I could smell them before they smelt me.
Ten years of being a rogue meant I had trained myself to be able to smell a threat before they became a threat, it was a trick which had gotten me out of many certain death situations.
I shifted before they had emerged from the clearing and was preparing myself for an attack. I wasn't going to go down easy and it was sure as hell going to take more than a couple of male-wolves to take me down.
I may not look like much to the eye, but looks can be deceiving. I was more powerful than people had ever given me credit for which is part of the reason any pack members who managed to find me had always ended up dead at my hand; I wasn't someone to be messed with when I was pissed off.
It would seem that people were determined to find that out the hard way though. Not that you would ever catch me complaining. Killing those who were supposed to be some of the best fighters in the pack always bought about a sense of happiness, knowing I was one step closer to being able to seek my revenge.
In the ten years I had been living as a rouge the thought of actually meeting my mate was something which had crossed my mind on a couple of occasions, but they were brushed to the side as quickly as they came. At almost twenty-eight I had pretty much accepted that I was never going to find my other half and, even if I did find him now, then I would be sure to reject him.
"Well, well, well, if it isn't the infamous rogue," one of the males chuckled when they finally came to a stop where I was readying myself.
"It looks like someone is planning on killing us," the other laughed in response.
"That's a shame because I don't know about you Jackson. But I really don't feel like dying today," another one replied, clearly amused that I was considering attacking them when I didn't have anyone to actually back me up. But that had never bothered me in the past and they must have known that.
"I would agree, Thomas. What about you Jacob? Do you want to die?" Jackson remarked.
Internally I was laughing to myself, and decided I would use this time to attack but, just as I was about to jump, a wolf came flying at me out of nowhere. His brown fur covering my eyes, making it damn near impossible to know what the hell was going on, but I had never been one to give up without a fight and this wasn't going to be an exception to the rule.
I used my hind legs to kick him in the stomach, forcing him off me and sending him flying into a tree. To say he looked pissed off would be an understatement but that simply made the situation all the more amusing for myself.
He ran towards me again but I was quicker than he was and managed to duck before he could actually hit me, but I made sure not to miss him, sinking my teeth at the point where his shoulder and neck met each other; refusing to relent until I had the metallic taste of blood in my mouth.
"Damn. She's good!" I heard one of three idiots state. I didn't know which made the comment, so I growled at all three of them, running towards them which only resulted in myself now being surrounded by three more wolves.
I was in the middle and the four wolves were surrounding me, growling at me as they each made awkward eye contact with me. I dared to be brave and ended up taking a swipe at the black and white wolf which was closest to me, my claw cutting deep against his skin.
I was about to make another move, only a voice of authority put a stop to the show before it could go any further. "Enough. I want her alive."
I looked over to see a well-dressed man walking towards the five of us. The four wolves around me quickly transformed without so much as a word and, when they had done. I could see the damage I had done to two of them. I couldn't help but feel proud knowing they were injured and that I was the one who had done it.
"Shift. Now," he attempted to use his Alpha command on me, only it didn't work and I did nothing but continue to glare at him. "I said, shift."
I turned my back on his and walked over to a tree, remaining in my wolf form as I decided that I was going to lay down and close my eyes. My wolf never had been any good at taking orders, she didn't even listen to me half the time so I wasn't going to force her to do something she didn't want to do.
"Either you shift, or we'll make you shift," the Alpha demanded.
"Alpha Jayson, is she the rogue who has murdered so many?"
I looked up at the guy who I quickly recognized as Jackson. He had a huge gash across his cheek, his blond hair was all over the place and his green eyes almost looked like they were trying to see into my soul. He even had a pretty good body on him if I was being honest.
"I believe her to be, but I was her back on our territory where we can question her properly," Jayson replied firmly.
"Understood Alpha." Jackson bowed his head politely before walking back over to the male I had injured during our fight. I couldn't see him, but I could smell that he was losing a lot of blood, and I hoped he would die; I hoped his family would feel the same pain I had been forced to feel for the last ten years.
"Thomas. Jacob. I want you to take Shaun to the pack doctor and then inform our guards that we shall have a new prisoner joining us," Jayson ordered.
I saw the other two men pick up the practically lifeless body and run through the forest.
While he had been busy giving his orders, I had taken the opportunity to shift back and pull on some clothes. Jeans and a vest top with some sandals, I was used to travelling light these days and it was pretty much the same outfit I had worn for the last ten years.
