Chapter 116Micah’s POV I didn’t want to leave her because I am worried something will happen to her, I don’t want her to feel like she is going to be betrayed, I want her to see all of this is over and she could trust me. It looks like it's going to take a lot more to get her to trust me, I just hope she gives me time but I don’t think she will. She’s going to run I have this feeling. Even if I show her what she wants to see she isnt going to stay. I don’t know what I can do to get her to see that I am not going to hurt her. I don’t know what I can say to her that is going to get her to trust me a little bit, but I know she will run. Maybe I should be ready and have guards waiting outside for her when she does try it. I don’t want her getting hurt, but I have a feeling with her lycan unstable and her being in the state she is mentally there isnt much we’re going to do for her when she is caught. I just hope she doesn't try and kill anyone because I don’t know what my wolves will
Chapter 117Getting to my room I felt a little better, even though this was the room I shared with Sebastian I didn’t know how I felt about it. Part of me wanted to ask for another room, but this had all of my stuff here and I didn’t want to have to move it.I thought I heard someone near my door when Solomon cried, but it could have been all in my head. I know Micah is going to want me to stay here but I don’t know if I can do that. Part of me wants to see where things lead, but since everything has been going to shit I don’t know if I want to deal with all of that again.I don’t know if I could take another heartbreak, the fact I almost lost my son again, I don’t know if I want to stay here. It seems like this place is cursed. I want everything to burn down, but I know I cannot do that. I cannot do anything right it seems, so leaving this place is the only is the only option.I don’t know how Micah is going to act when I tell him I am going to the human world, and he can do what he
Chapter 118Staring at the stars and then the sun coming up, I was supposed to leave before it came up but something is keeping me here. Maybe that dream wasn't a dream at all and she was trying to show me I am going to have a good mate and life.I wanted to believe that, but it's almost impossible to fool me now. I still want to go to the human world and I know it's going to be good for me. At least I will have time to get myself straight and maybe I will come back and I will feel better about things. Maybe I will learn to trust again, but right now no way.A knock at my door startled me, who would be knocking? I don’t need or want anything, but I guess maybe it could be Micah. I didn’t know what I was going to tell him but I know he's not going to be happy when I say we’re leaving.I slowly opened the door and he stood there with a tray of food.“I wanted to bring you something to eat, may I come in?” he asked with a smile.“Yeah okay, I guess,” I said opening the door and letting h
Chapter 119Opening the door, I expected a guard or two to be there, but the hallway was empty. I am a little worried about what I am going to find out if I keep walking, but I know I have to talk to Micash about things. He has to know that no matter what I want to leave here, I know he is going to be sad and pissed off and that is fine with me.Walking down the long hallway, I went to the throne room, I figured if that is where everything happens then Micah would be there. When I pushed the door open, there were a lot of people around, all of them stopped talking and looked at me.“Give me a second.” I heard Micah say as he walked over to me. “Why don’t you come and sit down and relax, I have a few things I am finishing up that you started, thank you for taking care of those sick wolves.”“I, uh I wanted to do more.” I sighed. “But with everything that happened, I didn’t know if I could keep doing it, I know there are a lot of people that need help, and well I wanted to make sure the
Chapter 120Micah’s POV Watching her drive away is hard, but I know it's only going to take a minute for Xander to shift and catch up to her. I didn’t like she wanted to leave, but with everything that has happened, I didn’t have a choice. I am hoping that she feels the mate bond grow stronger and she wants to come back and be with me. If she doesn’t come back I am still going to wait for her, it's only a matter of time before she will come back, I just hope Sebastian doesn’t try and find her because I am going to break his neck if he gets close to her. “Are you sure you’re up for this?” my Lycan whined at me. “Yes Xander we have to do this, if we want to win them back we have to.” I sighed. “I don’t know how else we’re going to get her to come back, by force look how she is now.” “I know, but I don’t like this.” he snapped. “I don’t want her alone.” “Time to shift.” I snapped. “She isnt going to be far, or shall I say we’re not going to be far. I have a feeling she is going st
Chapter 121Prince Sebastian’s POV Running away I know I made a mistake, I don’t know if Marcus has been taken down, he isnt dead yet but I know he isnt doing well. I know he hates me for running from this, but I didn’t want to die and I want to save Delilah in all of this. I know her mate brought her to the human city, why I am not sure but it's a good thing or not but I know he is here so I am going to have to be careful. At least I can see her room, I don’t know where her mate's room is but I am pretty sure he chose somewhere he can see her door too. I just hope he isnt next to me because I don’t need him catching him or trying to do something to me. I have to talk to Delilah, I have to tell her all about what happened and that I didn’t know Marcus was going to kill her. I should have stayed there and shown her that I wanted her whether or not she is my mate or not, but I know it's too late to step up now. I am pretty sure she is going to kill me the moment she sees me, if she
Chapter 122For some reason I am not happy here, I don’t know why I feel like I should go back. I mean Micah proved that he wasn't going to betray me, but I just don’t know if I can handle being a mate again. I don’t even know if I want to be a mate or have one.I don’t want to go back to being a Queen either, but Micah said he would be the one making those choices and that is something I am happy about. I don’t know if he will see me as weak if I come back to him. Maybe he won't and everything will be better, but then again maybe he will and everything will go to shit for us.I don’t want him to think I am weak, so I guess I am going to chance to be here, maybe everything else will fall into place and I will finally find some kind of peace, if not here then there has to be somewhere where I will find that.Looking down at my now sleeping son, I laid him down and then I went into the bathroom. I need to take a shower and get some rest, tomorrow I will have to figure out what I am goin
Chapter 123Micah’s POV Having to kill Sebastian in front of her wasn't something I wanted to do, but I warned him to stay away from her and he didn’t want to do it. On top of that, he wanted to try and force her to leave with him and that was something that was pushing me over a little too much. I couldn’t believe he wanted to try and take her away from me again. This time I made sure he died to show that I am not going to let anyone take her away from me. After she went back to her room, I had my men come and take it away and clean the mess up. I don’t know how she feels about all of this, but I felt pain from her, and that is something I didn’t want her to feel again. I know she is going to hate me for this, but I did it because I love her so much. I want her to see that I am not going to let anyone harm them again, this time I am here to ensure that she is safe. If she doesn’t want to come back with me to the palace then I guess this is going to be my home for a long time, I a