Year 1853
Miss Yerez stepped out of the carriage. "I hope your luck will never run out."
She thought Thea was lucky to have escaped the massacre. How could a little kid get away from that? It didn't make sense. And no one expected them to take Thea to the orphanage, which was so far away, from the McCollen residence.
Luckily the security guards arrived soon, otherwise Thea's fate might have ended tragically too.
Thea who had been looking out the window all the way, slowly began to notice a familiar sight.
Her heart was beating fast for no reason. She gripped her tattered dress.
'Mother father. I am home!'
They arrived at Thea's residence after the sun had passed its peak.
The black ruins of the building were only half standing.
Thea stopped in front of the gate. The only part that is not affected by any events. Her legs couldn't move. Memories of that moment flashed through her mind.
‘…Madam
Year 1863 She didn't hear Kay speak anymore. Thea put her ear to the door. Her hand gripped the doorknob tightly. She was sure, Kay would know that she was lying to him. Thea had to. She hates complicated things. Thea couldn't explain it right now, because if that happened, she would have to explain everything from the beginning and Thea didn't want that. After not hearing Kay's voice anymore, she opened the bathroom door slowly. The room was empty. There was no more Kay there. Little did she know that her conversation behind the door would be the last conversation for the next week between them. Kay left without saying goodbye. Elisa said because there was a call of duty. Perhaps Kay was so mad with her that his departure for Berkshire had to be made known to Thea through her maid. But deep in Thea's heart, she was grateful. Kay didn't need to be here now, it allowed her to move more freely. Thea was o
Year 1853After they arrived, Thea didn't feel the slightest bit of prejudice about the people she was with. But apparently, the coachman who accompanied their journey was not a good person."Get out of the way! You're not human if you hurt women and children!" Miss Yerez got up after fixing her dress.The hired coachman pulled a dagger from his pocket. It made Thea remember her own weapon. She put the jewelery in her hand and grabbed the knife.“Woman, listen to me. How about we halve the loot? Think about this carefully. Didn't you try to sell her but it didn't work? She'll only burden you after this,” The coachman tried to persuade Miss Yerez and make her an accomplice.Thea glanced at Miss Yerez.Her feeling was not good.She was afraid that Miss Yerez would eat the man's bait. But deep in her heart, she hopes Miss Yerez still has a heart for children like her. Unfortunately, Miss Yerez's attitude made Thea wa
Year 1863Kate put herself against Thea's side and circle her arm around her body.Lunch time has passed and they were enjoying afternoon tea at Kate's room.Miss Harson was back at her residence. Although she had originally intended to stay overnight, Lady Florence canceled her plans and returned.After that, Kate pulled Thea into the room. She wanted to immediately exchange stories face to face."So, tell me what I need to know.""What do you mean?"“You react strangely when I mention Kay's name. And I'm surprised you don't even know where Kay went,” Kate observed Thea carefully each time they spoke. She looked at the woman next to her.Kate really liked her in the sense that she loved interacting with Thea. When her father introduced them, Kate was overjoyed. In this large mansion, she had no peers. It made her felt lonely. Although there is Kay who sometimes accompanies her to play, it was different whe
Year 1853…What?Thea felt like her head had been hit by a hammer.Did she hear wrong?Animal blood?So Miss Yerez wasn't hurt?Thea looked at the two people in front of her in confusion. A voice crept into her head.'You were lied to...'She felt ridiculous.Her feelings skyrocketed and warm when Miss Yerez said she would protect her even as a burden. She should have trusted her instincts the moment she sensed the alarm rang inside her head. But who would have thought, her hope was like a bubble that was so easy to burst with just a small touch.As soon as she collected herself, she felt something cold touch her forehead.The man's shout holding the rifle made her titled her head and look up. Her eyes followed his gaze.Bloody footprints pointed to one place.The screams of her people back then seemed to overlap with the traces of blood she had seen.&
Year 1863Fate...Always leads her to an unexpected point.The point where she relied on instinct that never failed to amaze her.This time, Thea realized that the thing that made her annoyed and angry disappeared instantly was the person who had only appeared in front of her after a long time.Something crawled up from deep inside her heart.Something familiar.And Thea denied it right then and there.Her instincts say she won't be able to escape if she let it bloom.Something she shouldn't have.Thea couldn't have such luxury.People like her don't deserve to have anything precious. Her life always about her. And not long ago, her forgotten revenge began to resurface. She couldn't take the risk and put these people in danger.Emotions would only weaken herself.And precious people would only get in the way.She looked at Kay, then averted her gaze immediately."Nothing