"Ah. The famous Alpha Jayson. We meet at last." I smirked. He was feared among all packs and was known for his ruthlessness, but I was more feared and had caused more trouble in five minutes than he had done in his entire seven year reign as Alpha of the Moon Shadow pack.
"I would say it's a pleasure, but I guess I'd be lying," he muttered back distastefully.
"How many of your pack have I killed now in your bid to capture me? I lost count after the first forty men." I found myself laughing. Me, a single rogue, had killed some of the most experience and trained fighters in the country.
"Now I have you and I have no intention of letting you leave alive," Jayson remarked. I knew what was coming the moment Jackson walked over to me.
My wrists were bound with silver hand cuffs and, though it stung like a bitch, I wasn't going to let it show that I was in pain.
"There was me thinking we could be friends," I replied. I did love to push my limits, especially when I was being taken to the territory of the pack who mercilessly murdered my pack as we slept. Though Alpha Jayson only inherited the title of Alpha after he murdered the man who had the power before he did, the man who had given the order to invade and insisted that there were no survivors.
Alpha Martin Jackson. The ironic thing being that his son, Blake Jackson, was now Jayson's Beta and I am pretty sure Jackson was his third in command. There wouldn't be any other reason for Jayson to make him stay behind while he sent the other two ahead.
"I intend to torture you until you give me answers and then I will ensure you have a slow and extremely painful death," Jayson seethed as he walked in front of Jackson and myself.
"Yes. Guess that means I get to live for another couple of years before I die," I replied as I fist pumped the air. I knew I was being childish and that it was only serving to piss Jayson off further, but I also knew he wouldn't kill me until I told him what he wanted to know.
"I don't play games," Jayson snapped.
"Really? I kind of pegged you as a guy who would sit down to play something like Monoply after a stressful day."
“You are really pushing your luck now. He will kill you where you stand.” My wolf so kindly decided that was an appropriate moment to speak up but, just as my wolf never listened to me, I also didn't listen to what my wolf had to say. Not even when it was speaking the truth.
"You have killed my men, many of them had mates and children, and you even had the audacity to remain at the border of my territory. Forgive me if being nice to you isn't exactly high on my list of priorities rights now," Jayson snapped, coming to a stop in front of me and sizing me up.
Being six foot one did hold his advantages, such as the fact Jayson couldn't make me feel inferior to him, even if he tried. I was only a little shorter than he was and I could look directly into his eyes as he tried to show me who the boss was.
"Life is bitch. You live and you die. You should get used to that," I stated with my teeth gritted. I had to learn that one the hard way.
He didn't say another word. He didn't look like he had enough cells in his brain to think of a reply, instead he settled for storming off in front of us, hitting any tree he came across; he even managed to split a couple in half.
I smirked to myself while I allowed Jackson to pull me along beside him. I enjoyed the fact I had managed to get right under the skin of Alpha Jayson and that he knew I was going to be one tough cookie to crack so he was going to have to do more than torture me for information.
Even when we reached the underground prison I was going to be stored in and the smell of rotten blood hit me, the grin didn't leave me face and I couldn't help but laugh as Jackson demanded the guards open the doors. I continued to laugh as he dragged me down the poorly lit corridors, taking several twists and turns, before he came to a stop at a metal door.
"Is this where you're going to unsuccessfully question me for answers?" I found myself grinning.
"You know, for a rogue, you don't seem particularly worried about what is going to happen to you," Jackson stated as he pulled the door open and marched me inside, forcing me down on the chair in the corner of the room.
"Do you really think Jayson is the first Alpha to capture and torture me?" I asked in amusement. I could see that he was considering the answer to the question I had just posed and that only made me smile even more. "Besides, I think Jayson has more to worry about than I do."
"What's that supposed to mean?" Jackson raised his eyebrow at me suspiciously.
"I guess time will tell," I grinned smugly. I loved knowing I had the upper hand and there was nothing Jayson or his pack could do about that. I had been planning my revenge for years now and it turns out Moon Shadow has a lot of enemies, enemies who were willing to help me out."
"You won't be able to do anything. You are one and we are many," Jackson replied confidently. If he was worried then he certainly wasn't showing it, or at least he wasn't showing it in front of me.
"You are dismissed, Jackson. The Alpha wants you in his office," a voice called from across the room and I looked up to see him standing beside the door. His eyes suddenly meeting mine and I had never seen a man move quicker than he just did.
"Blake?" I heard Jackson call but his eyes were trained on me.
