LIA
The weight of the cake and vodka box in my hand feels satisfying as I tuck it onto the passenger seat with a smile. Today is my husband's birthday, and I'm three days early from my week-long trip. I told him I wouldn't be here for his birthday, but that was just me messing with him. Pulling into the driveway, I steal a glance at the box. My stomach flips as I remember my husband's grumbled response on the phone when I told him I wouldn't be around for his birthday. How could he possibly believe I'd miss his birthday for a trip? For him to believe that is beyond me. I chuckle to myself. My life has never been more perfect than it is right now. I feel happy, content, and fulfilled. Truly, money can't buy happiness. I lived with having tons of money all my life but I wasn't truly happy. Especially after what happened following my mother's death. The secrets that came out destroyed the relationship between my father and me and for a while, I didn't know what happiness was until I met Karl, the love of my life. He filled me with happiness again and made me find a reason to want to live to my fullness again. Tears well in my eyes and I quickly wipe them away as I revved my small sedan car into our home garage. Today is a day of joy. I don’t want to make it about me. Exhaling deeply, I kill the car's engine. Truly, there is no place like home. Stepping out with the cake and Karl's favorite vodka, a sense of peace washes over me. My bones and muscles ease out as the homey feeling envelopes me. I can never get tired of the joy that fills my heart whenever I’m home with the love of my life. My step falters when I catch a glimpse of a familiar red car parked outside. I scrunch my eyes, racking my brain. I recognize it but, I can't figure out where or how. When nothing comes to my brain, I shrug it off and continue my walk inside. It’s probably someone from Karl's work. Besides, today is his birthday, and guests are expected. The same fragrance that hit me in the driveway envelops me once again when my feet meet the floor of my matrimonial home. A smile grazes my lips. Good to see that the house I left four days ago is in the same state. Karl isn’t much of a cleaner so I’m pleasantly surprised. I don't *quite* deserve Karl. He is so good to me. He takes care of me. He loves me. He cherishes me so much. He was even against me working which didn't matter to me. I am not much on the corporate side of the world. My dream has always been about having a big family and supporting my husband. His family was against us getting married, especially his mother. That woman despises me. She wanted him to get married to someone else but Karl stood his ground that I was the one he loved and would get married to. So here we are. My mouth opens to announce myself but I think against it as a mischievous grin spreads across my face. What is better than surprising Karl by walking in on him? I smile at myself. I can already picture his surprised expression. His car is in the driveways so catching him off guard is a sure thing. I tiptoe around as I check the ground floor for Karl. The pool, the game room. Each step fuels me, my excitement climbing as I start to ascend the stairs. After four days away, the thought of seeing him sends a flutter through my chest. I must admit, I miss him so much. My steps quicken as I approach our bedroom, anticipation turning my insides into a ball of jelly. My smile stretches so wide, that I fear it might tear my face in two. Everything is going fine until a feminine laughter pierces the air. My heart skips an anxious beat as my legs come to an abrupt halt. That can't be right. I wait, unmoving as I strain my ears for another sound. And it does, this time with a mix of masculine laughter that I recognize as Karl's. Icy daggers replace the warmth in my veins as my mind races at a frantic pace to make sense of what is happening. If the feminine laughter was from the living room or perhaps the kitchen, I would have understood it, but the sound is unmistakably from our room, Karl's and I's room, our matrimonial bedroom. My heart hammers against my ribs. I falter against the wall as my heart goes on a goose chase. What...is...going on? Is Karl... No. Impossible. I shake my head, disagreeing with the conclusion my mind has arrived. A capital N-O. NO. Karl will never do that to me. He loves me, more than anything. He will never do such to me. He will never hurt me. He will... Another shake of my head, this time at my delusion. The next step I take is careful, and slow so that I don't make a sound. When my shoes continue their click-clack, I take them off before inching closer to the bedroom door on my bare feet. I stay there, silence stretching, heavy and suffocating. No sound comes for a long time I release a shaky breath. See! I am making an issue out of nothing– The same laughter slices through my thoughts, shattering my barely gathered composure. I freeze and backpedal slowly until my back hits the wall beside the bedroom door. I hold my breath, almost like the calm before the storm, waiting for it to hit me. When it does, it wrecks me completely. “God, she's such a fool,” a woman's voice mocks. My heart plummets. I recognize this voice. It's...It's Pen, Karl's secretary and someone who I have grown fond of over the years. Though we are more like an acquaintance, I like to think of her as a friend because she has been a stable constant in me and Karl's life. Despair claws its way up my throat as a male voice, laced with disdain, replies “I know.” Blood drains from my face. It is his voice. My husband. “Lia is the biggest fool I know.” The world tilts on its axis, and shatters into a million pieces.LIA Tendrils of agony twist my gut, and my vision blurs with tears but I force myself to remain quiet and listen to them. My husband and Pen. "How could she not see it?" Pen's voice drips with annoyance. “I practically shoved it to her face that there is something between us, yet she isn’t one bit suspicious.” How could I be? When I trusted Karl. I trusted him as my husband. “Lia is a gullible fool. It is one of her charms.” This time, it is the husband that I love so much that chuckles, his voice devoid of warmth when he says my name. His words scrape against my soul, coming from the man I love and think loves me the same if not more. He just reduced me to a ‘foolish woman' in front of his secretary whom I considered my friend. A sob threatens to rip from my throat, but I clamp my palm over my mouth, muffling the sound. I dig my teeth into my palm as silent whimpers breakthrough. "Definitely." Pen purrs. "I doubt she has any other charms, though." A rustle precedes her word
