"Hey guys! I am so sorry that I haven't updated we had a winter storm that made our electricity go out for several days and I am in college so busy busy days. Thank you for your patience."
Seven Months Later
"Ryker!" I screamed over the intense pain.The baby was coming I could feel the contractions and I couldn't wake Ryker. I didn't want to do this but I had no choice. I raised my hand and pulled back my arm as soon as I felt a contraction I brought my arm down with the force of the pain I was feeling. I slapped Ryker across his cheek and finally he was awake looking around like a madman.
"What was that for?" he asked rubbing his now red cheek.
"Ryker if you don't get me to the doctor this instant you will regret being mated to me!" I screamed at him as another contraction came. They were getting stronger and I knew I needed to get to the doctor soon. He rushed around the room and grabbed the bag we had packed and
"Mommy," little Mason ran up to me and threw his short arms around my leg. I was standing in the middle of the training area after a long session staring off into the distance. I had a lot on my mind that my anxiety didn't thank me for as I started feeling sick to my stomach and my nerves were all over the place. I smiled and shoved the anxiety away with the sight of my adorable little boy and lifted him into my arms. "What are you doing out here little one?" I asked while I kissed his cheek making him giggle. "Daddy said I could go see you and get you to play with me," he replied with the biggest smile a three year old can muster up. He instantly melted my heart and I couldn't help but inhale his sweet cheery scent and calm myself. "Alright my love, let us go play. Would you like to go to your swing?" he nodded his little head so fast I thought he would make me dizzy watching him. I ruffled his h
As the alarm went off I rolled over to hit the snooze button then realized it was 3 AM. I jumped out of bed and headed to the restroom in my hut. After being kicked out of the pack house I was shunned to this small hut in pack lands. The hut was my home even though everyone basically saw it as me sleeping in a cardboard box. It had a open room and a tiny restroom with a shower. It was built for me because no one wanted me around or to use the pack house facilities. I am the disgrace of the South Texas Pack. I have my duties to hold my place in this pack, I cook all the meals for the 300 pack members. I have to stay out of everybody's way considering that is my only way I can stay and have a home if it was even considered that. When I was five the pack found me curled in a ball in the corner of my families old house. My parents layed on the floor in their own blood. The alpha
As I lay awake from thinking about my options and trying to decide what I should do there was a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach. I couldn't decide and it was already 2 AM with no sleep I forced myself to sit up and really think about my future. Where would I go if I left, and would I even be able to survive long. If I was to stay I would either be beat or starved to death. What if I was to find my soulmate here tomorrow and I left before I knew who it was, would he even want me? After I showered and started walking out of my hut I fell to my knees from a sharp pain in my stomach. Thinking it's from not eating anything but a piece of bread yesterday I got up and glanced back at the small room I've lived in for twelve years making my decision. The weird sensation never left even after the pain I felt as I arrived at the pack house. I opened the doors to the kitchen and started pulling out all the ingredients
I need to make plans to leave and I couldn't think of where to go, all I know is that I need to leave fast before someone found me. The girl probably reported back to her alpha and they would follow my scent to find me here, I figured I needed something to cover my scent. The weird feeling I was having in my stomach was growing stronger even though I ate. I couldn't blame it on not eating enough because I ate more than I should have. I needed to find a healer and soon, they would hopefully know what is wrong with me. I know they have to have rogue healers somewhere close. After going to check out of the motel I went to walk out the front doors, and that is when I saw the girl from the gas station with a few others across the street. They hadn't seen me yet so I made my way quickly to the back doors to leave, my scent would be all over the motel so they wouldn't know I left right away. I ran as fast and as far as
The darkness began to fade as I struggled to open my eyes. My head was pounding and my eyes were adjusting to the bright light as I took in my surroundings. I was in a new room, and this one only held a bed with white sheets, a dark brown dresser and a small book shelf in the corner with several books. I didn't understand what happened and why would I suddenly black out from the pain medicine, and another thing, how did I end up in a new room? Once I felt like I was strong enough I decided to try and sit up. Managing to get myself sitting to where my feet were touching the ground I give my self a few moments before I push myself up so I can walk to the door. Turning the door knob I noticed it wasn't locked, thank the goddess. I didn't hear anything through the house so I was hoping nobody would be home. Trying to stay quiet I moved slowly down a hallway towards what I was assuming was my way out. Finally reaching the door I opened it and saw
