I watched Trinity’s back for the final time as she walked out that door.
That was three days ago.
Today, I am still a fucking mess, and god knows I think that I will still be one for a while. The fact is that I cannot keep living in the vicious circle of absolutely torture. There is nothing…between us only spaces of emptiness and nothing. There was love…once, yet there was none; as for feeling, what parts existed? What parts of us existed?
The thing with moving on is you will be stuck there for a while. You will be moving, yet you will still be stuck in the memory, in the moments. So are you truly moving on?
I say it is bullshit.
But I cannot be that man that is going to climb into a deep abyss and sit in my own misery wondering what went wrong. I have a new role in fulfilling. Not only am I Colton Cruz, but I am Kole Venditti, and both of these men will not let women ruin their lives and kick them down. I am getting off this fu
I have stepped into that brink of insanity again. I guess, and I have said this on so many occasions, that Trinity Stone will be my undoing. She has brought me to my knees for one too many times, and I am about to get my revenge.Ya, my heart will indeed grow bitter.But I do not give a fuck, I am scorned, and I am on a path to settle a score. It might not happen today, but it will happen, that she can count her perky little ass on.So, after trying to convince me of what a bad idea I had in mind, Mason is finally being dragged to the car. Now, we are not kidnapping Trinity again, but what we are doing is taking what is mine, and that is the Stone Empire.Now Mason is beyond petrified that I am going to walk into the mansion and shoot her; well, I will let me put the poor man out of his misery, “Relax before you pop a fucking vein in your head, we are only doing surveillance.”He only but shakes his head at me, “The last time we d
We are hiding in the darkness of the lounge, watching in pure terror as a man’s face comes into view. Now my first immediate reaction is to go in search of Trinity to see if she is in any trouble. But then only but moments later, she enters the kitchen with the very same question that is burning on my lips. And it is with eyes now filled with confusion that I turn to Mason, that is just hiding off to the left.“What is that man doing here?”The question begs, did Trinity allow him? Or does she indeed do not have any knowledge of why he is in her house, and if so, how did he find himself getting in here in the first place? Now by the lack of any visible weapon, I can assume that he is not here to cause harm, but we all know that he is rather quick on the gun, and he shall not hesitate to draw in a second.So I must fight the incredible urge to blow my cover and walk over to him and demand the reason for his presence. Much to my own frustration,
Well…Who would have ever thought I would pick up the phone to the voice that is coming from the other side. For a second, I was not going to as I did not recognize the number coming through. But yet I am, which is debatable if I am strangely happy or extremely annoyed.So without torturing myself any further, I decide to speak and just remain in silence, “To what do I owe this displeasure?”There is only but a stuttering that is coming through, then after what seems like a good long minute, there is an answer, “I have a problem, well it was more than, it scared the shit out of me. And I need help.”“What makes you think that I will help you?”“You know that you are the best, and all I want is a push in the right direction.”I cannot help but burst out in a fit of laughter, “I thought you had that push covered? Now you are knocking on my doorstep?”“No, Colton, I
If there is one thing in this business, then this is it…If you get a call from certain people, you know that you find yourself in shit.Now it is this very thing that I am thinking of as I watch the name flash persistently on my phone. There is a greater part of me that does not want to answer it. Yet, I know that it might be a fatal move. So not hesitating for a moment longer, I swipe up to answer.“Bruce, to what do I owe this pleasure.”He only but rumbles with laughter; this only does mean one thing, “You seem to have pissed someone off.”“Well, that is a long list lately, but what seems to be the problem?”“You have a hit on your head.” Then he pauses for a brief moment, “It is that lovely little princess of Vic.”“Now slap me fucking silly; I did not think our breakup was that bad.”I listen as Bruce only but chuckles, “Well, man, she se
It is with great anger that I find myself standing in Trinity’s closet. Now I just played that damn picture through my head as I imagined, much to my own disgust how she is taken to heights of ecstasy by another man.I will not lie; every bone in this body wants to step outside and rip this man apart. Then I need to remind myself that I am trying to move on and forget about the woman that broke my heart. The sad fact is that Trinity is always going to have a hold on me, whether I like it or not. The woman shall be my undoing for the rest of my life.But putting this aside, how the fuck can she have another man in her bed when my body still lays warm against hers. I can still feel her soft skin melt into mine. How can she even dare take another man so soon?So yes, I am standing, and I am listening to idle chatter and a whole bunch of shit about setting up the grounds for tonight. Ya, it is confirmed; this man is part of her detail. Now should I feel reliev
