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Raven's Agony of Desire 43. Fresh Air and Sun
“This is nice,” Liliana smiles contentedly, as we lay outside on a blanket in the grass with our pups under the warm sun.“I would rather be in my nest, but it is a nice change to be outside and the kids need it too. I know being stuck inside all the time isn’t good, no matter how badly I want to bury myself in Embry’s scent and clothes,” I admit grabbing Aiden’s hands helping him stand in front of me as Roan and Gunnar lay in Liliana’s lap.“Your pups need sun, besides Liliana and I won’t let anyone near you,” Kitty reassures, sitting across from me near Liliana keeping the children in the middle.“Kitty is right they do need the fresh air and sun. I know it’s not easy being outside the nest you’ve made in your room,” Liliana agrees with Kitty while glancing at our new friend who nods her head and watches Aiden who bounces on his legs.“I know, it’s why I let you two drag me out here,” I watch Aiden as he grabs one of Kitty’s hands enjoying having everyone’s attention.“How are thing
Last Updated : 2023-02-12Raven's Agony of Desire 44. Teasing Raven
Part of me was happy to talk about this with her, but another part began to miss Embry more, wishing he was here with me caring for our pups.“You know what I mean, having two of them in bed and how do you not care about one more than the other?” Liliana giggles, looking down at Aiden as he lays back in my lap giggling at me tickling him.“Yeah, like taking two cocks at once,” Kitty teases, biting her lip and wiggling her eyebrows playfully making me turn an even deeper shade of red.“Having them fight over who gets the front and who gets the back,” Kitty adds making Liliana giggle and me shake my head at how dirty Kitty was being.“Your Mumma and Aunty Kitty are funny and dirty. It’s easier than I expected, I’ve never really thought about loving one of them more than the other it’s natural, I guess. In bed I don’t even know where to begin, they’re very sweet and it’s sexy having two men wanting me that much. I do enjoy watching them with each other it’s hot not just watching them tou
Last Updated : 2023-02-13Raven's Agony of Desire 45. Elder Council
“Come, we don’t want to be late and Gideon is waiting for us,” Osric pulls me away from Eya, Kitty, and Liliana who begin to talk as they sit with the kids.“Don’t worry about the Elders, their opinion doesn’t matter. My word is final and I won’t let them hurt or chase you out,” his deep voice soothes most of my worries.We walk around to the front of the house headed towards the Pack Center.“I know you’ll protect me, just try to let me handle it myself first. I need to prove myself as your mate and their Luna, it's the only way I’ll gain their respect,” I yawn, lacing my fingers with his as we continue to walk, with my father close behind us.“You’ll do great, do your best to ignore Sasha, I know she’ll try to start drama about Eya no longer being next in line,” Osric warns, looking down at me and I smile gently.“I have a feeling Mum will take care of her. As long as no one starts anything about Embry being gone, I should be ok,” I reassure, knowing Helena and I both really enjoy e
Last Updated : 2023-02-14Raven's Agony of Desire 46. Luna Challenge
“I’ll accept your challenge, but you will not gain any title if you win and you will leave this pack disgraced when you lose,” I agree, pulling my arm free of Osric’s grip and stand. I knowing I have to do something to put her in line and prove I can defend myself and my title. I know with my command I can win without endangering my pregnancy, and Ruby won’t let her touch us. “Raven!” Osric scolds me through the link, while grabbing my waist, in response I hold his hand on my hip. “I will be ok,” I link back, knowing I need to do this myself if I want them to look past my age and gender. “You’re carrying our pup,” he growls in the link, standing up behind me. “I know it goes against all of your instincts, but I need you to trust me, I would never risk our pup,” I beg, looking up to my very protective mate who nods his head. “This challenge won’t take place anytime soon. Tara, you know it is forbidden to challenge a pregnant she-wolf. If you touch her before the pup is born, you’l
Last Updated : 2023-02-15Raven's Agony of Desire 47. Pup
