ALERIX
(Five Years Ago) “Come here, Alerix.” He growled in order. I stood rooted to the spot, my thighs clenched in response to his order as I felt my core turning slick at his wicked perusal. My lower lip trembled so hard I had to bite it, the pain reminding me that I was standing before Joe Larsen who was all wet from head to toe. We locked gaze; even though his were hazy with drunkenness. There was still this hint of want… of lust in them. “If you-” He hiccuped. “If you let me say it again, you will blame yourself.” He said, his voice low and dangerous. The signals in my head were flashing at me, yelling that I should call my brother from wherever he went to but I could not. I wanted this too. I wanted his touch too. Just a touch from him. If this was the way I would see him want me, then so be it. I let my legs move on their own, my throat bobbing in anticipation and anxiety. I climbed into his laps, and instantly my shorts were soaked. He let out a painful groan as his hand gripped my waist and slammed me close to his chest. I gasped a little as we stared at each other. I could feel his eyes roaming my face, the heat in them made me clench my thighs around him. He was probably thinking of the things he wanted to do to me and the most ironic part was that I wanted everything he would do. A twitch from his bulge had me jumping slightly but he held me down to himself. “Don’t move.” He whispered into my ears, eliciting a painful whimper from me. His hands trailed my back up to my arms then back to my bare waist. He played with the band. I was already tired of what he was doing so I decided to help him, but he grabbed my hands and glared at me. “I said don't move.” He bit out. I swallowed hard and loosened my hand. He claimed my lips in a hot, ravenous kiss as if he wanted to stamp his claim on them. He began to move my waist into a rhythm with his, grinding my wet core against bulge. The little moans and grunts that escaped past our kiss filled the air. I reached up to grip his shoulders as the kiss deepened. I let out a breathless moan as he cupped my ass cheeks and ground me against him. I did not know how he did it but he lifted me up and I knew what was next. My room. The alarms in my head were telling me to stop. That it was dangerous but I wanted this. I wanted him. I did not know if it was the bond that was making me do this but I knew I could not throw away an opportunity like this. He gently placed me on the bed, taking me by surprise. He began to carefully undress me. When the strap of my bra fell off my arms, a whoosh of air breezed past me, starting rows of goosebumps up my arms. I gazed at him as he focused on my bo*bs, his eyes glinting with painful want. I wanted to cover myself but he held my hands down. “Don’t hide yourself from me.” I took that as an encouragement and relaxed a bit. “You will love it.” He assured me, a soft glower in his eyes. My brows tightened. Did he know what was happening? His eyes fell on my dark brown nipples and he leaned down to capture the right one in his mouth. I arched into his touch, moaning softly as he sucked on it. He circled his tongue around before claiming it. “Joe,” His name came out as a whimper and I reached to run my hand through his hair. He pulled back, staring at it like it was some sort of art. He flicked the tip of his tongue over the tip of my nipple. I sighed, closing my eyes as I reveled in his worship. He moved to the other, sucking it like he wanted to draw essence from it. He let go of it in a pop and tugged at it between his teeth. I groaned, holding his head. Gosh, I was so sensitive. His hand slid down my body and settled on the band of my shorts. He didn't bother to ask for permission as he slid his hand in and groped my slick core. His fingers found my swollen clit and he began to rub it fast. I cried out, my chest heaving with rapid breaths as he claimed my nipple once again. Sucking and biting it before popping. My mouth parted as I chanced a look down at him. He was so focused. He moved up and our gaze locked. He seemed to search my face for something before he took my parted lips into his, sliding his tongue further. He grunted in approval as he moved away, settling between my thighs, and he glanced up at me. There was a silent signal that he should go ahead. He pulled my shorts off and his eyes fell on my glistening and slick core. He licked his fingers and rubbed my clit. I gripped the sheets and arched into him. He pulled back a bit, pulling off his wet clothes and his cock sprung to life. Gosh, Joe is... Huge. I blinked amidst the lustful haze in my eyes. He settled him back and pulled my thighs, placing my legs over his shoulders. He dived down and claimed my clit into his mouth. I gripped his hair and winced at his cruel attack on my clit. He spread it apart with his fingers and slid his tongue in between. A grunt escaped from him, reverberating in my core and making me want to clench my thighs together. “Joe,” I called his name breathlessly and he responded with a hum. Two of his fingers slid into me and I groaned, holding the sheets for dear life. He pumped them in and out, sucking my sensitive