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Raven's Agony of Desire 27. Grand Accommodations
“We will have to bring our own warm touch to the house, we can correct the excessive spending and put the money where it is needed to help the pack,” I reassure. Rubbing my hands across Ryders shoulders and hugging him from behind to help relax him. I know how much he wants to change things for the pack and our people.“If this is the type of home you want then don’t change it, I want you to have everything you could ever want or need. I just want to make sure the pack has what they need, before spoiling ourselves,” Ryder looks over at me as I stand on my tip toes to rest my chin on his shoulder.“I don’t need nor want all of this fancy stuff. Honestly, it’s a bit much for me. I like rustic with a touch of luxury, like something between this and Wolf Creek,” I admit, looking around liking most of the décor and furniture, but it’s too much. I don’t want to live in a museum where we can’t touch anything.“Well like you said, we’ll get this place to our liking, and hopefully quickly, bec
Last Updated : 2023-01-27Raven's Agony of Desire 28. New Pack
“How are you and our pup feeling?” Ryder questions, sitting and rubbing Aiden’s back as he feeds.“Good, just tired from the drive. I’m going to nurse him once he’s finished drinking blood, then put him to bed. I’ll have Valery stay inside with him and go help where I can to get people set up,” I answer, sitting on the very soft bed and pull myself into the pillows against the headboard.“Please be careful, we’re changing a lot at once, and some of these people are not happy to be losing their free labor,” Ryder insists, looking down at Aiden when he pulls away.“Was that good?” Ryder chuckles, wiping Aiden’s little bloody lips clean when he smiles.“He does love feeding on his Daddy. I will be careful I promise, I plan to have Kitty stay by my side so she can introduce me to the people who need the most help, and so I can learn who the most influential people on both sides are,” I explain, reaching out for Aiden knowing he will start fussing for milk.“Having Kitty with you works for
Last Updated : 2023-01-28Raven's Agony of Desire 29. Hybrid Alpha
“Nikki and Seb are going to go through Lucas’ old books with me so we can find out how the pack stands financially, and start to fix things. Will you be ok with Kitty and Johanna?” Ryder asks me, after talking for about an hour with Johanna and the other women around the fire.“Yeah, I’ll be perfectly fine here, everyone is very friendly so far and I know you need to take care of things,” I nod my head and look up at my gorgeous mate, adoring this strong responsible side of him.I can’t be prouder of Ryder. He’s become quite the Alpha, and he’s doing it with more pressure being a hybrid since all eyes are on him.“I love you, if you need me let me know. I’ll check on Aiden and make sure he’s still sleeping,” Ryder pulls my chin up then presses his lips to mine making me giggle, knowing we have an audience.“I love you too, I’ll make sure to link you if I need anything. And thank you, I was going to go check on him soon if you didn’t,” I reply.Reaching up I place my hand on the side of
Last Updated : 2023-01-29Raven's Agony of Desire 30. Getting Ready
“It’s starting to look like a proper pack out there,” I can’t hide my smile when I hear Raven’s voice from behind me. “Raven,” I gasp, turning to see her standing in the doorway of my room with Roan in her arms. “Lily, you look so beautiful,” Raven smiles, despite looking exhausted and run down from what I would guess is a lack of sleep. I blush standing in front of her, wearing a lavender white ombre A-line floor length gown with a large slit up to my thigh on one side. The gown flows and looks like something you would see in a fairy tale as it has light blue crystals that match my eyes trailing up the slit to my waist following the ombre. “I’m so glad you’re here, you look good other than being tired,” I hug my twin, ecstatic she’s here for my Luna and Ryder’s Alpha ceremony. “Who knew being a mother to twins would be so exhausting, they constantly need to eat. Of course I’m here, I wouldn’t miss this for anything,” Raven holds onto me with Roan between us. “I’ve missed you so
Last Updated : 2023-01-30Raven's Agony of Desire 31. Reflection