“What’s wrong?” I question, jumping off Osric’s back to be greeted by three wolves, one larger than the other two. Eya is larger, shifted into a white wolf with silver tips. Ryder was shifted into a black wolf with white spots under his chin and underbelly. Kitty is smallest shifted into a red and white wolf, similarly colored to a grey wolf but red. “Everyone that could shift did when Osric howled,” Liliana speaks from the porch, waving me over with her other hand resting on her belly. “Yeah, the council didn’t go well, but it did. Eya…” “Don’t I could feel it and I’m sure she deserved it,” Eya interrupts me through the link, rubbing her head against my leg making me sob slightly. “I know, but she was your mother,” I kneel in front of Eya while Osric rubs against her. “You’ve done more for me than she ever has,” Eya reassures, hugging me with her neck. I hold onto her for a moment relieved that she isn’t angry with me for taking someone so important from her life. “What’s goi
Last Updated : 2023-02-16Raven's Agony of Desire 48. I Want Them Home
Maturity Warning: Sex “Raven are you ok?” Osric’s voice comes through the link as I step under the hot water. “Just washing off the blood,” I answer, looking up and rubbing my chin and neck. “Ow,” I whine feeling a warm burning sensation where I am marked by Embry, then I am suddenly hit with a strong feeling of arousal. “Raven what are you doing?” Osric questions with a slight groan, I shake my head not understanding where the feeling is coming from. “Just showering, my mark on the right side burns,” I reply through the link, looking over at the twins who are still curled up together in the basket napping. “I feel it,” Osric growls through the link, making me blush feeling the intensity of arousal growing. “Embry,” I whimper through the link, holding my hand over his mark on my right shoulder, realizing where the sensation is coming from. “Raven it’s ok, feeling him is good,” Osric softly speaks, making me turn around to see him walking into the shower. “Jonathan marked him,
Last Updated : 2023-02-17Raven's Agony of Desire 49. The King's Bitch
Jonathan’s POV “My Lord, King Orin has requested you in the dungeons.” Gregor walks into my chambers making the request with his head down, avoiding my gaze. “What does the King want?” I demand, looking out the window at the forest thinking about my mates and how much I want to go back to Wolf Creek even as a prisoner. I want to take Embry from this place and run to my mates and beg Rave for forgiveness. “He just finished interrogating the prisoner, he wants you to tend to him and make sure he stays alive,” Gregor answers, making me flinch. I have been doing my best to avoid Embry to keep Orin from finding out he is mine. Thankfully King Orin has kept me away from him for the most part, interrogating him himself and keeping me busy trying to plan a way to separate Raven and Osric. Little did Orin know I’ve done nothing but point out every reason we couldn’t go after her, even lied telling him Jyrki and Gideon were constantly around her. When I have faced Embry I’ve ignored my fe
Last Updated : 2023-02-18Raven's Agony of Desire 50. You Look Like Shit
“Why do you think I blocked her bonds? I have always done everything I can to protect Raven and you two from Orin and any other threat I can think of," I growl, feeling frustrated at his doubt in me.“You blocked her bonds to Osric and I to protect her?” Embry coughs more, making me shake my head while wiping the blood from his face.“Yes, you don’t think Orin has forgotten what happened with Freya’s mother, do you? He still wants revenge on Osric, and taking his young mate, grooming her to be his would be the perfect revenge in Orin’s eyes. He is always looking for another way to get revenge on his brother,” I glare at him for thinking Orin is done trying to get revenge for his mate.“Osric would have never let that happen,” Embry argues, making me chuckle and shake my head a little bit.“Osric isn’t with her at all times, not like you were, which did keep her safer. Osric’s Elder Council and duties keep him away enough for Orin to find an opening if he truly knew what she was,” I gr
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Raven's Agony of Desire 102. Devastation
