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2021-08-09 06:59:13I’ve seen Fabian sad before. But this? This was far from sad.
He seemed so torn apart. He wouldn’t even meet my gaze. He seems afraid to look at me, and that sort of hurts my feelings.
Does he think that I will blame him for what happened? Yes, I felt a nudge of pain that he could’ve done something, but his mind was obviously not in the right place.
If it was, then that girl would’ve been alive today. I could see it in his eyes. He actually wants to go back to that day to fix it. It pains me to see him like this. But it is what it is now. I just need to help him realize that.
I held onto his cheek and guided his gaze to mine, but even then he let his eyes d
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