Year 1853
Thea's breathing echoed in the silent room.
The two of them fell silent when Xander, who returned from taking the first aid kit, stared at the bloodstained stone that Thea had thrown.
"I didn't do it! I swear!" she said with wide eyes. She really didn't do that. Who would have thought that her foot touched something liked evidence of Jane's attack.
Xander looked at the stone on the floor. He sighed and then told Thea to come closer.
"Sit here. I will treat your wound first."
Thea obediently sat beside Xander, who immediately did his job.
"Is the wound really worse? I mean, Jane?" she asked, hesitantly.
Xander muttered. He was sure Thea didn't do the evil deed even though he didn't know how to explain it. It happened so fast. Someone sneaked into the orphanage and Jane happens to run into the culprit. Thea, who was in her room couldn't possibly know what had happened.
The other kids only took their anger out on Thea because the intruder mentioned her name.
Actually, who is Thea? Why is anyone looking for her? Does it have to do with her parents who died? Various questions swirled in his mind. But seeing the condition of this child who was so shocked from being dragged away and beaten, he felt sorry and chose to hold back his question.
"Miss Yerez will be back soon. You can rest first. "
"Where are you going?" Thea pulled the hem of his shirt.
"I will return this box."
"C-can you stay with me?" she grabbed Xander's shirt, afraid the other kids would be back and bother her again.
"Okay, let me do this first," he pointed to the box.
Thea waited anxiously for Xander to return. Thank goodness Xander didn't take long and came back. The two of them sat in the multipurpose room until sunrise.
She endured the pain, occasionally falling asleep beside him. Although sleepy, she didn't let go of her grip from the hem of his shirt.
After a restless and torturous night for Thea, they finally heard Miss Yerez came back shortly.
"How's Jane is doing, Miss?" Xander asked as soon as he saw her enter. He has known Jane since they were a child. Both of them were abandoned in this orphanage when they were still newborn.
Instead of answering Xander's question, Miss Yerez looked at Thea, who was standing behind him. Should she transfer her to another orphanage?
"Miss Yerez!"
"Yes?"
"What are you talking about?" Xander cleared his throat.
Miss Yerez realized when she said what was on her mind aloud. She turned her attention to Xander.
"Don't worry. She will get better soon, maybe tomorrow she allowed to go home."
"Oh, thank goodness," Xander glanced at Thea. "Uhm, Miss Yerez-" He wanted to tell what happened to Thea but Miss Yerez looked away.
"Let's talk another time. I have to prepare some things for the other kids." Miss Yerez interrupted Xander's words, gazed at Thea once more and immediately left.
Their orphanage is just an ordinary orphanage. It was only supported by a few nobles, so she didn't have many people to run the orphanage. There were only her and two other people who helped organize the kitchen and the basic necessities of the orphanage with nearly fifteen children.
"I'll tell Miss Yerez about the other kids do to you. Don't worry."
"I'ts okay. I know she's tired," Thea tried to smile even if her whole body hurt badly.
From the start, there really was no justice in this orphanage for her. Since MIss Yerez accepting her here, she could see that Miss Yerez only cared about children whom she considered had a clear background. She too should have been treated better because her parents were nobles of high rank. But ... right now, it doesn't matter. She could only rely on herself.
"Thank you for this," she pointed at her hand, which wrapped in bandage. "And for accompanying me. I should back to my room now."
"Okay. Rest and don't worry about it. I'll try again later."
"No, you don't need to," she waved her hands. "Please tell me later about Jane. I hope her recovery soon."
"Yes. Please be careful," Xander said after a pause. The culprit hasn't been caught and that worries him.
Thea smiled at Xander and said goodbye before excused herself and returning to the room. She heard clearly the thoughts of Miss Yerez which wanting to move her out.
She had to be prepared if that really happened. The good things was she had no attachment to this place. For her, anywhere is the same. As long as she could sleep and eat under the safe roof.
She never stopped feeling sorry for herself, since she had no parents, her life was like nothing. In fact, no relative is willing to take her.
All the families that bear the McCollen name were gone. Thea heard that as the Sisters talked about it. Since then, Thea never used that name again. She intended to keep her mouth shut until Thea could understand all of this.
She couldn't confirm whether it was true or not either the whereabouts of her aunts, uncles, or cousins. While on her mother's side, Thea had no idea what was going on.
Thea picked up the blankets and pillows that were scattered on the floor from all the previous turmoil. She rearranged it on the bed with a bitter heart then laid down on the bed.
This bed was very different from the luxurious one she had when she was still in McCollen's mansion. When she first arrived here, she couldn't even lie down on the extremely hard bed, yet now it was all a matter of course.
One more thing she missed the most was the time before going to bed where her mother accompanied and invited her to chat about what happen in her daily life that day.
She pulled off the blanket and was again enveloped in silence.