“I’m sorry, I don’t mean to be grumpy I just don’t like not knowing what’s going on, at least get them closer to the house and surrounded by the Delta warriors,” Osric apologizes, brushing my hair back and I nod. “Don’t be sorry, I love that you’re protective of us. Roan is starting to smell pretty ripe, so I’ll take them in to change them. Organize Karen and Bjorn to protect Liliana and her pups, as well as Phoenix and Ares. If there is a threat, we will handle it and be prepared,” I reassure, reaching up and placing my hand on the side of his face trusting his instincts. “I will, Jonathan, stay with Raven,” Osric orders, making me turn and roll my eyes before heading towards our house. “Mumma Raven, is evewy thing ok?” Phoenix skips her way towards me, pulling Ares behind her. “Yeah, Roan has a dirty diaper, so I need to take them inside to change her,” I answer with a nod, as Kitty comes over and stands beside Ares like she’s watching over them. “Can we help?” Phoenix questions
Raven's Agony of Desire 101. Actually Family
“Kitty will make an excellent Beta, she’s a great choice Ben. Good news is Raven won’t have to miss her all the time, since we’ll be visiting your pack and you’ll be visiting ours frequently, so Phoenix and Gunnar are able to see each other,” Osric’s gruff voice chimes in, and I nod agreeing to his point. “Yes, and she’ll be a great female influence for Phoenix, I know she’ll make sure Ares and Phoenix are always safe. I’m pleased you both agree and give your blessing,” Benjamin smiles, when my eyes follow his to see Phoenix smiling and giggling at Roan trying to crawl to her. “Oh, I have no doubt of that, she has been training the women of Wolf Creek, and brought several women from Shadow Peak with her when fleeing from Alpha Lucas. Kitty is very strong and is great leadership material, she has a way of connecting with people,” Osric admits, and I nod, unable to keep my eyes from drifting back and forth between Benjamin and Phoenix, who glances up with a smile that’s identical to Be
Raven's Agony of Desire 100. Sworn Loyalty
“Luna Raven, we are proud to call you our Luna, there has never been someone more worthy of the title. You have protected us and saved our Alphas against dangerous enemies, I Gamma Bjorn swear my loyalty and the loyalty of Blood Moon’s Deltas to you and your mates, to be here at your disposal, to do your biding and carry out any orders you deem necessary,” Bjorn steps forward and kneels at my feet, when Blood Moons Deltas follow suit. My heart races when I feel hot tears drip down my cheeks as pride floods through the bond. “Thank you, Gamma Bjorn, it is an honor to be your Luna and know you have such faith in me,” I thank him between deep breaths, trying to calm my nerves when my mates flood the bond with soothing thoughts and feelings. “Luna Raven, I Osric Bloodwrath your mate and Alpha King of the Bloodwrath Kingdom, submit to you and swear my loyalty to your rule and judgement. Not only are you my Luna, you are my equal and I wish to rule by your side, never above you,” Osric ta
Raven's Agony of Desire 99. Luna Raven
“Wow,” Jonathan’s voice comes from behind me, I look up to see most of both packs here standing on both sides of an aisle leading towards Helena, who is standing at an arch way.The arch is carved, four huge posts decorated with Norse knots up the pillars coming together with wolves and a raven in the center.“Wow,” I gasp, seeing it decorated with hanging flowers, making it look like it’s straight out of a fairy tale.“The pack is very excited to finally have its Luna and to welcome its new Alpha,” Embry mentions, grabbing Jonathan’s hand, leading him down the aisle between the crowd.“Ready?” Osric asks, standing in front of me and watches me blush with a gentle nod.“I think so, it’s about time, isn’t it?” I question, knowing not only do I want to be his Luna, but Blood Moon really is ready to accept me as such“It really is, I’m very proud of you,” Osric gently presses his lips to my forehead.“Me too,” I smile, then quickly kiss his lips, letting him escort me to the arch where N
Raven's Agony of Desire 98. Getting Ready
“Damn, I’m not sure who looks better,” Embry’s voice comes from the bathroom as Jonathan, and I finish getting dressed for tonight. “Jonathan,” I giggle, staring at Jonathan’s hair that is braided back into a mohawk. I smile seeing he is wearing dark gray woolens with a weapons belt and remains bare chested like Osric and Embry, making him look like a Viking God. “I wouldn’t be so sure about that,” Jonathan chuckles while looking me up and down, making my cheeks turn bright red. All three of them stare at the red linen chemise gown under the under bust black corset, that is intricately decorated with gold lined filigree. I am also wearing a matching Victorian age sleeveless double-breasted tailcoat over the top showing off the loose peasant sleeves of the chemise. “You guys only like this dress because the corset shoves my milk filled boobs up into my face, I can use them as pillows,” I roll my eyes and shake my head while turning to button up the coat. “You are stunning Bunny,”
