Chapter 38

Staring blanky. Out of my mind. Like a madman—no, let me rephrase that because I'm really insane. I'm sitting in a corner while staring at the white wall that represents how complicated my life is. It's white and for others, it symbolizes happiness, but for me, it symbolizes death.

After the madness I did outside, I found myself in the room that serves as my prison. I'm not literally imprisoned, but because this room witnesses how complicated my life is, it's like a prison for me.

After the madness I did outside, thinking he's still alive, even though the truth is he's been dead for a long time, in fact, he was already dead when I gave birth to him in this world. After the scene—my madness, Storm brought me here to this house.

And because I'm weak—I'm weak and probably because I'm ashamed of what I did, I agreed to come here.

And here I am again, sitting on the same chair that I always sit on. My eyes are lifeless, staring at the four corners of my room.

It's been three years since I