Chapter 122

Chapter 122

For some reason I am not happy here, I don’t know why I feel like I should go back. I mean Micah proved that he wasn't going to betray me, but I just don’t know if I can handle being a mate again. I don’t even know if I want to be a mate or have one.

I don’t want to go back to being a Queen either, but Micah said he would be the one making those choices and that is something I am happy about. I don’t know if he will see me as weak if I come back to him. Maybe he won't and everything will be better, but then again maybe he will and everything will go to shit for us.

I don’t want him to think I am weak, so I guess I am going to chance to be here, maybe everything else will fall into place and I will finally find some kind of peace, if not here then there has to be somewhere where I will find that.

Looking down at my now sleeping son, I laid him down and then I went into the bathroom. I need to take a shower and get some rest, tomorrow I will have to figure out what I am goin