Tank and I are sitting in Dr. Rodgers' office waiting for her to come in. I’m bouncing my legs because I’m so nervous. Tank places his hand on my leg. I feel the warmth seep through my jeans to my leg and it calms me. “ Sweetheart, I know you are nervous. But good or bad, I’m right here. We will take it on together.” I lean my head over. Tank places my head on my shoulder. I place my hand on top of his. “ Thank you Tank. I needed that.”
Dr. Rodgers comes in and she has someone with her. “ Lilly, thank you for coming in on such short notice. I have to say I’m happy to see you here instead of the hospital. You look great.” I thank her. “ Lilly, this is Dr. Ramerez. He is a surgeon that specialises in cases like yours.” I reach my hand out to shake his hand.
TankAs much as I didn’t want to leave Lilly I had an appointment to get to. Neil and Connor had just shown up so I knew she would be in safe hands. I got on my bike and headed to the address the realtor sent me. When I pulled up she was waiting for me. “ Tank, it is good to see you again,” she said. I caught her slowly eyeing me like she wanted to make a meal out of me. This isn’t the first time she has done this but it was getting really annoying. I grunted, “ Show me.” I wanted to see if this was Lilly and my dream house. Not deal with her shameless eye fucking. She pointed to the two-story light blue house in front of me. “ You see it has an attached garage. There is also one on the back of the house toward the edge of the property. It has a road that leads to it.The front of the h
TankGoof texted me when they were leaving the restaurant so I knew we had about 20 minutes to finish up Lilly’s surprise party. I’m impressed how Merigold and Anna were able to get everything ready in two days. They got a cake, snacks, and decorations. Yes, we know Lilly can’t see them but that isn’t what matters. We all even managed to go out and get Lilly gifts. We got everyone here to celebrate. Lug Nut got all of the guys from the band. Even some of the people who work at Harry’s including Harry. I just hope Lilly likes it.I got the word that they have arrived. I let everyone know to be quiet as we wait for Goof to bring Lilly in. When the door opens I can hear Lilly laughing. Once the door closes Lilly stops “ Goof, is it scary silent in here.” Lilly says. We all yell ‘ Surprise.’ It s
It has been a week since my party and the first time Tank spent the night with me. He has spent every night since in bed with me. Sometimes we make out like a couple of teenagers. Sometimes we just talk but both I enjoy immensely. We still haven't made love yet. I thought it was because I was so inexperienced he was holding back or that he didn’t want to. I gathered up all my courage and asked him about it last night. He said it wasn’t because he didn’t want me. He wants me very much. So much that he is having a hard time holding back but he is.Tank told me he wants our first time together to be special to both of us. He doesn’t want it hurried. He wanted to take the time to enjoy and explore every inch of me. He doesn’t want it to be in the club where he has been with the bunnies. He feels it would be disrespectful to me. He says right now he is just happy to be able to sleep with me in his arms every night. Which happens a lot. Most of the time I fa
LillyAfter everyone finished congratulating us it was time to introduce Harley. And it went well. Jace and Jax really loved playing with him. We had to explain how Harley was a working dog and there are only certain times that he can be played with. We made it easy for Jace and Jax. We told them as long as he didn’t have his harness and vest he was free to play. And if they were unsure all they had to do was ask. Merigold described the interaction with Harley and Kassidy and Kadence. She said they even got it on video. Merigold said she sat on the floor with the girls in her lap. Harley belly crawled over to the girls then laid his head in their lap. The girls squealed with excitement and grabbed at him. He licked their little fingers making them giggle.When Merigold pulled t
Brit I can’t believe Tank is making that little whore his ol’e lady. He chose her over me. After everything, I have done for him. I let him fuck me. I sucked his dick even when it wouldn’t get up. I had three-somes with a couple of club bunnies with him. I took care of him when he was too drunk to stand. All because I was sure he would make me his ol’e lady. All that work for nothing. I’ll be damn if I let that bitch Lilly take my man from me. She can’t take care of his needs as I can. I am the only one who can fuck him like he needs to be fucked. That little slut can’t handle a man like Tank. What is with these outsiders coming in and thinking they can take our men? First Merigold. We tried to run her off before we found out she was Prez’s sister and owned half the club. So we got a plan to get Axel and Rowdy away from her but that did
