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25. Betrayed by my body

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Nomia pov

I expected Alpha Zared to be rough. Instead he stares at my private parts as if he’s never seen something like it before. Maybe mine is weird? I’ve never compared it to any others… I kind of figured they all look the same.

“There’s more variation than in hair colour” Aminta tells me “Now stop these intrusive thoughts. You have a choice to make - remain mentally present and experience everything or retreat into your mind and get it over with.

“Retreat!” I squeak.

Aminta raises a wolfy eyebrow at me.

“What do you advise?” I ask, feeling chastised.

“If you remain present you can learn.”

“I’m not sure I want to”

“Learn what gets him going - knowledge is power; you never know if that information will become useful at some point.”

I swallow hard

“Besides. You might even learn a little about what you like? You barely touch yourself. And the times with Janus were just lying together. No touchy feely of any significance. When you remain present then you can choose small ac
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