clit in his mouth. He continued lapping and sucking on my clit before he pulled up a bit, watching his fingers slide in and out of me. A satisfied expression etched his features as he dragged them out, licking my juice off his fingers. It was so erotic and so un-Joelike. I bit my lip to stop myself from whining from the absence of his touch. With the glint in his eyes and the way he pumped his dick, his eyes perched on my entrance. I braced myself for the next action. He slowly placed himself at my entrance, leaned over on his elbows, and kissed my lips. I wanted to tell them that he should be careful since I was a virgin but he slowly pushed himself. He paused and pulled out. I spread my legs wider again for him and this time, he pushed in full. Our groans and grunts echoed tighter as I let out a deep exhale, feeling so full and my walls clenched around him. “You are… so tight.” He whispered into my ears. That night, I let him do as he wanted. Touch me like he craved me. Kiss me like he yearned for. Ravished me like there won’t be another time like this. But the question was, will there be? I did not let that thought sink in as I moaned and whined beneath him, gripping the sheets for dear life and staring at how sweaty he was as he rode me hard and fast, like he did not want it to stop. Joe, I gave you an irreversible part of me tonight. For a long time, I have given it to you already. I thought to myself as I watched his peaceful sleeping expression.ALERIX (Five Years Later) If anyone had told me that I would be coming back to this place, this pack, I would tell the person that he or she was lying because I never saw myself returning here. This place carried so many memories I wanted to relieve and what again, the man who hurt me the most was here, alive and breathing. I let out a deep exhale, staring out of the window at the pack gate. Ever since Alec became the Alpha everything seemed to have changed. He had remodeled the pack and even built an orphanage in the pack name. I was so happy when he told me. It was great to do something like that, especially when I could relate. A sad expression etched on my face as Micheal cleared his throat, drawing my attention to him. “We are here.” He told me like I didn't know. Like I was not the Alpha’s sister. I tried to pull my lips in a sweet smile but I failed. He pursed his lips, pulling my hands into his. “I understand. You will do just fine. Trust me And besides, I am here
ALERIX I couldn't take my eyes off him. His eyes were magnetic, attracting me to him and holding me captive. Joe had changed. He looked built now. He was… a man. That reality made dread coil in my belly. I bit the inner of my cheeks as he quickly masked his shock with indifference. My left eye twitched and I looked away. The air in the room was tense. Almost everyone in the space knew what went on between us. Although he might not know completely, yet, he knew. “Alerix.” He greeted, with no shock or surprise in his tone. “Joe,” I mumbled in response. He went on to tell Alec what he wanted to do and my brother gave him permission to leave. He walked out, not even bothering to look at me while I stared at him. “Alerix, you should stay over. Our anniversary is in three days.” Alec suggested, trying to ease the tense air. I bobbed my head. “I would love to but the… you know,” I gave him a sad smile. He knew what I was talking about. My children… I remembered when I had f
ALERIX Alec had insisted that we stay over for the night since it began raining in the middle of our dinner. I tried to make him understand that I had kids to see but he adamantly told me that I would be going out in the stormy rain so that was why we were in the living room, right now, hoping the rain would stop. Except it was just a dream that would not come through. “Your room has been prepared,” Elristeya announced and I glanced up at her. She offered me a smile and I nodded. There was a guy who was sitting opposite me and discussing with my brother. I tuned them out and listened to Micheal’s talk on why he hated rain. I just hummed in response because I could feel Joe’s burning gaze on me. Why was I feeling like that? I should not. He kept rejecting me over and over again and yet again, he wanted me to swoon over him. He is mistaken because I would never do that. The rain didn't stop so I gave up and went to my room. Apparently, Alec made his wife prepare another r
JOE Her thick thighs… her plush lips… the way her eyes were dilated as I stroked her.… Alerix was back. I was not expecting that and Alec didn't inform me either. When I asked him, he said he didn't know. Not like I deserved to know. I have done nothing but ignore her and I was unusually mad about it. She was different now. Her curves were now accentuated and she looked like a woman. My woman. No, I shook my head. I fucked that up when I got carried away by Lestiana. I didn't know she had left until months later. I know it was bad on my part but I had told her before she fell for me. I tried to save her heart from falling in love with a cold-hearted person like me. When Les left, she took my heart along and there was nothing else I could give her. I did not know why I was feeling strange at Alerix bringing a man to the pack house. I tried not to talk to Alec about it. I felt fishy about the guy. He was… “Joe?” I blinked as Alec called my attention. Just as I opened my mouth to
