"It's on fire! The marriage sedan is on fire!"
Qin Yunuan managed to open her eyes slightly. She was not totally conscious after being drugged.
The fire was burning from under the sedan chair, accompanied by the acrid white phosphorus smell. The fire was out of control as the wind helped it burn. It looked like a fire lantern from afar.
The last thing Qin Yunuan remembered was being fed a bowl of blood bird's nest by her legal mother and carried into a ginkgo wood marriage sedan with relief sculptures covered in gold by the matchmaking woman. On the curtains of the sedan was an embroidery of a phoenix flying towards the sun. What a gorgeous sedan, or what a luxurious coffin in fact. All of this must be prepared for her by her legal mother and her sister.
All along, Qin Yunuan had never wanted to fight for anything. She knew that her status was low in the big mansion of the Grand Commandant. She was just a daughter of a mistress who had passed, with her face destroyed. In what position was her to fight for the favor of the commandant?
Qin Yunuan's greatest wish was to see her younger brother grow up safely and live a bland and peaceful life in the mansion.
However, Qin Yunuan had become a tool of the others after compromising again and again.
This time, her legal mother asked her to marry the cruel, impertinent Iron General, replacing her sister, while her sister married the crown prince on the exact same day and became the princess.
What a cruel contrast it was. One was humble as an insect, while the other was glorious as a peony.
Right before the marriage sedan was lifted out of the Grand Commandant's Mansion, her brother was having a high fever and left unattended. Her wet nurse was beaten to death by the house servants. Her two maids Tong and Maner were sold to the brothel. Even the third concubine of her father who knelt to beg for her mercy was fined three years of expenses.
After all these, her legal mother and her sister were not even willing to let her live.
The raging fire made the whole sedan crackling like popping corns.
Qin Yunuan looked at the deformed sedan frame. She could not move her body as she was intoxicated. She cried for help weakly, but her voice was drowned in the bustle fire.
Right then, a big hand reached in through the smoke, approaching her fearlessly through the fervent flame.
It was so close that Qin Yunuan could clearly see the Kylin tattoo on the muscular arm. His powerful arm hooped around Qin Yunuan's wrist as if he had been trying to test the motion of the person inside. However, Qin Yunuan had no strength at all, just like a dead person.
"Master, the fire is too great. I'm afraid she won’t survive." Outside the sedan, someone was carefully testing.
"Save her!" A cold voice that made people shivers said flatly, "She's still alive."
Qin Yunuan smiled bitterly, feeling the compassion and warmth the stranger gave her. The smoke was billowing, and the suffocation swept all over her senses, making it hard for her to breathe. At the moment, all the resentment and unwillingness appeared to be so powerless.
How longing she was to have everything going all over again. If she had another life, she would definitely refuse to compromise like she had. She must fight, for herself, for her brother, for her wet nurse. She must fight!
The fire was burning stronger and stronger in front of her. Qin Yunuan's mind had gradually gone blank. She began to lose consciousness, and her breath. Vaguely, she saw the top of the sedan falling heavily on her, crushing Qin Yunuan along with her dreams for stability and her deep remorse.
It appeared to be a lifetime of torment and unconsciousness before Qin Yunuan suddenly felt her body lightened. It was so light as if only her soul and her spirit had remained, fluttering with the wind.
In the dark, it seemed that someone was calling her.
"Third Miss? Third Miss?"
Could dead people hear too?
"Third Miss? Wake up. Wake up! First Miss has already got off the carriage. Why are you asleep?"
Qin Yunuan was dragged by someone, and she yanked in her consciousness, as if she had been falling. In a panic, she opened her eyes hard.
It was dim with yellow curtains surrounding her. It seemed to be a confined space that was depressing.
"You're finally awake, Third Miss. Hurry up. You don't want to be late."
"Nurse Liao?" Qin Yunuan rubbered her eyes with some effort. She was shocked looking at the middle-aged woman with yellowish sunken cheeks. It was her wet nurse Liao, who should have been killed by her legal mother before she got married.
Qin Yunuan seemed to be doubtful. After looking at her for a long time, she threw her arms around nurse Liao's neck and cried like a child, "It's you, Liao! It's really you! I thought I'd never see you again."
"Don't say such unlucky words," nurse Liao said, "You're fourteen already but still coquettish with me. Besides, every one of the noble ladies in the capital hopes to participate in the Flower Fairy Festival in the palace, while you, my Third Miss, treat it as life and death. That's not happening."
