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29. How to help
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2024-10-29 19:42:56
Aletta Isabelle WritesHai, Happy to see you here. I know the past chapters have been dark and maybe hard to read. They haven’t been the easiest to write either. There is light at the end of the tunnel. Please bear with me.
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Rejected Slave, Fated Queen 30. With you I want to
Nomia povI follow Janus back to our quarters. I feel dirty. My body betrayed me again. Alpha Zared is convinced he did a good job in pleasuring me. “Ooh he did just that, but your heart and mind aren’t in it. He plays you like a fiddle. He places his fingers, you make the corresponding sound.”“Aminta! Stop it! It’s my body! I don’t want him touching it. My body may give the desired reflexes but I’m more than a bloody fiddle.”I feel her moving to the back of my mind sulking.“Don’t wolves care about these things?”“In a different way I guess. We just want the strongest mate. Or the one the Goddess made for us. We’re more physically oriented. I’m sorry, Dysnomia. I’ll try to take your feelings on the matter into account more.”Janus leads me to the dining table. I sit on my chair. I worry that he won’t like me after the way he found me this morning and then this evening picking me up from Alpha Zareds private room. I’m not sure if life without him will be worth living. Janus feeds
Rejected Slave, Fated Queen 31. Finally
Zared pov Over the past few days I’ve put effort into Aurum's training and our relationship. I know she’s probably scared of having my enormous dick inside her so I decide to let her take the plugs out of Garnet, Ruby and Malachite so she can see how well the body is equipped to handle larger things. When I was done with Aurum Iasked Janus to bring Malachite for a fast fuck and a drip of blood. As I watch Aurum walk out of my room, she looks calm and collected. “She didn’t even spare Janus a glance! We’re erasing him from her mind.” Gunther gloats. “After tomorrow she’ll be like putty in my hands. Soon we can ask her to accept us as a chosen mate. We’ll ask about her to submit later, after she’s marked.” I look at Malachite who stands next to the door waiting for an order. Looking at her makes me regret letting Aurum go. “She can handle a pounding without trouble though. We’ll still have to be gentle with Aurum the first few times.” “Agreed. When Aurum is up to speed
Rejected Slave, Fated Queen 32. Alpha’s favourite
Nomia pov I’ve been nervous all day, tonight Alpha Zared will take my virginity. Technically I feel I’m no longer a virgin after the insertion of fingers and fake penile shaped objects. But for Alpha Zared and I presume the rest of the world it’s still a thing when the first penis enters. Lost in thought I tipped a bucket of water over. Soaking the floor and all our dresses. Malachite growls but nothing more. Garnet and Ruby shoot me worried glances. But nobody yells at us, someone throws a dirty mop our way. As Aminta tends to say when she’s in an annoying sage mood ‘All days come to an end.’ Now we’re back in our living room. Alpha Zared is clearly in a hurry, just unlocking the belts of the others and leaving Janus in charge of relieving them from the plugs. Alpha Zareds tells me to follow him, as I expected we went back to the sex annex torture room. To my surprise it’s more welcoming than yesterday. There’s candles giving a warm light and the bed is made in a beautiful oke
Rejected Slave, Fated Queen 33. Last opportunity
Janus pov The time Aurum and I get to spend together is coming to an end. The week of whipping and scrubbing is almost over, which means Amethyst and Emerald will return from their brothel work. While I’m happy for the girls and myself that the whipping is finished it also means that I can’t spend time with Aurum anymore when Zared is doing whatever with Malachite. Ruby and Garnet keep our secret by going to their rooms. Aurum has promised me that they won’t tell a soul. “Even if they did and we get pulled apart by Zared and Gunther to have known her love will make it worthwhile,” Kael chimes in. We haven’t gotten word back from the dragons yet. I don’t know if something happened to the warlock or the dragons are ignoring us or just taking their time. In the meantime Kael and I are thinking of other options. Maybe the human realm. We could get through the portal together but we don’t have the skills to make a living there. “We could find a remote rural area and just be. W
