I sit on a sofa in one of the guest rooms with a pen and book in my hands and patiently wait for Margallo's arrival. It's morning and I could barely sleep last night. Elsie slept with me on my bed. She said she would feel safer as long as she stayed with me even if it meant her sleeping on the floor and I definitely couldn't have that.How could I let Luna Elsie of the Kizmet Pack sleep on the floor? It's completely unimaginable. I'd thought about the audience with Margallo all night and I was surprised to receive a reply from her saying she was ready to have a word with me. So here I am, seated and waiting. To be honest, I'm currently a nervous wreck. I know how she can be and just how mean she can get. Will she be willing to listen to me? And even if she does, what is the guarantee that she will take my advice?I won't be able to communicate with her properly and I can only wonder if she'll have the patience to at least hear me out. I wonder why she even agreed to have the audience
"Despite meeting such people, my troubles weren't nearly even over, I suffered from severe PTSD. I had nightmares which led to insomnia and severe depression, which eventually almost led to suicide and it was all because I had tried to hide my pain from the people who cared. I thought I could handle it all on my own but I couldn't, I needed the love and support.Sometimes, we don't need plans, plots or schemes, we just need people to talk to, a willing shoulder to cry on and let it all out. My case became so bad that I attempted suicide but a friend managed to save me in time. I finally opened up to my new family and got the much needed relief but then, I found out about another disturbing fact, I was pregnant.I had gotten pregnant from rape. I hated my baby's father so I tried to get an abortion at first but I just couldn't so I decided to keep my baby and raise my child to be much better than her father and I'm glad that I did. I have a wonderful family who are willing to support m
I arrived at the throne room with Margallo. Everyone already seemed so tense but they straightened up as soon as they saw her.She walked straight up to Elsie and grabbed her in a hug, taking everyone by surprise."I'm really sorry Luna Elsie. I apologize for my behavior towards you. I was harsh and thoughtless. I was just so focused on causing you pain that I forgot that true happiness is only attained when you make others happy.I know the pain of losing a child, I don't want you to have to go through that pain. All this while, I thought that revenge was all I needed, I really thought it was necessary in order for me to find happiness but Evelyn has managed to make me see the truth. She's a very nice person, she was willing to see the good in me despite the fact that I tried to kill her. You are all lucky to have her." Margallo said and broke from the hug."There's really no need to apologize dear and please call me Elsie. I've never really held a grudge against you, I've always con
I'm getting ready for another party and this time, it's going to be a joyous celebration.Emily helped me get ready quickly while Elsie came over to my room to play with Nevaeh a bit.Nevaeh is a very sweet child, it's been only about two weeks since she was born and yet she hasn't troubled me for a second. She barely cries, she only does when she's hungry, messy or when she just needs my attention."It's such a shame that I can't take her outside of this room yet, she's just so beautiful. Don't worry Nevie, I'll give you a little cousin to play with soon." She said and tickled my little angel who laughed so sweetly. Nevie is the nickname that Elsie gave to my daughter and I have to admit that it suits her well."Good, you're done. You're looking so beautiful as always. Emily will look after Nevie while we're gone." Elsie said and I nodded. I kissed my little princess before heading to the Grand hall with Elsie for the party."Richard is going to make a special announcement today." Sh
How is this possible? How can I be a Beta female? Just like that? I'm not even from this pack so how could the Alpha trust me with such a high position? I haven't really done anything honorary, I was just doing my duty. I was indebted to them from the start so I just wanted to do something that would make me feel less like a leech but I truly don't deserve this position.Especially as I can't even speak. How am I supposed to be of any use to the Alpha when I can't even express myself? I know that the Alpha already has a Beta male but still, this position will require me to contribute to every decision of the Alpha and how can I do that? Just how am I supposed to go about this? No, I can't accept this. I just can't."Don't you dare Evelyn. Do you really want to reject the position given to you by the Alpha himself? Do you know how huge of an insult that would be? Do you want to seem disrespectful and ungrateful to the Alpha despite everything they've done for us?" Tara questioned, putt
It's been about two weeks since I became the new Beta female and though the Alpha hasn't requested my audience yet, I've waited in anticipation. I wonder what being in an official meeting feels like, especially since I'll be expected to contribute and everyone's eyes will be on me. The thought gives me jitters again but I cast it aside. I'm totally ready for this and I'll give it my all. It's a responsibility I'm ready to accept.I've been attending therapy for almost two weeks now and though I can't say it's been fun having to remember and acknowledge the past, I can say it's been very uplifting. It's really been less than two weeks but I feel like a completely different person. I've acknowledged that I didn't make a mistake, being born mute or not transforming when I was supposed to wasn't my doing, it wasn't my mistake and I didn't deserve to be treated the way I was. I've accepted that Zephyr was the one who made a mistake and he had no right to accuse and abuse me no matter what.
"Evelyn, what are you still doing up there? Aren't you done yet?" Kayden asked me and I nodded my head and signaled him to wait a bit.It's tucked far away, almost as if someone didn't want anyone to access it and this is what intrigues me more."What could be so good about a dusty old book that seems to interest you so much?" Tara questioned.'I really don't know Tara but I just feel drawn to it. I just have to get that book and find out. If it doesn't meet my expectations, I can just put it back.' I told Tara and she said nothing else.I reach into the inner shelf and try to grab the book but I'm unable to reach it and I can't stand on my tippy toes since I'm on a ladder, I might fall.All of a sudden, I feel powerful arms wrap around my waist tightly and lift me up a bit. I look back and see Kayden smiling at me. I give him a worried look and he still smiles at me."Please don't give me that look Evelyn, do you really think that I'll drop you? Don't you trust me that much? I've alr
I opened my eyes and saw that I was still with Kayden but taking a look around, I instantly saw that we were not in the library anymore.We were in a big open space filled with vegetation and greenery. And instead of a book, the light by the name of Voithós had taken shape and though his face was too bright to see, his body was well built and he was dressed like a god."Where are we?" I asked Tara but she didn't reply. The fact that Tara didn't reply was quickly overshadowed by a shocking revelation. The sound of my own voice dropped on my ears like a bomb. I had actually spoken for the first time ever."How…….. How is this possible?" I questioned no one in particular. "Evelyn, you……. You can talk." Kayden said, sounding just as shocked as I was."You can talk." He reiterated and grabbed me in a hug while I just stood still, unable to grasp what was going on. I can talk, but how? How is that even possible? I've been mute from birth, doctors said that my vocal cords never developed so