What is going on here?
...Now, let me think...
...Fuck...
...Well, not completely fück...
But ya, Castaneda, your fiance had me in a way that you can only dream of. Now, did he catch us in the act? The real question is, do I really care?
...No...fuck that...
"You would love to know what happened?"
"I am warning you, Cruz, if your grabby little paws just as much as touch her..."
"Why, Castaneda? What are you going to do about it?"
"I shall see to it that you will never use them again."
"Then your grabby paws should have been cut off a very long time ago."
"You are just sour that I am bigger than you."
"That is not what your mother said."
...Ya...take that bitch...
But it only remains funny to me and, of course, Trinity that cannot contain her laughter. But then Mr. Mucho steps two steps closer to me. I watch as Trinity wants to step in, but she backs off, for she knows that I am not
...TRINITY POV...I can see the pain and confusion in his eyes. Colton is hurting, and his heart breaks bit by bit every second we need to be here in Karlo's house. What kills him the most is that he is lying here, and he knows that I am in the next room in another man's bed. It is his arms that I should fall asleep in at night. And now he wants to know what happened last night.So I kneel down in front of
So I am finding myself in front of Vic’s door. I came here with the great intention to tell him that Castaneda is an asshole. But for the life of me, I cannot get myself to enter.Ya…I have grown somewhat shit scared. If he does not beat me to death, he will cut the parts off that pleasures his daughter.Fuck.Why did I go and bang the boss’s daughter?Talk about complicating things for myself. Not only can I kiss my ass away, but my company will now surely fail. Here I thought that Trinity was my downfall, but it seems to be me.I cannot do this. Fuck. I need to getaway.So I make my way somewhat defeated even before I tried back to the kitchen, where I find Alexa standing and baking that doughy shit again. But as I am just about to make my exit in the attempt to run away, she calls me back.“Colton, I saw you there. Don’t think you are getting away so easily.”’“Hey, Alexa, whe
Never did I think that my heart will break once again. Was I a fool to believe that something so innocent with Trinity will work?Bullshit!Once again, I need to remind myself, do not bang the boss’s daughter!Guess it was failed from the start, yes it was a thrilling ride, but I need to stop for one moment and take a step back, for, beyond all the craziness that filled our lives, I need to allow myself to remember why I do not get involved. What made it all worthwhile was having her in my arms. I always thought that I have no purpose if I did not have her presence in my life. With Trinity, I needed to prove myself as the man I wish she would desire. Guess I have failed myself, not even to mention her as well.Ya…I am soft.To have beauty in your life is easy, but to have the beauty of the woman that you love and the one that loves you in return is the greatest gift that one can experience. I can, with all honesty, say that there is no
I believe that we are who we choose to be. Nobody is going to give you anything. You have got to go out and fight for it. Nobody knows what you want, expect you, and nobody will be as sorry as you if you don't get it. Nobody has the power to shatter your dreams but you. So do I believe that I should give up on my dream?That is the shit that kept running through my mind last night as I tried everything in my power not to think of Trinity.I have fought with every part of my being to get what I want. It takes a lot for me to give up. I can't just give up because of one thing that happened. I will keep on fighting and fighting until I have nothing left in me, and giving up is the only option left.That is the second load of shit that came to my mind. She was officially haunting not only me but my dreams as well. And to make things even somewhat worse is the fact that she has not, for once, stopped fucking phoning.Yes, the desire to pick up again was still th
Last night was hot, hard, and ya...I am on the doorstep of the Stone mansion again. In less than five minutes, I am walking into Vic's office trying to explain to him what and mostly who has led me back here. I cannot, with all honesty, say, 'Well Vic, I fucked your daughter over the phone last night.' It seems that we are back to sneaking around. A sneaking that I am looking forward to...and god, I am going to sneak.So what the fuck do I say? Well, that door is coming up fast, and the excuse needs to come up even faster. And as I step through that door, I know exactly what I am going to do."Hey, Vic.""Colton, you have no idea how glad I am to see you.""Ya about that.""No need to explain. The girl can get out of hand.""Ya about that. This Castaneda, the man is not taking this...arrangement seriously. I think it is in both your and her interest to let her stay here until he cleans up his shit."What the fuck am I talking about? Y