Here I was being escorted by Damian and Ruby to meet the alpha of this pack. I haven't seen Ruby since I was with the healer, but she met Damian and I by the edge of the trees when we got back to the clearing. She gave me a small smile before telling us that the alpha would speak to me now, and now we were standing outside his home. Damian knocked and opened the door to let us through while he followed behind. I was led though the cabin to a room that looked like a office, and behind a desk was the alpha. He was looking right at me as we walked in, I studied him seeing how young he was for a alpha. He had soft grey eyes and a smile that was contagious. His hair was so long that it reached to his eyebrows and it had a blue tint to the black as it shined in the light, he was so attractive it took my breath away. As we got closer to the desk he stood up and held out his hand to me introducing himeslf, "Hello Lilith, I am Ryker James the alpha of this pack. I unders
The three of us walked to a truck that was parked on a man-made road at the back of the clearing. The truck looked brand new, it was a four door, black expensive looking vehicle. Damian was driving of course while Ruby took the passanger seat and I got into the back. We all got settled in when the truck was started, Ruby started messing with the radio putting on some country music and started singing along. Her voice was a little off and I couldn't help myself but giggle, Damian heard me and smiled into the mirror while Ruby stuck her tongue out at me making me laugh harder.In no time we arrived in town and went to the mall. My nerves were going to be the death of me, and it wasn't helping that Damian and Ruby were on high alert too. We got out of the truck scanning around, I relaxed a little when I didn't recognize anyone so far. Walking through the doors between Ruby and Damian, we decided to check out a few different clothing stores. Coming out holding
I was so used to waking up at 3 in the morning that I was surprised that I woke up a little later. Ruby told me that I didn't need to meet her at the kitchen until 5 and it was now 4:05 so I decided to get ready now so I could enjoy a cup of coffee before going in. After showering I took a glance in the mirror again and noticed that the dark circles from under my eyes are gone. Smiling as I walked to the kitchen in my cabin, starting the coffee pot I stretched enjoying the feeling of being rested and alive. I had a great feeling about today, glancing at the clock I realized I needed to head to the dining hall to get started on my duties with Ruby. Walking through the dining hall to the kitchen I noticed that Ruby was already preparing. "Good morning sunshine," she said while giving me a full smile."Morning!" I said in a excited voice. We started cooking everything, as I pulled the last pan of biscuits out of the oven, I noticed people were making t
"Mommy," little Mason ran up to me and threw his short arms around my leg. I was standing in the middle of the training area after a long session staring off into the distance. I had a lot on my mind that my anxiety didn't thank me for as I started feeling sick to my stomach and my nerves were all over the place. I smiled and shoved the anxiety away with the sight of my adorable little boy and lifted him into my arms. "What are you doing out here little one?" I asked while I kissed his cheek making him giggle. "Daddy said I could go see you and get you to play with me," he replied with the biggest smile a three year old can muster up. He instantly melted my heart and I couldn't help but inhale his sweet cheery scent and calm myself. "Alright my love, let us go play. Would you like to go to your swing?" he nodded his little head so fast I thought he would make me dizzy watching him. I ruffled his h
"Hey guys! I am so sorry that I haven't updated we had a winter storm that made our electricity go out for several days and I am in college so busy busy days. Thank you for your patience."Seven Months Later "Ryker!" I screamed over the intense pain.The baby was coming I could feel the contractions and I couldn't wake Ryker. I didn't want to do this but I had no choice. I raised my hand and pulled back my arm as soon as I felt a contraction I brought my arm down with the force of the pain I was feeling. I slapped Ryker across his cheek and finally he was awake looking around like a madman."What was that for?" he asked rubbing his now red cheek."Ryker if you don't get me to the doctor this instant you will regret being mated to me!" I screamed at him as another contraction came. They were getting stronger and I knew I needed to get to the doctor soon. He rushed around the room and grabbed the bag we had packed and
"Hey everyone! I am so sorry for the wait I had a lot going on and wasn't able to write. But I wanted to say that I have a lot planned before I finish this story. I love you all for the support you give me and appreciate every single one of y'all so thank you so much for your patience. I just ask that you still be patient with me and I will put out as many chapters as I can. I am in the middle of a move right now so I will try my hardest to give y'all what you are waiting for. You all mean the world to me for loving this story and I hope you follow me through my others when this one is finished."Lilith We landed in front of the prison that held Darius. Ryker took my hand in his and lead the way. Everyone followed behind us offering their support. My grandfather reached from behind and squeezed my shoulder affectionately. I smiled up at him as we entered the security doors of the prison. We were all escorted to the waiting area of the trial. When we arrived I de