Year 1853Everything turned red.Every vein bulged out furiously and Odger's emotions were coloured the same way. His voice boomed in the winter chill, ignoring the red at his bridge of nose which was full of snot."NOOO!!!," Odger shouted louder this time. His clenched fist hit the table hard.They brought Thea back to the resting place after Lubez unilaterally allowed Thea to follow them.Since then, Thea has become their errand girl. They asked her to deliver packages or special items people ordered.Starting from drugs, tobacco, letters and other things.She had no idea whether the items were illegal or not. She kept quiet as long as they treated her like a human.One day, Thea was injured because someone tried to snatch the package she had to deliver. From then on, Lubez taught her how to use a knife properly. Thea had to wrestle with her limits, but she couldn't complain.She lived from day to day restless
Year 1863Kay held her long enough.To be precise, he insisted on spending as much time as possible with Thea on the pretext of reconciliation, but it couldn't last long. A servant came up to the lake and said there was an emergency."Let's talk again later, promise me!" he said with a heavy heart. His eyes seemed unwilling to leave Thea."I've had enough of talking to you," Thea answered carelessly.In truth, Thea knew she wouldn't be able to stay angry with this person for long. Not after Thea knew what she was getting into.She patted her dress and prepared to stand up, but Kay grabbed the hem of her dress."What?" Thea became annoyed to cover up her feelings. The servant standing not far from them looked at their stance as if they were interesting play."Promise me. Wait for me and don't go anywhere."'Where will she going?' Thea 'tsk'ed inwardly. 'And why are you like this? Acting like a child?
Year 1853Xander was running to the figure who was seen from the distance."Let me help you."He took the thing in Thea's hand.Xander was waiting for her in front of the window since the girl had gone out in this cold weather. He rushed after her as soon as he recognized Thea's silhouette.While waiting, he didn't stop looking at the two people who were only talking and talking. He thought Thea was living comfortably in her current state. But after these few days of watching her, he was sure they were the heartless man who order Thea do their jobs out there while they sat around smoking cigarettes.Thea even always shared her three meals with him and Rose.Rose... his eyes gazed at Rose who was still lying beside him, on the floor.Lubez and Odger really think of them as invisible freeloaders. He was displeased and feeling bad for Thea, however, he was grateful that the two men had not chased him away and instead turn
Year 1863His eyes, which had been fixed on her, slowly returned to focus. That man continued to stare at her and unwillingly moved all the way back. His body had almost disappeared behind the corridor, but his head was still looking back to her.If his assistant hadn't come after him, Kay could have talked to Thea longer. He warned her to go back home and not stop anywhere else. They still have a lot to talk about.Thea pulled up her hood again and absentmindedly headed home.Her cheek temperature returned to normal, becoming even colder after reading the message in her hand.She quietly left the mansion and headed somewhere.“Ah, you really came?” Xander fiddled with the cigar in his hand and nodded curtly at the woman who entered through the window of his office. He had to applaud and admit that this woman was indeed the best of her kind.Thea lowered her feet from the window frame quietly and sat across from Xander. "Please refrain from doing unnecessary things and don't send no
Year 1853The gazes of the two different people met again.When Blake stared at the little girl, an uneasy feeling rose abruptly.He bet he'd seen this little girl before, but found nothing in his memory. It wasn't that his brain was at low capacity, but rather that there were other important matters dominating his head right now.Like the baron in front of him.He snorted.This stupid guy always gave him a headache.If only he could make him disappear...Blake shook his head and instructed his subordinates to take care of this matter quietly. He pulled the reins of his horse and swerved away from the scene.His eyes and Thea's met before he turned around.and the discomfort returned.Thea looked at the man who sat on the horse without blinking. She was certain that the person had a higher position than that baron based on his clothes and demeanor.The chaos was taken care of according to procedures. But no matter how long Thea waited, none of them called out to her.She sat in the co
Year 1863There is always the first time for everything.This was Thea's first visit to Kay's hospital during the day.The autumn vibes is so vivid.Leaves separated from the branches and scattered throughout the garden. A breezy wind played with the ends of her hair which sticking out of the hood.Even so, the air was still warm and the weather still friendly.She wondered, why did the same place look so different just because the times had changed?Is it possible that humans can also change if their situations are different?Thea talked about her who always being in the dark.If her parents were still alive at this time, she might also be able to wear pretty clothes and have a cherished hobby or profession.Like Lady Florence.Maybe she could also stand beside Kay with more pride.A lot of silly thoughts started to mess her mind since last night. She knew this wasn't the time for this. She
