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Kade POVThe meeting room is quiet, the kind of silence that stretches too long, heavy with unspoken decisions.I sit at the far end of the table, fingers drumming against the arm of my chair, listening as they talk, discuss, dissect, decide, like Rook isn’t even in the equation anymore.Like he isn’t supposed to be here.Like his place is already gone.“He’s impulsive,” one of the older men mutters, shaking his head. “And impulsive leaders die fast.”“He’s strong,” another counters, but there’s doubt in his tone, like he’s just saying it because he knows he should. “And smart. He’s just…”“Reckless.”The word lingers, and sits in the middle of the room like an immovable weight.I say nothing and I don’t move. I just sit there, staring at the wood grain of the table, jaw tight, hands fisting in my lap as they talk about Rook like he’s already fucked this up.After hours of this, after every argument, every justification, every dismantling of why Rook isn’t good enough, they turn to me
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Rook POVMy head is pounding and I groan, rolling onto my side, the sheets tangled around my legs, my body heavy with the kind of exhaustion that only comes after drinking way too much. The room is dim, barely lit by the morning light creeping through the curtains, and my mouth tastes like stale whiskey and regret.I blink a few times, trying to clear the haze from my vision, but it takes me a second to register the unfamiliar ceiling, the scent of someone else’s laundry detergent, the fact that I have no fucking clue where I am.Then I shift slightly, and feel the warmth of someone next to me.My stomach drops. Slowly, cautiously, I turn my head and... “Fuck.”Tyler groans beside me, voice rough with sleep. “Shut the hell up, my head is killing me.”I press my hands into my face, willing the headache away, willing the entire situation away. “What the fuck happened?”Tyler stretches, cracking his neck. “Relax, Rook. We didn’t fuck.”I let out a breath, relief flooding my system, but i
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Rook POVTyler chuckles, shaking his head as he picks up his beer from the nightstand, completely unbothered.“Well,” he mutters, taking a slow sip, “that was fun.”I whirl around, my glare locking onto Tyler, who is still sitting there completely unbothered, sipping his fucking beer like he didn’t just poke a damn bear for the last ten minutes.“What the fuck was that?” I grind out, my voice sharp, as I barely contain the frustration clawing at my chest.Tyler exhales, tilting his head with that same smug grin. “I was bored.”I stare at him. “Bored?”He shrugs, setting his beer back down on the nightstand, stretching his arms over his head like this was just some casual conversation and not the reason Kade nearly put a bullet in his skull.“Look,” he says, voice a little more serious now, “I was just making sure Kade realized what he fucking has.”I let out a sharp breath, dragging my hand down my face. “You took it too far.”Tyler laughs, shaking his head. “Did I?” He gestures lazil
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Kade POVThe second the words leave my mouth, I know I’ve fucked up.Rook goes still, just for a moment, before something explodes in him.His face twists with pure rage, his chest rising and falling sharply as he takes a step closer, his fists clenched so tight I can hear his knuckles crack.“Loyalty?” he shouts, his voice sharp, raw. “You’re throwing fucking loyalty at me?” He lets out a harsh, bitter laugh, shaking his head. “How the fuck can you say that to me when you’ve been sneaking around behind my back?”My stomach clenches, but I don’t speak, don’t get the chance to, because Rook’s not done.“You want to talk about betrayal?” He scoffs, stepping in closer, his eyes burning. “How about the fact that while I was out there, drinking, trying to forget for one fucking night that everything feels like it’s slipping away, you were sitting in a fucking meeting discussing how to take over behind my back?”My jaw locks, my body tensing, but he keeps going, pushing.“My own husband. My
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