"Tell the Alpha he needs to get here now. There is no way I am letting him torture her." Blake growled and it would be sweet that he wanted to protect me if I didn't hate his guts. It was due to his father that I had no family or pack so he could go to hell if he thought I wanted to mate with him.
"He is never going to agree to that. She's killed close to eighty of our men!" Jackson shouted.
"Eighty? Damn I'm good," I said cockily. My eyes never leaving those sinister green ones of Jackson.
"And you are going to die for what you have done to this pack," Jackson replied quickly. I hate to admit it, but the guy was growing on me and I almost smiled at him. He was the first male to not be intimidated by me and that in itself was an achievement.
"No one is killing her. If they touch her then they will have to deal with me." Blake growled and I could tell that his wolf was begging to come to the surface so he could rip Jackson to shreds for what he was saying.
"Blake. She is the reason your uncle is de—"
"I don't give a fuck, Jackson! You go and get Jayson and you tell him if he touches my mate then I will personally see to it that he dies!" Blake shouted and Jackson pretty much backed out of the room in complete fear of what Blake would do to him if he didn't get Jayson.
Truth be told, torture sounds like a better option right now. It would be far better than knowing my mate was the son of the man who killed my entire pack.
The son of the man who had killed my family and left me with nothing.
I don't know how long I was looking at the door before it was pushed open. The force behind it almost causing it to fall from its hinges. Jayson looked pissed off. I'm not talking pissed off in that he wants to smash up a few trees, I am talking pissed off in that he wants to rip heads from bodies. Not that I could blame him, I am sure it was Blake's job to begin the torture, but instead he's demanding my release. "What the fuck is going on here?" Jayson shouted, his eyes moving to Blake who was still eyeing me like I was the most wonderful thing in the world. If I didn't have a set of silver handcuffs around my wrists at this moment, I would have shifted and probably killed him. “You wouldn't have done that though because I wouldn't have allowed you to touch him.” My wolf voicing her opinion, her unwelcome opinion which wasn't going to change what I thought of Blake. "Funny story. Turns out your Beta is my mate. Hilarious, right?" I found myself laughing as the words left my mouth
When I finally woke up, my throat was killing me. I was sure there were bruises there and I guess it was my own fault. I used words and sarcasm when I'm under pressure. It's a natural reflex to conversations I didn't want to have and it was my way of protecting myself from the world around me. The only people I had ever spoken to were my family. They were the only ones who really understood me and actually knew what it was like to be in my head. They helped me when I had no one and I hated that they were gone. I hated that I couldn't just speak to them and ask for them advice. I hated that they weren't just round the corner from me so that they could tell me what was the right thing to do, tell me that what I had planned was the wrong thing to be doing because it would make me just as bad as they were. In fact, I hated that they were dead and I was alone in the world. The only person I actually had was my mate and I didn't want anything to do with him right now. I couldn't just jum
I couldn't stop pacing up and down. All my thoughts were consumed by the woman on the other side of the door, the woman who was in the room with the man who would have been successful in killing her had I not stopped him. I had never felt anger like I did in that moment. The only thing on my mind was murdering Jayson. Murdering the man who was my best friend and had been there for me through all the shit my father had put me through; I was prepared to murder my Alpha because he dared to touch my mate. At twenty-five, I never thought I would find my mate. I had pretty much accepted that I was going to spend the rest of my life alone while everyone else around me found their happiness. Jayson had found his mate the moment he turned nineteen and, at twenty, Jackson still has time to find his without too much worry. Unlike my father, who seemed to think having a mate was pointless, I actually wanted to f
Sleep last night refused to come. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't will myself to want to to fall asleep and forget the memories of yesterday. Instead, I spent the entire night pacing my cell, wondering whether I was making the right choices or not.I had seven different Alphas who had given me their support, who had promised me that they would fight with me when the appropriate time came to take down the Moon Shadow pack. One night here thoigh and I was already questioning what I had actually gotten myself in for.I knew they needed to pay and I wanted my revenge for the death of my entire family, but waging war against an entire pack probably wasn't the right way to actually go about it, not when innocent people were going to pay the price of someone else's mistake.Women and children would die. The blood of innocent men would be shed. Families would be destroyed. And I would have to live with that, I would have
I almost regretted saying the words the moment I had said them, but it was too late to take them back now and the truth was out there. Jackson knew the reason I wasn't ready to accept Blake and I am sure he was going to report that back to him when he was done here.I could see the wheels in his head turning as he put everything together in his mind. Jackson didn't seem like an idiot, in fact he came across as someone who was highly intelligent and clearly knew what he was doing, but I am sure he was forming his own opinions on what I had told him.In fact, he was probably waiting for the right moment to tell me that I was being childish and that it was time for me to grow the hell up. He was going to tell that Blake was nothing to do with what his father did and that I shouldn't blame him, that I should just give him a chance.But it wasn't that simple for someone like me. I couldn't simply trust someone b