LIA Karl's betrayal has tormented me since we parted ways. The memory of that day is seared into my brain. My giddy anticipation, the weight of the cake and vodka in my hand, Karl's cruel words, and the venom in his eyes. It has burned holes into my memory, haunting me every waking moment. Two weeks of sobbing have left me hollow. I cried for what I have become and for the love I thought I had. I feel so angry, so used. My bitterness has gradually turned into hatred and resentment. This nightmare has become my new reality, no matter how much I wish it away. After I made a fool of myself by fainting in front of Karl and his mistress, I woke up to find myself curled up like a sardine on the couch of our living room, with my luggage and a divorce paper. Karl had instructed his driver, Olat, to take me to a mouse-sized apartment on the outskirts of town, with an ultimatum to leave after a month. How nice of him, right? I'm still in the apartment, not knowing where to start. I
LIA "Pack what you can. We are leaving now." "Excuse me?" I furrow my eyebrows, confused at who this mysterios man is and the nonsense he is spitting. "I really appreciate your intervention but you can't just barge in and tell me my father." Whom I haven't spoken to in many years. "—was involved in an accident and order me to follow you to god knows where." Yes, with the tone of his voice, he is borderline authoritative. "We don't have time for this." He growls, his voice licking my face. My nose catches a whiff of mint in his breath. My hands cross over my chest. "And I'm supposed to just take your word for it?" I say, slightly intimidated by how he is towering over me like a mountain. To be frank, he is a mountain. His black t-shirt stretches taut across his sculpted chest, while his cargo pants cling to his trim waist like nobody's business. He shoves a phone into my face. I gasp, my hand flying to my mouth in shock. It is a scene of an accident with a headline of my fat
NIKOLAI I got an anonymous job to bring Leo Rodriquez's daughter home safely shortly after the news of his accident exploded across the internet. The Rodriquez family is one of the wealthiest conglomerates, so it is a given that Leo Rodriquez has dominated the headlines after the news of his accident. Everything reeks of foul play from the news I have gathered, but I wasn't paid to play detective. My job is to bring Lia Rodriquez safely to New York. I don't usually deal with humans–just transporting contrabands–but the money offered to bring Lia Rodriquez safely to New York was too much to ignore. Not to mention, I am far behind my sister's hospital bill, and they threatened to cease her treatment. So yeah, I don't have much of a choice. Lia has bombarded me with tons of questions right from the time I told her about her father's condition up to this moment, but I have not given her an answer. I couldn't tell her about her father's critical state with her anxiety teetering over
NIKOLAI The payment for this job was so tempting that I didn't give it a second thought. My sister was behind with her treatment due to her hospital bills, so when this job presented itself to me, I was overjoyed and thought it could have only been the messiah who brought it my way, knowing fully well that I was in dire need of money. But right now, with how gloomy and grim everything is, I'm starting to think it's from the devil. This is not my first job having to bring something illegally into the city, but I don't understand why this particular job set me on edge. This is why I hate dealing with human beings. With contraband, it is always perfect. No distractions. No talking. No questions asked. No deep blue eyes. No frightened voice. I grit my teeth and shove my thoughts aside. The floorboard creaks under my foot as I tiptoe toward the stairs. It is already night and below, moonlight streams through the dusty living room windows of the small two-story building, casti
LIA The tremors running through the floorboards make every thud from the floor below vibrate through me. My heart hammers like a wild horse against my ribs, and each gunshot causes my breath to hitch, making me jump at every sound. At some point, I cover my ears with my hands when I can't take the loud, jarring sounds anymore, but it doesn't stop the chaos from drumming loudly in my ears. I don't understand what is going on or why this is happening. I have no idea why these men are after me or what I have done to deserve a target on my back. Nothing makes sense anymore, and that fills me with fear to the brim. I have never been this scared for my life. Now, I see what a privilege it is to wake up every day because right now, I'm not sure I will make it past this night. The sudden news of my father's accident juxtaposed with what's happening causes a plummeting sense of terror inside of me. A choked, muffled cry escapes from my lips, and tears blur the empty room around me. I s
LIA Turning my gaze towards Grumpy, I tilt my head slightly, my eyes narrowing. "What was that for?" "You had your phone on all this while?" A low growl rumbles from his chest, vibrating through me. I blink, confused. What does having my phone with me have to do with anything? "Yes?" I say, but it comes out as a question. He gives me an incredulous look as if I am supposed to understand his confusing question. The ache in my head intensifies. I open my mouth to defend myself, then shut it back. His sigh hovers between disappointment and frustration. My insides twist, I hate letting him down, or anyone for that matter. "The reason the men were able to find us was because your phone was on." He explains to me with a strained voice. Understanding dawns slowly. I blink once and then twice, feeling very stupid. Well, how am I supposed to know that? I'm not some tech-savvy girl. I don't look at him as I say, "I..." I trail off. "I had no idea. I'm sorry." I promptly switch of