Rejected Slave, Fated Queen 34. Melancholy
Zared pov I feel edgy. Every night the dragon visits me, or more accurate, takes me away. Every night he gets more intens more threatening. Blood soothes me. This night in a reflex I sunk my fangs into Aurum. She gasped, anger evident in her face. Her eyes turning the yellow of her wolf, who growled at me. I tried to use my fae magic to make her forget what happened. Her wolf retreated but I can see in Aurums face it didn’t work. I then commanded her to not talk about what happened. It can not be known that I am more than a werewolf.Gunther is pacing in my head. “I’m not convinced the command worked on her….” “You’ve said that. But there’s nothing we can do now.”“You fucked up badly,” he growls at me, “This might cost us everything. I’m not sure we can fix this, I for one don’t know how.” “I think she likes us… that could work in our favour?”When she walks out I see Janus with Malachite. Malachite looking terrible. He was right she should be rested. She walks in, not sparing
Rejected Slave, Fated Queen 35. Something different
Nomia pov Today is our last day of punishment, the whipping and scrubbing have almost become a routine. We enter our quarters and Alpha Zared is waiting , to my happy surprise Emerald and Amethyst are standing beside him, both dirty and tired. Ignoring Alpha Zared, Ruby, Garnet and I run up to them to hug them. Happy tears flow. The evenings will be cosy once again. In the living room with tea and chatting while we craft away. Though I will miss my time with Janus. I assume Janus and I will somehow find moments together.Alpha Zared takes me to his room. The same ritual as the days before ensues. But after he’s done he sinks his teeth into my neck. At first I think he is forcing his mark on me and I freeze in fear. But then a strong sense of anger and betrayal washover me. “He’s not marking us, he's drinking from us. Like a vampire” Aminta shouts. She pushes forward and takes control. My body trembles with rage. Somehow this is the limit for Aminta. She growls. Alpha Zared looks
Rejected Slave, Fated Queen 36. insights
Zared pov Ever since that damned dragon has burned my back I don’t feel like myself. The scars hurt like hell and Gunther is still working on them. I’ve not called upon the twins or Aurum. I’ve taken to hand jobs to prevent anyone from seeing my back. Though I suppose I could fuck the mouth of my girls or any whore for that matter. But somehow I’ve lost interest. I wrestle with all kinds of feelings, feelings I’ve never had before. I worry about my secret coming out. If other alphas now I’m not only werewolf but also part fae and vampire they’ll have more weapons to utilise against me. Making me vulnerable and weak. “With your more than usual whining you’re already weak,” Gunther yawns, clearly demonstrating his frustration with me. “Don’t you have some scars to heal?” I snap back. “Zee, I don’t recognise you. Where has the cunning ferocious Alpha gone? The Alpha Zared I know would have climbed on his horse and galloped of to the dragon border. Ordered an audience with som
Rejected Slave, Fated Queen 37. My mates wedding
Nomia pov Ever since Alpha Zared drank from me he has left me alone. To my relief he also hasn’t called for Ruby and Garnet. So we’re all pretty happy and relaxed. We laugh and make jokes. Emerald and Amethyst have rested and recovered from their work in the brothel. They won’t say much about it. But after that one night with Jared in the Black Swann I have a pretty good idea about the horrors those girls face. Aminta and I hashed things out. We agreed that Zareds behaviour is inexcusable. When we get the chance we leave with Janus, taking Ruby and Garnet with us. I grin at the idea that Janus will have his own little harem, not that he would make a move on one of us. He’s too respectful and sweet for that. I stare out of the carriage window. We’re nearly at Red Star. I’m not looking forward to being back there. Alpha Zared however, is looking forward to the chaos we will cause when Alpha Ahriman sniffs me out and I get to publicly reject him. “That's tomorrow. First there’s to
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Rejected Slave, Fated Queen 66. Together (Epilogue Zared)