TankLilly doesn’t know I overheard part of the conversation between her and Merigold the other day. The part of her wanting kids but was scared.I will help her overcome her fears and make her dreams come true. Merigold is right. She will have plenty of help. I will be with her every step of the way. I haven’t really given thought to having kids. I never saw them in my future. But I never saw myself having an ol’e lady. But I have one and I couldn’t be happier. Now that I have heard that Lilly wants to have kids. Not just any kids but she pictured having my kids. She said she would like to have some little Tanks running around. Now I can’t seem to get that picture out of my head. I can see her belly growing bigger as our baby grows. I see myself going out and getting her latest craving. Rubbing her feet after a long day. Holding her hand and encouraging h
Tank After the shit show that was Brit was over I decided it was the perfect time to take Lilly for a ride. I wrapped my arms around Lilly’s waist. “ Come with me, sweetheart. I have a surprise for you.” Lilly squealed in excitement “ A surprise for me. What is it?” I laughed, “ It wouldn’t be a surprise if I told you.” “ Let’s go then. I can’t wait. Come on Harley. Tank has a surprise for us.” “ Lilly, hold on. I have arranged for Goof to take Harley for us. He is meeting us there.” Lilly nods but I can see she is unsure. “ Sweetheart, I'm taking you to your surprise on the back of my bike. Harley can’t ride yet. But he will be there when we get there. And Harley likes Goof.” “ Ok. I trust you.” With that settled I had Harley over to Goof and lead Lilly out to my bike. I have thought long and hard about how to get Lilly
Tank After dinner I threw out the styrofoam containers and Lilly and I took Harley out for a walk in the backyard. The sun was just starting to set, painting the sky in oranges, pinks, purples and light shades of blue. I described it all for Lilly. From the fluffy clouds to the sinking sun. Before Lilly lost her vision I had never given thought to simple things like sunsets. Or the feel of a blanket. Or the smell of flowers. But every day with Lilly is a new adventure. Learning new things together and appreciating old things that I took for granted. I wish that it hadn’t taken Lilly’s accident to wake me up. But I am happy I am now. I made a vow to myself not to waste a single day with my girl. After our walk Lilly took a shower first and now it is my turn. I left her resting in our bed for our first night in our house. I
EpilogueLillyIt feels like these seven months flew by. Right now we are having a big barbeque at the club. No special reason other than the weather was nice and we wanted to. I would be having a great time if my back weren’t killing me but we will get back to that later. Let me update you on what has happened over the past months.Let’s start with Constantine and Brit. They both went to trial where Tank and I had to testify. Constantine was cocky throughout the whole thing thinking his name was going to keep him out of trouble. Since he was part of the Reynolds family he thought that was all it took to keep him from going to prison. Boy was he wrong. The evidence was stacked against him including a recording of when I went and talked to him when he first got arrested. Br
LillyIt is now two months into married life and so far it has been perfect. I know it won’t always be like this so I’m enjoying it while I can. I know the future is unknown. I know there will be fights and arguments. I know there will be times when I’m cranky and Tank won’t want to deal with me. Or I will get tired of Tank’s shit and want to avoid him. Or countless other things that will come up. And that is ok. I’m in it for the long hall and will face each problem as it comes. You are probably wondering what has happened in the last two months.Well, for starters Tank took me to a remote cabin in the woods for our honeymoon. We stayed five wonderful days doing nothing but cuddling, talking, and making love more times than I can count. We got to know each other both physically and mentally. I w
LillyAfter our short but sweet wedding we had a small reception with the club, the band and all the employees from Harry’s. Tank had finger foods. Harry supplied the drinks. Tank and I even had our first dance as husband and wife to Luke Combs ‘Forever After All’. Poor Tank couldn’t really dance so it was more like dancing at a junior high school dance where we just swayed back and forth. But you know what, I wouldn’t change it for anything in the world. I had know hand in the wedding or reception but Tank made it a magical day for me that I will be telling our future kids someday. But as usual all good things must come to an end. I would love to be swept off to our honeymoon but I have a show to get ready for. Tank assured me that after the show we would be going on a week-long honeymoon and would be back in time for my next show. This man is perfect.
