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Chapter 20: This Version.

Author: Judith GW
last update Last Updated: 2024-12-03 11:04:26
Natalie's POV

My cheeks burned so hot I was sure I could fry an egg on them. This isn’t normal. This isn’t—

Hailey, of course, had thoughts.

"Girl, relax. This is the closest we’ve ever been to his chest. Enjoy it while it lasts."

Shut up, Hailey.

I bit down hard on the inside of my cheek, my face burning hotter with every second. His arms around me felt… wrong and right, all at once. Strong, steady, like he was meant to carry me—but that thought was dangerous.

It wasn’t just the strength of his hold; it was the feel of him, the way his touch lingered just enough to send my heart spiraling into chaos.

"He smells amazing," Hailey purred.

Stop.

"I mean, we’re practically nose-deep in his chest right now. You can’t pretend you don’t notice.”

Hailey wasn’t wrong. He did smell incredible, but acknowledging it only made everything worse. My head spun with the scent of him.

"I wonder if Alyssa gets carried like this," Hailey added in a bitter tone.

That hit a nerve. I hated myself for won
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