Zared pov In my wildest dreams I hadn’t imagined how much and how hard work it would be to be Alpha King and father. Dysnomia demanded I also played a very active part in raising Derora and Arathorn. I was clueless how to be a ‘good father’. I only saw my father at dinner and then I was supposed to be quiet. Only when I turned 15 and my wolf was less than a year away did he start spending time with me. Grooming me to be his perfect successor. His lessons in fighting were brutal. He didn’t hold in his punches because if I found myself in a situation the opponent wouldn’t hold back either. I learned to duck and evade first. Once I had Gunther I gained strength. When I learned I could trust on Gunther's speed and experience I started throwing punches at him. So when Dysnomia handed me a very stinky Derora with an overflowing poop diaper with the words “I already had two of these today, this one is yours,” I was beyond clueless. “Goddess please help me with strength and wisdom. It’s
Rejected Slave, Fated Queen 65. Never had I ever (Epilogue Dysnomia)
Dysnomia “Neptunes nipples,” I mutter to myself. I really want to finish this blanket before Derora gives birth. But the light is too dim for my poor eyesight. “Getting older is a curse. I can’t crochet for hours, my back hurts and my fingers are more crooked than the twigs of a serpentine hazel.” “Talking to yourself again?” Zared rhetorically asks as he enters the room, “I think it’s cute that you do that nowadays. Talking, or more accurately muttering, to myself is one of the most irritating things of being older. I often do it without realising. It frequently leads to over sharing of information. Even though Zared is older than me he is in a far better shape. I continue muttering under my breath ignoring Zared. He walks over and switches on a special reading lamp lamp with a magnifying glass attached we got in the human realm a few months earlier. Before we came to this era of relative peace people didn’t get this old. When I shift, which is rare nowadays, Aminta no longer
Rejected Slave, Fated Queen 64. Closure
Dysnomia pov The sun peeps in through a crack in the curtains. I turn my back to the window and pull the blanket over my head. Of course I knew that having sex on a very regular basis with Zared could get me pregnant again but I’d foolishly hoped that it would take years not months. A soft knock on the door that I can but don’t want to ignore announces Austra with Derora. I sit up and plaster a smile on my face. I know the smile will be genuine in a few seconds when she hands me my little girl. Austra walks in holding my squirming little cherub. Her brown eyes have tiny golden specks showing that she too has some dragon magic. “Mwa!” Derora happily shouts out. I’m still not sure if she is trying to say ‘Mine’ or ‘Mama’. The one perk of being pregnant is that I can stay in bed and cuddle with her whilst the rest of the world is already going through the motions. I get ready with Derora playing and babbling on the bed. Once downstairs I go to my office. Zared is out hunting rebel
Rejected Slave, Fated Queen 63. Regnum Lunae Lupi
Dysnomia povToday Zared and I will be crowned Alpha King and Alpha Queen of ‘Regnum Lunae Lupi’. Over the past weeks we have planned this day and the future of our kingdom together. The planning has given us a common goal to work on and has significantly improved our relationship. There are still trust issues on both sides. Encouraged by Gunther and Aminta we spend time with just the three of us. Breanna, Bridget and Zared haven’t spoken since that fateful full moon. They don’t want to apologise to Zared and Zared doesn’t want to listen to their grievances. It is quite inconvenient to have the beta’s and the Alpha not communicating. That is the root cause of guilt issues on my side. I’m stuck between my mate and my best friends. They understand me and feel bad that they hurt Zared in such a way that it puts me in a difficult position with both Aminta and with Zared. But they don’t feel bad for Zared about it or the act itself. Zared on the other hand won’t admit that he deserved
Rejected Slave, Fated Queen 62. Bury the hatchet
Zared povI didn’t expect to sleep peacefully, I expected to lay awake, tossing and turning. My sack hurt too much, my head was a turmoil. Gunther tried his best to take away the pain but the incision was made with a silver knife. Thank the Goddess Breanna stitched it fairly neatly with a hot needle. It hurt just like the alcohol hurt. But Gunther said it will make the difference between losing my remaining testicle and maybe my life to an infection or being to live on. It will scar, silver almost always does. Even if the scars are invisible you feel them when the temperature changes or when the skin stretches. In my case I will be painfully reminded of this ordeal every time I get an erection as it will put tension on my sack. Which is at least once a day when I wake up with morning wood. The anger was indescribable. The betrayal Janus and Dysnomia committed still burns. I felt love and pride looking at the pup in Dysnimia’s arms. Gunther presented me visions of us being a happy fa
