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Fears And Regrets
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2024-10-29 19:42:56…Trinity POV…
Watching Colton, there is a look in his eyes that I cannot place. I have seen it before, and it was when Karlo was beating the shit out of me. It was a feeling that crippled him; it suffocated him and made him feel helpless. He vowed to himself that he should never let that feeling take hold of him.
Yet, now he is firmly taken over from it.
Is it perhaps, even possible that we have just had mindblowing sex when we are supposed to be keeping our shit together and sitting on the opposite of the table? I can almost certainly guarantee that the thought that it was a mistake is running through his mind at the very present time.
Though, there I something, and I would not be Trinity Stone if I did not have a little secret. So as he lays there, the tension between us is building up, and I, myself, get gripped by the same feelings.
There is only one thing that is consuming me now…and that is…
FEAR.
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