Hi, Purplelites! this will be a 3-part chapter from Lana's point of view. I hope that it doesn't confuse you. And I hope that you are still enjoying reading this book. If you have time let me know your thoughts, would really love to hear them. Once again, thanks for your love, -- XOXO, Yuri Lee
Sometimes when you least expect it life happens…It will catch you in the most unexpected time at the most unexpected moment and it will push you to your limits unable to know what to do or what choice to make. It’s been almost two weeks and here I am staring in front of the mirror while standing on the cold bathroom floor, holding a white stick in my hand as I wait for three minutes to get done.I know that it’s a bit earlier than most humans to check if they are pregnant but I am not like most humans right? ‘What if were pregnant?’ my anxious self asks as she hides behind my inner goddess. ‘That’s impossible!’ my inner goddess screams, ‘how can we be pregnant when I didn’t even feel we have sex? Like, come on!’’I can feel her anger and frustration. And I understand where she’s coming from. I still can’t remember everything that happened. Only a few images but it was not enough for me to finally make a conclusion. The sound of the alarm on my phone interrupted my messed-up thoug
Love. Love is the four-letter word that makes the world go round. For some, it’s the only thing that keeps them sane. They say it gives them the strength they needed to survive life. But it is also the reason why most of them fall apart. For me, love is not for the weak but for the brave who are not afraid to face it head-on. For people who are not afraid to take risks and accept the consequences of their choices. Love is for the people who look for it and grab it, instead of just sitting around waiting for it or someone to come and swept them off their feet. Because the moment that you make that choice will also be the moment that will change your life. I look at Seth as he smiles at me while the words I longed to hear from someone else. But here he is, telling me that he loves me, without even knowing what he’s getting himself into. “How can you say those words so easily?” I asked. “I don’t just say it easily,” Seth said with a chuckle as continued to look ahead, “I only s
Betrayal.I don’t know why I reacted the way I did. I don’t know why I can taste the bitterness of being betrayed when I don’t even have the right to feel the way that I do right now.When I asked her the question, I already know what her answer would be. Deep down I know, and the truth is, I have known since that day when he arrogantly showed up at my vacation house to pick her up. I just needed her to tell it to my face. I need her to wake me up from all my daydreams. I need her to hurt me so that I can move on. But the moment that she gave me the answer, why did I feel so angry? Why did I feel so betrayed? Why is my fucking heart breaking? I was getting ready to let her go. To set her free. To let her be with the man she had always wanted to be with. I was ready to make the ultimate sacrifice for my Fated Mate. But the moment I heard his name I just can’t let her go.But at the same time, I can’t just accept that my Fated Mate was tainted right before she even became mine. ‘We
The sky was slowly wrapped with a black velvet blanket that makes everything dark and cold. Everywhere I look, all I see are dark shadows and total blackness. I stare out of the window for a while as I wait for a sign of life. For a sign of hope in the form of a man named Seth. I have been sitting here in the same spot that I sat at after Seth’s chef left. Once again, I have forgotten what his name was. I don’t know if it was a good idea for him to know what happened. But the moment that he asked me to tell him everything the words just came pouring out of my mouth. I am not sure if it was because I was looking for someone to hear me out. For someone to listen to me. Without any prejudice or without judging me. Seth’s chef was like that. He never interrupted me to give his opinion or a piece of advice that I don’t really need. You see, I already know what I need to do. I already know that I will hurt Seth when I confessed to him and tell him the truth. That’s the whole point of all o
If I was given the chance to turn back time, this would be the moment I want to go back to. The most precious moment that I have with this house.The smell of cooking bacon hit my nose and I feel myself smiling. It makes me happy to know that my mind decided to give me this dream.‘Will we see Seth half-naked once more?’ My horny inner goddess says giggling and for once I agree with her. I let my arms feel the warmth of the clean sheets on Seth’s bed and bury myself with it as I try to remember the scent that Seth left on it. The smell of mint with the fresh smell of morning dew with a hint of alcohol from all his bartending.I set my mind free as I welcome the thoughts, that I usually block from my inner goddess. I pulled the sheets over
There’s a saying, that I had heard somewhere, about how crying. It basically says that after crying you will see things differently and sometimes even clearer than before. And that’s what happened to me.Seth let me cry. Honestly, I don’t know how long I cried. All I know was while I was crying Seth never let go of me. His presence comforts me, in ways that I can’t explain. It’s like everything will be okay as long as I have him beside me.When he was finally sure that I have stopped crying, he let me go and went to the kitchen to get me something to eat. That’s also when I realized that I wasn’t dreaming at all. He didn’t mention anything about catching me while I was pleasuring myself. He was so focused on making sure that I was okay and well-fed first. After I ate, I know that it was time to face the music. A very big part of me is praying that there is still hope for us. Even the slightest sign of hope would be enough for me. I also know that in order for me to get that hope, bot
They say love can make you do crazy things.I didn’t believe them.Until I met her…I tucked Lana into my bed making sure that she was comfortable. I can still hear her soft sniffles here and there which brings pain to my heart. I heard her story and I felt no lie in there.I turned on the night light that I have just installed especially for her because I don’t want her to stay in the dark. Well, at least when she’s with me. I pulled out the phone and call the only other person I know from Purple Hill and he answered on the third ring.“Fancy hearing from you,” Calvin said as he answers. I can tell that he’s in the bar based on the noise in his background.
My last conversation with Seth was a few days ago. We haven’t talked about the pregnancy since the last time I was in his house. After telling him about my plans he was so adamant that I will not be moving to a place where he won’t be able to see me. I remember the day I had spent with him on the day when I thought I lost him. I also enjoyed eating breakfast with his friends and finally got to know them better. Out of his three friends, Jericho was the kindest and most understanding of them all. He was the first to open up with me and the first to accept me despite the previous interaction that I had with them. His power comes in his hand and of course his cooking. The dishes that he creates will blow your mind. And that’s not the only thing that I like about him. Because aside from that, he was also a good secret keeper. Sol, whose full name was actually Solomon, hated to be called by his full name. He’s a bit touchy and the hardest to please among the three. He will test your pat