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Rejected Lycan Mate The throne
Cassi's pov It was strange watching my entire world fall on me like crumbling walls and yet despite all of this there was nothing I could do to stop everything from happening. My parents were out of my reach and I could not contact them. How could I even disclose the information to them that I was going to be dethroned by the high Court? They have always been so encouraging and kind to me but would this come as a disappointment to them? The only person that I could rely on in this difficult time was my trainer, Hanson. He would help me with the most encouraging smile on his face and I did my best to reciprocate it so that I wouldn't look ungrateful. I wasn't looking forward to seeing him. every time the door opened up and a man was walking through I was hoping that it would be my husband and every single time I was disappointed to the point that I wish that he couldn't even come to see me at all so that I wouldn't have my hopes going high like that. But even with all of th
Last Updated : 2023-03-27Rejected Lycan Mate The high court
Cassi pov Now it was not long before I came back by the high Court once again and it was kind of sad the situation which was supposed to be a depressing one was the reason why I was able to keep my throne for a little longer they openly confessed to me that if it wasn't for the crisis that was going on right now they would have immediately removed me since most of the processes were already done and they could have just simply overlooked the rest. The high courts showed that there was so little respect was left for me that all of this was being thrown in my face, but now just because they said I was supposed to take care of the situation did not mean that they wouldn't take an opportunity to run me down again." if you had the King by your side you would have been able to handle the situation better but you have been negligent of your duties and that is not quite responsible of a Queen," I have been doing the duties of a Queen even though I only got a few years to prepare for the
Last Updated : 2023-03-28Rejected Lycan Mate Killings
Cassi's pov The killings went on and it almost seemed like it would never end. Two by two my people were plucked everyday like flowers in a garden, except with more brutality in they were killed every day. My own people became so agitated against me to the point that some people make it their duty to barge into the palace almost everyday to blame me and today was no different. I was about to force some breakfast down my throat after being severely scolded by my former trainer that I was not helping the situation by starving myself and that was one of my guys came and the spoon that was in my hand clattered on the ground as I stood up taking quick strides until I made my way outside to the Palace gates. outside of the gates was what could easily be called a small riot people were holding up signs and screaming saying that I was the one that caused all of this if only I had not kidnap my husband and brought him over there none of this would have happened." you are a selfish
Last Updated : 2023-03-29Rejected Lycan Mate Enemy
Cassi pov As I left the presence of the council my heart was beating so fast you would think that it was being powered by some kind of generator at the moment. But I was glad that I was able to get my point across to them. however it required a little bit of compromise as well because after I had said all I wanted to them the head of the high Court stood and said that he had some things to let out of his mind as well he told me that if by any chance we lost this one then I was going to definitely lose my throne and then I looked at him the strange expression on my face that mostly resemble a smile but then it was like it was about to break into tears at any moment yet trying to maintain its original form at the same time. I told him quite frankly that that wasn't going to happen and after I had taken care of the werewolves I told him that I wanted to keep my position since being able to cater to this kind of crisis by myself doesn't make me a capable leader then what will show
Last Updated : 2023-03-29Rejected Lycan Mate The war
Cassi pov The war was becoming imminent with every moment that pass by because now it was not just something that was being drafted on my study table but a reality that was about to become mine. I was quite surprised that everything was happening so quickly, I had arranged for divisions to be created that would take a new recruits and train them and my former trainer was one of the trainers for the divisions this was to enhance efficiency and to have as many people as possible well equipped for the battle that was about to come and yet I still didn't feel ready. Naturally anyway there were other things that I had already put in place to make everything easier for everyone but I still felt like I wasn't ready I guess I would never really feel like I was ready because this was not a kind of situation that somebody could go in and they would have everything that they needed at hands reach but I had done a lot of research and had asked everyone that could give me any credible informati
Last Updated : 2023-03-29Rejected Lycan Mate Anxiousness
Alder pov So the day is finally here? Ever since I received that note from my mate it was almost as if I was living in a sort of a bubble where I had to started directing my people for a fight that I couldn't even understand why it was happening at all. But from the little that I have learnt about Cassandra after being married to her, I was guessing that this was probably retaliation for poisoning her and abandoning her like that I knew that she wasn't going to take it easy but after having several days of rest I thought that maybe she has decided to move on he thought that have seen quite under justable until finally I got the notes from a messenger that she had sent saying that she wanted war. Honestly it was like being jolted out of a dream as my eyes had scrambled through the words and my fingers have sunk to the into the note almost to the point of ripping it apart some of my men have told me to beat up the messenger that came alive one of the most my second-in-command James
