gurreo-Valley pack, Xyana. Do you recall how you got here?"I'm at the Gurreo-Valley pack. Goddess! Is this fair or worse than the Crimson pack? In reply to the doctor's question, I shake my head. "What do you remember?" He asks me.I shake my head again. "Nothing, I don't remember an
~Gaston~The pain I'm feeling is excruciating; my head is spinning uncontrollably as my chauffeur, Killian, keeps driving farther away from the source of my pain."Pull over," I tell Killian.The car hitches to a stop almost immediately and he stares at me through the rearview mirror, his face lined with worry.I groan into my palms painfully as my veins go through bouts of painful constrictions. "What can I do, Alpha?" Killian asks."Turn the car around," I tell him, "and drive until I ask you to stop."He nods and kicks the car into gear, pulling it into reverse. We started heading back to the same route we were coming from. A few minutes into the ride, the maddening pain starts to fade gradually, getting replaced by an unbearable intense pull that is almost pulling me out of the car."Killian, stop the car." I groan. The car halts instantly. I push outside, staggering towards the nearby woods; the exact direction of the unbearable pull. I don't have the time to tell Killian what
~Xyana~ I stumble behind Gamma Reeder, shame oozing through me with every step. My mind is still reeling from Alpha Kedar’s words, the disgust in his voice, the name-calling, and the humiliation that burns deeper than the wounds Oksana physically inflicted on me. My wolf "Juno," whimpers in my head, confused and heartbroken. 'He's ours,' she repeats weakly, but I can feel her spirit gradually dying down as if she too is beginning to accept the harsh reality. The pack members whisper as I pass, their eyes filled with cruel amusement. I catch glimpses of mocking smirks, and knowing looks exchanged between them. They revel in my humiliation, every single one of them. "Pathetic," someone scoffs. "How can this fat thing try to fight a real wolf?" Another voice says. "She attacked our soon-to-be Luna." I hear someone else accuse me from the crowd. I clench my teeth, swallowing the lump in my throat. I will not cry in front of them. I refuse to give them that satisfaction. We