Rejected Slave, Fated Queen 61. Aftermath
Dysnomia povMy arm hurts. After giving birth Aminta didn’t have enough in her to heal it. It was bone deep. I shudder at the idea that it wasn't my arm but Derora that received the full blow. Breanna and Bridget informed me they had dragged a barely resisting Zared to the dungeon. He is in the same cell that Ahriman occupied. When Breanna and Bridget mind link me again with the question if they can torture him I hesitate. He is my mate after all. Part of me can’t blame him for what he did. He has been trying so hard the last months to get in my good books to earn my forgiveness. There were even times when I thought I could leave the past behind me and find happiness with Zared. It would never be the all consuming love that I felt, no feel, for Janus but it could have been a good life for both of us. /No don’t torture him just yet. Let me think. I’m a mess right now,/ I answer them. Should I kill Zared for the attempted murder of the heir of our yet to be named Kingdom? “You thoug
Rejected Slave, Fated Queen 60. Wounded
Zared povI knew most of the Alpha’s would use the time between signing the treaty and Dysnomia and I coming to their packs to merge them to strengthen their defences. Luckily for us they had no allies to fall back on. The vampires and Fae kept to themselves luckily for us. Fighting them isn’t impossible but it comes at a price. The price being the lives of warriors. “It was good to kill those four Alpha’s though. I was like the good old times when we were young and wild,” Gunther tries to sound like he’s reminiscing about old times. Instead he sounds a little too sarky. “We’re still young and wild as we’re out here in the pouring rain rounding up rogues to see if they want to become law abiding citizens of our new, yet to be named Kingdom.” “True and most don’t so we get to kill them,” Gunther doesn’t even try to hide his enthusiasm over the number of rogues we killed in the past days. Those who did want to join were mostly young, having escaped slavery and a few mates that couldn’
Rejected Slave, Fated Queen 59. Derora
Dysnomia povZared and I are nearing the borders of Alpha Williams’ Silver Blood pack to induct the pack member in what is now still Golden Claw. We have brought a considerable number of warriors with us as Aminta, Zared and Gunther are convinced Alpha William will have barricaded himself in and fight instead of honouring the treaty.I had hoped to manage a peaceful assimilation and even offered them to become our advisors and let them keep their sex slaves to manage that. The moment we are at the borders we are denied access by the guards. Zared and I have agreed that there will be no second chances for any of the alpha’s should they try to back. I know Zared was hoping that at least one would back out so he could show them that he is still the strongest Alpha. The hunt to find Alpha William is on. /Team Gold! Join me into the heart of the territory. We are hunting down William, when you find him you will incapacitate him and notify me. We are going for a public execution of a tr
Rejected Slave, Fated Queen 58. Goals
Zared pov It was an eye opener to hear that Dysnomia wants me to experience the same things she did. But what she isn’t taking into account is that I have the mate bond pushing me towards her. Maybe, more importantly, I’m not her. I can endure to achieve a goal. My goal is and always has been to be the most powerful alpha. I needed her to be able to kill Ahriman and I didn’t even know it at the time. I assumed I would need her power. But I needed her to get Ahriman into Golden Claw where I could capture and then kill him. Another difference is that I, unlike women, don’t think too much about things. I enjoy the sensation of her massaging my prostate. Yes, it’s slightly awkward especially with Celeste watching and coaching Dysnomia but I park those thoughts. “That doesn’t make it easier to earn her forgiveness,” Gunther dryly remarks. “We need her to achieve our goals.” “With Ahriman gone, we no longer need her. The few remaining Alpha’s we can handle by ourselves..”“Getting rid