Last Updated : 2023-03-29Rejected Lycan Mate The big day is finally here
Cassi pov"So the big day is finally here?" With a heavy heart I looked at my former trainer as he said that and he could tell that there was still hesitation in my eyes. We were in the training Hall for the last run through of the strategy for the war. After this everything else that would happen will have to be out of the pocket somehow because you will need to assess the situation to a certain level before making any more decisions. "Queen Cassandra there's something that is bothering you isn't there?" I wanted to deny it but I knew that even if I did he was going to see right through my lie once more and it was going to be ridiculous for me to have to endure being drilled over and over again. so I just simply told him the truth from the start, there was definitely something bothering me but I didn't want to talk about it because there was no solution for it and therefore it would just be a waste of time and energy to talk about it all. He looked at me like a child with a br
Last Updated : 2023-03-29Rejected Lycan Mate Weren't as close
Cassi pov As my eyes went up and I saw that we were finally within sight of the pack house I decided to turn around and explain the plan to the recruits once more because the last thing that I needed now was any mistakes because it will be very costly if anybody made a mistake right now or did something that will blow our cover that we have been trying our best all this time to maintain. While we were running here already shifted in our wolf forms and our sense mostly locked away from even the sharpest of noses, the warriors that we came across watching the border as we passed by with fewer than I had expected that means that they are really put even more people that I was thinking about into the war against this worked in our favor but for some reason it made me feel uncomfortable it was this kind of negative feeling that someone would feel bubbly at the bottom of their stomach when things were going so well and they were just too accustomed to everything have been a glitch or a p
Last Updated : 2023-03-29
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Rejected Lycan Mate Happy ending at last
Cassi pov I had let down my guard more than expected because the two of them soon spotted me and then shifted into the wolf forms and began to chase me. I turned around and ran, my breath becoming ragged with every step I took. Fighting with them was not going to be an easy task. I was already outnumbered and I already knew how capable my former trainer was, I didn't know how strong Danielle really was but I was not able to find out. Unfortunately this was not a choice that I would get to make as I kept turning around to check how close they were to me I wasn't able to focus on everything in front of me and I ended up bumping into a tree, this immediately threw me off guard and while I was struggling to regain myself it's all of them surrounded me and my former trainer pounced on me. "Now why am I not even surprised to see you here, you are always showing up when you are not wanted like a pest…" he said to me in mind link. "...maybe you would have been able to live longer if yo
Rejected Lycan Mate Panic
Cassi pov I had to place my palm over my mouth so that the gasp that was coming out will not be heard by the two of them beyond the bushes standing there was Daniella and the person that was approaching her was someone that I had trusted for so long. My former personal trainer, Hanson by the time he got close enough to her he wrapped his hands around her waist and then he pulled her in for a passionate kiss that lasted for so long until he finally pulled away and both of them looked breathless and their faces flushed while I was struggling not to throw up in the bushes that I was hiding in. "What took you so long?"she asked him."...I have been waiting for you so patiently ,"he ran his fingers through her hair."And I appreciate you for that after all what would I do without you?"The more I looked at them the more I fell into deeper denial that what I was seeing in front of me was reality. I even pinched myself and when I glanced over it was still the same. I had literally expect
Rejected Lycan Mate Disbelieve
Cassi pov I had expected my visit to this place to turn out in many different ways, however I didn't think that I would be having dinner with my husband's ex-wife but I guess I have been in more awkward situations in my life. While the food was being made we sat at the table together and then she poured me a glass of wine quite generously as well. I was staring at the glass suspiciously for a long time without thinking and then she laughed covering her mouth and told me that it wasn't poisoned. I looked up at her with shock covering my facial features but I guess I shouldn't have been blown away that she was able to notice my obvious reaction. "If it makes you feel any better I can switch glasses with you," She said still wearing that smile on her face that appeared to be warm but was so very cold that it made me shiver a little bit. "That will not be necessary…"I said to her, as I took the wine glass from the table gently sniffing out the smell while I tipped the glass arou
Rejected Lycan Mate She's never seen me
