Chapter 36

With my mind surrounded with ordeals and troubles, I went to see Janine only to find her chains which made my heart clench.

Looking down in shame, I told her everything, hoping to get her advice.

“What are you going to do now, Athena?” She sighed, rubbing her temples, probably frustrated with me at this point.

“I don’t know… But I won’t kill this child.” I breathed out with determination.

“Athena. You are a human, I doubt you could do it.” She frowned, reminding me about the difference in our species.

“I don’t care. I want it, It is the mark of my love-” I scoffed, refusing to do it.

I didn’t want to, I couldn’t be heartless. It is a part of my existence, a mark of my feelings too. It was not entirely his.

“What love, dammit?!” She yelled, glaring at me.

My mouth gaped in disbelief with tears, had she forgotten how madly in love I was with Darius, knowing I was not his mate yet I chose him.

“You are asking what love? I gave two years of my affection, endearment, love, my ‘ev