Year 1853“Stop!”"Everyone stop it!""The Earl is here!"All the people involved in fistfights and wrestling were pulled one by one until they stopped moving.Thea's small body was lifted by someone.She struggled and swung her arms and legs wildly, as hard as she could, trying to free herself.The man holding her snorted, threw her aside and pointed the tip of his rifle. Thea who had only seen red slowly regained her composure. She looked up and saw someone wearing a knight uniform.The screams and curses that had been throwing at each other dwindled until they finally fell silent. It was because of the pressure exerted by the person sitting on the horse. Even Odgez who was used to finding a gap in the narrowness this time did not act out.They raise their awareness, at what they considered the enemy."Someone explain what's going on here?" a deep voice rang through the noise and spread in e
Year 1863She was blind.She always pretended to not see.Thea caressed Kay's cheek carefully.After a walk in the garden, the sleepiness didn't come so they headed to the library. Kay picked up some books on medicine and read them. He said there was a case at the hospital that needed immediate solving.Thea left Kay who sitting alone and lost in his world. She searched something for herself and ended up with several books on the topography of the kingdom.She had no idea how much time had passed. When she returned to the centre, Kay, who had been sitting, reclining reading, was now lying down with his eyes closed. The book in his hand rested on his chest.Thea looked at Kay who had fallen asleep. She rarely came across a situation where Kay was so exhausted that he fell asleep unconsciously. She always saw him awake wherever and whenever she was nearby.She sat beside him, took the book slowly, and put it on the table
Year 1853Thea's bluish lips opened slowly."Water…""Here."As soon as Xander heard Thea's voice, he rushed to fetch water from the kettle and gave it to her. Every movement of his body screamed excruciating pain. Even though Lubez had treated him, this wound would not heal for a day or two."How do you feel?"“I feel like I just came back from hell.”“Glad to be back…” Xander held her hand and smiled. “…together.”Xander told Thea how long she was unconsious and how Lubez made Odger to solve his problem with Baron Norman. “It was a mess.” He concluded the story. “Odger barely hanging out there. Lubez take him out forcefully. Now they are on edge everyday."It was a story a week ago.Thea woke up everyday but that was only for a fleeting moment. They didn't hired any doctor and let her be thinking that she was exhaustion beyond me
Year 1863 “Young lady, Master looking for you,” Sloan greeted Thea at the door and quickly delivered Blake's words. "Uncle looking for me?" "Yes, he's waiting in the office." "Okay, thank you, Sloan." Sloan bowed and instructed the maid to prepare tea and carry it to Blake's office. Thea went straight to Blake without changing her clothes first. She knocked on the door and Blake's voice came from inside telling her to come in. Her decision was not wrong. Because as soon as Thea came in, Blake immediately dropped his instructions and Thea came back out. Sloan and the maid carrying the tea passed her in the hallway. "Young lady, the tea?" "Ah, I'm sorry, but I'll be out again." "Can't you just sit back and enjoy it for a moment? You just got home," Sloan coaxed her. "Sorry, Sloan. Next time. I have to get going so I can come back before Kay,” Thea waved and soon disappeared around th
Year 1853Lubez spurred the horse as fast as he could.Today, Thea's meeting was supposed to take place at the front of the hall before entering the town market.But he saw no one at the promised point.He got off from the horse, tied its reins and looked for that kid. He ran here and there looking around.“Son of XX!” Lubez didn't stop cursing Odger in his mind. His small body infiltrated the crowd smoothly. No one tried to rebuke or care about the rifle slung behind his back.The appearance looks natural because Lubez put his flashy soldier badge on his chest.Lubez had indeed left his unit, but he did not return his badge. More precisely, this badge, he stole it again after return it the country. As to how he could commit this dishonorable theft, he blamed it entirely on Odger.“….where are you kid?” Lubez kept looking.And his body stopped moving abruptly.The people aro
Year 1863Kay's heart seemed to have stopped beating.He couldn't remember how to make his way through the hospital halls as fast as he could, leaving Sarah, Kate and Florence far behind.Rupert followed a step behind him.Arriving at the emergency room, he ran his eyes across the room and scanned everyone.'Where?!'Among the sea of patients lying and groaning in pain, he didn't see a single red-haired woman lying in there.His fear reached a climax as his gaze fell on the cloth-covered wheeled bed leading out to the morgue.“Brother! Where's Thea?" Kate who came to him was also looking for her.Sarah pointed to a young woman at the end of the room. "Th-there."Kate and Kay's eyes immediately followed the direction of her index finger.…what?Kay leaned himself against the nearest pillar."That's not Miss Thea!" Rupert's voice rang out.The fou