“Enough about me, let's get you out there,” Dad suggests, nodding towards the door. “Sounds like a good idea, I need to put my sandals on,” I agree, sitting on the lounge with a pair of dark brown leather gladiator sandals. “Here, let me,” my father kneels in front of me and take my sandals from my hand as I nod gratefully. “Thank you, it’s getting hard to bend with her growing so quickly,” I giggle feeling my belly when my pup kicks at the movement of my hand. “You’re welcome. That’s good, she’s healthy and strong just like her mum,” he chuckles with a warm smile, as he places my foot in the sandal and begins to tie the lace. “She really is, the last few nights Ryder has fallen asleep talking to her,” I laugh softly, thinking about how much I enjoy running my fingers through Ryder’s thick black hair when he lays his head on my chest to worship my belly. “I’m very glad to see you and Ryder together, not only is he a good mate, but he’s a good man. I have a feeling he’ll surprise u
Last Updated : 2023-01-31Raven's Agony of Desire 32. Ceremonials
“Do you need anything before you become Luna?” Dad asks when we make it to the bottom of the stairs near to the entry way. “I don’t think so, I’m ready to do this, I can feel how excited the pack is,” I can’t hide my wide smile. Ryder and I have become very involved and connected to the people in our pack, trying to repair the damage Lucas did. “Good, they are very excited and from everything I’ve heard they should be. You and Ryder have done an amazing job making changes here. The pack members are now equals, it was all achieved without starting trouble with the more affluent members and those who have been going without,” Dad nods in approval, opening the door for me. “Ryder has handled everything very diplomatically, and I’ve just done my best to support him,” I shrug, walking through the door and wait for my father to escort me to where they’ve set everything up for the ceremony. My father walks me through the town towards our picnic area, where I see my people gathered waiting
Last Updated : 2023-02-01Raven's Agony of Desire 33. Luna of the People
“We’re going to hunt for the feast, will you be ok with Raven?” Ryder links, rubbing his face across my belly.I notice Raven approach her mates, who are now shifted into a giant silver wolf and an even bigger black wolf, while Mummo and Vaari hold all three of our pups.“Of course, I’ll be ok, go bring home something yummy to feed our pack,” I run my fingers through Ryder’s thick silky fur and kiss the top of his head.“I will be back soon,” he reassures, before licking my cheek leading several men and women from the pack towards the forest for the hunt.“Go on, don’t show Ryder up,” Raven giggles, dismissing her giant mates who playfully nip at each other when they run past me.“Congratulations Pentu, you’re so beautiful and you’re going to be such a incredible Luna,” Vaari hugs me with Aiden in his arms.I can’t help blushing feeling so glad to make my Vaari proud.“Thank you Vaari, I’m glad to make all of you proud,” I hug him tight, and take a deep breath inhaling his comforting
Last Updated : 2023-02-02Raven's Agony of Desire 34. Did They Just Growl?
“Embry,” I whine, rolling over on the lounge at the foot of the bed in our den, waking up to Gunnar crying.Last night was long and exhausting, the twins fought sleep again, missing Osric. He left three days ago, to deal with Alphas being a problem in Germany.“Raven he’s hungry,” Embry groans, reaching out for me then sitting up realizing I’m not in the bed.“Then grab him and Roan please, I’m so tired?” I beg, looking over at Embry who looks exhausted as well, yet still manages a kind smile.“I’ll bring you to them, Osric won’t be gone long,” Embry reassures, as he gets up out of bed and heads to the lounge.Bending down he scoops me up in his strong arms and places a sweet kiss on my forehead.“Thank you; I know he’ll be back soon, it’s just hard with them missing him already,” I admit, sitting up against the pillows that Embry places me down in front of. I’m sleep deprived as it has only been two weeks since having the twins, and now my mate is on the other side of the world.“Hey
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Raven's Agony of Desire 102. Devastation