Cassi pov I didn't think that I was going to be emotional when I saw my former home again it has been so long even though it had only been two years it felt like it had already been 20 since I last saw it I remember that's the reason I come here was to look for my mate and then I have seen him with another woman even then I decided that it was going to be a good idea to pursue him later on maybe I deserve to the suffering that came to me because I couldn't just open my eyes to see that that man was not meant for me even if it was something that was meant to be it will be at a great cost as well and yet I was not ready to sacrifice that. I was wearing a cloak so that I would not be easily recognised and I could blend into the crowd while I was sure that nobody recognised me I am very sure that I was also not blending into the crowd from how everybody was glancing at me every chance they got looking at me as if I was some kind of exotic attraction that they couldn't comprehend maybe
Rejected Lycan Mate missing her
Alder pov Most of the passing nights, I was dreaming of my wife. I could barely remember where we would meet or what we would say to each other all of that was usually nothing more than a messy blur. All I knew was that she would be desperately trying to kill me and then I would try to stop her convincing her that I was not against her but I was on her side more than anybody else more than the fake friend that was pretending as if he cared about her when it was actually a facade to mask what his real plans were… Just thinking about it made me sick to my stomach that man was around my mate but through the spy that I had working as a double agent he told me that my wife had actually become very close to him and they were not behaving as friends anymore but rather casual enemies to each other. Now this both relieved me and made me even more worried because it meant that he was probably getting closer to his school and so he found a little reason to remain with his facade meaning
Rejected Lycan Mate Together on the bed
Cassi povAs the spice I was sending will not give me any results I decided that I was going to return to my former home and they look for my husband personally. I decided to avoid my family in order to avoid any unnecessary encounters. I still cared about them but maybe it was better than they thought I was dead for now because I was still not ready to meet them after the years that have passed. Despite how well they had treated him at the end of what could have been my life they were the ones that are mostly push me to my limit, if it wasn't by the slimmest of chances that I was actually a princess then I would have just rotted way at the bottom of that cliff and nobody would have been able to find me. My husband always used to tell me that everybody was always desperately looking for me for the longest time, especially my brother. He told me that sometimes he would go out to look for me throughout the years that passed. He told me in one of such occasion it was raining ca
Rejected Lycan Mate My lovely wife
Cassi pov there was a certain heaviness that settled in my heart when I was returning back to the palace knowing that my husband was not going to be there it was the same kind of pain I had every night sleeping in that bed in a long cold and lonely knowing that he was not going to show up. I have loved this man with so much passion that I didn't know how to live my life without loving him without showing him the same endearment but why should not treat me the same way? Why was it so difficult for him to treat me right? Why do he feel so physically drained to do it? Did he think that I enjoyed the suffering that he always put me through? My car was driving through the policy and anyway I felt like I was going back into a kind of prison that has been designed especially for me, I love my position as the Queen and being there for my people and serving them but social situations like this made it so dreadful for me. As I was heading up to my chamber anybody that saw me will s
Rejected Lycan Mate Millions thoughts
Cassi povMy jaw fell to the floor when I realized that my parents had been deceived before I could even speak to them. "What did you tell my parents?" I demanded to know and the only thing he did was shrug lightly and said that he only told them the truth and nothing else. just that my parents called my name and they told me that they knew everything that has been happening from my husband's escape the crimes he was supposed to have committed and then my summoning by the high Court. I could hear the disappointment in both of their voices as they were speaking and I could feel it telling me apart just listening to it because this wasn't what I wanted my fingers fell on my lap and began to shake terribly knowing that they were probably disgusted by my actions. the two last people I could rely on you to stop seeing me as your daughter and just see a fool that they had mistakenly placed on the throne, there was a reason that I was intentionally holding back all of this from them
Rejected Lycan Mate The bond
Alder pov "So this is it…" I said anything that both sounded like a question and a statement as I looked across the traitor that was not helping me and he nodded his head frantically."I could have not made any of this up…' he said leaning from his chair, almost standing up at this point."I'm telling the truth.. I'm on your side!" This was a sentence that he had repeated to me practically a hundred times since he supposedly helped me out of the prison."... I'm going to be frank with you,"I said to him, my fingers tapping on the table as I looked at the evidence that he had presented to me."... when all of this settles down he will still be punished for involving yourself with those murderers even if you didn't personally kill anyone," I could see his face immediately drag down to the floor when I said that and his eyes were not able to look towards me again then in a voice that was just a little above a whisper he asked me."... but my family will be safe right? they will not be