I had been in this place a week now and every singe day had been the same. I would be put in my cell at night with a decent meal as Blake had demanded and the following morning Jackson would come to speak to me for two hours each morning, before I was thrown back in the cells again.I hadn't seen or spoken to Blake again, but Jackson always told me that Blake said hello and three days after our conversation, Blake told Jackson that he understood why I couldn't accept him and that he didn't blame me for my reasons.Today was no different, other than the fact Jayson was also in the interrogation room with Jackson, only he didn't look as scary as he did when we first met a week ago. In fact, for a man who had to run an entire pack, he looked pretty relaxed today and I was sure there was something else going on."If it isn't the Big Bad Alpha. I was wondering when I would be seeing you again," I actually laughed as I sat down opposite Jayson and Jackson
If there is one thing I hate more than anything it's people who lie. I will never understand people who lie because the truth always comes out in the end and then everyone hates you for lying in the first place. I had spent an entire week with Ellie. We had actually become pretty good friends with each other in that short amount of time so to know she was lying to me actually hurt like a bitch. I told her she could trust me, but it would seem she's still struggling to understand that concept even though I have done nothing to show her otherwise. At twenty I am younger than both Jayson and Blake. They have lived for almost six years longer than I have but even they admit that I have more sense than the both of them combined. I'm the one who brings normality and stability to our friendship, Blake brings the humour and witty comments while Jayson brings the moodiness and serious amount of arrogance which goes with being an Alpha. &n
I walked out of the dungeon without making so much as a sound, I even mind linked with the guards to tell them that they needed to shut the door silently. They followed through with the instruction without question, knowing that something serious had happened. I was going through a whirlwind of emotions as I made my way to the pack house. This was too much to deal with in one day, Ellie being a traitor, only she wasn't really a traitor because she was trying to stop her past from catching up with her now. The rogue wasn't actually a rogue and was set to be the future Alpha of a pack, so the only thing actually keeping her in that cell was the fact every single bar had been coated with silver. She could transform into her wolf in the cell but she wouldn't be able to escape from the cell.
MAXWELL I didn't even realize the room had fallen silent, until I looked across at the stage to see my mother was now standing up there with Uncle Luca one side of her and Jackson the other. Michael was at the back with Shantel standing in front on him, his arms wrapped around her waist, with Aurora on his left and his twin sisters, Kailyn and Trinity who were fourteen and looked exactly like their mother to the point that it would have been difficult to tell who the twins were and who Aurora was if she had aged at the same rate as a werewolf, standing on his left — it's a shame that Daniel wasn't here. I did actually miss him and hope that he would make an appearance, but I guess he was either happy with his mate or he was still searching for her. Uncle Link was off to the side of the stage with his arm wrapped around Aunt Jamie, who actually was in her thirties but still had the face of a teenager, while Uncle Link must have been in his late fifties by now but looked just as good
MAXWELL "Ah, Maxwell, my man, you ready for what's about to happen?" Michael grinned as he threw his arm around my shoulder. I am pretty sure he was more excited about tonight then I was, then again, he was about to become Beta in place of my mum's best friend, so I guess he had good reason to be in the mood that he was. "Don't call me my man, I've told you about that before," I chuckled. Despite there being an eight year age gap between Michael and myself, I actually got on better with him than I did with Daniel, because of the amount of time he had spent looking after me when I was younger; I became quite attached to him when I was six and he started looking after us every Saturday night so my parents could have some time alone. Nicole was close to Abby, but that wasn't surprising given that they were practically the same age, but it got to the point where the two of them were inseparable. You would never find one without the o
"This is Blake, my mate, and these are Maxwell and Nicole. I guess I should formally welcome you to Darkness." I pointed between Blake and the twins in turn, still watching her face in an effort to gage her reaction, but there was nothing and I didn't know whether that was a good thing or a bad thing; I would like to think that it's a good thing and that she knows she's got nothing to worry about. I wasn't going to be a problem for her, not when I had Blake, and I didn't think that she was going to be a problem for me either, not when she had Luca and was going to have fun with three kids by the looks of things. "Hi. I'm Daniel and I like Lego. I am daddy's favourite and he loves me more than he loves Michael, that's Michael by the way, and I'm going to be four next month. Daddy told me that I'm going to be a big boy and-" "Daniel. Calm down." Luca chuckled as he picked his son up and held him on his hip. Daniel wrapped his arms around his father's neck, kissing him on the cheek, wh
