Guilty Feeling

Varo immediately opened his cellphone and looked for Rendi's contact, after getting Rendi's contact. Varo immediately called him, and soon Rendi picked up the phone.

"Hello?" said Rendi from across the street.

"Hello, where are you Ren now?" asked Varo quickly.

"I'm in a hospital which is not far from the scene. You two come here, because I see Raihan's face is not friendly at all. If you come here don't forget to bring him food because he also hasn't eaten from there," said Rendi.

"Okay, you brought the paper bag that was in the car seat back and forth and then you gave it to him. That paper bag contains a set of clothes for him from Vania, but remember don't tell him it's from Vania. can you be with him, "explained Varo.

"What's wrong with Vania and Raihan?" Rendi asked in surprise.

"I also don't really know what's between the two of them. As far as I know, he and Vania are only a secretary and a superior. It's just that nothing more than that," explained Varo.

"If for example it's just a job, why is Vania willing to give a health car and call Raihan with a worried tone? Not only worried, but Vania also seems to be crying when she hears Raihan going to the hospital?" asked Rendi from across the street.

Varo who heard that question immediately frowned in confusion. "Vania called Raihan while she was about to cry? What's wrong?" asked Varo again.

"The number is I asked you, what's wrong? If you ask me back, it's a lie, there's no answer," said Rendi irritably.

"Oh yes, awkwkwkwk, so I'll try to ask him slowly. If not, he will also tell himself in due time. We'll just wait," said Varo casually.

"Well, now you come here quickly. I don't want to know that you and Edwin must come here to accompany your ice friend as soon as possible," Rendi snorted irritably.

"You come to him as a friend or not as a brother. Later he will also melt, he prefers to think of us as his family rather than his subordinates. So, you have to be smart in taking his heart today. It's time he will make Galaxy even better," advised Varo.

"Is that possible? As far as I know he's quite arrogant," asked Rendi, confused.

"You can, yesterday Edwin was hugged again with him. Just do what I told you. I'm sure you can also melt his rock-hard heart," said Varo.

"Okay, then. I'll go to the palace first while giving this paper bag from Vania. You guys be careful on your way," ordered Rendi.

"Okay, I'll hang up the phone. Don't forget to tell him to change his clothes. It must be the smell of his clothes because of blood," said Varo.

"Yes," said Rendi, then turned off his cell phone unilaterally. Varo immediately put his cellphone into his pants pocket, then put on the sealtbeat correctly.

"Going to the hospital which is not far from the scene earlier, they were all there. So, we have to hurry up and down with them. The ice human's mood is not good," said Varo.

"If it's your aunt and aunt's business, it's definitely not really good for him. Especially during this time he rarely meets them. Plus see them like that, so it's definitely devastating for him. I think his feelings are the same," he explained. Edwin while still focused on staring at the road in front of him.

"Why do you always think like that?" asked Varo confused.

"Now I'm asking you. The three of us were really close at first because of what?" asked Edwin casually.

"We've been close all this time because we feel the same way. We have the same feelings, we have the same sadness, and we also have the same preferences. That's all as cute as me," Varo replied.

"Now you know, the three of us are far from our parents. They are all busy with their world until they forget that they also have children they have to care for and they take care of. They forget that their children need more love than them, sometimes I'm jealous. with other friends. They have more affection than their parents, "said Edwin with a smile.

"Yes, I know, if I was Raihan, I was really gupek. Especially seeing people we love until they get hurt because of our mortal enemies," said Varo.

"Where are we going to buy food?" asked Edwin, glancing right and left.

"Just buy food at the usual place. We buy two packs to eat them both," said Varo and nodded back by Edwin.

Not long after, they finally arrived at the usual dining place they all gathered. Varo immediately got out of the car and bought several packets of food for Raihan and Rendi.

Author POV End.

I immediately went into the bathroom not far from the emergency room. After arriving in the bathroom, I immediately cleaned my hands and face with the soap in the paper bag Rendi brought.

After finishing cleaning my face and body, I immediately changed my clothes and then looked in the mirror in front of the mirror in front of me right now.

I smiled sadly at the reflection in the mirror. "Look at yourself today Han, you look the same as a loser. You don't deserve to be called the chairman of the Galaxy!" I muttered quietly.

"Even making them stay conscious I can't. Because my actions made them lying weak in the hospital cage. God why everything happened to me? Why did you give me this big trial God?" my mind screamed remembering it all.

As soon as sweet memories with them crossed my mind, I couldn't hold back my tears at this time. Say that I'm weak right now, blaspheme me as you like. Mock me as you like, but please allow me to see my parents' beautiful eyes again. I don't need anything today, I don't need money, power, dignity and anything.

I just want my family back, I want to be like any other child. Supported by their parents when they were down, hugged by their parents when they fell, given a smile by their parents when I was hurt.

God can you hear my prayer this time? I just want everything back to how it was. Their love, their smiles, their laughter, their happiness. I just wanted that, nothing more.

I poured all my feelings into the bathroom and cried uncontrollably. Once I had enough of everything, I immediately wiped the trail of my tears and washed my face with running water.

After I finished cleaning myself and pouring out my sadness, I immediately walked out of the bathroom to approach Rendi who was in the emergency room waiting room. I saw in front of the emergency room that Edwin and Varo had arrived and were chatting casually with Rendi, who was sipping coffee from Edwin.

"Have you finished cleaning?" asked Edwin, waving his hand at me.

"Could it be a little smiley face when you meet a friend? My feeling is that you are always really flat when you see us," Varo said with an embarrassed look.

"Do you still care about my gaze at a time like this? Never mind a smile, my gloomy face doesn't match!" I cried in front of him, Edwin immediately pulled me away from them all and sat me across from them.

"What's wrong with you? Do you feel guilty? Or are you feeling disappointed?" asked Edwin softly, I immediately ruffled my hair in frustration and leaned back on the waiting bench.

"I know how you feel, I also know how it feels to lose, I also know how it feels to worry. Because before you felt it, I felt it first. I admit that if your enemy is a cold-blooded killer, you never look at anything if he's wrong you. won't hesitate to kill him right away. "

"You don't remember yourself, you have friends who can help you. You have friends who can be your brothers, me, Varo, Ridwan, we can be your shields when you're in trouble. Remember one thing the mafia is also an ordinary person who needs family. and friends, "said Edwin coldly.

"You feel yourself as a mafia?" I asked in a flat tone.

"If it's not a mafia, what do you want to call it? Gangster? Gangs? Murderous UKM? What do you do? Obviously, you smuggle something you shouldn't, you want a weapon that no one else owns, you also build a weapon to paralyze opponent, so you call it not the mafia? " asked Edwin irritably.

"Hmmm, OK, I'll lose this time." I immediately walked to the front of the glass door and peeked at what the doctor was doing in the glass room.

I saw the doctor removing a lot of needles and a lot of medical equipment which gave me goosebumps when I saw him. I looked at my parents with gloom.

"God forgive me, I couldn't be a good boy all this time. Please just give all the pain they feel to me," I screamed inside. I immediately poked my head slowly in front of the side wall of the emergency room.

"It's useless to flick your head like that, until your head leaks and your parents will stay like that. Now is the time for you to pray to God for the safety of both of them. Instead of you messing around with things that are uncertain and wasted? You pray for the safety of both of them, "said Rendi. I immediately stopped the spice and pressed my forehead against the wall.