As I sit here in the darkness, the question that Mason asked keeps running through my head. Yet, I never answered him; I can still not shake the nagging feeling that something is just not right with Trinity. I have known the little ice princess long enough to know that she is hiding something. And I can almost guarantee that she is in way over her head.So what do I do?Question begs…do I do anything at all?After all, I still fucking hate the woman.But there is that part that makes me human, that part that makes me want to care. I would not be in my business if I did not value other people. Yes, we have had nothing but ugly words to say at each other for the past few days, but I simply don’t think I can lay this head down on this pillow if I don’t at least attempt to find out what is bugging her.So much to my own disgust, I slip my phone from my pocket and swipe up for the very last and first number that I dialed.With
Ya, I am helping Trinity Stone.So I am finding myself standing on her doorstep, and fuck, I am actually knocking. Now there are big parts of me that want to kick himself for doing this, yet those parts that are not hating her want to make sure that she is safe. Yet, I don’t know if I can truly trust her; now there is a fucked up thing, you cannot trust your ex-girlfriend, perhaps I should emphasize on the EX.But pushing aside our differences, she soon, and god, did I wish I did not, but as she opens that door, that hints of honey attack my senses and renders me completely weak in every crack of bone of my knees. When she swings that door open, then I know that I have made a big mistake.There are only but inches, and when I say inches, I mean there is a strip of red fabric covering her breasts, and then there is an even more of an inch of white covering that tight ass. She has this two-piece thing going, which covers the only thing I now desire to see. Y
…Trinity POV…Watching Colton, there is a look in his eyes that I cannot place. I have seen it before, and it was when Karlo was beating the shit out of me. It was a feeling that crippled him; it suffocated him and made him feel helpless. He vowed to himself that he should never let that feeling take hold of him.Yet, now he is firmly taken over from it.Is it perhaps, even possible that we have just had mindblowing sex when we are supposed to be keeping our shit together and sitting on the opposite of the table? I can almost certainly guarantee that the thought that it was a mistake is running through his mind at the very present time.Though, there I something, and I would not be Trinity Stone if I did not have a little secret. So as he lays there, the tension between us is building up, and I, myself, get gripped by the same feelings.There is only one thing that is consuming me now…and that is…FEAR.Why
In front of me is a very clear nervous Trinity that is just about to faint at this very second, slightly half unable to breath as she waits in anticipation for anyone so brave enough to object. So after what seems the longest minute of my life, the priest returns his gaze to her. She only grunts at him from underneath her breath, “I suggest you skip that question.” “All right then...Colton, do you take Trinity to be your wedded wife, to have and to hold from this day forward...” Trinity only but growls at him again, ”Can you please skip that part too?” “As you wish...Colton, do you take Trinity as your wedded wife?” “I do.” “Trinity, do you take Colton as your wedded husband?” “I do.” “By the power invested in me, I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride.” And with that being said, that tear that tickled my eye has now rolled down my face. So as we get lost in this mom
…Trinity POV… The time has come for me to turn the corner. The time has come for me to make my bridal walk towards the man that I will be spending the rest of my life with. This is the very last moment that I can still decide to do this and turn around and run. But as I peek my head around to where he is standing at the altar, I know that I am exactly where I want to be. With a very nervous Ava behind me, I am being urged on to make my bridal walk down a carpet that is covered with, yes, much to Colton's horror; it is covered in pink rose petals. But first Ava pulls at my hair and checks my dress, and I have a quick look at my make-up. Ava then looks at me, "Now let us get this wedding on the way." I take one step forward and then another, short and hesitant, but slowly to my future. Then the wedding march starts playing, and I know that it is time to go. So I slip in that corning in absolute elegance. At first, my eyes lie
…Trinity POV… What I feared has happened, Ava has dragged me into her room just before sunrise to start getting me ready for a wedding that is only happening in eight hours. By the looks of her, it seems that she has not slept a wink. So I refrain from making any comments and allow her to pull at my head in every direction to get the perfect do that, as she says, will complement my face and, of course, my dress. After what seems like at least three hours, she looks at me very satisfied in the mirror and nod at her creation. Next is my wedding dressing, now if I thought that this would be easier, well, it is an understatement. If it is not bad enough that they cannot tuck my breasts in properly, which seems to have grown overnight, they try to move my belly into the perfect spot. With only but an hour two spare, they slip into their dresses, and we look at each other, then of course she says something, and there goes my make-up down my