What? Fourteen? The palace? Flower Fairy Festival?
"Isn't... isn't it the prefecture?" Qin Yunuan was stunned. “Wasn’t I burnt to death in the sedan?”
"What are you saying? Third Miss." Nurse Liao whispered, "Even though the system is strict in the palace, you cannot compare it to the prefecture."
Only then did Qin Yunuan realize that the enclosed space where she was in was a gorgeously decorated carriage. Raising the carriage curtain slightly, what she saw were girls dressed up in flowery outfits. They were entering a vermilion palace gate with maids carrying their arms. On the plaque on the top of the palace gate were the characters "Rosefinch Gate" plated with gold, which was strange and familiar.
And a dozen steps away stood a young girl who was about sixteen years old. She had a pair of phoenix eyes with warped corners, delicate red lips and fine skin: a beauty indeed. She was wearing a narrow coat patterned with butterflies in flowers, covered by a cassia green silver gown, and an emerald sprinkled crepe skirt. There was a special charm in her motions, while she was talking cheerfully with two other noble ladies.
"Today...Is today February 12th of Qianyuan 13th year?" Qin Yunuan clenched her fists tightly, trying hard to hold back the emotions in her heart.
"Yes, it is, Flower Fairy Festival is on February 12th. Did you sleep too much to make you dumb? Anyways, get out of the carriage now. Don't be late." Nurse Liao eagerly said.
Quanyuan 13th year, Qianyuan 13th year... Qin Yunuan thought to herself. It all came so suddenly that she couldn't believe it, but she secretly pinched the back of her hand. “Ouch, it hurts!”
“That's right. I am dead... but, I am alive again!”
More than that, I went back to three years ago, when I went to the palace for the banquet. In the previous life, I was like an ugly duckling, contrasting my sister who was like an extremely glorious flower. And it was the very banquet that a mad cat scratched my face and ruined it. From then on, I was controlled by my legal mother and became a tool of her and my sister.
But now, everything was all over again. The heavenly arrangement was so wonderful, as always, that it had me rebirthed at the key moment when my destiny started changing.
Before she died, Qin Yunuan had told herself that if there had been one more chance for her, she would not have been as weak and avoiding as in her previous life. She would not smoothen her edges and pride again and again just for a moment of peace. She would not hide her glamor and colors just for a moment of safety.
Now that she had the opportunity to change everything, Qin Yunuan would only believe in one principle: If no one offends me, I shall not offend; if any one offends me, I shall pay back two-fold!
Having made up her mind, Qin Yunuan bit her lip secretly until she tasted blood. It drove her slightly excited, for it did not only prove that she really went back to the past, but also that a completely different life was about to begin.
Qin Yunuan set her sights on the girl again. It was someone she couldn't be more familiar with.
She was her own sister, Qin Yunzhuang.
Qin Yunuan got off the carriage, raised her eyes that had passed two lives and patted out her slightly wrinkled clothes. Before she even started talking, the two noble ladies who were chatting with Qin Yunzhuang in the distance spoke first.
"Oh, it’s the third girl of the Qin's. I thought that some prince was in the carriage who let sister Qin wait for so long." A woman with round face and apricot eyes rushed to speak.
"Right. You're just a mistress' daughter. Sister Qin, with such kind heart, brings you to the Flower Fairy Festival, and yet you let her wait for you."
Huh, look. Before she even started talking, these girls had already got nasty. The sarcasm to her status of a commoner's daughter was unobstructed.
Qin Yunuan recognized the girl in white, the daughter of the Shangguan's family, Shangguan Yee. She was secretly close to her elder brother, the eldest son of the Grand Commandant, which was the reason why she deliberately approached Qin Yunzhuang. At this moment, especially, she was trying hard to prove her privilege.
How poor she was to try pleasing a man so humbly.
Qin Yunuan bowed slightly and slowly walked towards them, with a faint smile on her face. "What sister Shangguan said just now was really strange. This was apparently the carriage of the Grand Commandant's Mansion sending the female relatives to the banquet. How would there be princes? Did you suspect that my sister has secret relationships with some man?"
Shangguan Yee was shocked for a moment. That's totally not what she meant. She would never dare to say something like that to the first girl of the Grand Commandant, the sister of whom she loved.
