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MIRROR ME IN MY PAIN
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2023-05-03 18:55:06
Kairal.Kyou know, I knew the way Storm's and Cole's connection was delayed, was going to be fire. apart from that, the boys are for the first time in all their years going against each other. not good, not at all because right now would be time to go find Storm and help her, right? well, that would work if they weren't being beaten down by the connection meaning that with every lash of pain, she feels they do. will they push it through and look for her or are they going to continue whining? come on boys, do better, we need you to get it together, am I right?
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