LIA Disoriented, I stir awake, and my hand shoots out on reflex, looking for a familiar warmth beside me, and I tense. But then I hear the sound of the shower running from behind the bathroom door drifts my way, and I relax. It's unusual because Karl never showers this early. He is a notorious alarm clock sleeper. Yawning and stretching, I swing my legs over the bed and pad towards the sound of the running shower, slipping past the door of the bathroom. I head straight to the vanity to get ready for my morning routine where I catch a glimpse of exposed pipes in the area an upper vanity should be. For some reason, my brain doesn't process this. Turning the faucet on, I greet Karl with a cheerful, "morning," as I splash water on my face. "What's up today?" I ask. "Why are you awake earlier than usual?" My lips curve into a smile. When he doesn't respond, I add, "Are you heading out of town?" I ask as that is the only time Karl wakes up earlier, but then I will still be the one t
NIKOLAIThe phone trembles in my hand, and I clench it so hard my knuckles ache as I fight the urge to hurl it across the room. My pulse drums loud and fast in my ears, each beat stoking the frustration, the doubt, and the guilt.Yes, I’m going to tell Lia I’m quitting. But not tonight. Not after everything that has happened. And not because I care about her more than Hannah.Screw Xander for even saying that. Screw him for daring to throw that accusation in my face. As if everything I’ve done, and every decision I’ve made haven’t been for my sister. Every damn sacrifice, how I live my life has been for my sister’s sake. Every time I think of doing something, the first thing that crosses my mind is how it’ll impact her.Everything has been heavily influenced by my sister—.Right. That isn’t entirely true. I have made a decision solely for me before. Just once I made a decision, and I didn’t think about my sister, but my selfish self. Accepting the job from Lia was the only time I wasn
NIKOLAISigning the contract with Lia was a selfish decision. I knew from the start that the pay wouldn’t cover my sister’s hospital bills, but I still went for the job. Now I’m paying the price for that decision.For the past one week, I’ve taken on some of the most dangerous jobs I’ve ever accepted. The kind of jobs that put me inches away from death. Jobs that used to give me a thrill and make me feel alive in some twisted way. But now, I can’t say the same anymore. Because the thrill no longer fuels me, rather it unsettles me. Every time I’m on the edge of life and death, I find myself hesitating. The adrenaline I used to love now feels more like a sick twist in my gut and it makes me want to turn and run, to protect myself.My sister makes me feel fearless. For her I’m ready to face anything, come hell, or high water. But it’s different when it comes to Lia. She makes me want to back down and avoid risks. Because every time I think about facing something that could end me, there’s
LIAPanic kicks in, pressing me forward until I burst into the kitchen. Relief washes over me as I see him, right there.Nikolai’s changed out of his soaked clothes, though his hair still glistens with drops of water, the dark strands occasionally sending a bead sliding down his neck. He's wearing those low-rise pants that hug his hips, and a fitted tee stretched over his frame, showing just enough… no. I shake my head and dart my eyes away. This isn’t the time to be ogling him; I’m here to confront him.When I shift my gaze back towards him, he’s looking at me over his shoulder, and the tiniest smile pulls at his lips before he looks away, or not… I’m just imagining things. Nikolai isn’t smiling at me.“Feel better?” His voice pulls me back to the moment as he turns fully, his eyes skimming over me with that subtle, unreadable appraisal.“Yes,” I answer and sneezes immediately, disproving my answer.“Clearly not.” He stops right in front of me, holding out a steaming cup. The space
LIAThe words I’ve kept buried seem to boil up inside of me. Words of hurt, longing, heartache that has twisted itself deep, when even I can barely reach it. I want to scream at him. I want to demand answers, force him to tell me why he disappeared, why he left me here to be mad with worry, clawing through days that stretched endlessly without him.But as he stands there, with softened face and eyes weighed with something unsaid, looking at me like he hasn’t shattered my world, like he hasn’t been gone for a week without a trace, like I wasn’t shell of myself because of his absence, like I haven’t been teetering on the edge, the words slip away. Every line I rehearsed in the mirror all vanish. My voice fades under the weight of his gaze and his silence.Tears spill over before I can stop them, mingling with the rain that lashes down, soaking me to the bone. The chill seeps into my skin, but the burn of his stare holds me still, locked in place.The world feels muffled, just the sound
LIAGetting ready for work doesn’t take long, and in no time, I’m pulling into the parking lot of ROQ.Kate is already at the entrance with her attention laser-focused on the tablet in her hand until she spots me. She and I have met in the middle ground and have agreed that she won’t jump in step beside and scare the living daylights out of me, she stays in my line of sight.As I approach, her eyes shift past me, darting through the lot. She doesn’t have to tell me who she’s looking for. I feel the same, though I doubt it runs deep for herFinally, her gaze snaps back to me, and with a quiet nod, she says, “Good morning, ma’am.”I nod in acknowledgment, too weighed down to respond.“Have you been able to reach him?” she asks. I shake my head, trying to hide how much I’m affected by Nikolai’s absence. But Kate’s eyes narrow, noticing more than I wish she would.“I wonder where Grumpy is.”I halt abruptly in my steps, making Kate tilt her head slightly toward me. “Is something wrong?”