Lilith Ryker and Lucian followed Ruby into my room and they all sat down around me."Lucian I have some news," Ruby said in a shaky voice. Lucian instantly got up from the chair he was in and went to Ruby."What is it love?" He asked softly pulling her into his arms."I am pregnant." Those three words had Lucian frozen and Ryker's head whip towards me. I nodded to Ryker letting him know that it was true and told Lucian, "In my visions I saw Ruby pregnant with me so I immediately had the doctor bring a pregnancy test so Ruby could take it and it came out positive.""Ruby?" Lucian whispered lifting her face to look at him, "Baby, look at me. This is a blessing and I love you so much!" Ruby was not expecting him to say that or be this excited you could tell by her shocked expressio
Lilith After a hour of being in the bed and receiving some fluids from the doctor I was finally released. Ryker and Ruby never left my side so that meant Lucian too. They were being stubborn and not listening when I told them I was fine and could be by myself now that Darius was locked away. Ruby wouldn't even let me use the restroom by myself she followed me where Ryker couldn't or wouldn't want to go. I felt bad for Lucian having to tag along with Ruby to spend time with her while she guarded me, but he didn't seem to mind."Will you guys give me a break!? I mean I love y'all and everything but I can't even take a shit without someone in the restroom!" I yelled storming out of the restroom with Ruby following me."Lilly baby, we just want to keep you safe," Ryker replied with Ruby nodding in agreement both of them trying hard not to laugh at my outburst. I just groaned and threw m
Lilith Everyone from the councils walked in including my grandfather and Ruby. Ruby instantly ran to my side and grabbed my hand. Ryker jumped up as soon as the door was opened and stood waiting holding my other hand. My grandfather and Annalise walked and stood by the side of the bed. Cynthia cleared her throat and stepped forward saying, "Doctor would you please explain to them about what you told us." The doctor stepped forward from the door way and started speaking pulling a machine with her, "Lilith, Ryker we have came to a discovery that you might want to pay close attention too." She lifted the bottom of my shirt explaining that she is going to examine my womb and show us what was discovered when I was healing. She squeezed a warm jelly onto my lower abdomen and pressed a part of the machine against me moving it around."It seems the baby is protecting itself wit
Lilith The feeling of disgust flowed through my body as she said the words I was dreading. I stared at Ryker as he had his eyes closed and clenching his fists. I didn't know what to say to him, but I knew I needed to say something."What are my options Doc?" I asked my voice void of any emotions."You have a few to choose from. First, you can abort but there are risks that you need to know of if you were to choose that option. Second, there is always the option to keep the baby. Third, you can have this baby and adopt it out to someone who can't have kids.""Abort," I said without hesitation."What are the risks if she was to do the abortion?" Ryker asked his voice shaking with anger. I understood why he was angry and I don't blame him, because I was already beyond angry I was empty and broken. Before the doctor was able to answer him the door flew open and in marched the olde
Lilith I couldn't take much more of this and I think he knows. It's been a week since I have been tied to this bed and I needed someone to help me before I gave up all the hope I had left. A few nights ago the Moon Goddess came to me after I had passed out and showed me how I could use my magic to reach through the bonds I had with Ryker and Ruby. I knew they couldn't hear me when I was to weak but last night I was able to reach Ryker with all the strength I had left before Darius showed up. I am bloodied, bruised and beaten as I lay here and wait for Darius to come back with another magic pregnancy test. I felt disgusted with myself at the fact I couldn't protect myself from him. This past week I have laid here and zoned out will he took advantage of me. I had held Ryker's smiling face in my mind as tears would roll down my face through everything Darius did to me. Darius has preformed three pregnancy tests so
Ryker She's gone and it is all my fault. I knew I shouldn't have let her train by herself. I had a feeling all morning that something bad was going to happen and when she told me she wanted a day by herself I should've put in more effort to stop her. We had no clue to where she was or who took her. Everyone was gathered together even the councils while the king gave everyone orders to find her no matter what it took. Here I was regretting not completing the mating bond so I could find her. I knew I should've done it but we both agreed we needed to wait for the perfect time even though there was plenty. Ruby and her mate haven't left my side since we found out Lilly was gone. Ruby was freaking out just as much as I was because she feels it was her fault for not being around as much giving someone the opportunity to kidnap Lilly. I was going crazy and it hasn't even been twenty four hours yet. Everyone is a complete mess knowing someone