As I slowly open my eyes, I am immediately struck by a pounding headache, and fuck does it hurt like a bitch. But that is not my concern, my concern is Trinity, and as I look over to her, I am so fucking relieved that she is still there. Though still there how I do not now. So I abandon my seat in an instant and rush over to her side, as I open her door her limp body falls out from the seat. My heart stops and I cannot fucking breathe.Fuck Trinity!I can only utter two words as I pull her from the car and gently lay her body on the ground. It is goddamn terrifying seeing the cuts on her forehead where she hit the windscreen. She was not wearing her goddamn seatbelt even after I ask her to. What did she say, ‘It is too tight,’ well girl that damn dress is tight.But now is not the time to get mad at her, but believe me once I get her awake she is getting every word from me. She will not give me such a damn fright again. Though fright is what is runni
My heart is shattered, I have lost Trinity yet again. She was so close within my reach and it fell apart before it could even start. I love this woman so damn much but I cannot be with her. It fucking kills me, it is eating me up alive, and god, there is nothing that I can do about it.And now I have to go face Vic and tell him that I took my eye off the ball and I nearly got her killed. I can’t do this, I am supposed to be strong, but I feel weak to the bone. I don’t and I cannot fucking do this.I cannot lose Trinity.But I have to, giving her up will be the hardest thing I will ever do in my life. Seeing those brown eyes swim in nothing but sorrow, is the worst torture that I have ever felt. I feel like falling into an abyss and simply disappear.Trinity, Trinity Stone, I cannot have her. God this hurts.I need to pull myself together for that damn driveway is coming up and it is coming up fast. And what else is coming up fast is the
There is one thing that I need to remind me while I am standing here and looking Trinity in the eye, it is why I am here. I am here to protect her and I cannot do that if I all I want is to be with her. When all I can think of is being in her arms, being locked into her body. I cannot protect her if I cannot stay away from her. I need to stay away and I need to keep my head clear.So what do I fucking do?I do the hardest thing, the very thing that I have been doing this whole goddamn day, and I push her once more away.“Trinity, I can’t. This is for the best. You might not understand now, but please you will understand why.”And WHAM, it hits her hard and god it hits me ever harder.So as she makes her way back to her bedroom, the tears that have been threatening to consume my eyes and edge their way down my face come rolling with such great force. The raging anger that is suffocating every corner of my body lets loose like a bea
They say a man’s life flashed before his eyes when he is staring death in the face; well, I say it is bullshit. All that is staring me in the face are the barrels of four Rugers. Now, did I foresee this happening? Well, of course, I did not come here to have a goddamn tea party. What was a casual exchange of threats has now only stepped up one level to where Mason and I are having our heads blown off. Yet, Vic underestimates my determination. The fucking idiot does not seem to listen. So I shall have to kindly remind him, “You can blow my brains out as much as you like; you know it will not bring Trinity back to you.” Now that has rendered him slightly speechless, but it has also made him somewhat more furious. And as his voice rises three pitches higher, I hear echo to every corner, “I will do absolutely anything to get my daughter back.” “Ya, and that includes killing the man that she loves? You will lose your daughter forever the moment you pull th
So, we are finding ourselves standing in the kitchen discussing our next step. My next step being to go face the man that has started all of this. This man being Vic Stone. Now Trinity is very adamant that she is going to come with. She does not see that this can lead to a gun battle, and I am not taking the risk of her father snatching her away from me again.But, ya, let’s have this argument, "Princess, I am sorry, but you cannot come along for this one.""Why, Colton?""It is going to lead in a gun battle, and I don't want you to get caught in the middle.""Well, sorry, but I have already been caught in the middle of your little war. Now can we please go?""Princess, I said no.""Colton."No, you are not coming with, and that is the end of it. Jax will stay with you."With that, she spins on her heels and leaves in a huff. As she disappears down the hallway, I can only but hear her curse underneath her breath. She thin
It has been two days since we had the stand-off with Vic’s assassins. I have been waiting in agony to see what is going to happen to Trinity, but she seems to be her same old chirpy self, happily living the life of a woman that has freedom.Now I would love to say that everything is back to normal, but this has only been the start of what is going to happen. It is only a matter of time before Vic starts sending more of his crew over to finish what he has not yet accomplished. Now the question is, do we run? Or do we fight?Well, there is no way that I am hiding.But this is not only my decision, so I have called a meeting with Jax and Mason. I know the rest of my men shall fall in with whatever I tell them.Ya, now getting Trinity to get out of bed is proving to be difficult today. The little vixen cannot keep her hands to herself; she is driving me fucking crazy. Not the crazy out of my mind, but the “god, princess, I am going to bend you ove
