There are a lot of things in my life that question. A lot of things that most of the time I end up regretting. I know that I am a very impulsive person but despite the rush decisions that I make, I always make sure of one thing. To keep those people who are important to me safe. That’s all that matters to me. But there are times when my ways might seem a little far-fetched for some but for me, it was something that I have thought about over and over again. It was not something I take lightly, especially if it meant that I will be protecting the people I love. But unfortunately, not all of my plans are meant to end the way I have envisioned them. But one thing’s for sure, it has served its initial purpose, and that is to protect the people I treasure. Which leads me to the position that I am in right now. ‘Nori,’ Drake shouted in the mind link, ‘We are stuck here at the east, they came in prepared and strong. Almost all of our rookie warriors are held captive.’ ‘Damn it!’ I hear
The night is cold and the dark blue sky was filled with shining lights. Just a few weeks from now the tournament will begin. And I am feeling more uneasy about it as the day comes close. I haven’t spoken to Nori since the day of our fight. The truth is that I have been avoiding him. To tell you the truth I don’t have enough reason why I keep my distance from him. Not because I am still angry at him or I haven’t moved on. It was because I don’t have anything nice thing to say to him.On the other hand, Seth hadn’t called or made contact since the day we left that cozy house. My inner goddess keeps telling me that he was just waiting for me to do the first move. But doing that was never my style. That’s why I ended up being friend-zoned. But then, that’s really not the problem, right? Because if Seth does make a move and reach out for my hand, I am not sure if I will be brave enough to take it. ‘Your problem is you haven’t gotten laid,’ the quietness I was enjoying slowly slipped as m
I have always loved surprises. I love to receive surprise gifts that I have been longing for months. I love to hear good surprise news because they give me hope, inspiration, and happiness. But there are times when I hate the surprise that I receive. Like the surprise, Nori gave me when he chose his Chosen Mate. But I never thought that I will receive a much bigger surprise than that. I stare at the bare back of the man I have known since we were young but I have never seen him grow this big. ‘Damn, now I know why you have been obsessing over this guy now,’ my inner goddess said happily. ‘Shut up,’ I shouted at her in panic. I carefully got out of bed and silently looked for my clothes. I made sure that I was careful not to wake up the sleeping man on the bed. After making sure that I have everything and was about to get out of the room, I hear Nori stir making me turn and look at him. I can’t leave like this, this is wrong. Although I am not really sure what happened last nig
Sometimes when you least expect it life happens…It will catch you in the most unexpected time at the most unexpected moment and it will push you to your limits unable to know what to do or what choice to make. It’s been almost two weeks and here I am staring in front of the mirror while standing on the cold bathroom floor, holding a white stick in my hand as I wait for three minutes to get done.I know that it’s a bit earlier than most humans to check if they are pregnant but I am not like most humans right? ‘What if were pregnant?’ my anxious self asks as she hides behind my inner goddess. ‘That’s impossible!’ my inner goddess screams, ‘how can we be pregnant when I didn’t even feel we have sex? Like, come on!’’I can feel her anger and frustration. And I understand where she’s coming from. I still can’t remember everything that happened. Only a few images but it was not enough for me to finally make a conclusion. The sound of the alarm on my phone interrupted my messed-up thoug
Love. Love is the four-letter word that makes the world go round. For some, it’s the only thing that keeps them sane. They say it gives them the strength they needed to survive life. But it is also the reason why most of them fall apart. For me, love is not for the weak but for the brave who are not afraid to face it head-on. For people who are not afraid to take risks and accept the consequences of their choices. Love is for the people who look for it and grab it, instead of just sitting around waiting for it or someone to come and swept them off their feet. Because the moment that you make that choice will also be the moment that will change your life. I look at Seth as he smiles at me while the words I longed to hear from someone else. But here he is, telling me that he loves me, without even knowing what he’s getting himself into. “How can you say those words so easily?” I asked. “I don’t just say it easily,” Seth said with a chuckle as continued to look ahead, “I only s
Betrayal.I don’t know why I reacted the way I did. I don’t know why I can taste the bitterness of being betrayed when I don’t even have the right to feel the way that I do right now.When I asked her the question, I already know what her answer would be. Deep down I know, and the truth is, I have known since that day when he arrogantly showed up at my vacation house to pick her up. I just needed her to tell it to my face. I need her to wake me up from all my daydreams. I need her to hurt me so that I can move on. But the moment that she gave me the answer, why did I feel so angry? Why did I feel so betrayed? Why is my fucking heart breaking? I was getting ready to let her go. To set her free. To let her be with the man she had always wanted to be with. I was ready to make the ultimate sacrifice for my Fated Mate. But the moment I heard his name I just can’t let her go.But at the same time, I can’t just accept that my Fated Mate was tainted right before she even became mine. ‘We
The sky was slowly wrapped with a black velvet blanket that makes everything dark and cold. Everywhere I look, all I see are dark shadows and total blackness. I stare out of the window for a while as I wait for a sign of life. For a sign of hope in the form of a man named Seth. I have been sitting here in the same spot that I sat at after Seth’s chef left. Once again, I have forgotten what his name was. I don’t know if it was a good idea for him to know what happened. But the moment that he asked me to tell him everything the words just came pouring out of my mouth. I am not sure if it was because I was looking for someone to hear me out. For someone to listen to me. Without any prejudice or without judging me. Seth’s chef was like that. He never interrupted me to give his opinion or a piece of advice that I don’t really need. You see, I already know what I need to do. I already know that I will hurt Seth when I confessed to him and tell him the truth. That’s the whole point of all o
If I was given the chance to turn back time, this would be the moment I want to go back to. The most precious moment that I have with this house.The smell of cooking bacon hit my nose and I feel myself smiling. It makes me happy to know that my mind decided to give me this dream.‘Will we see Seth half-naked once more?’ My horny inner goddess says giggling and for once I agree with her. I let my arms feel the warmth of the clean sheets on Seth’s bed and bury myself with it as I try to remember the scent that Seth left on it. The smell of mint with the fresh smell of morning dew with a hint of alcohol from all his bartending.I set my mind free as I welcome the thoughts, that I usually block from my inner goddess. I pulled the sheets over