Qin Yunzhuang pursed her lips and laughed," Oh, sister, sister Shangguan was just joking with you. Why so serious?"
Shangguan Yee quickly answered, "Yeah, yeah, it's nothing but a joke. I didn't expect you to be offended by such a small joke."
Qin Yunuan did not reply upon hearing it. Her clear and elegant smile was like a hook, making Qin Yunzhuang feel a bit uneasy.
"Sister, it's time to go." Qin Yunuan boldly faced Qin Yunzhuang’s curiosity. She looked calm and decent with her slightly curved eyebrows.
Qin Yunzhuang caressed her chest secretly and thought that she must have lost her mind just now that she saw a trace of hatred and fierceness in Qin Yunuan's eyes. “How ridiculous is that? She's no more than a commoner's daughter. What hate could she have?”
The nannies in front of the palace was already urging them. Qin Yunzhuang who was in front handed over her name post and identified herself.
"Oh, it’s the elder girl of Grand Commandant Qin," A fat nanny who was in the front immediately burst into a sunflower-like smile, as she looked up and down Qin Yunzhuang, “What a beauty indeed!” She couldn't help but exclaimed, "You are even more beautiful than that rumored. Go in there and wear a flower sachet," then she whispered, "Remember, girl, pick the red one. It's Hibiscus inside, which the queen likes the most."
"My father is Qin Zhi, and my name is Yunuan." Qin Yunuan was the next, and she identified herself politely.
The fat nanny screened through several pages in the list, only to see the words "Qin Yunuan" added last minute to the bottom of it. She knew that she was only a commoner's daughter, so she was a bit disdainful. She replied lazily, "Go in there and get a flower sachet."
"Thank you so much for your troubles. Yunuan wishes you good health." Qin Yunuan did not leave immediately like the other noble girls, but she showed courtesy to the nanny. Her eyes were filled with gentleness, with a hint of clarity and coldness from understanding the adult world. Even the fat nanny who had seen countless people was shocked.
Just as Qin Yunuan was passing by, the fat nanny said, seemingly inadvertently, "Oh, which one of you is careless enough to put the purple flower sachet in there? Don't you know that the Imperial Concubine Yun hates purple the most?"
Flower Fairy Festival was a feast for flower enjoyment but held in the twelfth month of the lunar year. There were no flowers in winter, so the festival was actually held to enjoy fake flowers—made of tissues and silks by maidens. Those ingenious maidens whose fake flowers were the most vivid and shining would be the queen in this competition.Besides, there were also other activities, such as random draws of flowers and poetry singing. The winner would gain plentiful rewards from the empress. Even just a visit to the imperial palace and a look at the emperor and empress were aspirational dreams for many girls.Nanny Liao was waiting for service outside the palace together with the maidservants. Qin Yunuan, followed by Qin Yunzhuang, with her crescent color flower sachet hanging on her waist, was walking on the palace path made of black bricks, together with two dozen maidservants. Those maidens were gossiping. To many of them, it was their first time to vi
Qin Yunuan caught the voice and found that there was actually an idle cat lying on the tiny stone table across the rockery. It had snowy fur and looked like a lovely sticky rice ball.However, Qin Yunuan knew that it was just not that simple. Qin Yunuan unconsciously touched her crescent-white flower sachet hanging on her waist, and then her eyes caught Qin Yunzhuang. She found the expectation and proudness in Qin Yunzhuang's eyes. Qin Yunzhuang quickly covered her face and Qin Yunuan still stayed calm and felt a little bit funny.White cat, scratching, being disfigured, she remembered all of those scenes in her last life. In this life, those could happen again, but the lead actress was not her."Oh! Such a cute and lovely cat," Shangguan Yee now felt not so upset, "sister Qin, shall me bring it here and play with it?""It is the empress's favorite cat Shishi. I am afraid that I am too ham-handed to hurt it and annoy the empress, b
The imperial physician and eunuchs had just left, before a loud voice of a young eunuch arose from red plum blossoms. "Here comes Her Majesty!"The maidens in the garden all knelt down at once, saluting respectfully, "Welcome, Your Majesty!""Well, get up." A graceful and drawling voice went through the red plums, revealing a sense of grandeur of controlling the overall situation.Qin Yunuan got up together with other noble women, when she heard the Empress asking their feelings about entering the Imperial Palace and sending her regards to the family of several famous or high-ranking noble women.Her tone was gentle during the whole process, and it was so smooth that no mistakes could be found in her wording and order of greetings. Qin Yunuan waited aside quietly, thinking to herself that Empress Chen had covered all sides as beautifully as she always did. She was a smooth winner on the surface and a ruthless ruler underneath.