How far are you willing to go to protect your fiancé?Now, let us go back a few minutes before that loud bang…Well, what has happened? At the very moment, I have a very determined Trinity standing firm with a rather intimidating gun in her hand. Now that is not my problem.She has the gun pointed at this man’s very head.How the fuck did I not notice her taking that gun from the floor?Then without me even having an inch of a second to move, she is now standing at the very door where the Hitman is trying to make his exit from.Now the chance that this fucking asshole has another gun, I highly possible. I do not want Trinity to get hurt, but my attempt to try her to drop the gun is completely being ignored.“Princess, please put the gun down.”“No, Colton. Do not dare come fucking near me.”Now one thing that I have learned is do not to piss a woman off that is scorned. My prin
There is a dead darkness that settles over my heart as I hear the echo of a voice come from the kitchen.Can people not fucking knock?Well, it does not seem like they can. Guess this asshole will have to be taught a lesson.So I reach under my pillow and take my Ruger firmly gripped in my hand.I take the clip out to make sure I am loaded.I check the safety and make sure it is off.I watch as a terrified Trinity, only but raise her eyebrow as for only but a few moments ago we were making love there.I give her a brief kiss on her soft sweet lips, “I love you. Now, please, princess, stay in the back of this closer until I come to find you.” Then I hand her another gun, her body dead freezes, “Please if someone comes through the door, you shoot them.”She only but nods her head as I watch the fear consume those brown eyes. “Colton, wait,” she whispers as she calls me back. “I love you.&
There are times in your life when you know that the next step you make is going to be a defining moment. A moment that shall shape the man you are and the man that you shall become. You need to make those decisions that fate does not make for you, for fate plays a rather dirty hand. And let us not forget that Karma is a bitch. So as this phone is lighting up and vibrating nearly off the table, I know what I do next shall be one of those moments. If I do not answer, then I am surely just waiting for fate to hand me whatever it finds that Karma can come to bite me in the ass with. All bullshit aside. Fear tucked in my pants. One nervous fucking mess. It is time to pick this phone up and be the destiny of what I am supposed to become. “Trinity.” Ya, I wish. It is fucking Vic. “I was expecting Trinity; why are you phoning me?” “Trinity has run off; I cannot find her.” And that is my world tumbling out of con
There is a lot to say about my relationship with Trinity…We are far more apart than we are together. I have come to realize that for the past minutes that I have been sitting here and thinking of what Vic said. It is a sad fact that when it becomes too serious for Trinity, then she makes a dash for the door. And here I thought it would be me that had commitment issues. But to be truly honest, I am getting tired of her throwing a tantrum. It is simple. If she does not see a future beyond me putting a ring on her finger, then there is no future for us. I cannot, and I will even go as far as to say that I will not play this game any longer. If she cannot stand by her choices to be with me and love me without any condition, then we are clearly not meant for each other. We are two worlds apart. Well, we used to be. But it still does not stop her from running away, and dare I even say, like a little girl. We play hide
I am busy dying, a slow, tortured death. It feels as if the world has just dropped off, and it is completely spinning out of control. My ability to breathe has long gone from me. I have hands that are shaking and a heart that is pounding. There are these goddamn butterflies. My entire body has lost the will to function the way it should. Fuck. What am I doing? Though I do not give myself much time to think about it, for Trinity is about to walk out the door. If ever there is a time that I do this, then it must be now. So with a rather trembling ass, I call back for her. “Princess, I want to as you something.” She immediately looks in my direction, but before words can form around her lips, I am in front of her. I slowly drop to my knee in front of her and meet her eyes; with a bleeding heart, I reach for her hand and pray that she will allow me in. Then, as she gently rests her hand in mine, I say what I desired to say since all this madness s
I have grown one very brave. My smart ass has just as Vic for his daughter’s hand. Now, I wish I could tell you that I know what I am doing, but I am fucking sinking the more is speak. I am either going to be damn satisfied with myself or highly pissed once he gives me an answer. And then I am going to sit my stupid ass down and decide what to do with it.But, ya, fuck.The man only but laughs at me with the greatest of pleasure. This only fuels that anger that is boiling in my body.As soon as the fuck has calmed his hysterics, he speaks to me once again, “You want my daughter’s hand in marriage. Is that what you said?”“Well, unless you have grown deaf since you left here, then that is exactly what I said.”“Watch your fucking mouth, Colton.”“I do not need to watch anything with you; I am no longer your