JOE Her thick thighs… her plush lips… the way her eyes were dilated as I stroked her.… Alerix was back. I was not expecting that and Alec didn't inform me either. When I asked him, he said he didn't know. Not like I deserved to know. I have done nothing but ignore her and I was unusually mad about it. She was different now. Her curves were now accentuated and she looked like a woman. My woman. No, I shook my head. I fucked that up when I got carried away by Lestiana. I didn't know she had left until months later. I know it was bad on my part but I had told her before she fell for me. I tried to save her heart from falling in love with a cold-hearted person like me. When Les left, she took my heart along and there was nothing else I could give her. I did not know why I was feeling strange at Alerix bringing a man to the pack house. I tried not to talk to Alec about it. I felt fishy about the guy. He was… “Joe?” I blinked as Alec called my attention. Just as I opened my mouth to
ALERIX Alec had insisted that we stay over for the night since it began raining in the middle of our dinner. I tried to make him understand that I had kids to see but he adamantly told me that I would be going out in the stormy rain so that was why we were in the living room, right now, hoping the rain would stop. Except it was just a dream that would not come through. “Your room has been prepared,” Elristeya announced and I glanced up at her. She offered me a smile and I nodded. There was a guy who was sitting opposite me and discussing with my brother. I tuned them out and listened to Micheal’s talk on why he hated rain. I just hummed in response because I could feel Joe’s burning gaze on me. Why was I feeling like that? I should not. He kept rejecting me over and over again and yet again, he wanted me to swoon over him. He is mistaken because I would never do that. The rain didn't stop so I gave up and went to my room. Apparently, Alec made his wife prepare another r
ALERIX I couldn't take my eyes off him. His eyes were magnetic, attracting me to him and holding me captive. Joe had changed. He looked built now. He was… a man. That reality made dread coil in my belly. I bit the inner of my cheeks as he quickly masked his shock with indifference. My left eye twitched and I looked away. The air in the room was tense. Almost everyone in the space knew what went on between us. Although he might not know completely, yet, he knew. “Alerix.” He greeted, with no shock or surprise in his tone. “Joe,” I mumbled in response. He went on to tell Alec what he wanted to do and my brother gave him permission to leave. He walked out, not even bothering to look at me while I stared at him. “Alerix, you should stay over. Our anniversary is in three days.” Alec suggested, trying to ease the tense air. I bobbed my head. “I would love to but the… you know,” I gave him a sad smile. He knew what I was talking about. My children… I remembered when I had f
ALERIX (Five Years Later) If anyone had told me that I would be coming back to this place, this pack, I would tell the person that he or she was lying because I never saw myself returning here. This place carried so many memories I wanted to relieve and what again, the man who hurt me the most was here, alive and breathing. I let out a deep exhale, staring out of the window at the pack gate. Ever since Alec became the Alpha everything seemed to have changed. He had remodeled the pack and even built an orphanage in the pack name. I was so happy when he told me. It was great to do something like that, especially when I could relate. A sad expression etched on my face as Micheal cleared his throat, drawing my attention to him. “We are here.” He told me like I didn't know. Like I was not the Alpha’s sister. I tried to pull my lips in a sweet smile but I failed. He pursed his lips, pulling my hands into his. “I understand. You will do just fine. Trust me And besides, I am here
ALERIX (Five Years Ago) “Come here, Alerix.” He growled in order. I stood rooted to the spot, my thighs clenched in response to his order as I felt my core turning slick at his wicked perusal. My lower lip trembled so hard I had to bite it, the pain reminding me that I was standing before Joe Larsen who was all wet from head to toe. We locked gaze; even though his were hazy with drunkenness. There was still this hint of want… of lust in them. “If you-” He hiccuped. “If you let me say it again, you will blame yourself.” He said, his voice low and dangerous. The signals in my head were flashing at me, yelling that I should call my brother from wherever he went to but I could not. I wanted this too. I wanted his touch too. Just a touch from him. If this was the way I would see him want me, then so be it. I let my legs move on their own, my throat bobbing in anticipation and anxiety. I climbed into his laps, and instantly my shorts were soaked. He let out a painful groan as