The banquet's ambiance became weird with everyone's eyes falling on Leng Changxi. On the other hand, Leng Changxi was as calm and stable as an iceberg, neither moving nor saying anything. He placed his right hand naturally on the table, his left one resting on his leg. With a slight tilt of his head, he looked at Empress Chen, as if he had been waiting for her arrangement and her arrangement only.Empress Chen's oriental eyes narrowed, and after what seemed to be a long time for consideration, she ordered. "Since there is still unwillingness in his heart, bring him up. I want to hear what he prepared to say to me." Leng Changxi's reaction mattered more than what that man would say. It was a test for this new commander who had just made a good figure, to see if he could draw Leng to her side.Qin Yunuan rubbed her glass gently, sizing up secretly the expressions of Empress Chen and her attendants. The soldier was supposed to be executed miles away from the P
Flower Draw was a popular game among the ladies. First, two bamboo tubes were prepared. One was filled with the bamboo sticks with the ladies' names on while the other was with bamboo sticks with different performance items on. First, the Empress would draw the name stick, and the girl who was drawn shall come forward and draw the performance stick. Whichever stick was drawn, the girl should perform according to the item written on the stick, and it couldn't be rejected. This was a great chance for the ladies to show their talents. Even though General Leng had left, Prince Ray was still present. If they could perform well to leave a refreshing impression to Prince Ray, that would be a great honor. Every time when it came to this game, Qin Yuzhuang was the proudest of herself. She learnt poems, calligraphy, paintings, music, and all other skills from the best teachers. She mastered all of them so that no matter which stick she drew, she co
At the noon, the warm sunshine spread on the Baiyu Palace softly and clearly, which sparkled the Rosefinch Gate in front of the palace.At the middle gate, Leng Changxi held the halter tightly and heard the cries of a girl from behind. Now the poker-faced man just wanted to leave quickly, but he heard that those girls cried and cursed, "It's all the fault of the concubine's daughter of Qin family. If she did not intervene, I might have exchanged the flower sachet so as not to offend Imperial Concubine Yun. Nanny Liu, what should I do? I offended Imperial Concubine Yun. If She blames all on my father, what should I do? My father must punish me to death.""Don't cry my second pearl of the family. Your father loves you very much, and he would not punish you." A woman comforted the girl."Nanny Liu, no. The Imperial Concubine Yun will revenge anybody who offended her. I am afraid that my father will lose his rank politically…" The girl then wept ag
Just at the moment Qin Yunuan left the table, a black shadow flashed away and disappeared in the cold windy winter like a strong wind.Few people crowded in the east of the plum garden.Qin Yunuan was watching the pond where there was a block of thin ice on the surface of the pond. The bridge in distance was like a rainbow reaching the Feihua Waterside Pavilion. There was an artificial high platform aside from the pavilion, which was like an ancient tree. After a while, the champion girl in the feast would replace the empress to hang her flower on the high flower so as to express the appreciation of God and pray the peace and prosperity of the country. The reason why Qin Yunuan left the table was that she was a little bit drunk and, for more important, she should produce the evidence of her absence. Because she knew that something must happen just after a while.In her last life, Qin Yunzhuang gained the champion in the feast without an
"Sweet Olive?" Empress Chen seemed to be confused about the relationship between Sweet Olive and the faint of Fang Ziying.Qin Yunzhuang lowered her head and said in a low voice, "Empress Chen, I heard that Sister Fang was allergic to Sweet Olive heavily. And even if she smelled it for a while, she would get rashes on her body, or worse, she gets faint."After her words, Qin Yunzhuang was watching Qin Yunuan on purpose, "Sister, am I right? you are familiar with sister Fang, and you must know her allergy, right?"Before Qin Yunuan responded to the words, Empress Chen watched Qin Yunuan with her cold-knife-liked eyes. Empress Chen tipped her fingers on the rosewood tea table and seemed to be pondering something."I…." Qin Yunuan opened her month with an irrefutable face.Qin Yunzhuang glimpsed at Shangguan Yee aside, and Shangguan Yee said at once, "Uh, what's in the bulging cuff of sister Qin Yunuan?"