“I’m sorry, I don’t mean to be grumpy I just don’t like not knowing what’s going on, at least get them closer to the house and surrounded by the Delta warriors,” Osric apologizes, brushing my hair back and I nod. “Don’t be sorry, I love that you’re protective of us. Roan is starting to smell pretty ripe, so I’ll take them in to change them. Organize Karen and Bjorn to protect Liliana and her pups, as well as Phoenix and Ares. If there is a threat, we will handle it and be prepared,” I reassure, reaching up and placing my hand on the side of his face trusting his instincts. “I will, Jonathan, stay with Raven,” Osric orders, making me turn and roll my eyes before heading towards our house. “Mumma Raven, is evewy thing ok?” Phoenix skips her way towards me, pulling Ares behind her. “Yeah, Roan has a dirty diaper, so I need to take them inside to change her,” I answer with a nod, as Kitty comes over and stands beside Ares like she’s watching over them. “Can we help?” Phoenix questions
Raven's Agony of Desire 101. Actually Family
“Kitty will make an excellent Beta, she’s a great choice Ben. Good news is Raven won’t have to miss her all the time, since we’ll be visiting your pack and you’ll be visiting ours frequently, so Phoenix and Gunnar are able to see each other,” Osric’s gruff voice chimes in, and I nod agreeing to his point. “Yes, and she’ll be a great female influence for Phoenix, I know she’ll make sure Ares and Phoenix are always safe. I’m pleased you both agree and give your blessing,” Benjamin smiles, when my eyes follow his to see Phoenix smiling and giggling at Roan trying to crawl to her. “Oh, I have no doubt of that, she has been training the women of Wolf Creek, and brought several women from Shadow Peak with her when fleeing from Alpha Lucas. Kitty is very strong and is great leadership material, she has a way of connecting with people,” Osric admits, and I nod, unable to keep my eyes from drifting back and forth between Benjamin and Phoenix, who glances up with a smile that’s identical to Be
Raven's Agony of Desire 100. Sworn Loyalty
“Luna Raven, we are proud to call you our Luna, there has never been someone more worthy of the title. You have protected us and saved our Alphas against dangerous enemies, I Gamma Bjorn swear my loyalty and the loyalty of Blood Moon’s Deltas to you and your mates, to be here at your disposal, to do your biding and carry out any orders you deem necessary,” Bjorn steps forward and kneels at my feet, when Blood Moons Deltas follow suit. My heart races when I feel hot tears drip down my cheeks as pride floods through the bond. “Thank you, Gamma Bjorn, it is an honor to be your Luna and know you have such faith in me,” I thank him between deep breaths, trying to calm my nerves when my mates flood the bond with soothing thoughts and feelings. “Luna Raven, I Osric Bloodwrath your mate and Alpha King of the Bloodwrath Kingdom, submit to you and swear my loyalty to your rule and judgement. Not only are you my Luna, you are my equal and I wish to rule by your side, never above you,” Osric ta
Raven's Agony of Desire 99. Luna Raven
“Wow,” Jonathan’s voice comes from behind me, I look up to see most of both packs here standing on both sides of an aisle leading towards Helena, who is standing at an arch way.The arch is carved, four huge posts decorated with Norse knots up the pillars coming together with wolves and a raven in the center.“Wow,” I gasp, seeing it decorated with hanging flowers, making it look like it’s straight out of a fairy tale.“The pack is very excited to finally have its Luna and to welcome its new Alpha,” Embry mentions, grabbing Jonathan’s hand, leading him down the aisle between the crowd.“Ready?” Osric asks, standing in front of me and watches me blush with a gentle nod.“I think so, it’s about time, isn’t it?” I question, knowing not only do I want to be his Luna, but Blood Moon really is ready to accept me as such“It really is, I’m very proud of you,” Osric gently presses his lips to my forehead.“Me too,” I smile, then quickly kiss his lips, letting him escort me to the arch where N
Raven's Agony of Desire 98. Getting Ready
“Damn, I’m not sure who looks better,” Embry’s voice comes from the bathroom as Jonathan, and I finish getting dressed for tonight. “Jonathan,” I giggle, staring at Jonathan’s hair that is braided back into a mohawk. I smile seeing he is wearing dark gray woolens with a weapons belt and remains bare chested like Osric and Embry, making him look like a Viking God. “I wouldn’t be so sure about that,” Jonathan chuckles while looking me up and down, making my cheeks turn bright red. All three of them stare at the red linen chemise gown under the under bust black corset, that is intricately decorated with gold lined filigree. I am also wearing a matching Victorian age sleeveless double-breasted tailcoat over the top showing off the loose peasant sleeves of the chemise. “You guys only like this dress because the corset shoves my milk filled boobs up into my face, I can use them as pillows,” I roll my eyes and shake my head while turning to button up the coat. “You are stunning Bunny,”