ELLIE "How do you think they're going to turn out?" I rocked Maxwell in my arms, Blake had a sleeping Nicole in his own and the boys were having a competition to see who could colour without going outside of the lines; it had been a rather peaceful afternoon and I think that had something to do with the fact Luca wasn't around. As much as I loved him, he was bringing the whole mood down with his constant snapping and unnecessary arguments with either myself or one of the boys, and I knew that's because he was such a stubborn pig who didn't want to get what was rightfully his; he wanted to do the right thing and let her go. But, what was the right thing for her, wasn't the right thing for him and it was beginning to show. I didn't mean to interfere, and I sure as hell didn't expect him to shout at me, but someone needed to point the idiot in the right direction otherwise he never would have done anything about his mate. He would h
LUCA I didn't even need to think about where I was going because my feet seemed to take me there on their own, they knew where we were going and they wanted to get their quicker than I was anticipating; it was almost like they were more excited than I was to get what belonged to us. My wolf hadn't stopped dancing around my head and he continued to let out both howls and yips of happiness in the back of my head. It always made things so much easier knowing that you had the support of your wolf, not that I ever doubted his reappearance once we got to finally meet our mate properly, but he had been unnervingly quiet since I decided that I wasn't going to go after the girl who was made for me.I wasn't even going to lie, I was still shocked that I had been given a second chance, I was even more shocked that it had happened as quickly as this; it had barely been a week since I rejected Charlotte and I was already being given another ch
LUCA "So, let me get this straight, you want to break my mate up with her boyfriend by pretending that you've been sleeping with him?" I asked Ellie. I know that she was only trying to help me but I didn't want her to ruin someone else's relationship just for the sake of my own happiness. She was my best friend and I know that she just wanted the best for me but I refused to let her do something she would live to regret in the end, especially when she came to live in the pack with me and Ellie had to face her every single day knowing what she had done. "You got it," Ellie grinned proudly. "Yeah. That's not going to happen," I told her without breaking eye contact and I noticed Blake nodding in agreement with me from the corner of my eye. I knew that he wasn't happy with the plan from the expression which he had been wearing and the look of murder which was in his eye as she spoke about anothe
I was luckier than same people. I may have lost both sets of my parents but I had a mate who loved me unconditionally and would do absolutely anything for me even if he was a jealous pig at times and overreacted whenever someone got a little too close to me. I had a brother who had always been my rock and had helped me through more things as a child than anyone had done. And I had three others who were practically like brothers anyway, I loved them like they were and I didn't want to lose any of them again because of something as stupid as me not wanting to ask for help. I had my children. I finally understood what it was to love something so much that you would kill anyone who dared to hurt them and I really understood what a mother's love was, I understand how a child could become the centre of someone's universe and how everyone could seem insignificant in comparison to your own child. I would die before I let anyone touch the twins again and I would fight
ELLIE I watched out the corner of my eye as Luca left the room. I don't know why Jamie opened her mouth and thought it was acceptable to comment on his skills as a father but she was in the wrong and she didn't have the right to make a comment. Luca did his best for those boys. He tried to put them before himself and, when Charlotte didn't want anything to do with either of them, he was there to make sure they had the love and the care they deserved. He wasn't the perfect father, I don't think there was a thing such as the perfect father, but he wasn't terrible and he didn't deserve the comments which Jamie made. She didn't know what he had been through. She didn't know the fights he had to endure just to make sure those boys never felt like they weren't wanted. She didn't even understand the pain he was in after finding out that they weren't really his children because his mate got he
LUCA I turned to see Michael staring at me with something in his eyes. He wasn't an idiot so he knew there was more to the story than he was being told, I knew I would have to tell him the truth at some point but it could wait a little longer before I did that. I would have to do it with a clear head and when I could explain it to Michael properly. "Are you sure you're alright dad?" Michael asked. "I'll be fine. And I'm sorry if you think I'm dumping you on people all the time. I don't mean to, I just, I don't know how to deal with all of this," I sighed as I ran my hands through my hair. "You're trying your best and I know that. You've always done the best for both me and Daniel, even when mum gave up with the both of us, you were still there and you have always been there. I love you dad and, when I am older, I want to be the same sort of man you are because you're nothing but selfless," Michael shocked me by wrapping h