LIAI haven’t heard from Nikolai in a week, and it feels like my world’s been stuck on pause. Scratch that—life hasn’t just paused. It’s slowed to a dull, gray crawl.The day he disappeared, I sensed something was wrong. I tried to get through to him every way I knew how. I called him more times than I can count, sent message after message. Eventually, his line stopped going through, so I left voicemails, each one more desperate than the last. But I got nothing. Not a single reply.Even though my project has been moving faster, and my week has been busier than ever, Nikolai is still there, at the back of my mind. He’s everywhere I look, his presence in every corner of my apartment.I water his flowers religiously, telling myself he’ll be back. After all, our contract still has four months left. Nikolai is responsible—he’d never just leave without finishing what he started. Yet, with each day that passes, I’ve been forced to make up new excuses for why he hasn’t called, why he hasn’t c
NIKOLAI“I don’t repeat myself,” I groan out.She lowers the can and wipe her mouth with the back of her hand, her expression unbothered. “I’m waiting until Hannah wakes up. I want to see her.”“You won’t be seeing her when she wakes up. Leave.” My voice is flat, final. But Blake, as always, presses on.“And why’s that?” She tosses the empty can into a nearby bin with a loud clatter and crosses her arms.“Because I said so.”She coughs out a rough scoff. “It’s been ages since I saw her. I miss her. So, I’m seeing her whether you like it or not.” “And then leave again?” My voice comes out as a bitter hiss, laced with disdain. I shake my head slowly. “I’m not putting Hannah that emotional stress again.” The thought of watching her disappointment is unbearable; having to explain, once more, why one of her favorite people is walking away with no real reason. There’s a reason it’s only me and Xander in her life now.Blake’s jaw clenches. “Don’t act like I left by choice. I had no other op
NIKOLAII don’t how I managed to ride my bike from the apartment to the hospital, but I did. In a blur of speeding through intersections, narrowly missing cars, and racing against dread. But somehow, I’m here, breathless and disheveled as I burst through the sliding doors of the hospital. The sterile smell of antiseptics stings my nostrils, but I barely register it, the frantic drumming in my chest drowning everything.A flash of someone in scrubs brushing past me jolts me back into the moment, and I nearly collide with him. "Watch it!” I snap, already halfway down the corridor, not waiting to hear his indignant mutter behind me.The air grows thick as I approach Hannah’s room, every step heavier than the last. My heart is pounding, and as I reach for the door handle, the simple act of pushing it open feels like an eternity.Nausea rolls over me when I’m greeted with eerie emptiness and no sign of Hannah. No. No. This can’t be happening. This can’t fucking be real. Hannah can’t be—n
NIKOLAI“What’s it?” I say with a raised brow.“Did… I do something wrong?” Her voice is quiet, her fingers fidgeting at her side.“No.”She swallows hard and her throat bobs.“Then why?”“Why what?”“Why have you been acting strange?” each word drops slowly, almost as if she’s afraid of what my answer might be. “Like I did something to piss you off.”I almost scoff. Lia couldn’t piss me off even if she tried, but I’m not about to say that to her face.“You didn’t piss me off,” I say simply, folding my arms.Her gaze drops for a moment before she meets my eyes again, her expression tinged with worry. “I... I know I did some embarrassing things yesterday. One thing in particular that’s probably pissed you off.”My brow furrows. I can’t think of anything Lia could have done to irritate me when she was drunk, but now that she mentioned it, I’m curious. “Which is?"She draws in a shaky breath and squeezes her eyes shut briefly as the words tumble out. “I’m sorry for... for asking you to h