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Breathless, shaking from misery, my lips, my hands, my whole body felt vulnerable before this painful imagination.

“Do you think my emotions are a fucking joke?!” I yelled and burst into a few tears.

“Mind your language, Athena. You are before The Elders.” My Lord warned me with a frown, pointing his finger at me to stop the disrespect.

But have they thought about my misery? My feelings?

“Can you feel the extent of how much I ‘don’t’ want you?” I asked breathlessly, voice cracking, turning to Darius who was looking with a dead look.

“Now you are realizing that?” He scoffed, returning a dead smile.

Turning back to My Lord, I held my heart, tears gleaming on my face which staggered him to find tears on my face after a devilishly long time.

…He tried to make me cry many times and a single thought of loving Darius made me cry….

“My Lord, my feelings are my own. No one holds right over them. Not even your mate bonds. Only I can control what I should feel. I don’t need a fucking pat
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