Before sunset tomorrow, I will be married to the love of my life. To say that I am not a wreck would be a complete understatement. I do believe that I have told this once before, yet, again, I need to stop for one moment and take a step back, for, beyond all the craziness that fill our lives, I need to allow myself to remember what drives me. What makes this all worthwhile is the beauty that lies in my arms. Should I not have had her presence in my life, I would not have had the sheer willpower to take the impossible on. To have beauty in your life is easy, but to have the beauty of the woman that you love and the one that loves you in return is the greatest gift that one can experience. I can, with all honesty, say that there is no doubt that she completes my life. To be lonely for eternity can be seen as a life sentence, but having what you crave, is the greatest blessing. I have never been more assured to have chosen her to be mine for life. I
After we bid our farewell to everyone, my intention is to retire to my room and not to leave it at least for another day. And I do see the same sentiment on my princess's face. But what I also noticed is that cheeky smile that is starting to rise at the corner of her lips. In such a strange time, I become aware of her arousal. "Princess, I do believe that you possess somewhat of a dilemma..." "Colton." "Yes, Princess?" "You shall possess your own dilemma if you wish to continue your sentence." So it is in awe as I watch her make elegant strides as she ascends the stairs. She moves every curve to perfect precision, her hips rock from side to side, and it peaks my arousal. I have to fight the desire to pull her back and take her right at this very moment. I can so easily push her petite frame into this very wall that is presenting itself at the perfect timing, and that is exactly what I intend on doing. It is as i
Today is the day. It might as well be my wedding day, for I feel that I am near damn going to faint.So Trinity slammed me back with a condition of her own. If I want to get married, then she wants to have some dreadful engagement party. Well, I think I am nearly going to die; for a second time, I need to go down on my knee and ask her for her hand in marriage. So, while she is running around for what is the fifth dress to wear now, I sit in a silent chuckle as I find it rather amusing. Now all of them are all white; the first thing she so kindly pointed out to me is that you get different shades of white; well, that does not seem obvious to me at all. The second thing is that my blue shirt is not matching her white dress. Now I should have never asked her if it is the right kind of white, for I had some kind of white stilettos come flying my way. "Princess, how much longer are you going to take?" "Just give me five more minutes." S
…Trinity POV… Colton grips me by the hips and crushes my body into him; with one loud growl, he lifts my feet from the floor and carries me backward toward the bed. We are kissing like crazy. Like our lives depend on it. His tongue slips inside my mouth, gentle but demanding, and it's nothing like I've ever experienced; every square inch of my body dissolves into his. My fingers grip his hair, pulling him closer. My veins throb, and my heart explodes. I have never wanted anyone like this before. My body falls back into the sheets; Colton leans over me and centers me on the bed before he settled on top of me. I feel him, all of him, pressed against me; I feel his cock throbbing against my thighs, his heart beating through his sculpted chest, his warm breath lingering on my skin.He feels fucking amazing. He continues downward until his lips are locked around my quivering nipple, his tongue circling the swollen tip. His hand strokes t
Before she can protest, I pull her against the depths of my chest. I take in a deep breath and press her even deeper. "Princess, I want to own you, possess you, body and soul." Instead of answering, she reaches out to me, putting her small, warm hand on the back of my neck. Then she kisses me, first lightly, then more urgent. Her hips are tilted against mine; her breasts are against my chest; her whole body is sending a message that is undeniable. Then she nibbles my ear, touching my face softly with her fingertips, and she whispers, "Mr. Cruz, you are mine." "Oh, princess," I gasp as she takes another deep breath and pushes me back into the chair behind me. So I sit back into the chair and watch as her hands travel up her body; she caresses her exposed skin. Then she slides her hands to cup her breasts, rolling her nipples between her fingers. She brushes her brown hair away from her face as she turns and allows her hands to explore h
…Trinity POV…In front of me, I have Colton on his knees.Who is more scared at this very moment is left to be seen. But apart from the fear of the unknown, not knowing what to say next, I know that there is only one thing in life that I care about the most.And that is Colton.So I gently take his face between my hands and whisper to him,"Now it is your turn to keep quiet."With one deep, swallowed breath, I find the words that have never been so easy to roll from my lips."Colton, you are the only precious thing in my life.I hold close to my heart. There's no moment that I don't think about you. I've always wished to experience that kind of love shown in movies, not knowing I was a step closer to experiencing it. It's so great to finally have someone as beautiful as you are to enjoy life with. You're my push, my strength, my best friend, and my fighter. You've seen me at my worst and terrific moments and watched me cry on the