Raven's Agony of Desire 97. Declared Enemy
“Hey, there you are,” Jonathan whispers while pulling me higher up in his arms as I look around to see I’m on the floor in his lap, with Osric and Embry on either side of us.“He tried taking me,” I softly speak while looking up at my mates, and Jonathan nods.“He won’t get anywhere near you again, we will keep you safe,” Osric reassures as he leans against Jonathan while grabbing my hand and kissing my knuckles.“He’ll do the same to Roan if he ever gets his hands on her, he’s working with witches it’s how he has stayed hidden,” I panic while sitting up to see, my father, Liliana, Ryder, Benjamin, Ares, Kitty, and Phoenix all standing around us watching me in concern.“He never gets dem,” Phoenix reassures, leaning towards me from Ares arms making me nod.“I don’t let him, Gunnar pwotects us,” Phoenix adds, making me smile, knowing she can see some of what’s to come.“Orin saved me from him, and you betrayed Orin then to protect us. You were always around after that,” I look up
Raven's Agony of Desire 96. Mommy! Help Me!
Trigger Warning: Child Abuse“Raven you won’t remember this, it’s going to be ok,” Rebecca tries to walk over and comfort me, when my claws slip through my fingers slashing at her cutting into the soft flesh of her belly.“Fuck! You stupid little bitch!” Rebecca screams at me, kicking the bars crushing my fingers making me yelp and growl angrily not understanding the hate radiating from my mother.“I thought she hasn’t shifted?” Dagon questions while getting up and walking over to look me over.“She hasn’t,” Rebecca answers, her eyes are blown wide while looking down at her stomach she is now holding.It quickly dawns on me this must have been right around the time I did shift for the first time; I can see the heat emanating from my body as my eyes are glowing a brilliant shade of red.“Ruby what is this?” I question, seeing her standing behind the younger me trying to pull me away from the bars, when I realize she’s younger too.‘This is a memory, something buried and suppressed,’ cu
Raven's Agony of Desire 95. Repressed
“How are you feeling about today?” Mummo questions, when I walk into the kitchen looking for some juice with Gunnar in my arms. “I’m excited, I can feel how excited everyone in Wolf Creek is for tonight,” I admit, grabbing the juice, for Mummo to grab the bottle from my hand as she has a glass already on the counter. “He is so precious; you did an excellent job with your pups. Of course, Wolf Creek is excited, you’re their Alpha, and you have changed their lives for the better. I’ve never seen Wolf Creek prosper so well, nor have I seen a pack where there are so little domestic issues among mates,” Mummo admits, pouring me a glass of juice when I look back hearing Roan fussing behind me. “What’s wrong?” I ask, watching Jonathan bringing our daughter whose face is bright red nearly matching her hair. “Oh, she thinks she is starving, and I apparently don’t have the goods,” Jonathan explains making Mummo laugh quietly, and I nod, knowing the twins aren’t due to be nursed. “I just nur
Raven's Agony of Desire 94. Natural Mum
“Shhhh, what’s the matter?” I sooth Roan, scooping her up from the center of the bed surrounded by pillows that smell of my mates. “Oh, you’re a stinky girl, and I’m sure you’re hungry too,” I nearly gag at the smell of her diaper as her cries turn into soft sobs and whimpers. “Hey, stop your crying, Mumma has you,” I reassure, carrying her over to the changing table with fresh diapers and cloths to wash her with. “You’re so pretty like your Da, you have his hair, even the curls,” I giggle while laying her down staring at her beautiful locks that are identical to Embry’s. Roan quickly calms down at my voice and touch, making my heart melt at how easy it is to sooth my pup. “Your brother snores like both Da’s and can sleep through anything…” “Just like his Mum,” Osric interrupts me while coming into the room with a towel wrapped low around his hips. “I don’t sleep that heavy,” I laugh, and shake my head at Osric’s comment while glancing over at Gunnar who is in a deep sleep spraw