LillyAfter the surgery, catching Constantine, and finding out I’m an heiress in less than four days my brain needed a break so I did what I always do. Turned to music. When I was at the police station I got the idea to do a tribute to them. After checking with Deputy Bradford to see if I could borrow a few officers I asked the band their thoughts on it. They approved and helped me find the rest of the people I needed. Focusing on that helped me deal with everything else. After working for two days straight getting dance routines down and songs ready Tank had said I needed a break. He was taking me to the club first then to lunch. He said I needed to be around family to help me process all the things going on in my head. Maybe he is right.I was sitting around the club trying to get my head under control. Unless I
LillyWhen we got home Tank made sure I was good and fed before insisting we soak in a hot bath together to get the hospital smell off of me. While in the bath not only did he wash every inch of me including my hair he massaged me as well. I got to say I used to enjoy baths before but Tank took it to a whole new level. After the bath though things got even better. Tank fulfilled his promise of keeping me entertained. I don’t know how many times he made me cum as he ate me out and made love to me. I got to have my fun too. I got to use me being able to see better to map every tattoo, muscle, and groove on him. I even used my tongue to map out his body. And damn what a body. A firm six-pack that I couldn’t keep my hands off of. A nice thick ten-inch at least cock that brought me more pleasure than I could ever imagine. Long silky hair that I like running my fingers through. Scruff along h
LillyAfter getting back to the room and having Silvey look over me , Tank let me rest. He wasn’t happy that I was bruised but since I had no other injuries he let it go. He talked to Dr. Ramerez into waiting until morning to look at my eyes and just let me sleep. Tank stayed by my side the whole night. How we managed to squeeze into that tiny bed I’ll never know but we did it. The brothers came by through the night to check on me which was sweet.Which leads me to laying in the bed Tank by my side and some brothers in the room waiting for the doctor. Silvey told us he is on his way to remove the bandage and check my eyes. I’m nervous as hell and excited at the same time. I’m hoping to be able to see again but I will not get my hopes up and I will take what I can get. I hear a knock on the door then it opens.
Tank After Lilly got situated in her room the guys started pouring in a few at a time. I filled everyone in on what the doctor said and told them what to expect. There was nothing left to do but wait and let Lilly rest. While we did that my brother’s and I made sure to accidentally leak information to Nessa so she could send it to Brit. Nessa did tell us that Brit is working with Constantine and they both plan to be here tonight to try and kidnap Lilly. Viper and I went over the plan one more time and even got Silvey involved. I didn’t want to involve her at first but after she heard what was going on with Lilly Silvey insisted on helping out. It seems she has become quite attached to Lilly and wanted to help out anyway she can. Silvey arranged for the security on the floor to be scarce so it looked like the floor was empty.
BritI finally got the information I needed from Nessa. I got a text from her late last night with a name and phone number.As well as where the bitch Lilly will be today. Nessa said that Lilly will be without her precious guards. Nessa also said that she would have more details this morning and would send them to me. I called this Constantine fellow last night and had to do some convincing and damn near begging for him to agree to meet me. So that is where I am now. In some nasty ass run-down diner he chose at this early hour. The sun isn’t even up yet for crying out loud. I wish this guy would hurry the hell up. I didn’t want to be in this place any longer than I had to.Finally the door to the diner opened and a guy walked in. He looked like he hadn’t slept in days. Or bathed. His clothes were nasty, stained and had hol
Lilly Tonight is the night I have dreaded and looked forward to at the same time. My comeback concert. Tank has spent most of the day with the security team to go over last minute details. Lug Nut and the rest of the band have gone to Harry’s to set up the equipment. After they get into their costumes they are coming to pick me up. Me, I’m relaxing in the tub to try and let all my worries go away. I refuse to let my mind get carried away with what if’s and what could go wrong. I know things can happen but we have extra security. All the equipment has been checked. The playlists and dance routines have been worked out to the last detail. I’m just going to enjoy the night being back on stage. Anna comes over to help me with my makeup and hair about an hour before we need to leave. She tells me she is doing something differ