Raven's Agony of Desire 97. Declared Enemy
“Hey, there you are,” Jonathan whispers while pulling me higher up in his arms as I look around to see I’m on the floor in his lap, with Osric and Embry on either side of us.“He tried taking me,” I softly speak while looking up at my mates, and Jonathan nods.“He won’t get anywhere near you again, we will keep you safe,” Osric reassures as he leans against Jonathan while grabbing my hand and kissing my knuckles.“He’ll do the same to Roan if he ever gets his hands on her, he’s working with witches it’s how he has stayed hidden,” I panic while sitting up to see, my father, Liliana, Ryder, Benjamin, Ares, Kitty, and Phoenix all standing around us watching me in concern.“He never gets dem,” Phoenix reassures, leaning towards me from Ares arms making me nod.“I don’t let him, Gunnar pwotects us,” Phoenix adds, making me smile, knowing she can see some of what’s to come.“Orin saved me from him, and you betrayed Orin then to protect us. You were always around after that,” I look up
Raven's Agony of Desire 96. Mommy! Help Me!
Trigger Warning: Child Abuse“Raven you won’t remember this, it’s going to be ok,” Rebecca tries to walk over and comfort me, when my claws slip through my fingers slashing at her cutting into the soft flesh of her belly.“Fuck! You stupid little bitch!” Rebecca screams at me, kicking the bars crushing my fingers making me yelp and growl angrily not understanding the hate radiating from my mother.“I thought she hasn’t shifted?” Dagon questions while getting up and walking over to look me over.“She hasn’t,” Rebecca answers, her eyes are blown wide while looking down at her stomach she is now holding.It quickly dawns on me this must have been right around the time I did shift for the first time; I can see the heat emanating from my body as my eyes are glowing a brilliant shade of red.“Ruby what is this?” I question, seeing her standing behind the younger me trying to pull me away from the bars, when I realize she’s younger too.‘This is a memory, something buried and suppressed,’ cu
Raven's Agony of Desire 95. Repressed
“How are you feeling about today?” Mummo questions, when I walk into the kitchen looking for some juice with Gunnar in my arms. “I’m excited, I can feel how excited everyone in Wolf Creek is for tonight,” I admit, grabbing the juice, for Mummo to grab the bottle from my hand as she has a glass already on the counter. “He is so precious; you did an excellent job with your pups. Of course, Wolf Creek is excited, you’re their Alpha, and you have changed their lives for the better. I’ve never seen Wolf Creek prosper so well, nor have I seen a pack where there are so little domestic issues among mates,” Mummo admits, pouring me a glass of juice when I look back hearing Roan fussing behind me. “What’s wrong?” I ask, watching Jonathan bringing our daughter whose face is bright red nearly matching her hair. “Oh, she thinks she is starving, and I apparently don’t have the goods,” Jonathan explains making Mummo laugh quietly, and I nod, knowing the twins aren’t due to be nursed. “I just nur
Raven's Agony of Desire 94. Natural Mum
“Shhhh, what’s the matter?” I sooth Roan, scooping her up from the center of the bed surrounded by pillows that smell of my mates. “Oh, you’re a stinky girl, and I’m sure you’re hungry too,” I nearly gag at the smell of her diaper as her cries turn into soft sobs and whimpers. “Hey, stop your crying, Mumma has you,” I reassure, carrying her over to the changing table with fresh diapers and cloths to wash her with. “You’re so pretty like your Da, you have his hair, even the curls,” I giggle while laying her down staring at her beautiful locks that are identical to Embry’s. Roan quickly calms down at my voice and touch, making my heart melt at how easy it is to sooth my pup. “Your brother snores like both Da’s and can sleep through anything…” “Just like his Mum,” Osric interrupts me while coming into the room with a towel wrapped low around his hips. “I don’t sleep that heavy,” I laugh, and shake my head at Osric’s comment while glancing over at Gunnar who is in a deep sleep spraw