Year 1863Thea peeked out from under her blanket."Kay?""What?"Thea turned around, her head slightly raised. She observed the man who so-called cousin who sit beside her."Let's talk until I fall asleep," she pleaded. She choose to keep talking to distract herself from unnecessary things."Do you want me to sing a lullabies?" Kay asked.They used to tell stories before bed or chat about everything. He also sang her lullabies. Sadly, that had not happened since he was busy at the hospital. They didn't know how much they have lost their life stories about each other.Thea muttered. "No. How about you tell me about your long list date?"Kay stared at her in surprise."Why do you suddenly ask me that?""I'm just curious. Your friend –that white shirt man– said you are quite popular among women."Thea had never been to a party and heard about it in person, but as soon as the party w
Year 1853Some kid tried to cheat her when doing their chores. They always make Thea finished anything for them.Now when she sleeps, Thea locked her bedroom door tightly. Either she had privileges or the other children kept her away, she occupied the room alone.Jane asked the Sister to move her to another room. Even though her condition improved, Thea couldn't get any worse. The kids who bullied her always came back when Xander wasn't around.But Xander couldn't stop them all the time, like now."Oh, Witch! Do you have anything to burn today?" Ben came in while Thea was on duty in the kitchen.The other children stood guard at the door, monitoring the situation if Sisters or Miss Yerez came."Just go!" Thea returned to mopping without giving him any attention.Ben kicked the bucket and spilled its contents, startled her."Get lost, Ben!""Ha! How dare you say my name. So what? Are you going to curse me
Year 1863Thea pretended to sleep. She was still awake when Kay left her room. She couldn't sleep at all. The conversation between the two man before was still looming in her head.Something had happened, and she didn't know what it was. Without thinking, she took her coat and sneak out. London in the middle of the night is a good time to make a move. Thea rushed towards Mister Mild's residence. Maybe she could find something there.Mr. Mild's house was getting dusty after being left by its owner. Thea picked up the candle on the table. She had to light a candle because she didn't know what to look for. She returned to the study room, where Thea had last seen the old man.Thea started checking all over the place.On the desk, in the jar, behind the painting, in the drawer, one by one. Thea did it slowly and to no avail. Nothing important. Thea shifted to the desk drawer. Her hands fumbled in every part of the drawer. Just found a pile of u
Year 1853In this small world. Thea felt alone.She woke up, ate the hard bread, worked like a slave and went back to sleep. There's nothing better than this lousy routine.Maybe she should be grateful to be able to live with all this suck. But this suck-thing seemed to be a shackle that would not be broken in a long time.Perhaps, no one knew what it was like to be a noble who fell from her position.No one serves her anymore.Instead, it was her who served and carried out the others works as a form of isolation from the people around her.Her brain was trying to accept all of this. But her little heart rebelled.She wanted to burn them all, as they had accused her of. Thea wasn't a little angel who didn't hold a grudge for their treatment.They avoided her openly like the plague.Only Xander didn't care about it all.Thea thought of him as an angel that God sent to comfort her. The boy did nothin
Year 1863Xander's smile continued to widen. "Have you ever met any other kids besides me?" he asked, purely without any ill intention.But Thea's expression seemed to be misinterpreted by Xander. He then shut his mouth. Xander knew he had brought up the wrong topic. He cleared his throat."Uhm-""Would you like to take a walk outside?"Thea cut him off and offered walking at the backyard. After a while, Thea finally answered Xander's question."No, I never met the other kids," Thea hoped never to see them again. They walked side by side without a word.Meanwhile, Xander's eyes slowly stared at Thea's nape. She, who was sensitive, immediately realized that."Would you like to see it?" Thea asked.Xander shook his head, “Oh no. I'm sorry. It became habit, you knew it.”The two of them then fell silent, both busy with their own thoughts. “Did the Wilkess family treat you well?” Xande
Year 1853“Oh, I almost kissed you and gave mouth-to-mouth resuscitation. Thank goodness you're awake,” Xander sighed. His hands cleaned the remnants of dirt stuck to her hair.Thea was still panting heavily.She played in the water and almost drowned in the bath, but what she felt this time was a hundred times more painful. She felt her nose sore and her head hurt. Her chest tightened a little and her stomach constricted.Thea grabbed Xander's shirt and coughed."Can you get me out of here, Xander?" She asked.Xander's eyes widened.A second later he smiled bitterly."If you get out of here, where will you go?""I don't know. Anywhere is fine. As long as it's not here. I'm afraid I'll lose control and avenge them."After a few times she had experienced this, her fearful ethereal soul had disappeared. All she could do now was endure it. But how long will she last? Which one will come fir
Year 1863How long had Thea not felt someone touch her lips?A year?Two years?No. It had been ten years since Xander had last kissed her.Thea was too shocked to realize what was happening to her. But a moment later, her sharp ears caught the sound of footsteps moving away. It made her respond to the thing in front of her immediately.She pushed Xander in flash as hard as she could."What are you doing?!" Thea almost shouted."Uh, I'm sorry, I…"“Please go home, Xander! Go back! Let's just pretend we never see each other again," Thea turned her back and left the backyard.Xander chased after her. "Thea! Sorry, I didn't mean to do that but my body did it subconsciously.” Xander himself was confused about what he had done.Thea ignored him."I bet I'm too excited to meet you," Xander tried to grab her but Thea move faster."Ridiculous.""Thea, wait! Let's tal
Year 1853 Thea moved freely as she wish. She even deliberately avoided other children and hide from them as much as possible after finishing her work. There were several kids who tried to approach her. She didn't know what their motive was and Thea didn't want to give them a chance to bully her again. She couldn't stop being alert after what happened to her over and over again. Thea also wondered why Ben and the gang had been so quiet these past few days. She always thought they cooked something for her as a surprise attack. And Thea needed to get ready. As the day passes, Thea and Xander became closer than before. Actually, it made her felt happy even though there were only the two of them. "This," One day, Xander presented her with a pocket knife. Its shape was not too big nor too small. There was some rust on the handle. But it was still working fine overall. "What's this?" Thea asked not because she didn't kn